I have clinical depression and over the past few week I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts

I have clinical depression and over the past few week I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts.
I've been seeing a therapist and taking medication, but I've been doing worse lately than usuaul.


One thing that always helps me is music with aspects of angry, depressing, and introspective lyrics, maybe with a bit of humor mixed in, but humor isn't necessary by any means.

Can I please get some recommendations that fit this? I'm not looking for any perticular genres, just well written lyrics, solid sounding music for someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, without any angsty teen bullshit (I listened to enough of that back in high school).

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Goblin by Tyler The Creator

>without angsty teen bullshit

>music for someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, without any angsty teen bullshit (I listened to enough of that back in high school)
*posts knife man*

Asking for it,
Wingnut dishwashers union,
Johnny hobo
etc

The cure - Pornography
The pAper chAse - Now you are one of us
The goslings - Grandeur of Hair (if you just wan't to feel nonexistent.)

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Paper Chase are so underrated.

Crywank (avoid their latest output, it's trash)
Johnny Hobo and the Freight Trains

I've already listened to that album to death, but as pointed out, it unfortunately has quite a few songs with angsty lyrics. I can forgive it compared to a lot of other albums I've listened to for depressing lyrics, it's definitely not nearly as angsty as some 2deep4u shit like 21 Pilots.

I actually didn't hear of AJJ until a year ago and their lyrics totally aren't angsty, m8. The considerably angsty shit is clearly being satirical.

Thx, m8s. I'll check them all out.

I really do think you should commit suicide. Life is honestly only going to get worse.

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Graduation
MBDTF
The Life of Pablo

you should just neck yourself

Do the world a favor and kys, edgylord

you're not going to get over your depression by listening to wimpy ass indie music

scare the living shit out of yourself. move and vibrate your fucking body. try crying heavily, and/or take a cold shower. only retards with no resources use music as an escape for depression.

Are all shit.

I really like people who can eat people, and I listened to knife man the other day on my commute and enjoyed it actually, but I can't get past some of the cheeseball lyrics. The song about straight white males...is it tongue in cheek? Is it sincere? Reality is somewhere in between far left and far right interpretations, so either way I can't listen to it. Michael Jordan of drunk driving was a nice opener that made me feel though. That's my novel

this'll pull you right out of your rut

youtube.com/watch?v=t-mgnJ7OPdU

The only good answer in this thread.

What the fuck is wrong with you conditioned fucks? You're depressed because you have energy in your bodies that's screaming to come out, so let it out and stop holding it in. Fuck what society says about emotional and bodily expression -- it's the key to fighting depression.

What's crying and a cold shower going to do?
Crying always makes me feel worse

^understands reality

^doesn't understand reality
try analyzing how you feel *after* you cry, because that's where the feel-good factor of it is located. why do you think humans have the crying mechanism in the first place? to sit there and look pretty? it's to release body load, nigga. it's perfectly natural.

and cold showers are incredible antidepressants, you should try them.

this

Cerulean Salt- Waxahatchee

Do I start hot and get colder over the course of one shower or just make them a little colder over time?
I'll try one later today because I know you swear by them

Don't be depressed there's no point really

t. failed high school biology

Overrated shit

lol listen to XXXTentacion

youtube.com/watch?v=xnZQnp7NnpQ
youtube.com/watch?v=TKKWWOCkBgc
youtube.com/watch?v=_Wr7cr6ldy0

You should probably kill yourself.

But some of the Silent Hill 2 soundtrack has always helped me but that's just because I'm garbage.

Meds are the only things that'll help.

Anything else is meme broscience. Therapists are also a complete waste of money. Get better meds if they're not helping.

youtube.com/watch?v=17sDohVMM9w

>angry, depressing, and introspective lyrics, maybe with a bit of humour mixed in
You literally just described this album.
There even is some humour if you dig deep enough

what i do usually is wash my body and hair with warm/hot water quickly (so i don't use up too much water), rinse, and slowly work my way towards colder temperatures

it's going to be uncomfortable at first but just focus on your breathing. good luck user, break those fucking shackles.

t. no real world experience, probably eats like shit, doesn't participate in any bodily or emotional expression(s) whatsoever, list literally goes on.

