Incest/help thread

>incest/help thread
Any advice on how to deal with pedophillic thoughts?
For the longest time I've always wanted to have sex with girls much much younger than me. I've even gone as far as playing a tickling game with my 12 year old cousin at the hopes that she'd notice my boner and ask to touch it
>mfw all incest threads are a lie
I think it all stems from my first sexual encounter being with my sister when I was 11, she was incredibly young but and I never managed to go all the way with her so maybe I've been chasing that lust for someone of that age since then. I'd never do anything forcefully. I currently live with my girlfriend away from family or home, away from children also.
I never really felt guilt for the way I felt until I turned 18 last year. All of a sudden it felt 10x more wrong, but at the same time it made me want it 10x more.
I've never seen or obtained child porn. Mainly because I don't know how to, and the risk/reward just isn't high enough for me.
I'm just wondering if there's any of you feel the same way, or if you have any tips on coping with your urges.
Yours sincerely, a fucked up user.

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Look. My best advice is to go to a psychologist. That will help.

Won't they report me to the police?

If you didn´t do anything they cannot do it. Plus, the best way to stop you from doing anything is to get help before you do it.
If you add the fact that psychologists legally cannot comment on cases unless a crime has been committed already, you dont have to worry about people finding out.

>OP here
To anyone else out there that might be struggling with similar thoughts/urges. Is there a reason it happened? Have you come to terms with the way you think and feel? Or have you received help in the past?
Would really appreciate some more insight on the topic.

I guess I'd have to avoid mentioning certain things I've done then.

I personally don´t have experienced that, but I am studying psychology and ive heard about such a case of a guy with pedophilic intentions. He was a primary school teacher, which made it worse. From what I recall, he was able to control and chanel his urge after therapy. It didn´t go away, but it was put into something not harmful.

Depends on what youve done. What have you done?

Haven´t. sorry. Englist isnt my main language

>playful touching
>groping my sister in her sleep
>tickling in places
>rubbing my cock between my sisters ass while she sleeps
these were all years ago.
for years now i've just been left with thoughts. no actions.

playful touching and tickling in places as in "i masturbated an underage girl"?
Perhaps dont tell these. Say you thought about them but didnt do them.

That's interesting. I can imagine being a teacher would really be difficult for a lot of men. Whether or not they had sexual thoughts about minors before, they're bound to have a few while working in that sort of environment.

I wouldn't say I masturbated her. We were playing a "tickle game" and I tickled her down there expecting to get a pleasurable reaction but she just laughed. I felt horrible afterwards.

Yes they would
Mandatory report laws

it'd depend of what he confesses really

If it is just intention and no action nothing can be done. Not without violating a patient´s privacy.

I say I felt horrible afterwards but I also busted the fattest nut.

When did this start? how many people did you fiddle with? How were they related to you and what where their ages?

>Any advice on how to deal with pedophillic thoughts?
Just accept the way you are, keep it to yourself and simply enjoy watching and spoiling kids

>started when I was about 13, I made out with my sister. A LOT.
>we made out almost daily and it got to the point where I'd grope here and grab her ass.
>i never touched her pussy though
>we did this on and off for about 2 years. she was 11 at the beginning
>as i grow older i continue to find girls that look like her attractive, small girls. young.
>i start touching myself to the thought of doing things to younger girls. never forceful though.
>i begin to fantasize about grooming a young girl to the point that she wants me and is eager to fuck.
>fast forward a few years
>im now 17
>my cousin comes over often, shes 12
cont.

cont.
>she's constantly in her underwear. it drives me insane.
>shes always wearing these leopard print underwear, she has a small butt, but not small for her age.
>i progressively start trying to slowly graze my hand across her ass when she passes me by in the house
>she never notices and i just say "oops im sorry" if she looks at me
>sooner or later i cum so many times to the thought of touching her it gets boring
>decide i'll call her into my room and turn off the lights pretending to scare her
cont.

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>i call her up
>she comes into the room, im hiding behind the door out of sight
>"a-user are you here?"
>i turn off the lights and shut the door
>i grab her and pick her up pretending to play around, but really im just trying to feel her up as much as possible in the process
> i start tickling her, she tickles me back, etc
> we roll around on my bed, and i decide to shove my hand down her underwear to tickle her
>i was hoping she'd give me a sort of sexual reaction but she just kept squirming and laughing
>i turned her over and pretended to go in for a tickle on her back but i buried my face in her ass
>still laughing
>has no idea how badly i want to pull my cock and bury it so far inside her that her stomach would feel it
>i feel like ive gone too far and i tell her to leave
>she leaves
>i cum
>feel too guilty to ever to it again
>fast forward 2 years almost and i live with my girlfriend out of town away from anything like that
or maybe this is all just another made up incest story. probably, yeah.