I just turned 20 Sup Forums and only my mom and sister were there to wish me. Feels thread

I just turned 20 Sup Forums and only my mom and sister were there to wish me. Feels thread.

Hey at least you have a mom and sister

My parents are dead and my bro lives on another continent. My only friend moved out of town.

I pulled a girls number and she didn't respond

Probably time to eat a bullet

This OP. Be thankful for those you have who love you. You might not always have them.
Anyway, happy birthday, I hope you have a good time.

i wish i were still 20

i wish i could go back to highschool, get good grades and a scholarship to get my 4 year degree

then i could get a job that pays more than $10/hr and buy myself all the material comforts i could want

but instead i just spent the whole time incel and upset about it, what a fucking waste

my parents are alive but hate me, am an only child, my 2 friends both got married and I never see them anymore, never had a gf and don't know any girls anyway

so there's that...

are you me?

shit this is turning into r9k

I just turned 18 on April 29th and the only gifts i got were 2 balloons from my mom and a card from her. She also paid me back the money she owed me. My stepmom made me banana pudding and it was delicious. My dad didnt bother to get me anything, not even a card with a nice note in it like my mom did (because she didnt have any money) but it rained on my birthday. I love the rain so I sat outside watching the rain and listening to minecraft music while my stepmom made me banana pudding. I also worked that day. Worked from 9 AM to 2 PM at my new job, Panera Bread, it was like my 2nd day. Then I used my discount and bought my mom and i lunch and we ate there. Wasnt that shit of a birthday, I just get a little sad when I see people who go all out for their birthdays and have parties or go out to eat or get super nice cars. Im thankful for all I have though.

user, just find a place where people with your interests congregate in real life and hang out there a lot. that's where you'll find friends and maybe love.

I had great grades in high school and decided to take a break now I'm 24 and in my second year of college and a shitty job

shit sucks and it doesn't help that I pushed away all my friends

Sis and mom

At least you went to highschool dude. Mister GED over here would be lucky to be a chef a Wendy's.

ONLY Your mom and your sister?

Be grateful you fucking asshole.

Thats your family

trust me, fag. you're still a baby at 20

>Im thankful for all I have though.
das it mane

what if my interests are things like reading obscure genre fiction and playing single-player vidya?

but... but I went to highscool and still got a GED...

Who the fuck cares? Birthdays are overrated.

every time I try to interact with people I drop my spaghetti everywhere then I start panicing

then you hang out in bookstores and places people read in public, and game and tech shops and venues.

Be glad you actually have your own place, unless you're without one, in which case you either have social security to pick up, or live in NA; which has the easiest way to get into a job and finding family.

Happy Birthday Op..

That's just an anxiety thing, It can be overcome. Literally the secret is just thinking less and trying things like you can't fail. Even if they don't go as planned you'll learn and do better the next time. Don't dwell on it. Worry and regret are the two most time wasting bullshit emotions.

dunno why r u so fucking sad

I wish I had my mother and sister instead the bunch of people that consider me their friend

>bookstores
come on man who talks to other people at bookstores

i can't even break the ice at designated social places like bars

>game and tech shops and venues
yeah maybe but i don't play magic: the gathering

i have my own place and money, but honestly i'd rather just have my friend and family back

happy birthday man. its honestly better to be on your own so dont sweat it. u are too hard on yourself. dont care so much about opinions from others. if u have 160 us dollars u can get happy endings. that way u can work on your social skills with girls. go out there and be a man.

>come on man who talks to other people at bookstores
>i can't even break the ice at designated social places like bars
actually man I was a manager at a barnes & noble for years. it's more common than you think.
>yeah maybe but i don't play magic: the gathering
so? hang out where something you like is played.

also maybe consider something like eharmony. I didn't trust it till recently when some of my friends met people through it.

>if u have 160 us dollars u can get happy endings
i have $16,000 and i can't even get kisses

I've been alive for 20 years and haven't figured out fundamental communication skills to develop friendships. Please help me wallow in misery because i'm not just sad. I'm a moron.

escorts and happy endings are real. and they have hot babes. do your hw

well since backpage closed down idk how

plus a lot of those escorts won't do outcall unless you have a reference

At least you have your mom and sister give a shit about you.

check the women seeking men section it's well alive.