Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything

Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything.

I may take a while to reply sometimes, remain patient. Free (you)s for all posters!

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What do you think is better, being dumb but kind, or intelligent but mean?

Intelligent but mean, easily.
Why not intelligent, but nice, tho?

Whatchu doing for MayDay? I spent mine playing Skyrim.

why are you an attention whore

have you ever fug a woman before

I spent it playing Eve and posting here.
Why is everyone an attention whore?
N-no...

wat how old are you

Why havent killed yourself yet?

>Intelligent but mean, easily.
I disagree, though I'll more often than not fall into that category

>Why not intelligent, but nice, tho?
It was more a question of what you value more. I think being nice is a greater virtue than being intelligent.

because he needs to fish for attention before he does

25
>That pic
noooooo
>Why havent killed yourself yet?
Because I don't want to die yet.

Are you happy?

>25
hey me too. we should lose it to eachother op

do u fap?

so how exactly do you have the medical diagnosis of depressed schizoprenic? That's not medically possible

>Are you happy?
At this very moment? No, but I'm not sad either.
>we should lose it to eachother op
I have a gf, thanks though user.
>do u fap?
Doesn't everyone?

How's TempleOS coming along, Terry?

Do girls fart?

2D doesn't count

Does she not love you?

>that's not medically possible
...wat
Are you retarded?
Still don't know how to code, user.
Duh.
She's 3d tho.
She does.

You have good taste in vampires, user.

Shinobu a best.

depression is low serotonin, schizophrenia is too much soo

Who is the best ninja and why is it me desu

>schizophrenia is too much soo
That is a THEORY. It is unknown what causes Schizophrenia.
Depression and Schizophrenia can be comorbid.
It's (u) ninjanon. Those are some really feminine eyes.

Kys

Here, do a little research.
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2659306/

I especially loved the scene where she admits she would have sex with Koyomi "If I thought this body could handle it".
>Instadiamondboner.

>shinobu will never murder you by fucking you
;-;

>death by foreplay.
But she doesn't feel love. Can't feel love. Just physical attraction and a thirst for life.

I remember in a previous thread you were talking to another user about how you could fantasize about things and genuinely believe them, but you said you avoid doing that for obvious reasons. What are those reasons? Would you be likely to lose yourself and not be able to tell whats true anymore? If I could do something like that I think I would milk it for all the fun that it's worth, sanity be damned.

R8 my doggo?

How do you not know how to code though?

Anyway, does God really hate niggers?

>But she doesn't feel love. Can't feel love.
I'm pretty sure she does. She just doesn't know what it is.
>What are those reasons?
I'd probably wind up eventually losing myself in it. It's also a really bad way to cope with things. It goes much deeper than just losing yourself to the hallucinations. Not something you want, trust me.
I already rated this doggo/10

schizo user is loli real? can you make it become real if you concentrate on it?

>How do you not know how to code though?
Cause I never bothered to learn.
>Anyway, does God really hate niggers?
God doesn't exist, user.

YOU'RE NOT TERRY

R8 my doggo?

>schizo user is loli real?
What does that even mean
>can you make it become real if you concentrate on it?
You can make yourself believe it's real.
WHAT HOW DID YOU KNOW!?
Tastey/10

>It goes much deeper than just losing yourself to the hallucinations
Do you mean it would worsen your symptoms, and/or take you down a negative spiral?

Fight me

thats not good enough it needs to be real. please hone your unfortunate disorder until you have the power to change reality to make things real for everyone.

>WHAT HOW DID YOU KNOW!?
because you're a faggot

Yes, it would likely worsen them, and likely leave me trapped inside my own delusions.
I can't I'm but a weak neet.
I can change reality for everyone, you just won't know it.
So are you user, so are you.

>So are you user, so are you.
for you

That's what gets you libtards. You don't want those.

Tell me about your experiences with the onset of scizophrenia.
And a bit about your symptoms.

Why do you make a thread every fucking day, sometimes multiple times a day? Why are you glorifying mental illness? Why do you think you're interesting?

