Can I get a, uhhhhh, feels thread?

Can I get a, uhhhhh, feels thread?

You have to contribute more fag

Relatively new phone, no content on here to post. Just really unhappy, girl I love has a new bf and is really happy with him. Seeing it kills me

help me cope after the big GET was wasted

>be 34 year old virgin
>beta as fuck
>school janitor
>creepshot students everyday
>come home to my shitty apartment and masturbate to creepshots
>Sup Forums.org create thread saying im a student
>'new creepshot thread school edition'
>appreciated for tons of OC
>masturbate
>pass out
>next day more creepshots
>gigabytes of OC.
>at shitty apartment smoking cigarette and organizing creepshots
lightbulboverhead.jpg
>create blog of creepshots
>gains popularity within few days
>eventually school gets recognized
good thing im behind 7proxies and pose as student
>blog gets shutdown after a couple of days. school notified
>next day authorities question students and teachers
>notice about incident on noticeboard
>rules regarding dress code made more strict
>try to act casual and calm. dont get questioned
>whole incident dies after a few days
>dont take anymore creepshots since stricter mobile rules inside school buildings
>think ways of getting creepshots
>disregard cam in toilet option cause janitor prime suspect
>disregard moving schools cause raise suspicion
>come back home everyday feeling empty and depraved
>tfw no more fulfilling fap sessions

What on?

this is it
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youll be unhappy for a few weeks maybe, thats natural. unless you have a consistent unhappy streak that you cant explain then theres nothing to worry about

i don't wanna say that's a bad thing...since you know, not spreading childporn now, but...

Shit dude I've been unhappy for years, recently I've been suicidal unhappy. Like, can't even enjoy vidya or tv or anything

let me clarify, what i meant is it's not a bad thing that they cracked down and you can't do that anymore, you were basically being a pedophile

Sure not a cringe thread?

I'm not hurt anymore.
I accepted the fact that there's no one out there for me.
Yes, I tried the "go out more; get the fuck out of your house; go meet people and you'll find someone eventually"
I tried and it didn't worked. I cried, I got sad, I got angry... But know I'm okay.
Some people live their lives alone, and I'm one of them. Some people never hear "I love you" or "I missed you" and I'm one of them. And that's fine. I'm free from that crushing feeling; the neverending search. I'm free to be alone.

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

I mean feels and cringe go hand in hand sometimes

Oof kill me

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That means you dont love her, if you did, her being happy should make you happy. You only think of yourself. Dont be a shitty person

a cuck is born

well, then i sympathize with you my friend, ive felt the same for years. only over the past 3 years has it gotten pretty severe but only intermittenly. its not fun, id recommend seeing a doctor but i wont even do it because im a bitch faggot and i think ill just be looked at like im stupid or whatever. i just keep to myself and drown myself in alcohol, lie in bed with a comfy song or playlist and fall asleep.

every girl except one ive been with has been pretty slutty with other dudes while we were together so ive given up on that nonsense, i just keep to myself. i feel like its better. nobody else to worry about

Nah dude I am happy for her. We're really good friends, more than anything. I just wish her being happy was because of me, not someone else. Like, I wish her happiness was also my happiness. I've got a shit ton of conflicting feelings.

That's my solution too. I usually lay in bed and watch tv shows I watched as a kid. Currently watching drake and josh but it isn't distracting me enough, sadly.

what response were you expecting? suiciders get no empathy.

Suiciders are the worst. Attention whores is all they are.

Is that even what they want? I think most of them just want to pass out of existence without anyone noticing

find some chill ass music, personally i love listening to chillstep with vocals or mirrors edge ambient music.itll at least put you at ease

>childporn

how was that child porn?

Broke my phone today and wanted to talk to my best friend. I can see I have a text( notification light still works) but my phone screen isn't working since I dropped it. Sad times man, anyways always down for some feels at least.

