Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything Pt. 2. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient

Ask a depressed Schizophrenic anything Pt. 2. I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
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Favorite anime?

U play Pokémon?

I have a few:
Monogatari series
Psycho Pass
EurekaseveN
Steins;gate
Nichijou

Just to name a few.
Not since I was like 13.

Bump

do you have problems understanding language

Where ya from?

I think you've asked me that question on more than one occasion, user.
I do have problems sometimes, spoken language can get jumbled up and I misunderstand it fairly often.

The good old United States of Trump, more specifically, Florida.

do you have a job

This isn't the end of the world, but you can see it from here.

I know life seems pretty bleak now and then, don't let it get to you so often. You're a good person.

No, I get neetbux.
This isn't the end of the world, but it's only a step away.

>now and then
More often than not does it seem bleak.
>don't let it get to you so often
I wish it were that easy.
>You're a good person.

Read this and tell me how you feel about it please

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>Read this and tell me how you feel about it please
I'm not sure how I feel about it. But it's fairly accurate.

I feel like this poem captures a moment of time. When the world of this girl opens up and the sadness is made into walking a beach breeze golden

do you plan on committing suicide in the near future

I already told you that it's true before, you just got to have as much faith in you as I do.

I know the date and time.

That's a really good way of describing it.
I don't plan on anything.
I don't have any faith in me, and I'm beginning to lose what little faith I had.

do you hear voices if yes what do they say

At least try to see things from my perspective, why do I have to be user to ask these questions anyway?

Boy or Girl

And what are you looking for I'm someone in terms of dating

>do you hear voices
Yes
>what do they say
they don't really say anything by themselves. It's like a quiet whisper that's really far away and I can't understand anything they're saying.
I'm not sure what you mean
I have a weewee.
I'm taken, I'm also straight.

are you optimistic about your life and the future

Feeling suggestions alignment of everything is all they are saying
I wish I could love you in a way

Do you like your parents?

I've never been good at optimism.
Pardon?
I like my mom. my father, not so much

Did you know that Monogatari literally just means story?

what do you do with all your time since you dont work

Yes, I am aware of that.
The series has a prefix before the monogatari part. Nise-Monogatari (fake-story) Neko-monogatari (cat-story)
Play vidya, watch tv, post on Sup Forums, try to talk to her.

If your taken, what about your significant other? Arent they worried about you or anything?

what are you going to do when your neetbux runs out
howw old are you

>what about your significant other? Arent they worried about you or anything?
I'm sure she is, but she has her own problems to deal with.
>what are you going to do when your neetbux runs out
Dunno.
>howw old are you
25

do you live with your parents or by yourself or share a place with your gf

I'm so tired

I remember you from last thread, how've you been?

I basically live by myself, my brother lives with me, but he doesn't pay any bills and isn't here half the time.
Me too, go to sleep.

What the fuck why did my picture turn into broccoli?
Hey there.
>how've you been?
Less than good.

what's your endgame what's your life going to look like in the next couple of years

>why do I have to be user to ask these questions anyway?
What did you mean by this?
Why do you have so much faith in me?
>what's your endgame
No idea.
>what's your life going to look like in the next couple of years
No clue at all.

Bumo

What is the daily feeling of schitzophrenia? like seeing visions or arguing with people that arent there.

I ask because sometimes I think i am psychotic, but that comes and goes as Im high IQ but also emotionally unstable so it could just be trauma psychosis rather than the full blown disease.

>What is the daily feeling of schitzophrenia?
paranoia, anxiety, feeling like you're trapped inside your own head.

>like seeing visions or arguing with people that arent there.
That doesn't really happen to me.

>psychotic, but that comes and goes
You should get that checked out user.

Hi Shinobu. I'm the potentially schizo user from yesterday.

I was wondering if you've had any of the same delusions/hallucinations as I have. Here's some of the common ones for me:

- I die every time I fall asleep and wake up as a copy.
- I'm dreaming and I need to wake up.
- Everybody else is fake and some higher being is testing me.
- The world is being "rendered" as I walk around it.
- God exists and I am imminently going to hell. He is calling me to the light.
- In the dark I sometimes know there's a floating, mutilated animal corpse watching me from somewhere nearby.
- Scary faces appearing around corners when I'm alone.

Good vibes~

Are you treated differently by others? What will make you happy? You're a great person user

>Hi Shinobu.
Hiya.
>I'm the potentially schizo user from yesterday.
Sorry, I don't really remember much from the other day. Do you have any other information that could jog my memory?
>was wondering if you've had any of the same delusions/hallucinations as I have
I'd be glad to.

