Okay Sup Forums I have a serious problem. I can't stop fapping to sissy porn, fucking dildos and dressing up...

Okay Sup Forums I have a serious problem. I can't stop fapping to sissy porn, fucking dildos and dressing up. After I'm finished I delete everything. Captions, gifs, webms, delete accounts etc but every time I get horny I go right back to it and the cycle repeats itself.

It's been happening for about 3 years.
My question is how the fuck do I stop being a faggot and stop myself from going back to this sick fetish? It's like a drug that I can't resist, an addiction that has cost me too much money time and dignity.

any advice on how I should stop being a beta faggot Sup Forumsros?

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i share your pain

Dress up in full sissy gear and become Sup Forums's sissy slut for a day. If that doesn't break you badly enough to be free, you're fucked forever.

Why resist?
Just let it happen. Do you have a cage? I would caption your locked clit.

hey me too.... I also wear diapers. I keep thinking I'm going to find a girlfriend.. but it never happens.. I think the lack of sex makes me keep indulging into more and more kinky shit.

Diapers are fun, I found a kinky little slut a few years ago who love it. What kind of kinky shit do you with your diapers?

Real great stuff for people like you just listen and give in
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Be yourself and fuck everyone who doesn't support you.

Im a 100% straight man who doesn't find other men attractive in the least, but it feels great getting fucked in the ass while jerking

ill admit that openly, and if youre brave, and within a social group of people, once one person admits it 9/10 someone else will too.

Once you establish yourself as a domiant personality or assert physical dominance no one will ever bother you

I work with a guy whose short and openly talks about liking his ass getting licked. We're Men and we dont give a fuck what you think

I like the finger from a bitch. Who fuckin cares. The manliest thing you can do is tell people you like it up the ass and if they have a problem tell them to try it and go fuck themselves.

Nothing special. I wear them to bed every night now. It used to be every now and then. I don't use my toilet in the morning anymore except to poop if needed. I will poop my diapers on Friday mornings since its trash day, so I don't have a diaper full of shit stinking up my house during the week.

I'm starting to set rules of myself now, such as I will only cum in my diapers, and will not remove the diaper until the morning., Also, 11pm is diaper time, no matter what. Doesn't matter if I'm horny or not.

>Im a 100% straight man who doesn't find other men attractive in the least, but it feels great getting fucked in the ass while jerking
>100% straight
>fucked in the ass

It happened 2 years ago. I don’t remember the reason for creating a tumblr account but I remember the countless hours I spent; amassing sissy photos, shemale porn, sissy captions and hypnos.
I was obsessed.
But, it wasn’t enough…
So I started posting photos of myself. I had a big following, lots of makeup and clothes, friends, fans–I was happy.
But I craved more…
So I started meeting guys on grinder. I didn’t do much but meet up with them dressed as a boy and give blow jobs. I didn’t know why I did it, but it excited me.

Then, one day, I gave it all up. I deleted my blog and purged my outfits and dildos. I thought I was over and done with sissification and crossdressing.
I thought it wasn’t for me anymore.
I thought I moved on.
I was foolish enough to think that anything else would satiate my desires.
I was an idiot to think that I could ignore this need inside me.
I was so wrong in thinking that I could simply overcome fate.

Suffering in withdrawal, I returned. My thirst even stronger. My dark fantasies expanding ever farther.
Before, I winced at gay porn. Now, I love it.
Before, I disliked seeing hairy cocks. Now, I salivate when looking at them.
Before, I wasn’t a BBC lover. Now, I crave it.
Before, I wasn’t too excited about chastity. Now, I don’t want to get out of it.
Before, I wasn’t that interested in meeting up with other CDs or sissies.
Now I am making plans for lots of play dates.

If you’re thinking about giving up your sissification fantasies, I encourage you to do it. Throw away your beloved sissy items. Give away your wigs and clothes. Purge.
You’ll experience a craving like nothing you’ve ever experienced. It’s a wonderful feeling. The pain of the loss will start to sink in and you will never want to do it again. Once you understand that there is no going back to your old ways;
You will return to your fate and follow destiny’s path with full certainty and knowledge of who you were meant to be in life: A limp clit sissy faggot slut

sauce anyone?

Sorry if this is getting too questiony, but when you shit your diapers how do you do it? Do you smear it around? Do you sit on it and squish it around? Give me the dirty dirty details, I love hearing about it.

>straight man
fucking kek 10/10

Go fuck yourself you lying zionist piece of garbage

I usually have to shit every morning, it's like my body has a timer or something, so I'm always using energy to hold it in until I can get to the toilet each morning. On Fridays I just don't hold it back. I make breakfast, watch a little TV and just let it go when it wants to.

Sometimes I'm standing, other times if I need to push to help it out I squat down like a toddler. Other times i'm still in bed and pull my legs up and let it out.

