Feeling really depressed and sucidal, general feels thread

Feeling really depressed and sucidal, general feels thread

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Why dont you get yourself a pet?

Pepe=cancer

I'm drinking my feels away listening to last podcast on the left and it's getting better with each sip

everyday i think about killing myself
the only thing that makes me happy is imagining i was a normie or playing vidya

>tfw i might kms when im 20

Because I'm active duty military and live in the barracks so I can't have a dog

What's it about?

>be me
>in love with a dank guy
>we kiss and hold hands and do the sex sometimes
>he tells me he loves me when he's drunk
>call him out on it last week
>he says he loves me just as a friend
>cry like a little bitch
>he has been cold and distant all week
>see him last night
>we kiss but he doesn't seem as in to it as before
>feel sad and go home at 3am

My feels when he doesn't love me back and is pulling away.

cult/murders/religion. Strange shit

Fag

girl

Lol then you're a skank, tits or gtfo

How am I a skank?

tits pls ;)

I'm saying that's probably why that chud you're floating after doesn't want your fat ass. Skank

Anyone got any good tunes to listen to while depressed as fuck?

youtube.com/watch?v=m8-tsi9AfoA

any britfags can join my livestream suicide
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#awaittheflamingswastika

I feel you guys, if the end is your plan then lets at least make it noteworthy

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Op here I'm a big fan of atmosphere

Interesting theory. And I doubt that's the reason. But thank you for your input

That's some good shit right there user

meerry me

I hope that isn't sarcasm i play a lot of them

Wait, you're active duty? I was thinking about joining the army. Do you think being in the military is one of the reasons why you're sad?

It really isn't sarcasm. I've got two of Atmosphere's songs in my library, 'Me' and 'The Woman With The Tattooed Hands', and you just made me add another.

I'm 20 and can relate.. but why you wanna kill myself

I'm active duty in the marine corps and yes right now all my mistakes just keep piling up and creating a giant fuck up im currently on a pre deployment work up and I just keep fucking up getting sick and tickets and talking to people I shouldn't be so kinda yes

!!!

Stop dating douchebags that obviously not love you.. get someone like me that would fuck you to death do us apart.. or whatever they say

i feel suicidal too but that's because i just ate about 50 pizza rolls in less than 30 minutes and my stomach hurts

>OP posts thread about feeling depressed and suicidal
>Active duty military

>People wonder why there are mass shootings

Dude, you're only 19. What makes you want to kill yourself?

are u me

also 19, also same sit

wat do

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Not going to go on a shoot out that's stupid that would hurt gun rights

>be me 18 in HS
>long time ago (last year december)
>meet girl on omegle because I'm a lonely faggot
>we talk and it ends
>felt sad for awhile
>hit me up in march
>know I shouldn't take her back
>do anyway
>hit it off great
>until now
>leaves me on read and her snap score jumps up a shitload
>starting to get depressed again
>know the ending is near
>texted her and ask 'is something wrong?'
>still no reply yet but she's on facebook
>probably ignoring me
>snap score keeps climbing and doesn't open my snaps
>know damn well this is the end
>starting to get sad
>at this point I'm leaving her one way or another
>once I do
>gonna block her on everything so there's no way she can contact me
>why?
>so I'm not tempted to talk to her
>and if she talks to me I will never know and that way this will never happen again
>don't wanna let her go but its for the best of me
>oh well at least I had 2mo of some sort of joy and happiness
>now its gone and back where I was 2mo ago but worse
>fucking hurts man
>first girl I ever had a 'thing with'

what should I do Sup Forums? just block her on everything right now and just move on or wait til she leaves me on read or says something?

Update: she replied to my snap saying "if you don't wanna talk anymore let me know instead of leaving me on read" open it now or wait? Kinda hoping she says doesn't wanna talk anymore so I can just move on instead of clinging to the hope we may get passed this

No, it would increase gun sales.

opened it and said she's on a class trip and didn't realize and she's at home..this was 30min ago well boys how do I tell her I don't feel like talking anymore?

Hey lads.
Any advice on suicide?
Would be doing an user a massive favour.
Thinking about doing it via jumping in front of a train. How do I make the final jump, I dont want to pussy out.
I have a set date that means a lot to me coming up so I really need to know I wont pussy out.

just buy an argon tank for welding and make an exit bag

>Thinking about doing it via jumping in front of a train
holy shit no. think of the people who will see that and then think of the people who will have to clean that shit up

The govt doesnt provide me the means to kill myself cleanly so they can deal with the mess. Its cruel I guess but I mean its either that or nothing. Since imo its the most comfy method, like
exit bags like this user said
a fucking bag? I preciate the idea but its not for me.

I suggested the bag because you'll just pass out from the lack of oxygen and eventually die in your sleep it's painless and quick...I guess a train is too but you you gotta jump and can't have second thoughts before you do or the opportunity is missed