>- I die every time I fall asleep and wake up as a copy.
Not this exactly, but I have died in other "universes" and that's why I'm here.
>- I'm dreaming and I need to wake up.
I've had the sensation of dreaming whilst awake, but it's not very common.
>- Everybody else is fake and some higher being is testing me.
Fake, in what regard? Like robots? I don't get that. But I get the idea of people being fake in that they never show their true self.
>- The world is being "rendered" as I walk around it.
I don't get this one at all.
>- God exists and I am imminently going to hell. He is calling me to the light.
I don't believe in "god" in that regard, or hell. (Unless this is hell)
>- In the dark I sometimes know there's a floating, mutilated animal corpse watching me from somewhere nearby.
Not exactly like that, I always feel like there's someone looming over me. Maybe like a ghost, or a demon or something like that, just waiting to stab me with a knife.
>- Scary faces appearing around corners when I'm alone.
In windows specifically.
>Are you treated differently by others?
Always have been.
>What will make you happy?
If she's happy.
>You're a great person user
I don't believe you.

This is going to be my last bump, then I'm going to let it die and go to sleep. Unless some more anons show up. I'll still be here until the thread 404s if anyone has any more questions.

Thanks for the advice. I'll probably get checked out just in case.

You dont see dead people or hear voices that argue with you at all right?

I mean hallucinations, auditory or visual or sometimes tactile like someone choking you.

>You dont see dead people
Not dead people specifically, no. But I see disembodied faces/heads.
>hear voices that argue with you at all
That I do have.

>I mean hallucinations, auditory or visual or sometimes tactile like someone choking you.
Auditory, yes. I hear music, animals, people just to name a few.
Tactile, not really. I occasionally feel a bug on me, or hallucinate a smell. but it's quite seldom.

Ah thanks for the description.

What do you do to manage it?

How did you find out, and find treatment?

I didn't say anything important. Just that I'm a fellow schizo and that I keep myself really busy to stay sane.
> I've had the sensation of dreaming whilst awake, but it's not very common.
Nothing's real, and everything's zoomed out and gray. Usually I get the feeling that I have to die or somehow escape the dream/simulation.
> Fake, in what regard? Like robots? I don't get that. But I get the idea of people being fake in that they never show their true self.
Yeah, like robots. And I get the feeling that they're all watching me when I'm not looking.
> I don't get this one at all.
Nothing outside of my field of vision exists. If I go crouch in a closet, pace in the bathroom, etc. like I do during episodes, it feels like the room is the entire universe and outside is just emptiness.
> I don't believe in "god" in that regard, or hell. (Unless this is hell)
I don't believe in God either. Unfortunately a lot of my delusions have to do with religion nowadays...

My psychiatrists never gave me a precise diagnosis, but I've had those types of hallucinations. Faces, people calling my name, something touching my foot or close to my face.
I've argued with stuff but I don't really hear it so much as know what it's saying.
Medication helps but ultimately I had to learn to deal with it. I don't need meds anymore.

Have you gone this far without attempting suicide because your razor talks to you?

My parents thought I was a drama llama until I ended up in a psychiatric ward at 13.

I keep myself busy working, studying, programming, etc.
Just anything to keep my mind occupied.

Learning some calming techniques (box breathing) and learning to meditate helped tremendously. Now when shit goes down I can keep myself calm and grounded instead of flipping out.

That's not how it works, fam.

>Ah thanks for the description.
You're welcome.
>What do you do to manage it?
Nothing really, just kind of live it day by day.
>How did you find out, and find treatment?
Saw a psychologist for sleep issues.
>I didn't say anything important
I vaguely remember it
>Nothing's real, and everything's zoomed out and gray.
I don't get the colorshift, but everything feels fake. Like I'm not even in this world anymore and everything just feels volatile.
>Yeah, like robots.
I see, I don't think I've ever had that before.
>outside is just emptiness.
I know what you're talking about. It's kinda like the dream feeling, right?
>Have you gone this far without attempting suicide because your razor talks to you?
Made me kek. But no, I don't really have the desire to die.

What're your favorite video games? Also you are an amazing person you seem so gentle and innocent I wish for nothing but the best for you

>those digits.

>What're your favorite video games?
The Dark Souls series are my favorite games. 1, 3 then 2 from best to "worst"
>Also you are an amazing person
I'm really not.
>you seem so gentle and innocent
Heh. If only you knew, user. I'm not innocent at all.
>I wish for nothing but the best for you
Thanks, friend.

> It's kinda like the dream feeling, right?
More like the world has literally ended, and all that's left is the closet. Those are bad.
I'm definitely familiar with the dream feeling though.

Dark Souls is great!
It is possible to have a decent life in spite the bullshit we've been saddled with.
Everybody deserves happiness and I hope you find yours. I wish you all the best.

>More like the world has literally ended
I see. I've never quite had it like that. I've had the feeling that the world was in the process of ending.
>Those are bad.
I can only imagine.

>Dark Souls is great!
a best.
>Everybody deserves happiness
I keep telling myself that.
>I hope you find yours. I wish you all the best.

Thanks, user. Best of luck to you too.

fun talkin

Good taste, especially Steins;Gate.
Also, props for grammar.
You seem like a cool guy, what vidya do you usually play / is there anything you're looking forward to playing?