I don't smear it around because its a bitch to clean up. I try to eat healthy on Weds and Thurs each week, so it doesn't come out all watery.

Awe, that's a shame you don't smear it around. I find that to be so much fun. But it is a royal cunt to clean up. I find having a detachable showerhead to help with that, I can pull the back of the diaper and just spray my butt down with water and the diaper will absorb it and it makes the cleanup rather easy if I get too smeared.

When you're on your bed, I'm guessing you're laying on your back with your feet up? Ever record yourself doing it? And I'm guessing after you mess you jerk off? Do you keep the messy diaper on and do it a few times?

Too paranoid to take pics / video of any of this.

I usually only jerk off at night, since I feel off for the rest of the day if I do it in the morning.

Sometimes I will wear my cage and diapers each night. It makes me really frustrated for the whole week, which is fun because it gives me a ton of energy.

Thinking about stopping jerking off completely and just letting myself get wet dreams in my diapers.

You're gay op, get over it

That sounds like fun, wearing nothing but diapers and a cage. It's a shame garbage pickup is only one day a week. You should see if there's an open dumpster somewhere you can dump it so you can do it more frequently.

Here is what happened OP...

You were a young boy. Fresh and strapping (assuming). One day you found porn. Maybe in the 90's it was a magazine. Maybe there was a tranny in the back pages who was ugly so you thought nothing of it. Fast forward to modern times and you're still looking at porn but now instead of a magazine worth you have the entire spank bank available to you for free, all at once.

You used to think you were straight but uuickly discovered not every tgirl looks like a hon. Well I've got news for you, you're bisexual. Not quite gay not quite straight.

Bisexuality is not easily explained to normies so you may as well accept the fact that our have found some of the hottest dudes fuckable and just move on with your life. Don't think too much about it. Everyone is different.

>Have a good one man.

The city goes after people who do that around here. They are very strict. Sometimes I'll do it on Thursday as well since it will only be for a day.

try some estrogen blockers. worked for me

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Awe, that sucks. What's the craziest thing you've ever done in a diaper?

Eh
I just find that I like stroking to this kinda stuff a lot.
wouldn't dress up or anything

Other than jerking off in a messy diaper.. nothing that crazy.

omg yes this is exactly how I did it. I originally purged everything but the need grew stronger so went back into the sissy lifestyle. I've fucked a lot of guys and can't wait until my next big cock in my mouth :)

doesn't mean it's gay if you're into a girl fucking you, not a guy

Almost.
The manliest thing is to say that and then challenge them to combat.

If they refuse, mock them as beta.
If they accept... Beat them to fucking brink of death.
Then mock them for being beaten by a faggot who is gonna have his ass and dick played with by a girl tonight. Or not. Whatever.c Fuck you. Im a man,

find a new hobby m8. Focus ur energy on something more creative. Like art or fashion :)

What kind of diapers do you use? I'm looking for one that doesn't explode when you make a mess in them.

I'm actually an incredibly good guitarist. So there's a hobby.

Heyy user could you caption mine by any chance? My emails [email protected]
I have plenty of pics to share and the thought of someone making mine into captions really turns me on, thank youuu

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Bump, more training sites? Anal trainer with metronome

Abena M4's. I get them off Amazon and have them shipped to a locker where I pick them up late at night. I used to get Bambino's, but they are too expensive to wear every night.

The Abena's will bunch up some when they are really wet, never had that problem with the Bambino's. However, the Abena's have much better tapes, they never come off for me, the Bambinos always had trouble staying on for me, especially when I used a stuffier with them.

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chastity device is only hot in fantasies, it makes no sense in real life

I'll keep that in mind. Those sound like they'll be much better than the knock-off brand I'm using now.

Idk I think they're pretty fun

what do you use?

this thread needs more sissy captions

Just been using the goodnites that the local walmart has. They're cheap, and they work but they sometimes burst if I have to large of a shit in them. And if you think smearing it is a pain to clean up, it's nothing compared to a burst lol.

I think traps are sick and twisted individuals who need serious help to stop abusing themselves.

But.

You have the right to live any way you want. And to hell with anyone who attacks you. My opinions should NEVER be used to deprive you of your liberty to live and be the way you want to be.

You have the obligation to live as honestly as you can, for your own pursuit of happiness. As soon as you realize that it doesn't matter what people think, that you are the master of your own destiny, happiness and fulfillment follows.

Fap, be a sissy, do whatever makes you happy so long as it doesn't infringe on the liberty of others. If you like a dick in your ass, go get some dick in your ass.

As an American, it's your duty to live honestly, live big, and cherish your liberty.

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requesting more sissys in diapers. Preferably messy/wet.

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you're the kind of american i like bro, best of luck with life

stay limp, slut

My buddy has the same problem.

fuck that is so goddamned hot.

You are an homesex

yes master :)

Just accept that this is who you are. It's nothing to be ashamed of, and if other people judge you...so what?

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