Suicidal thoughts thread

Suicidal thoughts thread

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>17 y.
>normal life
>depressed
>just want to kill myself

>be me
>be 16
>virgin af
>no succ
>girls call me creepy
>mom's spaghetti

>19
>kissless handholdless virgin
>this senemster ive been rejected twice both by girls who I really cared about
>I've lost 60 lbs but that doesn't fucking matter
>no matter how /fit/ I get im still stuck with my shitty personality
>all I do any more is smoke weed out of spite and masturbate
>my friends are sick of me
>my life is shit

Mods???

Jesus Christ grow the fuck up before you kill yourselves how the fuck do you know your life is going nowhere when you're not even a quarter of the way through it

sis: pass me the aux
*le me passes aux*
sis: 'plays trolls: the movie OST'

Feel good inc.
more like feeling cancer inc.

My self harm scars have prevented me from getting a partner and because of my insecurities I know I'll never be happy or able to accept love.

>26
>depression, social anxiety, socially retarded, virgin
>somehow ended up being a pedo. never done anything with anybody tho
>not really surprised i want to kill myself

26fag here. I was highly suicidal from the time I was around 15-20. It gets better once you get out on your own and get to make your own decisions and pursue things at your leisure. Dig deep. Head up, dick hard.

>18
>have no real friends
>family hates me
>electively mute, social anxiety, depression and anorexia
>use sex as validation

What method would you guys recommend for me?

10 hour loop of jacob sartorius - sweatshirt

>used to have a gf all the time
>was always one relationship after the next
>haven't had a gf in 4 years
>took up WoW
>bought Xbox
>eat junk food
>on antidepressants
>supported entirely by disability from govmnt
>never leave the house except to go to MTG tournaments

you niggers being suicidal bc all you care about is getting rid of your virginity, stop circle-jerking and join the army or become a priest

>18

stop. literally everything in your life will change in the next 5 years, don't sweat it man, just get a job and focus on that, doesn't matter what it is just get in and earn that money

>34
>be wheelchairtard my whole life
>never had any friends other than a few downies and aspies throughout my school years
>only real human contact I have is from my caretaker and occasionally my parents
>can't eat on my own
>need to wear diapers because no control over bladder
>can't put my thoughts into words, so all that comes out of my mouth is retard-gibberish
I actually hate my life and I think about ending it every single day

>18
>hairy, annoying, friendless
>haven't even touched the other gender
>ok grades
>everyone hates me for some reason
>stuck at home 24/7
>starting to gain weight
>life is shit
>every person to talk to me ghosts me
>rip me

stop smoking weed, you'll stop being a fag automatically

You got a neckbeard?

>18
>6'2
>Very antisocial
>Want it to stay this way
>Be reasonable
> Graduate high school
>Get a job, minimum wage
>Want to be friends with coworkers
>Only problem is most, if not all, smoke weed
>I don't do drugs, even if they're "legal"
>Distance myself from them
>Mom wants me to go to community college
>Only problem is I lack the confidence to take any of the courses available
> Learning how to drive for my parents sake
> Pretty soon I'll get my license
> Buy my own car
> Pay insurance
But what then? I know I can't live with my parents forever, and minimum wage isn't enough to live on my own. So what should I do? An hero?

>she never loved me
>In fact it was to the point where she left
>For good
>1 AM and the phone call never ends
>She's gagging and choking and crying
>I love you user
>I'm so sorry user
>When I was the one who was sorry
>It was all my fault and now you're gonna die
>All because my love wasn't enough
>Said goodbye to my youth that day
>Years later and your memory still haunts me
>You visit me in my dreams and in my waking life
>And you never thought twice
>I never thought I was worthless before
>But this really showed me
>No matter what we do or how much we love
>Everything and everyone dies
>And there was no purpose for life. No true real purpose
>I thought life was about love when I was a kid
>But it's not
>It's about hate
>And greed
>And anger
>And that's it'll ever be

>im 18
>my frist job is shit
>i still have to live with my parents
>should i end it all

For gods sake I hope your fucking trolling.

Not yet

>Don't do drugs
So you don't drink soda or coffee? Any vitamins? Cigarettes?(doubt it) point is, you are judging people and keep your distance just cause they smoke weed? That's low and dumb. I smoke and stuff but ill talk to people who don't. I get being antisocial but if it's gonna take away from your happiness just ignore your preconceived notions of people and just open up. You'd be surprised how many cool people there are to meet and talk to.

>Was feeling like shit from 12 to 19
>Fat kid through highschool
>Barely attended highshool
>Had shitty future prospects
>Pretty much spent days a home on internet, just passing the time until I died
>Suicide seemed like a good option, but was rather too stubborn to do it, surely things could change
>end up starting a college-esque course that involves alot of PT
>currently the fittest i've ever been in my life
>people i've been around at course really cheer me up, the general social air is better there

Feelsgoodman.jpg

V&

Congrats man! I've been thinking about working out lately as I was the fat kid all throughout middle School and part of high shchool. I'm not fat by any means but I'm not slim and fit. Any advice on where to start?

>its just a plant bro
>weed cures cancer bro

What did you do to get all that disapproval?

>Never said that tardo
And also if you'd actually do some research you'd know that no, the cannabis plant itself does not 'cure' cancer. That is not correct. What we DO know is that certain cannabinoids have different effects on different parts of our body. CBD has been proven to show that it SLOWS the SPREAD and GROWTH of certain cancer cells, allowing the doctor to find it and make decisions from there. If you don't have any real knowledge on this subject then don't bother replying because I simply do not care for ignorance. And yes, it is a plant. (Wow I know, right)

You need something to measure your fitness, I find timing yourself to run 1.5 miles is useful. My first run was 23 minutes, now i'm down to 9:45 on average. The most important thing is to keep going, once you nail being able to run 1.5 miles without stopping, you'll be able to chip it down far easier. Longer distance runs are amazing things to do if you've never been able to run properly before like I was.

I'd also recommend doing pressups, pull ups and situps. Remember, when doing pressups, posture is important. Alot of people get into bad habits of not planking whilst performing pressups, resulting in a poor posture that is a pain to get out of the habit of once you get set into it and realise when it's too late.

I'd recommend for situps and pressups recording how many you can do of each in two minutes and build on that. Doing situps and pressups to a song where the lyrics go something like "bring sally up, bring sally down" or something like that is useful for building stamina.

Also invest in a cheap pair of dumbbells. You can find some useful guides on exercises on the internet.

Remember to keep things consistent. Exercise at least three times a week.

Hope this helps user, good luck. Remember to not expect to look like Arnold Schwarznegger after a single gym session or even months of them. Progress takes its time, be patient and self disciplined and you'll feel better for it.

Yeah I'm definitely not looking to look like the hulk but thanks man!

No problem mate, once again, good luck and have fun.

Yeah, I wanted to kill myself when I was younger. Stuff tends to change though.