Need a feels thread fam, post your best shit, want to fuck up my head for a while

Need a feels thread fam, post your best shit, want to fuck up my head for a while

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I'll share my feels
>be me few years ago
>17
>end up in hospital in another city
>gonna miss my best friends 18 bday
> 18 birghtdays are kinda a big thing in western part of Serbia
>ffw to bday,all my friends are drunk,calling me in 1 am to say hi,check what's going on
>user someone special wants to talk to you
>???
>it's the hottest girl in town
> literally the most perfect girl I've ever met,everyone in our small town had the hots for her
> Hey user,sucks to be you rn,how are you doing
>ehh,I've been better
>making small talk and shit
I've been in some like periodical friendship with this girl,for example we would hang out for like 2 months per year,like summer vacations and shit,then we would just hang out with our group of friends, never had a crush on her,considered her as a bro and shit
>at end of our phone conversation, she says you should download WhatsApp,ill text you from time to time when I'm not busy
>eh,sure why the fuck not,got nothing else to do in this shithole room filled with crying children

>so I'm still in the hospital, listening to avenged sevenfold, rings of saturn,death and cannibal corpse
>Friends calling me up asking how im doing and shit
>they are doing a bunch of test, like electro cardiographs and shit,complaining about hospital food and shit
>k,bye
>suddenlyAWildTextMessageAppears.jpg
>Hey user, how you doing
We'll call her Eve
>pretty good,I'm not getting any more iv's,im stable
>that's great, shame you weren't at Lukes bday, I was really sad concerned for you when I heard about your condition
>shit happens

Go on

>Eve starts texting me daily,before and after school
>talking about a lot of stuff
>holy fuck, I've got a lot of in common with this girl
>we hate the same teachers
>we both love horor movies
>we discuss a lot of horor movies
>dozens
> some were great,some were okay, some were lame as fuck
>at one point we are exchanging rare pepes
>time flies while chatting with her
>10 days later I'm free to go back home
> got some hard core medication
>had to stay a few days at my place, to make sure I don't fall asleep in clas because of the medication
One of the pepes she sent me

>So there i am, home alone, sleeping
>school starts at 2,parents at work until 4
>somewhere around 12, doorbell rings, look trough spyhole,see a bouquet of flowers
>open door
>It's Eve
>"didn't know what to buy, hope this isn't too gay for you "
>first person to visit me
>nah, come on in
>I make her coffee, we talk about stuff that has been going on in school /town
>she brought her flash drive,we end up watching The Orphanage
>10 minutes till class, she hugs me goodbye and goes off to school
>we end up texting the entire night after school

Ayyye Sup Forums class idiot here
>I'm a relationship 2 years with 4 month gap and now been together last 4 months

>Skip back 3 years met girl 4 hours drive away
>Talk a fair bit and get mixed signals that she likes me
>I basically begun to fall for her from the first conversation we had

>Skip forward to 4 month gap of current relationship
>Find out girl did have a massive crush on me
>I never stopped stopped falling for her
>2 months pass I finally tell her
>Spent last 6 months basically being a things and last 4 month with a different girl neither know...
>Love the girl with all my heart and want her more then life itself
>Can't have her
>To much going on in her life and mine to actually be together
>Can't shake the girl I'm with either because she's great and knows me best

Pretty sure like war torn Syria is worse than your head

It's pretty hard writing on your phone drunk, especially greentexts,anyway
>feeling better,no more drug induced sleepiness
>start going to school
>See her everyday
>we talk in between classes and shit
>feel myself falling for this girl more and more
>decide to be a man
>Hey,I really need to make up for all those sleepless nights you spent chatting with me,how about I take you Saturday?
I've never asked a girl out before, so I was kinda impressed by the fact that I didnt spill my spaghetti everywhere

nek ti je sa srecom brate

>I thought you'd never ask,Saturday at 8?
>;sure
> arrive at the restaurant at 7:45
>wait
>8:00
>8:15
>8:45
>9:15
>sitting alone,staff is starting to look at me
>go home sad listening to Pantera,buy a pack of cigarettes and 2 cans of beer
>dad asks me how was your date,with some proudness in his voice
>lie to him
>it was OK,she had to leave early because of something random, can't wait to see her again
>oh, ok
Tomorrow at school she would not say hi,nor look me in the eye,when ever I passed near her and her friends they would point at me and giggle.
She was never like that, I've known her for more than 10 years,don't know what caused that kind of behaviour
22,never spoke to a girl since
Heard that she overdosed and got beat up by her bf who is 12 years older than her recently

Da je srece bilo....