Would you save someone you love from killing themself?

i mean, maybe. but personally its 50/50. if you sink that far you either have so much pain that its unbearable or you just want people to care about you. seeing as how everyone glorifies suicide.

not that user but idk, its hard to say, maybe thats a real release for them, who am i to get in the way, on the other hand if theyre being stupid i wouldnt wanna lose someone super close to me

Most are spoiled brats wanting daddy's attention.

source?

They probably just want to tell someone because it feels better when you do even if its on an anonymous board. I mean, who can't relate to feeling like giving up?

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MY99 check em Sup Forumsarse-tards

Facebook and r9k

I dont see it as giving up. More like a shortcut through all the pain

This, I'm not that emotional but I'd rather jump in the pool than get pushed into it,
if jano what eye men

Aren't we all lost in life, not sure what or where we are going. I know I feel lost sometimes. I don't know whether the isolation makes me feel better or worse but I know I'm going to make some big changes soon.I just hope they're in the right direction and I don't fall off that cliff again.

Its still giving up because you don't know for sure it won't get better and you don't know for sure that you are short cutting through any pain. Even if your life sucks now you can make it better day by day until you forgot why you were even upset in the first place. I've been doing better lately but I've been suicidal before. Life has its ups and downs but we wouldn't appreciate the good things if we didn't have the bad feels. I love you all anons, even if I don't practice what I preach I still don't want anyone to give up. I just wish I felt that way all the time myself, I'm feeling exhausted right now.

fair enough, ill give you that, but to be fair there are people who dont say shit and just do it

both of you need to step up and get some help.
reading these posts is like reading my own life
idk if Sup Forums just attracts those who are horribly depressed, isolated, and alone or a cause of it, but if I'm gonna start coming back to this site I might as well wake a few people up.
get help, doesn't make you stupid or weaker than others or different or whatever youre afraid of. nobody even has to know in the first place, I guarantee you a bunch of people you know get help and nobody even knows about it

>in hospital with disease that's gonna kill you
>in pain 24/7
>all family dead
>all friends dead

Suicide can be a rational decision, no one really has the right to tell anyone not to kill themselves

Big batch of acting like a bitch in this thread. Knuckle the fuck up.

I just don't even know where to begin. I'm a poofag on my parents insurance still, so a therapist or something like that isn't gonna happen. I've been trying to eat better and be more active, not really seeing any help from there tho

Have a cup of concrete and harden the fuck up

maybe it's the fact that you're doing things that you don't want to in order to meet this person
if you're trying to find the right person for you, I doubt you're gonna find them doing things you don't like
meet someone online or through joining groups that are of interest to you
there are tons of people out there, girls included, who are fine with staying inside all the time and being an introvert. even a lot of attractive people live this lifestyle, so it's not like your forced into the uglies

How can you be so sure it will get better. I mean, its all been going downhill and if i hit rock bottom i really dont see the fucking point in going on. Even if good times lay ahead id rather quit.

I'm not saying its not the right decision for everyone but some young men and women should at least give life until 30 or 40 until they decide to quit. Things can change for the better if you work at it.

to be fair its not everyday, only maybe 2 or 3 times every week or two. idk if i feel like that qualifies as needing help

you were doing god's work

be proud of that

Maybe if you praise Satan

make those big changes
if there's even a small chance of getting you out of that isolation and where you need to be, it's gotta be worth the risk.
you can always get yourself at rock bottom, but its the accomplishment of climbing out of that hole that makes it all so worth it.
getting out and seeing the sunlight baby

even then, just having a friend or anyone to talk to about your issues is something to consider.
don't be afraid to bring up your problems to your friends, because if they're really your friends they will care and listen. if not you just saved yourself the struggle of finding out you have a shitty friend

i have before, mostly supportive but i hate feeling like im striving for attention or something so i dont bring it up.

