Hey Sup Forums, I kinda just want to rant
>Depressed, in high school, two years left after this one
>No one wants to date me which makes me depressed but simultaneously all women I know are hypocritical or manipulative sluts
>Quickly running out of friends who will actually be there for me, lost two people who i thought actually cared about me
>Literally the only reason I haven't an hero'd is because I don't want to make my parents sad
The only good things in my life rn are porn amd overwatch, and i spend all my free time either jerking off or playing, and also the cutest and funniest girl i ever met doesn't want to date and hates guys, I have fun talking to her but even she stresses me out, she keeps getting in trouble with her parents for drugs and limits my time texting and seeing her, all my good friends go to a different school that's garbage and only half of them can actually provide emotional support,
My life is tanking. And I dont know what to do. I just want to die
Hey Sup Forums, I kinda just want to rant
>all women I know are hypocritical or manipulative sluts
thats highschool. they improve again in a couple of years.
underage b&, you're not old enough to make a disney account, goto bed.
High school sucks. Just wait until you get out of that festering bubble of human mediocrity and try to be better off than the guy next to while you're at it. Stick it out the two years and bide your time until the world opens up when you're free.
women are terrible at that age
Lol why care if you're with girls if porn does it for you? You carry too much baggage. Just don't hold yourself to society's image and create your own identity. You'll never run out of women. Just chill for now, you underage faggot, and do what you want because you want to.
half an inch away from posting ass pics and sending us all to jail
Okay so you're a sophomore. I'm a junior and I was just about where you are now during my sophomore year. Since then my grades have turned around for the better, have a great relationship, and a strong inner-circle of close friends. What changed it for me was some dumb r/GetMotivated post about being the best you could be. I took some time to consider what I wanted out of high school and committed myself to accomplishing those things. You say that you spend time playing video games and jerking off, and even if you enjoy it too much can hurt your self-esteem if they become addictions. Try out for a sport even if you suck. Work hard in school and manage your hangout vs. working time. Really be involved in your life and don't sit by the wayside because the years fly by. Decide what it is you want out of life and go get it - if you fail you'll still be in a better place than where you are now
nice 420 user, but porn's just entertainment. I'm perfectly content with my sexual life right now. Im just a lonely person and i want a beautiful girl to talk to and treat nice and spend all my time with
Then do it. Nut up. You got 3.5 * 10^9 girls and if one rejects you you got 3.5 *10^9 girls left after rounding.
Can confirm.
Also if that girl isn't interested, just walk away. You're young and if you get a job, find something to do with your life and be happy being yourself then girls will flock to you. A lot of guys are under the impression that they need a girl to be happy. You need to make yourself happy, it isn't anyone's job or responsibility but your own. And no one wants to be friends with someone who is depressed and doesn't know what to do with their life.
Keep your chin up, and soon you'll be living on your own, making tons of money and banging girls balls deep in the pussy. I believe in you.
>Always socially awkward since kindergarten
>Best friend in 1st grade was one of the six black kids in my grade
>Parents divorced
>White friends in town at my mom's house make fun of me and treat me like shit
>Grow up thinking its just my place to be the loser
>Any time I had a chance with a girl in middle school/high school, fuck it up cause I can't deal with the idea anyone likes me
>9years old, got hit by a truck and died twice, left some nasty scars
>Got turned down a few times for having scars
>5'7 height
>Bald (genetics) so now I just shave my head
>After highschool, just fail at everything
>Complete fucking joke of a life
>Finally lose virginity at 22
>Chick dies 2 weeks after from OD because of me
>Fall into another relationship that ended with realizing she was cheating on me for 2 years and her excuse was "Her anxiety"
>Can't live up to my dad's expectations and take over his business
>My mother has given up on me being anything
>I continue to suck at everything that isn't Math
Eventually said fuck it
Going to college for a Math degree cause it's all I do right
All I do is work out and do math
I don't want to get married, I don't want friends to hang out with, I just want to stick my dick in the world.
Nothing can let you down if you don't let anything pick you up.
Op here, I don't know where the fuck all this awesome positivity and help is coming from, I thought this was Sup Forums. You guys have already made me feel better by some miracle, and I wanna thank all of you
Doesn't work that way. Go back to school, nigger.
Sup Forums isn't that bad when real life shit is concerned because a ton of people on here have dealt with the same stuff
You sound like a hardened badass user, seriously
Yeah i might actually be addicted to porn, I started nofap and I was supposed to be asleep like 4 hours ago, and im pretty stressed
Just stop giving a fuck man. Think selfishly, stop thinking of yourself as part of the world.
>Focus on self improvement
>Get a GOOD degree (Might not be something you enjoy, but something that can turn into ACTUAL cash)
>Channel that depression into working out (If you can't join a gym, buy 2 buckets and fill them with water and use that)
>Stop worrying about women
That last one is important as fuck, OP stop worrying about women. Don't do anything in life to get women, just do things in life to make yourself happy.
I'm not even going to say, improve yourself and the women will come, because that's BS. You shouldn't do anything for anyone else (other than the people you deem to be a source of your happiness).
Why? Because OP, no one gives a fuck about you. No one here actually cares about you, we're all just saying the shit we want to believe and projecting it onto you so we can feel validated or some shit.
Just fucking live your life, improve yourself, and say fuck everyone else.
thanks user, every bit helps, and you're three numbers away from trips
>three away from trips
Aren't we all
Fuck yes user.
um no
Your right that time I was only 2 away kek
FUCK YOU FAGGOT
>the only reason I haven't an hero'd is because I don't want to make my parents sad
Don't stop trying. No one said it's going to be easy. Get a gym membership. Uninstall Overwatch.
Nothing will happen if you just sit around and do nothing.
You're an inspiration to us all, user
I think op has learn't not to count on Sup Forums for advice or help
don't listen to the fags on the website!
not all women are hypocritical or manipulative sluts
personally my life got a lot better after i finished high school
just hang in there
one day you'll be out making your own money and have some more freedom
until then just get good grades cause that's the only thing that translates out of high school and even that doesn't mean much when you get into the college that you want (if you're even thinking about college)