I just remembered these times I almost had a GF, let me tell you them and kill me while you're at it Sup Forums

I just remembered these times I almost had a GF, let me tell you them and kill me while you're at it Sup Forums

>be me
>High school
>In 2012 or so idk
>be 12
>last year of high school
>Got this qt 6.5/10
>Be fucking introvert, browsed a little bit of Sup Forums back then
>Only read books, all in all, a giant fucking nerd
>This girl man
>French accent and didn't speak the best Dutch (Belgium)
>Meh, who cares she's got enough for me
>Newspaper stuff, weekly thingy where we take stuff out of newspapers and explain it
>Girl and I are on this week
>I took something from history (fucking fag) and she took something 'bout some musician, nicki or something
>When I did my history thing she did her music thingy
>Entire class called her out for it not being news
>She starts to cry
>Comfort
>Fucking jackpot
>She gets bullied for hanging out with me
>I was 100kg at the time, not the highest of my life
>I wasn't that chubby in my face, tummy neither, my sides were just fucking wide and my legs were fucking BIG
>They called me a football, autist, nerd....
>I don't cry, but deep inside I'm broken beyond repair, I have been thinking about suicide a ton at that time
>Girl feels bad for me, she wasn't disliked or something, just me they didn't like
>Nontheless, we became very close and friendly to eachother
>One time, she invited me over to her birthday party
>She was also an introvert, so only 2 of her idk 10 female friends came
>She has fun nontheless
>Party ends, it was hella fun
>Father is gay and is teasing me with his daughter
>She's outside, everybody else left, I stayed behind to help out whilst I was waiting for my mom
>She's crying
>She actually invited 10+ friends and only 3 showed up.
>I comfort her, get her to stop crying
>She's getting more and more ugly she thinks and that's why she thinks her friends didn't come
>wot.jpg
>She is becoming like a solid 7/10
>I was secretely had feelings for her, I think she did for me too.
>Anyways, she asks me for my phone number
Part 1

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Part 2
>We chat a ton that night
>Fast Forward 2 months
>Excursion for 7 days
>Thisitit
>Lost like 10kg, was looking more and more normal
>This excursion holy shit
>It was fun, but I don't think I want to go to Spa again
>Last day
>Party cus we leaving tommorow
>I was exhausted
>Was at the back with a couple of mates
>They want to sleep so they leave
>Girl comes to me, she became a 7/10 like maybe even a 8/10
>She confesses to me
>I never was that red in my life
>So so suprised
>I also confess my love to her
>She kisses me, on the mouth, and we kiss mouth to mouth for 10 minutes
>It was so intense I got a boner instantly
>My peepee was big, maybe 16 cm at the time (20cm now)
>I feel her vag
>she isn't wearing any panties
>ohmygod
>She's fucking soaking
>We're still making out
>Suddenly, she releases
>Checks the surroundings
>She undresses and she was a 10/10 naked
>She covers her boobs and vag up with her arms
>"Please, user, you've always been so kind to me, nobody has ever been this kind to me before and I...."
>She tears up
>"I want you to be with me forever, and I want us to be connected"
>We haven't gotten Sex Ed yet
>I know a ton of shit from porn, she fingered herself to picture of me for MONTHS
>I take off my pants
>She gasps
>She pounces me
>No foreplay, she just started rubbing her vag on my penis
>Feelsgoodman
>Insert
>Pop her cherry
>We fuck for 10 minutes, I did have a condom in my pocket at the time to look Alpha to the other boys
>She cums every second, I don't know how many times I came, but atleast 20 times
>We finish up
>Even more exhausted, but we were satisfied and we loved eachother
Part 3 coming up boys