Symbolic, by Death. The entire album, not just the title track.

Perennial Quest in particular is right up your alley.

american education everyone

this is pretty much the only good advice in this thread

armchair psychology does more harm than good. please withdraw.

>american education everyone
don't you see how easy it is to be on your side
do you even remember the last time you cried? bet your diet blows ass too.

i prefer action over giving into the pharmaceutical definition of depression (which is exactly what i did for many years) and i've never been happier. you know nothing.

This should be exactly what you want tbqh OP

if you don't believe in scientific consensus you deserve to fucking die. you might as well be a scientologist at this point. piece of shit.

t. Bill Nye

What counts as "angsty teen bullshit"

>muh cold shower
I can't believe you're actually recommending this debunked garbage.

>being this mad
typical insecure sheep
so when WAS the last time you cried
or did anything with your body
??

they work for me and dozens of others. what's your problem?

Exercise more.

You're depressed because you're scared to express. Be a man and break. fucking. free.

Fucked up things to write to someone suicidal desu.
Life gets better op (I hope)

useless post but you're right, it's pretty screwed to tell people to kill themselves

a little humility goes a long way, /mu.

I'm doing very good these days but thanks for your concern

the only thing that's making me mad is you dumb shits trying to pass your drivel as advice when in reality it's a fucking detriment to the OP and an insult to decades of smarter more successful people trying to find an actual solution to this problem

I need to feel sympathy
I need to know OP

We're talking to an attention whore.
"I want edgy music because I'm depressed lol"
Is this a game?

Don't need to be serious. Don't need to be fake

>blind appeal to authority
my sides!!!!!

ever wonder why little children don't get depressed unless of course they live in shitty conditions? because they've yet to be told by society that it's "not okay" to express their emotions and their bodies. seriously, look at children, they're all over the fucking place. their bodies are always vibrating and they're always expressing what they feel. that's nature, motherfucker. in and out, yin and yang. if the cycle of expression isn't completed, a sickness gets manifested, and in this case that sickness is depression. i'm speaking from many years of experience. look into yourself and you'll completely understand.

lmao typical "depressed" person. still keeps his narcissism on deck to act like he knows everything.

"""""""""""""depression"""""" my ass.

God-trips disagree with you, and I'm going to have to side with them, even though I've never heard that album.

Fuck AJJ. Listen to Ramshackle Glory's album "Live the Dream" and then all of Pat the Bunny's work.

Pat has actually gone through serious shit and lived on the street for nearly a decade, being a heroin addict, burning all his bridges, having depression, anxiety, and just being in the worst situations imaginable. His lyrics are fantastic and the instrumentation is really nice. Despite all his sad shit, most of it has a true and uplifting point.

I went through serious anxiety and depression issues, his music helped a lot.

What is this retard even talking about?

If anything you should listen to some happy stuff
Listen to Boredoms - Vision Creation Newsun and get ya self moving
Life gets better op

shit thread, fuck off, ajj is garbage, etc

This is what I've always been coming back to for the past 8 years when I'm feeling like this.

Wtf i hate psychologists now

appeal to expertise is not the same as an appeal to authority, you dumb freshman

what should a depressed person express? at least in my experience, the worst part of depression is that you actually don't want anything, there's nothing inside to express
rather than it being repressed

Same here, desu.

with that said, make no mistake here, i recognize that there's a time and a place for everything. you can't just start screaming and throwing yourself into hysterics in an office building or a church. indeed, pick out a time/place (nobody has to watch) and EXPRESS. give it your fucking all. who cares how ugly you'll look to yourself? stop judging yourself. society has fooled the lot of you. you're allowed to scream, you're allowed to cry, you're allowed to flail your body around like a baby. exhaust the living shit out of yourself. it's OKAY.

why do you think people miss their fucking childhoods so much? because of superficial reasons like video games and toys? bullshit.