These are all serious questions

>I disagree, though I'll more often than not fall into that category
Why do you disagree though, intelligence can get you much further can kindness.
>for you
no pls user, I'm not gae.
>Tell me about your experiences with the onset of schizophrenia.
It started off fairly mild, except for the hallucinations. I would have attacks of paranoia just out of nowhere, they weren't severe, but they were pretty intense. It would happen from just hearing a noise or a random thought would pop into my head and I'd start to panic.
The hallucinations were really severe at the start, I often found myself panicking because of them, but they were also extremely realistic back then. They are less common now, and only consist of dark figures and disembodied faces.
>And a bit about your symptoms.
The most common ones for me are attacks of paranoia and anxiety, which feed into each other. Catatonia, delusions my primary delusion is that I am from another universe (this is the 3rd one i've been to) and hallucinations which are my least common, and I've covered.
>Why do you make a thread every fucking day
To kill time, and to talk to anons.
>sometimes multiple times a day
I've only ever made this thread more than once a single time.
>Why are you glorifying mental illness?
How am I doing that by answering questions about it?
>Why do you think you're interesting?
I don't, other people seem to think so, though.

>no pls user, I'm not gae.
liar, you love big cocks

Especially mine desu

>big cocks
ew user. I love qt little vajines.
Nooooo

>ew user. I love qt little vajines.
shut up homo

Nou.
I don't like gayboi penises.

>Yes, it would likely worsen them, and likely leave me trapped inside my own delusions.
I see. However, you did say that you can cum without touching your penis by doing it, so do you make an exception for masturbation or?

Also unrelated question, do you prefer people to call you out when you say something delusional, or not?

>Why do you disagree though, intelligence can get you much further can kindness.
Perhaps, but kindness will be more likely to get you great friends, and good times. And besides, I'm not really thinking about myself when I say I consider kindness to be a greater virtue than intelligence, I'm thinking about other people, so where it can get me is redundant.

when are you going to stop posting this on b everyday and kill yourself?

Tell me about the kinds of paranoid thoughts you've had.
Did you believe them at the time? Can you reliably weed them out yourself?

>so do you make an exception for masturbation or?
No. I try not to do it at all.
>do you prefer people to call you out when you say something delusional, or not?
I don't really care either way if someone calls me out or not.

Kindness is better for making friends, yes. But intelligence is much better in my opinion for a lot more.
What's the matter user, sad it's not another trap thread?
>Tell me about the kinds of paranoid thoughts you've had.
I've had thoughts like doctors are lying to me. The most common ones I have are that something bad is going to happen, like I'll hear a noise and the first thing that pops into my head someone is watching me.
I've had thoughts that the world was going to end just because the wind blew the wrong way

>Did you believe them at the time?
Yes.
>Can you reliably weed them out yourself?
Not in the moment, I can't.

Wanna try this with me?

Yuck, no way.

What if I told you your girlfriend isnt real

What a fag

If she isn't real then this reality isn't real, and neither are you, and if you aren't real I shouldn't listen to what you say.

>I don't really care either way if someone calls me out or not.
That's curious. If you're lost in a delusion and someone says 'hey, stop. You're being delusional about xyz.' Would that help you to get out of it, or would it just keep going regardless?

>But intelligence is much better in my opinion for a lot more.
Such as?

Why do people always tell me to kill myself? Is Sup Forums just filled with people who insult you?

Kys fag

If someone offered you 200$ in RL to pound your ass, would you do it?

>What a fag
Says the gayboi
>Would that help you to get out of it, or would it just keep going regardless?
I don't really know, honestly. Most people won't know that I'm being delusional. I keep a lot of that internalized. I would likely just explain what I was thinking to them.

>Such as?
You can find the answer to just about anything if you're intelligent enough.
Youmustbenewhere.jpg
>kys
>>>/reddit/

>200$ in RL to pound your ass
No. I don't like anal, and there's only one person I'd accept it from.

You tell 'em, user.

So sweet desu

It's not you ninjanon!

why haven't you killed yourself yet?

What if the delusions aren't actually delusions, but a truth for a much worse world, like a glitch in the Matrix? Perhaps we exist, but blind, and you are the eye seeing out?

What? Cant we hate without being opressed???

Can you point to anything in your life that might've had an effect on the onset of the disease? Do you think you could've affected the outcome?

I'm asking these questions because I come from a long family of shamans and schizophrenics and am a little worried about my own mental health. Thanks for answering.

Also, is there a chance we've met before? I haven't spent much time around here as of late.

>Most people won't know that I'm being delusional. I keep a lot of that internalized.
Perhaps you should vocalize it more. It might help to talk to people about it, especially if the delusion is causing you distress.

>You can find the answer to just about anything if you're intelligent enough.
True, and I suppose ultimately you might learn that it could be in your best interest to be kind, whereas being kind will likely not teach you that you should be intelligent. Still, I think I would choose a kind friend over an intelligent one, and I don't think that means nothing.

