G'morning user

G'morning user.
i hope you slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

Because I am not a suicidal faggot

Cause I'm doing that to a hot chick later.

that's a good thing to NOT be.

cause then the voices win

Glad you not letting them win.
What do they say?

Because i have no reason to live nor die

might as well stick around then.

Well I guess making some pancakes could make me feel less suicidal

Anyone with actual depression can tell me if I have it cause I don't fucking know anymore.

>Constant feeling of unease, like butterflies in stomach but bad
>Get bored super easy, end up fidgeting and being unable to sit still
>Random feelings of anger that come from nowehere, with little to trigger them
>Have a really bad self-image
>Really don't like myself/who I am
>Feel like people hate me, even people who tell me they don't
>Feel unlikable

nice. blueberry or plain pancakes?
i hope you feel better bro.
don't end it all.

But why there is no need

Sounds more like anxiety to me

I'm not planning on ending it, I value my parents happiness too much to do that to them, but fuck me it's hard living like this feeling fucking awful every day.

Cause I'm not a sexually frustrated beta nerd like you always spamming porn gifs hinting his sexual frustration to everybody crying and bitching all the time.

Depends on what I find.
But blueberry sound nice

you're needed here. on earth.
i need you. others need you.
you are important
have you tried exercising more?
go for a 2-3 mile run today.
i know. i'm truly pathetic.
i'm glad you're not this pathetic too.
how r u today?

I'm making a handheld ballista and I just had an amazing sex.

congrats on the sex.
g'luck in your ballista building.

i want to live more

Because when I walk around I get a good amount of girls giving me fuck me eyes and smiling at me
And I'm 6 feet tall and decent looking

I have a beautiful wife and 7 kids.

that's great that you want to live more.

that's awesome many.
sounds like you hit the genetic life lottery.
congrats.
that's alot of kids.

not ready to die yet

because my thirst for dick and pussy can never be sated

Heh,i still wanna see how life will fuck me up por aid me

so you'll keep trying to get both until you die?
masochist ?

Who is that hoe

It is, but my wife and I both wanted 7.

fat butt dick-riding hoe.

Hey, OP, you doing alright today?

And it's because, for once, I'm excited to see how my future is going to play out. I don't know what will happen, but I'm definitely curious. I also just got off probation, and I'm starting to look back over the past year, and think about how far I've come.


Thank you for doing these threads. It's nice to have someone essentially ask how I'm doing.


*also, found the name of the girl from the gif from the other day. Shyla Jennings, in case anyone else asks in the future.

i'm ok. a little anxious today (anxiety).
Probably just took too much caffeine this morning. I'll calm down later.
Thanks for asking.
Congrats on finishing probation. Don't dwell too much on the past. Keep looking ahead bro, and stay out of trouble this time.

I just got back my 23andme yesterday and found out I'm 9% black. Currently applying for jobs and able to check the black box. I have a whole new perspective on life. Being oppressed has changed me.

lol. congrats my brother.

Sauce?

nice dubs.
wish i could help.

I'd saythat is rather super low self esteem than depression, because you still seem like you care about stuff

Do you have a girlfriend?

how will a gf help him? By giving him more stress and bullshit to deal with ?

Just texted this black bitch from my former job a screen shot of my ancestry. Hoping she wants to fuck and let me impregnate her.

No, by giving him the knowledge that somebody really cares about him. Idk why you have this preconception about women, but the right gf will slide on in your life and make stuff better.

Why 7 though?

Sounds expensive and busy.

i'm totally certain that will work out.
g'luck with that black pussy.
i think so too. 7 kids is ... wow.

women for the most part are cancer for a man's life.

I make enough to live comfortably. I was given a big house by my dad, so I don't have to make mortgage payments. And the older kids help take care of the younger.

coz it's my b-day.

Looks like Ryan Smiles in "She's New"

well as long as you can manage it user.
mostly girls or boys ?

happy bday.

i have no right to murder any citizen of my country that includes myself. its not in my control and that feels liberating

>I make enough to live comfortably. I was given a big house by my dad

You lucky bastard

>And the older kids help take care of the younger

That kinda sucks for the older kids then. They have to spend a couple years of their lives as babysitters/substitute parents.

4 boys, 3 girls.

Is it too late to abort some of them?

Oh I know, I musta hit the jackpot. I get a couple groans from the older ones but they've grown up with it.

Sauce on this bitch?

Why would I do that?

Because there is 7. You only need 2 or 3 at most. Pick the 3 best.

How old are you and your wife at this point and when did you start having kids?

I might

That dick is turning black. The nigger infected it.