Part 3
>We clean up
>She goes to her room, but she kisses me passionately and lovingly
>She sends me a video of her fingering herself whilst her roommates were sleeping
>Bust a nut so hard you can't comprehend
>I slept so well, never slept that good after
>We get on the bus
>We both smell "funny", probably our hormones or something since we washed us that morning
>We sit at the most far and deserted part of the desert
>She gives me head the whole time till we arrive
>She kisses me before we depart
>Sends me nudes that night
>Fast Forward to the end of the year
>Like 4 months later
>We fuck daily, we didn't live that far from eachother
>We fucked in the garden, on her bed, my bed, via skype....
>All in all, let's just say I jacked off to stuff I recorded if I wasn't done
>Anyways, I decide something
>I want to become a Hotel Manager, just like my father
>She wants to become a nurse
>We haven't told our parents yet that we were in love
>We tell them
>Father thanks me, didn't tell about us having sex tho
>Tell mother
>Mother actually knew we were having sex
>She actually found my phone unlocked once and she was giving me head and after that we were fucking
>She was happy for us
>Anyways, hotel stuff again
>We go our own ways
>We still texted each other for quite some time, but we broke it off due to the long distance
>We met and we broke it off
>I cried, and she also did
>We didn't want to leave eachother, but she was going back to that shithole of Wallonia to continue her studys
>Suicidal for weeks
>Cried for days on end
>Refuse to eat
>Dip to the lowest point of my weight, 70kg
>Masturbated during class just to her, never got caught
>Masturbated daily to her, if I didn't I would lose my mind
>Eventually, I got over it
>We still text, but she moved on to another boy
>Can't blame her
>Gained a good weight and turned from a 5.5/10 to a 7.5/10
>Gained more courage and stuff
>One day
>Get called by my mom
>Tells me to come directly to home
Part 4 shortly

Do continue

>highs school
>12
something's not adding up

inb4 she ded

More more! Do not end that shit on a cliffhanger.

we need more

She prob an hero.

don't leave us like this op

>Dad picks me up
>First drive home to pickup flowers
>We drive like a maniac
>Don't know whats going on
>Arrive at the hospital
>Dad tells me to run to the second floor
>Girl is there, laying in bed
>Tubes and everything coming in and out of her
>Her dad was crying
>Turns out she had terminal cancer and wouldn't live for 10 more days
>I was sad but angry
>I knew they could've told me about this earlier since I did a paper on cancer and read a ton about terminal cancer
>Turns out she had cancer since the time we broke up
>She didn't tell me anything
>It breaks me
>She knew I was suicidal and didn't want to make me commit actual suicide
>She still loved me, even after all these years
>She confessed once again, and even pulled me in for a kiss
>But she was so weak from all that shit chemo
>She couldn't even pull me to her
>We kiss once again but we embrace eachother for minutes
>Her father and I stay at her side for the rest of her life
>My dad and mom didn't even care, the assholes didn't even bring me flowers to give to her
>I ran for flowers every day, just so she could wake up and sleep with flower I gave her
>Always got the most beautiful flowers
>day 10
>She's started to look worse and worse
>I still thought she looked fine
>Her heartbeat got slower every damn day
>Last day of her life
>She lived 5 more days than expected
>Didn't care about school, only about her
>Whenever I looked at her I broke more, but I felt my heart beat faster with love
>On that day, she started gasping
>The doctors rushed to her
>no...noooo.... NOOOOOO
>They drag me out, the father passes out outside
>They restrain me, they want to make me not to see her dying
>no.jpg
>I got full fury
>I fucking force my way in
>She's on the verge of dying
>The doctors can't do anything anymore, they're just.... standing there
>I hug and kiss her
>"No, you, you can't die GODDAMNIT I SWEAR IF YOU DIE"
>Yell it for the whole hospital
part 5 shortly....

Finish the story, nigger!
Reeeeeeeeee

Jesus man...

ikr

now I just can't leave

Intense feels

Where's part 5 at

Part 5
>she dies

Checkum

>>In 2012 or so idk
>>be 12
Underage b&

Are you retarded?

2012+5=17

KANKER BELG WAAR IS DEEL 5!

