Ask a man who overdosed on heroin and lost all his memorys anything
Ask a man who overdosed on heroin and lost all his memorys anything
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Wernt you here last night?
All your memories? Like, ALL?
Yes... talking about something I can't talk to the outside world is thearputic
How do you know what Sup Forums is if you lost ALL your memories?
Events, passwords, most people, directions and how to get places.. prices to things, how to drive.. lots of shit
Because it's been a month and I have regained about 25% of what I know up to this point
You remembered this website, therefore disproving your claim to have lost all memories. For if you truly had, this place would be in the furthest reaches of your mind.
And how can a mutha forget Sup Forums? Lol
What does a good h high feel like? How many time out of 10 is it a good experience? I don't ever plan on trying it but I've always been curious.
I can't under some of the things I've seen here.. trust me the first 2 week's I had no recaletion of this site
Depends.. do you like to feel nothing, it feels good to forget the world around you for a few nights
Ana not him but Imma have to read that.. might help me out
OP here.. that night I smoked weed, did some airduster and shit 2 bags all in 5 mins..
How do you remember you overdosed?
What exactly happened user?
There are 14 in a different article. It's the CHIAS
You have the Ch-Ch-CHIAS
Well most of its fuzzy..
Why the fuck are you doing heroin?
I shot a few bags, did some duster, was drinking beer and smoking.. I got the floor and puked.. inhaled my puke into my lungs, got sepsis.. was on the floor for God knows how long.. the imprint of my glasses was on the floor in a pile of black vomit.. somehow made it to my Girlfriend and she drove me to the hospital 5 mins away.. took 4 shots of Narcan to revive me
Because I self medicated to forget the world around me.. Because I learned to cope by numbing myself
why arent you in a constant state of agonizing despair?
well perhaps because your life was bad enough before the incident which would explain why you were doing h in the first place
Do you remember your parents, friends, and other people who are in your life?
I am in a constant mood of despair... if I didn't have an amazing girlfriend Tami n care of me I don't think I could continue
Actually that's about the only thing I could recollect after the incident and that's only the close close people in my life
We're you trying to off youself?
Idk.. I don't think so.. but I mean that's why you do dope in the first place.. cuz it feels good not to feel anything when you have depression and your a semi regular user
I never knew anyone who overdosed and lived, do the police get involved and if so what do the police do?
Surprisingly the officers went involved.. but Very well could have been.. it's an epidemic around my parts, I'm always hearing of deaths around my area from it last week a guy died in a bathroom at the gas station down the road
Where are you from?
How often did you use? I'm assuming daily?
Newyork
Drank everyday, smoked everyday, did dope 2-3 times a week.. spending 40-80 bucks a week or so
It's really messed with my head.. my emotions are all over the place and I lose shit constantly
I am too dealing with almost constant despair. I don't even know if I have a tumor, schizophrenia or a neurological anomaly. I just can't feel happy.
Here's to us user. May we get better someday please.
One day at a time user.. it's hard for people to comprehend depression
Are you seeking help for your problem?
Would you recommend heroin to anyone?
Will you still us drugs after this?
Which? Lol the memory will come back and already has for the most part my doc said.. as for my addictions, I'm going to outpatient rehab 3 times a week for 3 months.. I just recently started peeling clean, as marihuana stays in your system for a while
I would recommend it to anyone suffering from many ailments including depression insomnia, body pains, anxiety and a whole plethora of other issues.. ask your doctor if it's right for You! Lol no.. don't even try it once
I actually don't use drugs. At all. I only use clonazepam because its so fucking hard for me to sleep. I started with a quarter of 0,25 mg to try and sleep and then I upped to half 0,25 mg. I haven't used it for 3 days. It's still hard for me to sleep anyway.
This is not to say I never used drugs. In highschool I had a friend that introduced me to weed and we would smoke often. Also lsd twice. But after the lsd I never touched a drug since because of how afraid I am of drugs.
I just wish someone could tell my why I'm depressed.
Idk.. mabey.. prolly not, my girl will leave me if I do an I get to keep my job because addiction is an illness.. however I'm sure I'll be subjected to random drug test considering the situation.. but I'm sure I'll think about drugs often forever
Good.. drugs lead to other drugs if you suffer from mental illness like me
Could be chemical imbalance that's why I was depressed, but once I got on medication I was not depressed as much anymore. As well as not having ocd and massive anixity.
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Yeah, my I too have chemical imbalances
OP here.. it's just all a very very weird and harsh life lesson I'm going threw... I think because all the little things that happened over the years didn't stop me.. somehow this huge life event may just be what I need to learn, love, appreciate and thrive from this point on
That's beautiful you fag..
ho do you know its 25% without knowing the total amount of memories lost...?
I'm actually afraid of that too.
A chemical imbalance would mean my brain isn't working properly and might never work properly again.
I would literally have a brain that doesn't let me be happy. I don't say that lightly, I have a test on molecular biology on Wednesday.
No medication could fix that. And medications today are far from perfect.
I can only see a sad life with a future like that no matter what I do.
Really? Like how does it affect your life user?
Guestimation dear Watson...
Like me, all you have to do is find healthy ways to cope.. lots of people suffer from imbalances and yet they thrive.. you just gotta keep chugging
Fucks with everything I do and say.. how I treat people and myself
I would try medication and try talking to your family like you are to us on Sup Forums.
Honestly with short term memory loss.. I could fully relate to finding dory and I cried while watching it lol
Maybe I should just check I actually have an imbalance. Are there tests for that? Going to a neurologist?
I'm gonna get medication, gotta get a doctor that specialises in people like me.. as for talking to my family... I have tried, I tried bringing it up to my parents a few years ago and they turned the other cheek.. my family is quite self centered and can't comprehend how I feel and think.. it's been frustrating my entire life and I found my own ways to cope.. not everyone has a family that they can talk to
Oh yes there are test.. I'm positive you can be helped.. specialized drugs and therapy can help emensely
Lololol.. that's stupid
I think it's a neurologist, I can't recall I was like 8 when to the doctor for a check up and my mother help me along the way. For you I would go and get someone close to you to help you along your journey; like your girlfriend you said.
Perhaps there is an online test
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Good read user.. though my doctor said he's never heard of an overdose causing memory loss.. if he did his fucking job he could have found this