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>Advice
>Conversation
>Happy Thoughts

thank you for stopping by, have a wonderful night, and please remember that you are loved.

Sleep.... can you bottle that and give me some?

Checking in. How's things, Jill?

What a relief it would be to end this all
How easy to fly the white flag and give up
But would I run today, Just to die another day?
Give up now, and every fight has been in vain

Evening'

Fucking hell so many things running through my head.

But eh, atleast Ill be traveling a bit this summer.


-EMT

I could use a drink

Hi Jill! How are you?? Good to see you!


Hello everybody!

Mantis

if only we could, we could call it ZZZQuil or something.
doing the best I can. what about you tonight?
NEVER GIVE UP
travel sounds good right about now.
Not on tap tonight, sorry.
doing my best, what about you?

It would happen eventually but that post made me want to stop postponing killing myself.

Stand up and fight!

Yea, it does sound good right now. Just need to actually get a set day I'm leaving...

Well, atleast for the Buffalo trip. Can't fly though. So Imma be stuck on a train for ~8-9 hours...

-EMT

Damn, Velvet. How're you feeling tonight?

Don't stress over it, man. Getting worked up over what might be going on won't do you any favors.

Ahoy, Mantis. Nice to see you again.

Honestly, I could be trying a lot harder. Been slipping back the way I came the past couple of days. Keep it up, Jill. Dunno what we'd do without you.

Don't do it, buddy. It's not worth it.

Fine then, luckily I brought my own. Anyone need a drink?

hmm I plan to travel...I think it would be good for you too EMT

nah, I think you've probably got something to live for. what's got you down, mate?
trains are good, though! pick up a good nonfiction from the library or download some podcasts.
you can only try as hard as you are currently. don't beat yourself down just because you think you could be doing better.

Hey there, bartender. Mind grabbing me a Gut Punch?

I overslept. I was exhausted last night. We were action packed. It was good to get home and hit the shower. And the mattress. Next thing I know, it's 10 hours later.
KEEP FIGHTING!!

mantis

Neither it's my life.
Nothing but being a bother and a disappointment.

where ya planning on going?
>golden bunny
>trips
you sure know how to make an entrance, hon.
I've had that happen, yeah. glad you got some needed rest, though.
I doubt that. what's led to you thinking this way?

faggets

I feel like a God. After thread I'm going to Workout and go to bed, Then wake up and do it all again.

10 more miles.

You need something to fight for. Something that strikes a fire into your heart that just won't die.

No fair, I want to be gold too.

I still need to read "The Conquest of Bread" by Pytor Kroptkin and "Homage to Catalonia" by Orwell

If only the trains here werent ancient piles of trash

I know, but still. I can't help but feel that I did something wrong

Evenin' sky

where u from? murica?

Hehehe~ Why thank you!
Ufufufu!

Eh. Damn it.

-EMT

-stares-

I highly recommend trains..

Mantis

GUTEN TAG
Sup Forums HAS ENTERED THE ROOM

Can I just get like, a Heineken or something?
Thanks...
Just hanging around.

Hey bartender, a cherry lemonade please! Anything interesting lately?

You should see a doctor for that soon, since it happens so often...

Hiya Fenn! How are you today?

Good words to live by Rabbit. And happy belated birthday! I don't think I knew or said it

Where to this summer?

What are you in the mood for?

Hey! Good to see you again too!

If you're not first, you have trips and a golden bunny :v Good show


>Rock

Checked

Reality.

Too bad I don't care about anything anymore then.

Yes. We know you love them

Eh, I did take it from NYC to Orlando. Couldnt sleep at all

Definitely Buffalo for the end of next month.

Possibly Boston later on.

-EMT

But if I don't accept that I'm doing poorly, how can I improve myself? I can be more than this, I know it. But I am weak.

Your life is what you make of it, not what anyone else does or says to or about you.

The idea that the world carries objective meaning on its own is false. If you want meaning, create meaning! Go to church, visit somebody poor, punch some bastard who deserves it!

Make it mean something. Believe in it. That's how it works.

