Deer Bois

Deer Bois

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I would listen if you wanted to elaborate

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>go to 2chan
>explore
>FIRST GOD DAMN IMAGE I FIND

Having someone willing to be a "lazy bottom" would be the best thing ever. But obtaining that for someone like me might as well be the same effort as space travel.
Which is why I say you take it for granted.

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I wish I had someone to hold me

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>someone like me
we can rehash this forever but I, foolishly or not, believe that there is someone out there for you and it's just a matter of finding someone

you aren't stupid nibi, no matter what you are in real life there are people out there who are much less intelligent and have much worse physical deformities (if you even have any, I have one) and they find partners.

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No...
You're just better than me, what that "better" is I dont know. Probably wont ever know since there isnt someone there to judge and examine in scrutiny.

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But I'm not!! Nibi I've had someone I dated looked me straight in the face and asked me if I was autistic. Right in the middle of dinner. He was 100% serious too. He later got up to go to the bathroom and booked it, leaving me with the tab. People are generally shit and it takes a lot of god damned work to find someone who isn't shit. But you're the only one who can do that work, no one wants to judge you and scrutinize you, they want to see something exciting in you and find out more as time goes on.

I care about you Nibi. It's not anything romantic or sexual, but I want you to see you have worth and I wish there was something I could do to show you. You can't judge your worth by how many friends you have or how many people sexually faun over you--it doesn't work that way for anyone. You have to give other people the compliments and put yourself out there and guess what, it will hurt sometimes. You will be rejected more times than not. But I have faith you sell yourself way short.

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If people think of you as a shitty autistic and only good for free lunch then I guess I really dont need much more of a picture of what people think of me.
Although ive experienced enough to know that already.

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Dont know if this is deer BOI or D r a g o n BOI

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Is that you, +Jessie The Deer Beer?
I'm +FUITH J

One person? You take one person's reaction to me at dinner as all people? Damn no wonder your view of the world is so warped. Nibi, the next date I went on I met the man I spent the rest of my life with. He worships the ground I walk on. I can never quantify how much he loves me and I've done everything under the sun to make him hate me and yet he doesn't.

You need to understand better that people are not the same. Damn your past experience, go out there and make better experiences.

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Well thats how you're better, because you did something better and got someone the time after.

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then by your own admission the only something I did better than you is I tried again

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Ive tried more times with you and ive never even gotten to a dinner or hangout thing.

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with people than you*

been up for like two days, kinda tired.

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This pity-party shit is why no one likes you and you're lonely. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, pick yourself up and get back out there. You won't meet anyone hiding inside your room.

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Nah, im not forcing anything anymore. Since that got me nowhere.

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Then stop whinging and resign yourself to your self-inflicted loneliness.

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Well duhh, thats why I have porn as substitute.

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Everyone deserves to be loved.

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