I stopped caring about oppressing people after I realized everyone oppressed me. Sure, I am a white cis male, but because of that I am the most oppressed figure among society. Even the rejects oppress me. Anywhere I go, nobody lets me watch porn in a public place. I get off on others watching and can't even get that satisfaction :\

Kind people don't exist user. Friends that just love you unconditionally and act like anime characters. If people acted like anime, the world would be a much better place.

best anime qt

CTRL+F "killed yourself"
I dunno, user. What if?
>Can you point to anything in your life that might've had an effect on the onset of the disease?
I'm fairly sure I've always been somewhat Schizophrenic. As a child I was like this as well, but around 20 is when it started to pick up and get more severe.
>Do you think you could've affected the outcome?
I doubt it.

>Thanks for answering.
You're welcome. If it's in your genetics you should see a doctor if you're concerned.

>Also, is there a chance we've met before? I haven't spent much time around here as of late.
It's possible I used to make these threads about 7-8 months ago.
>Perhaps you should vocalize it more.
There's usually no one around to vocalize it to. I stay by myself, and I don't trust most people to listen to my inner thoughts.

>Kind over intelligent
I'd take an intelligent friend over a kind one any day of the week honestly.

I am not into anime. I cannot stand the art style. But anime lovers are probably the people I enjoy talking to the most and I want to be a part of the culture. So how do I convince myself to like anime?

Shinobu a best
>So how do I convince myself to like anime?
Watch different kinds of anime, you'll find something that clicks.

Even if you did trust them, can you trust what they say to not be a part of the delusion? How do you know when they say X, that isn't just in your head, but when they say Y it was truthful?

Fair enough user. I need to devote myself to actually watching shows, my life mostly consists of vidya and work.

>can you trust what they say to not be a part of the delusion?
For the most part, yes. If I start hallucinating what people say it sounds really distorted.
Just find a genre that you like and then slow branch out from there. It's the best way to appreciate animu. Watch a few episodes of a show, if you don't like it, ask yourself what about it you don't like and go from there

>I don't trust most people to listen to my inner thoughts.
Have you had delusional thoughts about me?

>I'd take an intelligent friend over a kind one any day of the week honestly.
I'm basing my position on which of my friends in my social group is my favorite. I've got smart friends sure, but none of them make me feel at ease like he does. He's like a little good-vibes butterfly fluttering around making everyone happier in his wake.

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Anime is a genre of animation and a medium of storytelling. There's a lot to explore, story wise.

Tell me, what sort of a stereotype do you have for anime?

Can you draw a comparison between how you were as a child and now?

fuck me

If you are female then lets see those tits with a timestamp on it.

If youre not female..prove it.

I bet his femenine dick will lok good

Hmm, that makes sense. I often do things I hate to try to convince myself to like them and it often ends up backfiring as I just try to powerhouse through everything. Tried reading, loathe it because of a bunch of garbage fantasy stuff I didn't even like but tried to read to say I read it. Games are pretty depressing as I don't really play to have fun these days, but to say I beat terrible obscure levels people made. I think, to appreciate anime, I need to not be a masochist and just look for what I actually want.

>Have you had delusional thoughts about me?
Do I know you?

>but none of them make me feel at ease like he does
I think that's less about being nice, and more about being caring though.
>Can you draw a comparison between how you were as a child and now?
I was really withdrawn as a child, never had many friends. Talked to myself a lot, I had occasional really severe hallucinations.
I was a really fucked up kid.
That's lewd user
I'm male, no you can't see my weewee. Only one person is allowed to see that.
I have been told it's cute

>tfw you're a masochist.
I know the feeling user. You shouldn't force yourself to do things you hate though, unless it's something you need to do.

I imagine a high pitched song playing with lots of children running through a field and some Japanese woman singing without subtitles. The show starts and it is actually dark and gritty, plus has a lot of robots and sex, plus girls crying in high pitched voices. The only problem is that it is all Japanese to begin with, but a translation exists. The problem is that the translation is broken English and at points it goes into Japanese without warning. We get to see a family, a high pitched little kid jumping on some older guy's laugh, then he realizes the world is in danger. Explosions, a lot of characters running around, and I am by this time entirely confused who is who due to my trouble understanding a massive character roster. Someone dies, then it fades to black as it tells you to go to the second episode. Many actually felt this anime ruined the spirit of the original manga franchise, which is the only way you should be seeing the stories, and now that you watched the anime you have ruined the story. The manga is a black and white book that doesn't even have translations.

Does anyone wanna help goku to shove his genkidama up my ass?