>be 20 >have mild aspergers but somehow figured out how to have a boyfriend >he's started to fall in love with another girl who does everything I can do but better because she's not an autist >bf is literally my reason of existence
Going to kill myself tonight Sup Forums its been a nice ride here. I don't have any money to spend on pills, ropes, guns, also I live in a small town so there's no buildings tall enough to jump from I dont think 3 stories would kill me honestly, any ideas on how should I kill myself? Bleach would do? its the only thing that comes to mind. It doesn't need to be painless
Nicholas Baker
1. Don't. 2. Tits and sharpie in ass.
Kayden Allen
If your family has any small gasoline powered machinery, you can climb in a small shed with it and start it up. It might seem like an accident too, if that concerns you, and it will be painless.
Don't kill yourself though. I'm sure there's another autist that's more than willing to put up with any of your shortcomings so he can get his penis pulled on.
Life is good.
Jordan Bennett
TITS OR GTFO
Easton Brown
where you live
Caleb Green
TITS OR GTFO.
Luke Lewis
slut yourself out and dont kill
show them tits
Owen Sanchez
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Kevin Jones
Timestamp pls
Kayden Jackson
He's right i'm sure you'll find another autist. There's a lot of them.
Brandon Butler
tits and timestamp
also don't kys you could live without bf before, so you can still do now
Luke Morris
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John Russell
So wait, are you killing yourself because of the aspergers or because you boyfriend is being a shit? Or is it a combination of the both?
Nathan Perry
Okay don't kill yourself. Ones reason to live shouldn't be another human being. I mean i love my wife and all but i wouldn't kill myself if she left. Also, tits or gtfo. Or come here and be my little whore.
Cameron Long
combination of both actually
Nathan Morgan
OP timestamp
Robert Turner
Don't kill yourself over a partner. Trust me, if you're a girl then you'll easily find a guy to love and care for you.
Breakups are a part of life and something everyone experience, its normal and you'll get over it with time
Andrew Hill
STOP REPLYING
Colton Cook
Got kik?
Benjamin Nelson
Hey guys I appreciate that you're trying to talk me out of this but I am determined to kill myself, my life is too shitty to continue, I'm the worst at doing things at life
David Miller
I very highly doubt that
Jaxson Wood
you got a lot to live for even if you're autistic, you should look into more about yourself before you start to define whats right and wrong. Like im a drug addict and its depressing for me however i aint about to kill myself because of it. You may not value your life that high but other people will
Brayden Watson
If you're self aware of you own issues why not improve upon dealing with them? Through my young and teen years I had severe mental issues. Around 20 years old I thought about myself and how I work and I eventually found myself a better person. I'm 26 now and haven't had a single outburst or problem with myself for the past 4 years.
Chase Taylor
why
Nathan Reyes
OP don't
Jacob Lewis
because you are a cancerous attention whore and still haven't provided tits
Kayden Johnson
I honestly tried to change for the better, for the sake of my bf and I couldn't, that's why I'm losing him.
Carter Peterson
I agree with the cancerous part, and probably I was seeking for some attention too, but the main reason I did this thread was for some advice in how to kill myself without any money
Ryder White
Your mind and judgement is clouded by depression, causing you to only think negative thoughts about yourself and your life.
Your life is most likely better than you think it is, and i'm sure you have people who would be devastated to lose you. Just try to give things a chance, its worth it, trust me. Death is permanent, and there are no second chances on coming back once you're gone. Its not something you want.
Jeremiah Thomas
Don't do it email me david4190(at)gmail. Lets talk about anything.
Nathaniel Hill
I have zero friends. Nobody knows me. I appreciate your comments though.
Angel Hernandez
Love you OP, I have schizophrenia and it's hard to maintain any relationship for me as well. Hang in there...
Elijah Wood
Have you ever considered that if he is leaving you then he isn't right for you? Life's shit - it's an uphill battle and it has its ups and downs but that doesn't make it not worth living. As another user said, it's just because so much is happening at once. Give it 6 months and if it really isn't worth living then go ahead and do it but you have to give yourself a chance because that's it. There's no coming back from it. 6 months will give you perspective.
Christopher Wilson
Do a flip
Jaxson Scott
Please don't. 1. You're a girl you'll always find someone to love you and trust me once you have that again you rarely long for the last person. 2. Aspergers is fine. You just think a little different. At the end of the day everyone does. So what if your way is defined.
Adrian Jones
if you're going to die tehre's no reason to not post tits with timestamp.
Justin Fisher
Yeah I have considered that, and the tought alone hurts so damn much. I have convinced myself that he must be the one and the right one, and I still want to be it like that. I really love him, with all my might.
