Feels thread? Feels thread.
I haven't had a real friend since I was in junior high, mostly due to my mental disability. I'm 23 and the only people I have talked to for the past 11 years are you guys and some of my family. Considering suicide.
What's your story?
Same here. Severe social anxiety, No friends, no money and no job. 24/7 browsing Sup Forums and playing video games. Parents know if they kick me out ill probably kill myself
Wtf is going on in that picture. And are you an autist or somthing?
Banged up my brain ( I.e probably have some level of brain damage) pretty good on drugs a few years back. Haven't really been the same since. It's been a struggle, it's been very lonely. But I try to remain as grateful as I can for the glimmers of happiness i achieve because those show me that life is such a beautiful gift.. I hope you find some form of happiness man, I truly do.
Dont do it nigga.
I have also some mental conditions but I dont give a shit anymore. Thats how you get to know people by giving no shits and being relaxed.
Also people change man. In a couple of years you could be another person dont give up.
Lawyer, 28, earning over 100k, deeply depressed, no girlfriend, finally lost v card a couple of weeks ago to a female acquaintance in an intense and passionate hookup but now she won't reply to texts, mooning over another women (friend) who I stupidly told whilst emotionally drunk that she was the best person, I liked her and want her to be happy (turned down), trying to do all the right things like exercise and socialising and having some results but depression is an anvil, think about suicide every day but can't do it because of mother, see a bleak future of sadness, loneliness and shame. I hope I get run over or something
I was there, but it's a lot easier to get a job and live on ur own. I'm not sure how it even happened but I met girl and we've been together for 5 years now. Hardest part is getting Work. You'll feel much better
I miss her and she misses me but I can't bring myself to take her back, talk to her or apologize or anything. Feels bad, i cant stop thinking about her
You have the world in your pocket. Dont chase love, chase pussy and a meaning to wake up every day.The rest will come on its own accord
considering he says
just buy a playstation 4 and your life is better... i'm 21 yrs old, no GF, no Friends, nothing, just me and my Playstation 4 and i'm happy :)
21, want to die. I drink to take the pain of loneliness away. Ama, save me from myself
Same, im jaded alot of the time and can probably make a few friends easily, but my current living situation is so painfully emberrasing to me, i feel completely inadequate for any type of human contact, ive watched alot of good people walk away from me, tryna get my life back on track, but i feel like what i am chasing is far beyond my reach, your head gets stuck in the clouds pretty quickly when you isolate yourself, and i just know if i fail at this i will kill myself
Unrequited love is the most painful ...
Sometimes you just have to look at it from another perspective, you really love her/him or is it just infatuation?
I'm currently in the process of doing the same to myself. Using drugs to get through depression has pushed me further and further into the hole, I just kept telling myself I was fine. I now don't trust people, I'm quite scattered a lot of the time, and whenever I am sober I either feel like dying or going on a rampage and destroying everything I see. Lucky I dont think I'm too far gone to get back.
Kill yourself, infant.
What Kind of drugs you Take?
Your Brain is very Good in Healing.
I Took Lots of drugs Too but i am still intelligent and have a Good job
I have a very confusing life and those around me don't make it easier, but I guess they want me to be a very strong individual. So I guess they helped me give a fuck about myself and the world, I still battle with depression and awful feelings but then again I owe everything to those around me.
I don't do drugs, I have plenty of friends and I'm about to finish my bachelor tesis in one of the best math schools in my country. Still unhappy and depressed. It's not the money nor the lack of sexlife, I though it was because no girl seems to like me, but now I realized that it's just lack of confidence. Im pretty good at a lot of things, but not amazing in any. Maybe I'm one of the least interesting men in the world. The worst part is that I cannot complain a shit because everything in my life is going perfect. Still daydream in killing myself.
Met an amazing friend online back in December. She's hilarious, weird, incredibly talented at art, wonderful to talk to, and just is one of the most caring friends I've ever made. Pretty sure I love her, hell, I've pretty much admitted how I feel about her in a letter already and she recieved it pretty well.
She has bipolar. She goes through suicidal thoughts, and has a family that is far from the best support for her. She sometimes goes through depressive moods and is absent from chatting for days at a time, I try not to put too much pressure on her to talk. She often thinks of herself like a burden and holds back and I do my best to assure her she is anything but that, I hope. Sometimes I fuck up and say the wrong thing once in a while, but we always talk about it and work it out. Good or bad, we always talk it out.
Sometimes we talk about how she's doing, sometimes she holds back, understandably. I can't stop thinking about her. It freaks me out.
When she's doing well, we talk all night. About whatever comes to mind, it usually doesn't matter what. I've never known anyone like her. Breaks my heart to see her in pain, but I know sometimes there's nothing I can do other than to listen and be there when she's up for that.
>you could be another person
with daily LSD and electroshock therapy maybe
Jacob?
Ill give this a shot, lurking since 2011
Parents had me, both did way too many drugs and were never around for me. At age 3 they were both off the deep end and i went to live with my grandparents. They gave me a great life and i dont think my parents could have ever offered anything remotely resembling it. At age 18, start college, get a job, get first serious gf. Then my grandpa died and everything gets really confusing. It fucked me and my entire family up. Stop going to school, work starts to abuse me (work regularly from 4am to 2pm without any sort of break system and severly punished for minute mistakes). Eventually gf and i break up, 3 days later she is dating one of my best friends and i start to fuck his ex back. Low key lost my mind for awhile. Imagine Rick Grimes' face at the lineup, just fucking fucked my mind up. I watched everything and everyone i loved or cared about fucking die in front of me while i tried my best to keep it together. I havent been the same since, currently 21 and abusing alcohol/drugs and avoiding human contact. Its a fucked up world.