Velvet, you're awesome, and you might regret this, but I look up to you. Keep fighting the good fight.

EMT, you've done nothing wrong. You never said anything to drive her away. It's okay, man. Don't let the anxiety rule you.

I'm alright, Rock. I'm alright. Could do better. Things could be a lot worse.

You probably did say it. Thanks though.

And you think I'm any better off? Set yourself a goal and smash through it. Get /fit/, learn how to fix a car, do something, do anything. Death is a permanent solution to temporary problems.

Hi!
Please, make yourself at home.

Kihihi~ I try.
I'm a fan.
Too bad there's no Reimu around to give me a reading... I could really use one.

well, those sound good enough!
what makes you ask?
status update, get in touch with me in private, if needed.
hey you.
sorry bud, only thing that's been coming out of the tap today is sunshine and rainbows. we've got some bottom-shelf conversation around here too, I think.
define "interesting".
that's a bleak outlook, but also pretty vague. can we lend a hand?
I'm not saying that you need to ignore your current state. you should embrace that you could do better, really. but instead of focusing on how you aren't, push forward towards it. don't be brought down by the times of weakness.

mmm Bunny you got gold trip 777s.... I think you'll just make everyone in this thread luckier with your presence tonight!
Ah... and I see you like a certain pic someone gave you ...
Have you tried professional help?

Hello thread

Sorry I'm late

How is everyone?

-Trying-hard-to-get-a-better-sleep Roll

Sexual predator.

Aw man
Get me the finest Kvass you've got
Hey, glad to meet ya. I got some Heineken here come sit

fuck you then

Likewise!

Ah...? Alright, I shall.
Yep~
Yeah, how sad~

A distraction doesn't solve anything either.

Didn't make a dent.

I know. I just fear that something in her wants to keep me away

Yea, should be.

The Bread Book is an Anarcho-Communist text
And Homage to Catalonia is a memoir of Orwells experiences in the Spanish Civil war

What else can keep me busy though?

-EMT

Ah right, Buffalo I remember, but why Boston?

Hmm, need to talk about it later?

All righty, just making sure ~

Ah, heh, that you do. Pretty well, too~

Oh boy, uh, I guess anything really...

How's it working out for you do far, with the sleep?

What's kvass?

>Rock

No, not a distraction. Silly person. You need a Goal. something you can work at every day. Like I said, Get /fit/.

Thanks 'preciate it

We're all fans of FIGHT.

Please, enjoy the hospitality of the house!

Just something that's been thrown around with friends. But who knows if it will go through

-EMT

doing the best I can, hon. what about you?
wish you would.
I mean, I'd think that two books would last an 8-hour train ride. I'd suggest listening to something like Hardcore History or 99% Invisible, just in case.
nothing much, then. nothing I feel like airing out in public. you doing alright, though?

Maybe she fears getting raped.

Indeed~

mmm what all have you tried? If it's this serious I'd like to make sure you take a crack at all your options..... if it's meds... that can take some time to get right... it's not an exact science. If it's therapy maybe you didn't find the right therapist. We're trained in all kinds of methods/theories... but tend to gravitate to certain ones more than others, so it can be like finding a friend... it has to be the right fit. So, again, it may take a few tries.

Sleep Roll!!
How are you? Get a good nights rest?

Mantis

Well, It's 8 hrs one way. 16 hrs total.

NYC to Buffalo is a distance. Even though its only on the other side of the state

-EMT

What are you on about, Neptune?

Okay, I see what you mean. I need to set some short-term goals, I think.

I might. How's yourself, Rock?

(Please excuse slow responses; bad connection)

Kvass is Slavic beer, tastes good
You'll get good slep eventually

THE DOROK HORDES WILL NOT TOLERATE THIS HERESY

Sincerely,
- The Dorok Hordes

Why are you replying to me

Kvass isn't beer persay. Its barely even Alcoholic. 1% ABV max at average

-EMT

is there a foundation to this, or are you just shitposting?
ah... fair enough. it's been a long time since I did any kind of trip where I didn't just drive, so I'm not sure how to keep busy when I'm not the one behind the wheel anymore.