Thanks for reading guys, needed to get this shit off my chest

> be me
> be going to restaurant for 8 months
> cute waitress always says nice things
> she sits down across the booth sometimes and asks about my day
> I like her
> one day she sits at booth for 45 minutes to tell me she really likes me and wants to hang out
> OMG, so happy
> schedule date
> go on date
> date ends in hug
> didn't try to kiss
> she says she wants another hug because the first one felt so great
> go in for kiss
> she stops me
> "I thought we were just friends, I am seeing someone else"
> that happened about 30 minutes ago

fuck that would hurt, but needless to say karma is a bitch

I wish I had cancer. At least that way I could apply for assisted dying and get it all over with.

>Heard that she overdosed and got beat up by her bf who is 12 years older than her recently

this is the best kind of boner

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this happened last night

>at cool party
>really drunk x high and lose friends
>crush from a few years ago who was kinda a bitch comes and talks to me
>see current crush and her friend talking to my best friend
>old crushs friend kinda making fun of me
>old crush been flirting w me every time I see her (playful hitting, eyes, Ect)
>drunk so I'm confused and literally duck under her arm to talk to new crush
>discussion goes nowhere and lose her
>get home female friend says she can tell new crush I like her because she thinks I'll be down
>old crush says she wants to hang out more and I should come to more parties
>new crush giving one word answers
>female friend who told new crush I liked her isn't replying
>think I can get with old crush next party, hoping she's there.
>don't think New crush or female friend likes me, am a sad boy, potentially old crush doesn't like me either and was drunk and wanted attention and I was most approachable guy there
>fuc
tldr ignored old crush who was flirting with me for new one, feel like none of them like me

Can you lose the feeling of falling in love?

To clarify, I mean being able to fall in love at all. Not falling out of it.

dunno man

what do you do if you have no friends Sup Forumsros?

Go to work, come home, eat, get drunk and go on Sup Forums. Rinse and repeat.

wait for death, I suppose.

Drink in a park at night

you do not lose that, it's harder to come by though

I'm 40. when I was in late teens, early 20s, I fell in love every other week. I was on a perpetual high

then I figured out which girls are more likely to reciprocate love, and which girls are more likely to inspire love in me. And those two things aren't the fucking same thing

So you have a block in you that prevents you from getting hurt until you recognize a girl who has both. Once every couple of years, I'd say.

Last time I feel in love was 3 years ago though, but it felt as fresh and as new as it did when I was 15.

>I thought we were just friends, I am seeing someone else

what did you say to that?

I apologized. I didn't say anything else.

What the fuck do you say to that?

>be 15
>Living with abusive aunt and uncle
>Stay for about 6 months
>A couple months in and it's just he'll
>Can't be in the house at all during the day they just beat me for stupid shit so I spend most of time outdoors
>A couple more months go by and my uncle decides to buy a horse
>My aunt names it dirty
Stupid fucking name stupid fucking horse stupid fucking aunt
>Ever since they buy the horse they're always walking outside yelling at me
>"Don't ride that horse user we'll beat your ass!"
>Next day I'm outside bored as fuck
>See this empty tire
Fuck-it.jpeg
>Hop in
>Start rolling down the hill
>Oh shit
>Start screaming bloody fucking murder
>Aunt and uncle walk outside to see if I'm riding the fucking horse
>They see me rolling
>They hating
>Trying to catch me riding dirty

Are you gonna stop going to that restaurant?

I'm 29 and the last time I felt like I was in love was when I was 20. Haven't felt anything serious since then. Crushes that lasted a week or two, sure, but that's about it.

