I want to tell this story because I feel like I want to be judged and beat on...

I want to tell this story because I feel like I want to be judged and beat on, but subconsciously I want something else but I don't know what.

>never go to parties
>been working at stable job for a year
>coworker having her graduation party, also her brothers party because same birthday
>the brother wants me to come and offers to pick me up
>sister wants me to come too
>just got off an 8 hour shift
>high on adderall because ADHD
>adderall thoughts overpower normal thoughts and I say I'll go
>picks me up and hour after
>his friend is in the car named cameron, never meant before
>semi-awkward car ride to the party
>blasting trap shit the whole way
>we get there and anxiety kicks in
>once again i popped more addy before I left so i say fuck that anxiety and say hi to friends mom (who ironically is my manager)
>his family is there
>so is his sister and 2 of her friends
>one of them I knew through snapchat and i still have a streak with her
>walk over and say hi
>they are filling up balloons for a water balloon fight
>want me to join
>of course

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I didn't read a thing you typed, here's some neutrality and irreverence.

>change into shorts
>eat some food while waiting
>fight time
>2 vs 1
>theyre both in bikini's and its amazing
>water balloon fight for like 30 mins
>they own me and I subconsciously put on a show for the family because im trying to fit in
>good time though eventually her brother wants to take other friend home and asks if i wanna go
>dry off and say sure
>sister and friend tell me to hurry back so we can get ice cream together
>i head out with brother and cameron
>Cameron is my bro now and were blaring trap the whole way
>genuine friendship
>we get to his house and he invites me to his graduation
>accept and tell him ill see him soon
>go to gander mountain with brother
>look around at guns and shit for an hour
>snapchats are flooding my phone from sister and friend like where are you
>i tell him we gotta head back
>he agrees and says he wants to come along
>fuck alright


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I didn't read a thing you typed, here's some neutrality and irreverence.

Bump?

Story behind pic? Is that puppy really waiting for mom? How long has the mother been passed for? Looks really intact but idk.

This is sad man boner killer for sure

bump.

>get back to party
>everyone left
>sister and friend come out
>short shorts and tanktops
>fuck yes
>we head out once again blaring trap the whole way
>get there and chill out
>talk the whole time
>hour passes by and we all go home
>hitting about 9:00 now
>get home and sisters parents are sitting watching TV
>sister, sisters friend especially, and brother are begging me to stay the night
>gotta make a call first but sure
>decide to stay
>go inside and chill with brother for half and hour playing bo2
>the sister and her friend who im gonna name melody wanna play apples to apples
>sure
>they are barely fucking clothed
>this is some shit from my dreams
>but its different
>i dont even wanna smash i just enjoy being there with them
>we go to her room and all 4 of us start playing
>lasts for around 30 mins
>good time though
>sister asks me if i wanna watch this movie with her and melody
>yea sure
>brother says hes gonna play xbox
>ill see you later

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c'mon op I'm reading

Takin all bets Walk the Dinosaur or Bel Air?

>sisters parents are asleep
>she plays the movie and its some kids movie named trolls
>2 couches in the living room
>im on one
>sister and melody on the other
>melody asks me to move so she can lay down
>Tell her no way (yea i got a plan)
>she asks me just to move to one end then
>i do and she comes over and lays down
>movie starts and its actually not bad
>melody stretches out and puts her legs on mine
>says shes going to sleep and to wake her up when the movies over
>until she goes to sleep she like shakes her body to the music in the movie
>its awesome
>she eventually goes down
>finish out the movie with the sister, crack jokes the whole time
>i wished that hour and a half could've lasted forever, melodys legs on top of mine and her slightly snoring so peacefully
>movie ends though and sister wakes melody up
>she wakes up and can barely talk so tired
>wishes me goodnight and goes to bed
>sister does the same
>they go to bed
>i go to sleep on the couch
>wake up next morning
>brother drives me home
>havent had anything happen since

This happened two days ago. It was the happiest day I have had in a very long time. I can't stop thinking about the last hour and a half of it and I miss it so fucking much. I am hurting really bad. It's like when you have the perfect dream and you wake up, then you're sad because it was just a dream. Expect this isn't a dream. This could be and that makes it hurt even worse.

I just wanted to share this because I thought it would make me feel better. I dont even know.

lets go faggot

If that is you, you look really similar to melody from my story.

No idea sorry man.

>never go to parties
I hope this event changes your mindeset about going out more. It won't happen every time but it'll never happen if you don't go

nobody's done an original dinosaur in a long time.

Nice. Just enjoy the memory for a while. Next time you seem them, them them you had a great time, and don't sperg out and overdo it. You might get invited again.

Thanks user

Thanks user, actually saw the sister, briefly at work and got invited to her birthday party at this lake.

>ITT: user goes to party and has a good time. And now he's being a faggot and whining about nothing

I saw the same thing but irl but it was a dead mom-cat in the same shape, a bit worse than pic, had half a dozen baby kittens on it, a couple were dead. Heart shattering.

>it'll never happen if you don't go
only if he's lucky user
only if he's lucky...

Oh shit I got a picture kind of similar to that

Pic related

Thats exactly my point! What the fuck is wrong with me if everything is alright?

>>trying to be this edgy
made me cringe