You would prefer I go back to not doing so? Alright, then. Please stop heckling those actually participating. Your dear big sis would be disappoint.

F I G H T

wondering why itt only avatarfags

The hands of the emperor will tear out your throat! Go back to your filthy den, infidel, and do not return.

Sincerely,
-The Dorok Hordes

It's still good
Make em kiss
Slay her Dorok hordes

Yea, IDK. I'll probably bring my laptop as well loaded with movies

That should do it? I hope?

Havent tried it.

well, it's a thread in case people needed advice, and some people showed up to hang out.

ack

-EMT

Hehehe...
You're here, so it isn't only us.

Just to make having a conversation easier.

Hello. How are you?

We like to be here for help when it is needed. Friends show up to help keep things active and friendly!

Well, 'course hon!

Well, I hope it works out. I'd like to go one day.

Ah, sorry then.... I'm okay, not much to say either

Sure, go ahead. I'm all right.

Ah, okie dokie. Sounds ok.

Nep, leave the Medic alone.

Kiss my dick.

Let's get some anons in here to chat. Best advice for other anons (other than us avatars) gets a gaem at $20 or less. Also post steam acc, get chatting!

Haven't you learned I don't care what people think about me? I have been constantly trying to protect you from me by trying to cut any interaction yet you keep replying me, you hurt me, Louise.
He has been talking about this one chick for months, it is only a matter of time until his instict get the best of him and ends up sexually assaulting this girl.

Just stepped outside for a cigarette.
Damn, its beautiful out here.

Why is Jill so perfect?

Sorry for the wait

I started my quest to get back in the Sandman's good graces by doing the valiant task of getting absolutely no sleep at all on the first night

(and I was trying hard to sleep, too)

the next night, I was late and only got a couple hours in, but not enough

I have decided to change up how I sleep, and also removed an activity I normally do before sleeping to help improve

-Sweet Roll

Not even a real EMT, he just picked the name because of the girl he is obssesed over.

you wish faggot

mmm different mindset Nep, I don't think this will happen.
... because... I mean... look at her!

are you retarded?

Join us in our conquest, strange robot. Together we can rule the province with divine sanction and fists of lead!

Destroy the heretic! Kill it with fire!

Lies and treachery. All shall be consumed by the holy flame when the emperor arrives. Foolish infidels.

I just call him Medic because I feel like it.

>yfw jill has a penis

Hopefully. Dunno if it will though

Atleast Buffalo is a go

-EMT

that's not how normal attraction works.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHA
ah... I know that feeling. I'm sure someone has advice on resetting your sleep schedule, but I'm not very good at it.
you don't even have accurate information here.

change on the last link -Sweet Roll

Bullshit, you protect only yourself.
You say that like Neptune understands how people work, though.

Ahh ok.
At least you're not doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result.

>>note to self, get some skeeter juice from the supply hut at the yard tonight.

Mantis

heres my plan: do sth effortlessly, to maximize my not doing anything part of the day, or rule the world. Tips? Opinions?

Is that true?

What a fucking freak

Obssesion can make a man do the unspeakable. And ask him yourself, he got suggested to become an EMT, he isn't even in the process of being one.
You and my father are the last persons I care about, but it's ok, as Alice said, you reap what you sow, no?
Rule world, fire the nuclear bombs.

I think I'll be alright. I'm just... swaying when a couple of days ago I was rock steady. It's disconcerting.

Can you give me a general idea of where, Mantis? I love the feeling of the night air.

mmm I can only advise on good sleep hygiene... in other words. Limit interactions with anything that has a screen for at least 30mins prior to going to sleep. Set up a routine and follow it before trying to sleep. If you cannot sleep after trying for some time (30m-1hour) get up and do something (not involving a screen) for 15-30mins and try again. Do not eat directly before bed (unless in the past that has worked for you). There are other things, but that's a good start E>

That's right.

like I said, I'm pretty sure you've got wrong info. I've spoken with him a lot more than you.
>Is that true?
no, it's not.

That's good. Sleep hygiene is really important. Which is why I'm a total hypocrite whenever I give advice about sleeping...