Sup Forums I could use some encouragement. Y'all always been here for me. I'm not in the best mindset. I am extremely irritable, sullen, depressed, and tired. I can't sleep anymore, at least not normal hours. I don't have the motivation to do much of anything besides play video games. I keep giving up on everything. I used to be such a happy guy but all the sudden I failed. There are so many stories I think of when I say those few sentences make me remember all the mistakes I've made. I'm hurting and I know I can do better. Just.. damn guys. I just wanted to talk to someone.
I know Sup Forums is a wonderful place to come for advice, so I thought I'd ask you fags.
Isaiah Williams
No one here
Lincoln Cruz
Eh fuggit. Overwatch season 5 bitches
Camden Hill
You sound very depressed user~. How long have you been this way?
Connor Butler
Shut the fuck up, stop crying like a pussy since no one cares, No one will never care for you anyways so you better care for yourself first, Fuck momies and grannies, only respect people who respect you, Shut the fuck up and take your money
Bentley Anderson
About 6 months-ish. I went to rehab in December for alcohol and depression. I was doing a lot better. I had a great job that I was fired from suddenly and I've just been in an absolute rut lately. I have been sober, but that's pretty much it.
Jack Wilson
That's a start at least. Alcohol really amps up depression. Any medications or therapy or just kind of winging it on your own?
Connor Gonzalez
Wellbutrin and adderall. I have been smoking weed lately and I've taken some benzos given to me by a family member for anxiety.
Matthew Campbell
I have zero motivation to do anything and I don't want to sleep until I do
Gabriel Walker
Oh I'm on Adderall and Lexapro atm with the Lexapro toning down the depression and anxiety pretty well. I'd rather not bloat up a thread with chatting and stuff though...and have a kik and discord if you just need to talk to someone~. All ears for ppl who need to talk~.
Dylan Wilson
good luck fucking yourself
try finding something to do
Samuel Scott
Nah man, I'm in the same boat as you. What's up? I'm trying to calm down so I can sleep.
Daniel Murphy
Hold your head high user, your future will be bright nonetheless. Hang in there bro
Austin Morgan
you need to realize how little you actually matter. the fact that you don't matter shouldn't be depressing but liberating, you're free to be and do anything you want, it doesn't matter at all except for you. maybe find something to latch on, something to get done, to get up in the morning for, maybe a person, a pet, an instrument, art, a job, anything. i doubt there's anything bad enough that you've done that can't be overlooked or forgiven by someone. i'm sorry you're going through this and it's probably going to be a long road out of where you're now but you can make it. or maybe go to a psych
Christian Fisher
Leave your fingers of the Benzos. Shit is gonna get you addicted really fast. It´s fucked actually!
Robert Bailey
I can relate... But it will be ok. Promise.
Benjamin Rodriguez
Listen to Stranger Inside by Shinedown. Could help you right now my friend
Hunter Morgan
Hmm I fucked my sleep schedule and now up way too late...so just killing time until it gets waaay too late and I give into sleep. Maybe give the song Midnight Flower by Kojaque a try? It helps chill me out and get me feeling sleepy~.
Ayden Morales
This is good advice. I'm having trouble finding something productive to care about. I don't know if it's chemical or I'm just a piece of shit.
Ethan Gutierrez
I'm really into ambient music and I chill out to it. I'm in the mindset of just doing as little as possible and I can't break out of the funk.
James Edwards
probably the fact that you're trying to figure it out without trying anything. You run through the motions of suffering extremely fast with this notion there is a quick fix and you just need to figure it out while distracting yourself with induced mental illness.
Jordan Fisher
Hmm but you're on Adderall? A few months back I was like that but it was because I'd run out of meds and couldn't go to my psych for a few months...but had Lexapro still. Once I got the Adderall back I was able to get enough motivation to do the shit I needed to do. Maybe it's time you check your levels of meds and look into increasing them..? Could help ease you out of the funk.
Nicholas Nguyen
or just increase your meds. its quick and easy
Lincoln Morris
I feel like this is crucial. My mind felt like shit afterwards
Leo Morales
Protip: don't come to the population control board looking for support
Lincoln Wood
I've been hospitalized twice. I just wish I knew why I was like this
Landon Wood
Because you're upset and think that figuring out some imagined great truth is more healthy than taking care of yourself.
Austin Turner
b-but Sup Forums is all doctors, politicians, and lawyers.
Owen Powell
Be a hero, stream it.
Henry Cruz
uh, if you think that's how you think what I believe, its not. I feel like I'm doing the easiest thing to pass time and just exist right now.
Juan Rodriguez
>uh I'm offended
Your funeral
Jacob Stewart
bitch please
Ethan Gomez
you again try to put words in my mouth my trips says fuck you
Cooper Nguyen
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Carter Taylor
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Nolan Hall
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Ian Sanchez
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Wyatt Gutierrez
ggg
Isaac Perez
This thread reeks of foreigners and faggots.
This isn't the Sup Forums I remember.
Jack Cook
then you must have memory issues
Justin Gutierrez
I've got over 10 years to think back on. It was never as bad as it is now. Maybe I've finally outgrown this place
Samuel Howard
but instead of leaving you'll just hang around here and whine about it