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chicken nuggets

Nah, a big family has been a dream of my wife and I since high school.
My wife and I are both 38, and we had our first at 26.

good point.
lol.
nice dubs.
dont

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>38, and we had our first at 26.

You had your last kid when?

Just last year.

Don't care whether I live or die but sticking around for others in my life I guess. Don't want them to suffer because of me

KARLEEEEEEE

Don't care whether I live or die but sticking around for others in my life I guess. Don't want them to suffer because of me being a prick and killing myself

that's good you care about others.

Damn, spending 7 out of 12 years making kids, I'm not sure if I'm jealous or wanna say that's crazy, probably both.

I have not come this far, to have only come this far

Feelsbadman, my self opinion is shitty despite them saying I'm good looking and all that shit (6'3 height wise), they say I'm good to speak to when they're down but they don't understand me in return. I Can't explain it myself either

Why would I want to die on the weekend?

It took a lot of planning, but I'd say it was well worth it.

You're an idiot

Because I've finally convinced my gf to let me eat her ass.

context: she was in an abusive relationship previously where the guy forced anal on her, so anything butt-related freaks her out. We've been together 3 years now. Getting her to open up to oral stimulation will help her learn that the anus can be a pleasure center, which will start a slippery slope to anal penetration.

By this time next year, I'll be dumping loads in her pooper.

good quote.
snap out of it.
you have what many men would die for.
or at all.
don't tell her and just stick it in her butt surprisingly.

and you r a cuck.

I've never understood the appeal of anal sex to be honest. It's so dirty.

If she was in an abusive relationship involving anal and stayed for 3 years, why not just do the same?

Is your wife back down to her pre-pregnancy weight yet?

And is she a housewife or does she work?

She's kept a bit but works out on weekends. She's a housewife, so she's busy during the weeks.

That's what started this whole mess.

I've gotten her to give head without asking, I've gotten her to swallow when before she was a spitter.

I don't want to surprise buttsex her and then either never fuck her ass again or have it become a rape situation every time I want anal until she inevitably leaves. She's still pretty attractive, and we have a 2 year old daughter together. I want to teach her to want to be fucked in the ass the same way I've taught her to want to suck my cock and eat my cum.

It's a slow process, but the rewards are much longer-lasting.

I think you misread something.
That is the appeal, yes, you are correct.

Might be a weird question to ask but how's your sex life with 7 kids in the house?

I also assume your job is high stress if it makes enough money for you all to live comfortably

But it's disgusting. I didn't mean "sexual" dirty.
Well we're both getting up there so we don't have as much sex as we used to. Maybe once every couple weeks? Job-related stress isn't an issue since I'm an Astronomer, something I've always wanted to be.

Only reason is my girlfriend. It would destroy her as a person. If I killed myself it would start her on a road to doing the same thing I'm sure.

We're both fucked up and messed up. We rely on each other to help each other through shit. Shes my reason to live, and I'm hers.

I guess we're just two fuckups who fell in love. I just know whatever comes our way, at least there is someone else there to go through it with me.

In all my years of fucking butts, I can honestly say I've only ever seen shit on my dick one single time. I'm 36 years old, and I fucked my first butt at 14 (gf was one of those girls willing to give up her ass in order to preserve her hymen).

Unless you have a reason other than poop to feel that it's a disgusting act, in which case I dunno, man. I've seen 10 story tall futas with shitting nipple dicks on this board before, I thought we were all just desensitized by now.

Guess it's how I was raised. I have a reverence for sex.

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Simple; Sunk cost

I've made it pretty damn far, and not letting it all go to waste

>Maybe once every couple weeks?

That fucking sucks.

Again, might be asking too much but how frequently did you guys used to fuck? Cause if it's dried up a LOT compared to how it used to be, I'd hope you guys try to fix that before resentment builds up or some asshole personal trainer or whatever starts hitting on your wife

That's an average, it can get to the point where nothing happens only 1 night in a week. We used to have sex every night when we were trying for a kid, and every night during her infertile period otherwise. It's dried up some, but that's really her sex drive killing itself.

From daily sex to days or weeks inbetween, shit.

>her sex drive killing itself.

Has she done anything to unkill her sex drive?

stop pretending you have good itentions, you know very well a lot of anons are depressed and suicidal because of their wizardry. and you try to brainwash them into becoming more depressed.

you must be a miserable asshole to be honest.

Not really, but I don't mind. At this point we don't have a reason to have sex a lot.

calling a whore for outcall later
cant die when i got pussy to waste money on
>this whore is so degenerate she lets me rawdog for free