Yes. I took all my memories of that place and filled it with concrete.

I mean, hindsight is "why the fuck would you go out with me" or "did you tell this other guy you were spending the day with me" ?

but in reality, I know people are cunts and most of the time they're obvious to it and the last thing I'm going to do is make someone else feel like shit because that's how I feel. It ain't worth it to me and I would just like to move on

>be 22, have 19 year old co-worker
>we go on group date to circus
>she blows me
>continue hanging out for 2 years, getting really close
>she confesses she loves me, wants to be with me always, thinks we're meant to be
>rebuff her constantly, she starts breaking down over the months
>leaves me this last February
>whathaveidone.jpg
>beg her to come back, tell her I'll do anything to make her happy
>she doesn't, tells me I had my chance
>gets new boyfriend
>breaks up with him last week
>asks me if I love her
>say yes, she's coming over this Sunday

I'm going out of my mind, Sup Forumsros. I love this girl. I didn't realize what I had til it was gone. Pray for me that it goes well and convince her to love me again. I'm so terrified and stressed.

I dunno, maybe asked exactly why she led you on like that. Don't apologize it's not your fault she led you on.
> Friends? come on, i just took you on a date and i had no idea you had a boyfriend and your telling me this now?
Shit is probably really rocky with her boyfriend, if she still talks to you make damn sure she knows that you do not want to be just friends with her.

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No.

Except you wouldn't. Fuck you.

especially when tripping on acid

yeah, like....that's a really weird way to treat a friend. especially a relatively new one

I cant read that shit nigger

Jesus. Im sorry man... That sucks. Shitty people do shitty things.

Dont fuck it up this time, user. I'm rooting for you.

He doesn't deserve it.

never done greentext before but
>have emotional disattachment disorder
>basically i cant feel emotions and bonds like "normal" people do
>2013
>go online at 12 am and go into a group chat i got added to through my homestuck involvement (i was 15)
>everyone's offline except this one girl
>she lives in france or some shit so its like 13 hours ahead of me
>we talk for a bit
>learn her name is Mariotti
>Riia for short
>keep talking
>we both like anime/manga and gay shit like monster musume, eva, cowboy bebop
>keep talking
>look at clock
>its totally 4 am and we've been talking for way too long
>i dont lose track of time ever
>tell her i need to sleep
>"okay user, be sure to dream about me ;3"
>s h i t
>keep talking for months
>learn she lives with her grandparents because her parents died when she was young
>she wouldnt tell me what from, i didnt want to ask
>her grandparents abuse her and mess with her emotions but she still stays happy
>how
>we get to know eachother a lot
>start using video messaging and shit
>shes blonde, has long hair, constantly wears sunglasses because "it's cool"
>we talk to eachother every day
>dont know what this feeling is
>one night i get drunk at a party
>talk to her all slurred and shit
>basically say something along the lines of "i think im in love with you"
>a couple seconds pass awkwardly
>"hahajustaprankright".jpg
>she says shes had a crush on me since we met
>go silent
>we start laughing
>she takes off her sunglasses and even after seeing her eyes before
>i notice how blue and amazing they are
>FUCK IM IN LOVE . WEBM
>we officially are in a relationship
>months go by
>happiest months of my life
>they go by too fast, but if i put everything that happened it would be stupid and take up too much space
>basically we just are happy
>her grandpa comes home when we're video calling
>he yells at her
>he hits her
>i can hear her fall

character limit is gay so cont. after this

>i screech
>he hears me
>he closes her laptop
>probably throws it outside or some shit
>dont hear from her for about a week
>actually considering selling all my shit and taking a plane to france
>8 days and she finally messages me
>she ran away from her house
>shes planning to get to me
>lovestory.jpg
>i tell her to stay safe
>she has to leave
>2 weeks pass
>constantly searching on french/europe news sites to see the word "mariotti"
>sleep about 4 hours in 3 days
>never hear from her again
>dont know what happened to her
>still searching "mariotti"

im 19
she hasnt messaged me since december 8th, 2014
i dont know what my life is

i listen to this song on repeat and cry at 3 am and its fucking edgy

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