Anyone else do meth? I get high on occasion. I just called the leasing office at my new apartment complex. I think I talked/overexplained too much in a constant stream of thought.
When we got off the phone. It was akward the way she said, bye. Like she was stunted or annoyed.
I'm actually bothered and worried about this right now...
Like she didn't expect me to be so talkative. I feel bad about it. Feel like I'm the only one like this. It makes my autism worse. I needa shut myself away until i come down
good thing u didnt do it in person.
autism and doing meth?
They are coming for you. have some ballz while you wait. Do what they say.
On some rn actually. I'm usually kinda introverted and don't usually talk all that much but on this shit I'm a whole nother person. I'm outgoing, adventurous, not a bitch, admittedly a bit perverted but all in all I'm #mclovinit. Except for the part where I have to constantly remind myself that movements in the corner of eyes and voices in the distance are visual/audio hallucinations. But then again there was that one night that I hallucinated cops chasing me and ended up sleeping in a dumpster..... so.... yeeeeeaaaaahhhh....
no. no i do not do meth.
>customer of mine also does major meth
>one day i decide, well i haven't ever done meth, so pick up a g
>i only shoot up, shoot up some meth, feels pretty good
>shoot up several more times, for the rush, but only 40-60 minutes apart, so getting higher
>go to bullshit summer job at security gate
>overnight, still keep shooting up, hiding works when car is pulling up
>should have waited longer between shots.. finally do a shot that makes me scared im oding
>try to calm myself
>all of a sudden, go from not nauseous to projectile vomiting in under 2 seconds
>can't even get out of booth, vomit everywhere
>spend rest of night cleaning up and contemplating 911 call because of heart rate somewhere above 160bpm
>all is well by morning, no one ever found out
>decide i don't like meth, just stick to coke from then on
Methheads are extremely easy to spot, enjoy getting evicted. You all become the same retard.
Its prerty bad and everytime. Its noticeable bcuz huge meth addicts wont ever behave how I do on dope. I feel like its that bad. I got OCD and autism spectrum disorder/anxiety.
Damn man. I'm hella high rn. I thought id sit and play a game but I'm all over my hotel room. Taking forever to do anything. And trying hard to be normal but I'm jst too high to not flail around and talk too much. Its easy to read. Suoer good D I only snorted a bit. No smoking rn.
First tine doing meth and u shoot up that many times in that short a period.? Seems strange to do for a 1st time. But it'll make u do shit u wouldn't normally do. Bad idea fam.
Evicted ? How? I rately use. I don't sell meth. What r they gonna do drug test me? Besides it was a call about the roaches I festing my apartment. So if I seemed stressed and thorough it prolly seemed justified. But I feel bad bcuz Im not in tune with normal ppl vibes right now and I think I came off weird or fucked up somehow. Think she didn't like it. Feels bad cuz theyre so cute and so nice in there and I usually seem introverted, quiet, n soft-spoken.
But I was like, "Good morning Manda!! I got roaches infesting my apartment. Can I move rooms?! the roaches are everywhere in every room and nook n cranny! I had to leave..." and I repeatef myself.... fucking dumb
when you shoot up, you're mainly doing it for the rush. which is 100x better feeling than the rest of the high (with coke 10,000x), so that's what you're interested in feeling again
one time i was hearing voices and paranoid about the cops coming to bust in my door, and i looked out in my yard (at 4am) and it actually was full of cops.
Meh, it's all g Sup Forumsro. Manda is busy with the next call.
>"Good morning Manda!! I got roaches infesting my apartment"
Lost my shit
Is that you in the picture?
tits+timestamp or gtfo
I know I shotup for years. But a first time and in that timespan? his body shoulda told him he would get sick n can't handle it.
why were the cops there?
It was like this.
Good morning manda. Ok this is pretty big...I got roaches infesting my apartment. Etc etc fuck it idk don't matter rn.
No
didn't feel sick for quite a while. heart rate took hours to get above 150 for more than the rush, and the vomitting and sweating and feeling like death came out of nowhere from feeling fine a few seconds prior; and that was about 8 hours after the first hit.
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don't know why the cops were there.. here's the greentext version i typed up a while back:
>get ounce of coke
>wind up shooting almost all it in massive binge
>up for 3 days on iv coke binge
>paranoid like nothing else, hearing things, peaking out windows
>middle of night, look out window again..
>fucking cops all over my back yard
>flip shit like never before
>running around, flushing everything, smashing hard drives, ripping labels off rx bottles, flinging needles into attic
>cops never even knock, move on to next yard
>still never figured out wtf they were doing
>do 6 more lines and a ringer and pass out 5 minutes later from stress and exhaustion
>lay off the coke for a while
Never had good coke like that before. Why do u like coke more than ice? also how do u feel about the paranoia, negativity, and stress that you get from ur highs? cuz I been high since like 9. About 12 hours. Up since like 5pm yesterday. And I been feeling like shit. For the past 8 hours but I don't wanna do more I got shit to do the next couole days and phone calls to take.
my heart is going crazy Im stuck but lazy now. Just kinda bad overall still high though.
Like if u get high on meth or coke. U can't go in public cuz ppl will see ur high. U can't hide it
I'm scared to leave my hotel room. I'm not coordinated.
Made a big kist of things to do. Got shit worked out. And did sun shit. But I dnt feel doibg anything now. I can't do more cuz it'll get worse later plus I wont sleep. And Ill lose more control/awareness. Idk how ppl go it ib public on this shit
Might jst be my anxiety
Don't like ice because i can't continually shoot it, and the high isn't as good after the rush.
and i only get paranoid and stressed when im on a crazy binge like that. normally shooting coke makes me relaxed and happy. its really the sleep deprivation.
(should mention, this is always in combination with opiates, which im on 24/7/365 for 15 years now)
The opiates definately are leveling u out. A speedball. Ik that feel. I'm just on ice right now it stuck dried up my nose. Like I'm not super irritated and annoyed but I am. And lungs are hard to breath. Ik it could be worse tho. But mt body feels under stress. Only thing I am good at doing is Sup Forums rn. I been tryn to fold my clothes for like 2 hours now.
How do u handle being high on coke in public? like if u went driving or shopping. Would u be sweating and anxious? Sunglasses?
WHY CHEMICAL DRUGS YOU FUCKTARD
Cuz
Value of life and body declined
so irrational and chaotic behavior ensued
now I gotta live with it
Unless I'm actually partying, intentionally trying to get fucked up, I just act normal. Nobody has ever noticed my pupils besides other drug users; if someone is acting normal, normal people don't even look.
It's when I'm sober that I act weird and axious, that's why I take drugs.
Even people who are my close friends that I see every day for years have had zero clue I was shooting coke and oxy/heroin. They didn't use drugs besides alcohol at parties (which I blamed when I was partying myself with them); coke and opiates are the only drugs, and only way, i can be who i want to be, and act like a normal person who can make friends and have relationships.
Goddamn I'm pretty fucked up, but at least I'm not as fucked up as you guys.
>smoking meth and getting all paranoid
>shooting up coke for fucks sake
It's like that white trash South Park episode.
They probs knew.
I tried meth via nasal recently
Hella great but not for me
Don't get it
Definitely not.
I tell my good friends after 2-3 years, by then I definitely know them well enough to know if they were just faking being shocked by it.