>be 12
>Last year of high school.
Fucking read

>Fucking fags gather around the room, looking trough the window wanting to know about all the fucking commotion
>Doctors tell me to calm the fuck down
>I just ignore them
>Her heartbeat slowly but slowly is getting slower... and slower....
>I keep start to tell storys about is
>"Remember when I protected you all those times, we kissed on that bridge"
>Non stop I tell her to live
>"Don't leave me, I don't want to lose you, I don't want you to be a void in my memory"
>She opens her fucking eyes
>Can't believe it
>She had her eyes shut the entire time
>They open
>She tries to say something
>Some fag was recording it
>"A....user.... I Love.... y....o......u"
>Doctors actually started to cry
>It was like one of those fucking movies
>She tries to go in for the last kiss
>Our lips meet for the last time
>She dies in my arms, there and then
>I couldn't believe it
>The love of my life... died....
>I didn't want her to die
>I started trying to revive her, heart massage and shit
>The doctors said it was useless
>I continued for minutes, what felt like hours to me
>Eventually, I fucking wussed out from exhaustion
>I woke up in a hospital bed
>Entire family surrounded me
>I actually was in a fucking coma
>5 fucking days
>5 fucking days I could've spent looking at pictures of her
>It was her funeral in a 2 days
>I went to it, but I couldn't stop crying
>Open casket funeral, I saw her gentle face for the last time
>Think back of all the times we had
>I throw flowers all over the casket
>I, just couldn't handle it
>When they were lowering her grave, I just lost it
>I thought I was going insane
>They actually had to restrain me from jumping ontop of her casket
>Crying and trying to get to her non-stop
>Eventually I give up
>I wuss out fucking again
>Get driven home by my parents
>They put me in my bed and I slept for days, 3 days I think
>I had dream only about her
>When I woke up I just accepted it, I couldn't do anything about it.
>I still clean and visit her grave to this day

kek

I honestly didn't read past the 4th line. Figured it would be generic 17 year-old whining.

C'mon give us pt 5, did she die from cancer?

da feels...

Damn OP, sounds like one of those old country songs (about the grave and all)

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That was too much user. RIP in piecies

You made me feel user.

Great story now i can sleep

Here u go OP

m.youtube.com/watch?v=dPracZNKGdk

It's Russian so here's an English translation:

I was looking for the grave of my darling,
Could not find it.
Was harrowingly crying where are you my Suliko?

I noticed a rose among the blackthorn
Which was grown lonely
With a fast heartbeat I asked maybe you are Suliko?

Songster flushed and touched a flower it's beak
Moaned and twittered
As if answered 'yes'!

Forgot a fucking part of the story
>After I woke up, I accepted it
>Couldn't do anything
>"Get well soon" on the wall
>Fucking assholes
>Should've put rope ready for me
>I was so suicidal, even after I accepted the fact nothing changed
>Started cutting, not eating again...
>Eventually, I remembered I had ton of pictures of her
>Print out a couple of them, and put them into photo books
>I couldn't masturbate to anything relating to her
>I stopped masturbating for years
>Eventually the urge came to me
>I started jacking off and cutting myself at the same time
>It felt right, but wrong and the same time.
>Then I remember
>Her grave
>I went to her grave and cleaned up for the first time
>I hugged the grave
>I kissed the grave
>I still give it new flowers and kiss, hug it to this day.

the feels hit me strong

>I just remembered these times I almost had a GF, let me tell you them and kill me while you're at it Sup Forums
How did you "just remember" this. Seems like a life defining event. Also, what are the other times?

Will return tommorow, for the just remember part, I just woke up and I didn't die in my sleep whilst dreaming about her.

op I don't want to take anything away from you, what happened to you couldn't have been worse but I promise you could be feeling worse. Imagine if she broke it off to fuck your best friend. Going to sleep knowing your best friend in the world is fucking her and neither of them want to talk to you ever again. At least you can sleep knowing you loved each other

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That put a tear in my eye.. stay strong user.

Damn... You actually made me cry a little bit. How are you doing nowadays?

Holy shit user you fucked me up

There should be sunshine after rain.