It might not get better, it might get worse
Are you really willing to give up on finding someone who can be your other half, your best friend, and someone you can fuck like crazy all at once?
Think about how lit that is. and then getting to raise your own kids?
you're literally giving up on your legacy and passing down your awesomeness

I've already been at rock bottom and it wasn't pretty. Thanks for replying btw. I've been crawling out of that hole ever since. My lease is up in August and I think im going to move across the country once I have the money to do so. I want to go back to school so maybe I can do that next year, considering September of this year isn't that far away and I'm not really prepared. I don't even know anymore, I just need to get away from where I am now. I've been hanging around this shit hole for too long and its getting to me.

some very supportive words, but they cant compare to the countless skanks that have entered most peoples lives including mine

There are other ways to get help from those who are close to you like friends or family.
If you feel like there is nobody who cares enough, you're probably wrong. And if you really have no one who cares, you get to have the adventure of meeting someone who does.
I find that the quickest and easiest way to happiness is helping others (not to sound like such a fag) but those people will want to look out for you in return

fair enough, I've dealt with my share of skanks of all varieties, and emotional tormentors to add to that. There are opinions I have that no words can change.

Just try to remember that not everyone's a skank, even if most people are

been there I feel ya.
With me it's not something I like to bring up because I'm afraid of being permanently marked as a downer/pessimist.
even if just posting on Sup Forums once in a while to let things out helps, that's something. anythings better than holding it all in, it'll only make it exponentially worse. if you can't afford to see someone, make yourself busy. work enough to be able to afford seeing someone, and by that time you'll be too busy to even have these negative thoughts or any thoughts

>disregard cam in toilet option cause janitor prime suspect
hmm you could actually make it a viable option but you wont be able to share them and that's about it.

Keeping yourself surrounded by the same things can make it feel impossible to get any changes made in your life or get away from any of your problems.
Moving is always a refreshing change of scenery and can help you grow as a person and even learn more about yourself as you have to start from scratch in a new area

I know that feel

Very lonely, in a small town where I'm almost guaranteed to not meet anyone.

Sometimes even being used feels better than being alone and not being used. Funny how that shit works

Good insight. I truly hope my dreams and wishes come true but until then they are only that, dreams and wishes. Truth be told i've been medicating so long I can't remember the last time I dreamed. The last dream I can actually remember having was close to 3 or so years ago. Strange tangent, but thanks for the reply.

After a good nights sleep i'm sure i'll be in a better mood tomorrow.

>I have to get this one off my chest.

Why the fuck do you still talk to him?
You left him and moved out. I thought this was done.
He treats you like shit and isnt even sorry for anything hes done to you.
It doesn't make fucking sense because I know you are logical person and not stupid.

The only conclusion I can draw. That I've thrown right in your face, stated it bluntly, and you aggressively and adamantly denied.
Is that you like it....
And that's fucking horse shit if you ask me.
What the fuck happened to you???

You know that I don't tolerate people who treat you poorly.

And here I am in the middle not knowing what to do.
I can effortlessly ruin his life.
Do I have to become actively involved and make this a personal matter?
Because when I do. I have to break from my busy life to attend to a matter I am displeased with so I will not be happy.

Do I have to become a monster one more time?
Once its out, its very hard to put back in place,
Its out of control, and I don't like doing it.
But I don't know how much longer I can stand
here and let this go on.
I know you will hate me if I do thats why I'm so hesitant
I just want to see you happy.
Every time I see or hear you cry it feels like a 1000 razor blades cutting at my soul, and thats only because I care.

>decisions...............

like to imagine satan grants some of those wishes just for kicks

kids can't spell santa, lets give them a break

ecks dee

I was the same way as you about a year and a half ago, girl I was into started to go out with one of my best friends, he didn't know I was into her and she didn't either so it's no big deal, it was really my fault for not acting on it, now I'm in a relationship with someone else that I get along with a lot better than I think I ever would with the old crush. It sucks at first, but after getting over it, maybe you'll come to realize it was for the better?

he watched Thirteen Reasons Why and is an expert now

Damn dude. That's heavy, I hope you find happiness no matter what happens user.

That's a nice thought isn't it. I don't even know if I believe in god let alone the devil. I mean I know there is a little bit of the devil in every human so to speak but it is what it is.