>c-crying is for b-bitches, unlike myself... i'm a real, stiff and rigid man...
faggot

>mental gymnastics
don't play this game homie you'll lose

depression, being a sickness, has its side effects, and one of those side effects is quote unquote "feeling nothing," and having this empty feeling inside.

i promise you, it's not real. depression is a nasty demon and it's lying to you. you're a human being, not a robot. try meditating and really looking into yourself, man. you have emotions, you just don't realize it yet.

I have zero problems with crying; don't assume shit about me just because I think you're a knob.

Doom metal
Death/doom
Funeral doom
Gothic doom
Blackened doom
Depressive black metal

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thanks 4 the cat

you're very welcome

Once in a while you should pick up your cat and vibrate it at a high frequency to make sure it doesn't get depressed.

this comes to mind

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Listen to Matisyahu.

*takes a lighter to his beard*

>you're depressed because you have energy...
kek

op isn't depressed. just a narcissist mad he isn't getting enough attention

Giles Corey - Giles Corey
Soundtracks for the Blind - Swans
GY!BE - f#a#infinity

every human being has energy whether they realize/remember it or not. it took energy to type your worthless reply, did it not?

lol Sup Forums is basically one big angst&depression general

you will fine a bunch of what you're looking for. pic related

have you tried Vitamin D supplements? You'd not believe how much that shit helps. 5000 IU a day

just kill yourself faggot

Milo

Rowland S. Howard - Teenage Snuff Film

Feel better, user. I'm bipolar and nothing works for me except drug and alcohol abuse.

REM

drug and alcohol abuse tend to aggravate bipolar disorder

youtube.com/watch?v=yFxoQb5Qkhw

anything by Conor Oberst really

drug and alcohol abuse tend to just make you a shittier, weaker, albeit more fun person lol.

also feeling very depressed today, some music recommended was pretty good, though crying in a shower and punching a wall helped the best, that guy's got something with the vibrations and shit. Also -- try to replace despaor with anger.
>The cure - Pornography
>The goslings - Grandeur of Hair
>Manic Street Preachers -- The Holy Bible
>Have a Nice Life -- Deathconsciousness
>The Smiths entire discography
>Giles Corey -- Giles Corey
>GY!BE
>Silver Mt. Zion
And also
>Alvin Lucier -- I am Sitting in a Room
somehow helps, maybe due to the hypnotic effect

Can we get more non-rock recommendations in this thread

so you can feel depressed, AND classy

at least if someone walks in on you dead with this on they'll be a little bit impressed

Try Xiu Xiu's first few albums

youtube.com/watch?v=MPkp-pCJYCc

Milo so the flies don't come

youtube.com/watch?v=8tZgZdWJ2Yo

Metal but not too metal. What does/mu
youtube.com/watch?v=3zRU-VU87HI
think of this?

Ignore the stupid video, just listen to the music.

>ever wonder why little children don't get depressed unless of course they live in shitty conditions? because they've yet to be told by society that it's "not okay" to express their emotions and their bodies. seriously, look at children, they're all over the fucking place. their bodies are always vibrating and they're always expressing what they feel. that's nature, motherfucker. in and out, yin and yang. if the cycle of expression isn't completed, a sickness gets manifested, and in this case that sickness is depression.

kids aren't depressed like kids don't have breast cancer. It's just too early for their biological firmware to have been fucked up by either endogenous or exogenous factors.

Woah, holy shit. Thanks for the rec, but this is too bleak, I can't listen to it. But again, thank you.

this is phenomenal. I forgot to get into Dusty Springfield, thank you.

I hate Milo, but thank you. Maybe I could try listening to him again actually. Would you have any idea where I can download his stuff for free?

I think I hate this, but thank you.

Do you consider 11 year olds kids because I've been depressed since I was 11

>my sides!!!!!
this + the picture of kt was the best post itt.