Sebastian Hughes
I have Aspergers. Teachers told me that I'm too stupid to do anything in life. Where am I now? IT admin for a large company making 6 figures
Brayden Reyes
you might be right actually, going to consider doing that just before killing myself
Jack Howard
That's actually very inspiring. Wish I was the old me, that didn't care about literally anyone, and the only thing that mattered were my vidya and animu
Ayden Garcia
don't or this gardevoir will be sad
Easton Clark
This guy is 100% correct.
Blake Perez
But you are here >:^)
Robert Rodriguez
you are going to die no matter what you do..what's the hurry?
this is the only chance you have to experience anything at all..even if it's shitty, it's better than nothing forever
Xavier Garcia
I'd put it up your butt, OP autismo girls are sexy don't kill yourself over a fag
Josiah Cooper
Don't go killing yourself OP. My year has been a piece of shit. Literally everyone in my immediate family is either depressed or disabled. If I can get through it, so can you.
Mason Richardson
Everyone's a bit different, it's what makes you special. I too, have mild aspergers. Whenever something new happens I don't know what to do even if it's insignificant. Don't worry user, as 2D once said: "It'll be all better in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end."
Gabriel Hernandez
One day you'll find a new boyfriend who will love you, and you'll look back at this day and be happy that you chose to live.
Your feelings towards your current boyfriend are only temporary, and the breakup pain you're feeling right now is something everyone feels after a breakup. You're not alone, you'll get over this and things will get better.
Leo Young
I lost the my girlfriend, the center of my existance for years, because of my own fault. I hate myself for it, but being autistic isn't your fault. Eventually you'll find somebody else who will take care of you, killing yourself is a stupid plan. Believe me, I know.
Christian Perry
Why dont you have any money
Dylan Gonzalez
Anti-freeze'll do it! Not as painful as bleach... And hard to undo.
Kevin Kelly
I'm a student and I live with my parents, and they never give me any money, also they don't let me have part time jobs, sucks a lot
Robert Reyes
your too shitty to kill yourself. Quit whoring out for attention.
also, you are a guy unless you timestamp with tits.
Luis Ward
thanks, hope I have some of that
Justin Cox
How old? Why cant you work?
Ryder Mitchell
If you really want to die, post your ip below. Or any clue towards where you live. If i have time, i will arrive. If i don't, someone else may come.
Lincoln Phillips
I do not live in USA, I appreciate it though
Carson Ortiz
How long have you been with bf?
Henry Sanchez
I'm 20 and they don't let me have a job, embarrassing huh?
Noah Gomez
You can go to ipgeek and check it. Your life, you choise.
Isaiah Cook
Take control of your own life, get a shitty part time job, get a place of your own and share the rent with housemates that you find online. Keep going to school and then get a better job.
Dominic Cook
No post with timestamp >over 60 replies Are you guys retarded?
Grayson Morris
Bad relationship with them? They not trust you?
Logan Wilson
None of that, they're just incredibly overprotective, they think I'll die or get raped if I stand 10 seconds alone in the streets
Mason James
Bleach doesn't have a high success rate in suicide. You're better off finding another way, like suffocation/strangulation from an elevated point like a belt on a door knob etc. Glhf.
James Phillips
No, we're autistic did you even read the post
Jose Ward
What do people with mild asperbers do. Whats different
Oliver Ward
these kinds of replies are the worst kekkk
First off, it's not that easy to just go out and get a job. The market is crumbling and even shitty part time jobs are hard to come by nowadays
Second, having a decent life has no effect on the level of depression, otherwise rich people would be fucking delighted 24/7. The problem is internal, not external.
Michael Foster
Op is your boyfriend justin bieber?
Bentley Smith
3 stores is plenty if you dive headfirst.
Juan Lewis
Do the old sadist that is me a favor and stream you suicide.
Ryan Brown
Rip op she don did it we hardly knew ye
David Hill
I'm talking low level jobs, dishwashing, cleaning, fast food. It may take a few months even, but I guarantee you can find a job. Depression is another thing, I use drugs to help me through life. As a result I'm a drug addict. Every path has it's downsides, you just have to choose what path to take. You can overcome depression, I don't know how or I wouldn't be on this god forsaken site. But it is possible.
Nicholas Nguyen
If "My first boyfriend left me" is your only reason to off yourself, you should really reconsider. There are literally millions of other retards here waiting to replace him
Jayden Turner
My fiancee has Aspergers, OP. Stop being a faggot. There are fuckboiis like me that look semi decent, and love like crazy.
But if you still wanna go. I suggest nitrogen. Fill a balloon with it and breathe it in. Painless and doesn't leave a bloody mess.