So I had a girl who was my bestfriend and I ruined it. This valentines day I bought her a gift simply because she got me a gift earlier and i wanted to repay the favor. So I got her her gift with a note attached. She accepts and life goes on but I told her I had a gf which I didn't and told bestfriend girl that she broke up with me because I bought her that gift. Idk why I did that. I just wanted to tell the girl I was single without saying it. Anyway bestfriend girl blocks me and ignores me and wont talk to me in person. I wouldn't honestly care if it were anyone else but we've been friends for years and been through so much together. I dont know what to do. Its been 3 months and I cant stop thinking about her. She was honestly the love of my life. I know I have no one to blame but myself. I just feel empty without her

y tho

This is the farthest photo taken of Earth. At 11.1 billion miles away taken by the Voyager 1 space probe as it leaves the Solar system and enters interstellar space. Crazy isn't it? We're just a small spec inside a endless space. Millions of years of evolution happened on that tiny little pale blue dot. Everything abs anything that ever was happened there. If I had one word to describe this. It'd be. . Lonely.

I walk the halls of my school everyday, responding to the "yo's and sup's" of other kids in my grade, as if they were my actual friends. I make others laugh in class and I do my best to entertain everyone around me. I sit alone at lunch, pretending to watch mindless sports on the cafeteria TV, seeing everyone around we laughing and enjoying their meal. Those people, same guys I laugh and joke with in class, who completely disregard my existence outside of those doors, who would throw me under the bus at the drop of the hat, expect of me to reply to them when they say hello. They expect me to be always be in the best mood because hey; I'm a funny kid. I'm a clown. I make others laugh, but at the end of the day; no one is truly my friend. I hide behind a mask of entertainment but my true face is sad.

bad move, but moving on is prolly the only option
currently in the process of moving on from someone who I thought was the love of my life too.

Even if we were both right and they are the love of our life, we fucked up and we don't really have another option

just gotta find someone who can make us feel the things this last person did. it'll be a long and insufferable journey but it's either that or drown in sadness

you're putting that on yourself
reach out and make some friends, or if your school sucks and is clicky wait until college

How do you move on. Its just been so empty with out her.

I go to private school. I have friends outside of there but it feels like I'm trapped in a prison. Even my old goddamn friends don't feel real. I feel like I'm some sort of Jester, the only reason anyone keeps me around is because I can make them laugh.

Im in love with a 24 yr old boy.
im a 28 yr old woman.
He knows. He doesn't give a shit.
But i still hope. kek

i know theyre not all that way but its hard to commit when you have that mentality of everyone is an asshole. if i get into a relationship ill just be overbearing and untrustworthy

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i wanna know how they can connect to that yet my internet cant even hold a solid connection in online games

I'll let you know if I ever get to figure that out myself, but hopefully there's someone out there who can make this person seem like nothing more than an old friend or a distant memory.

Just holding on to that hope

Im becoming you my Sup Forumsrother
Start realizing that being alone is my thing
I only have one gf, like 4 years ago, and only last 3 month, and half of that was a total pain in the chest, was really badly.
I get over it, but in the first months was hell in earth
I never been someone "first aid" person, never been someone "bff" I have some good friend, male and female, but in my whole team or "crew" I have never been the first one or the more loved, nobody misses me, nobody text me just to say hi or send some funny stuff

So this is me, I need to get used to it, theres no other thing in this world for me.

Prove it

Noice
Enjoy it bro

In pretty sure pale blue Dot was taken while it was near Saturn... Hence the rings I believe back in 2012 is when it (Voyager) went extra solar

>Moral of the story get gud with science facts faggot

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Thing is b/ro. Everything in my life has been a dissapointment. I also tried to look forward in life. Looking at the glass half full only to realize that its always been empty. I dont believe that i will ever find anyone or that itll be what you tell me it is.

Yea like the worse part is, I know she made the right choice. I would be a shitty bf, she's going to be much happier with him I know. It just sucks bc I don't know how to not be so shitty abt everything

itonlyhurtsalittle.bmp

Just tell her dude, dont expect something good out of that, but just tell her the whole truth, tell her that you love her and if even at that point she still want to be out of your life, very well then, but dont go on until you tell her
Do it bro, that is the best you can do now