Alright Sup Forums, I don't really even expect anyone to read this, but I need to vent.
> Be me in HS > Depressed, suicidal (hiding it) and very socially awkward. > Just moved away from basically everyone I knew out into the middle of hillbilly hickville > Everywhere you look is grass and inbred morons > One day in Spanish class, someone is doing a presentation > They call up a few volunteers to hold paperboard or some crap > whatever.jpg >I'm bored, and me and the presenter are sort of friends so I raise my hand to help > I'm assigned my crappy spot of paperboard and dude calls up a couple of other people > One is exceedingly cute Let's call her J. > Me and J get to talking, start making jokes > Being the socially inept moron that I am, I start making Hitler jokes > J laughs, she likes them > By the time I've sat down, I realise that I'm pretty sure I like J Fast forward to lunch the next day. > Usually sit alone > I've made only one friend thus far and we have different lunch periods > J notices me alone >"Hey user, why don't you come sit with my table?" > awyeah.jpeg > Chat her up in between her talking to her friends > Haven't gotten the balls to ask her out yet... Cont.
Adrian Myers
Go on user. This story better have some feels
John Fisher
Continue
Michael Collins
> Start dropping hints that I like her I say hints, but I'm about as subtle as your average plane crash. > Recieved well, she seems to like me back > One day, one of her friends asks if I like her > prettyobviousisn'tut > Decide to tell J that I like her the next J >"You probably figured tho out already, but I like you, and I was wondering if we could go out this weekend" > She says yes > I'm on the Moon at this point > Give her my number, go home, tell Ma about it, ask if I can get a ride if I need it (I didn't have a license yet.) > All is sorted out, waiting on the call... > Waiting... > Nothing all weekend > Get to school Monday, wonder what's going on > Catch a couple awkward glances during Spanish > Lunchtime > I ask J what's up > I gave her the wrong number > New house, new area code, new struggle with dyslexia > Feel pretty embarrassed > Ask if we can try again > "Sure user" > Try and set up another date, it falls through. > Ask her about it the next day > Family stuff happened > "Third time's the charm?" > She looks at me kinda sad > Talks about her previous relationship Let's call this dumb cuck L > Verbally abusive > Talks about her family > Abusive stepdads > She's been raped a few times > She's not ready for a relationship right now. >"I'm sorry user...maybe we could try again later..." Whatever, I've got no other irons in the fire. > I accept, and I'm frienzoned for awhile Cont.
Juan Gonzalez
bumpo
in my experience when they claim they've been raped it's best to run
Carter Russell
Come on user, let's see them feels
Ryder White
Remember, individual pain is unsympathetic. Nobody here cares about your genuine struggles. What they do care for are the vague similarities they share with you. They are not here to help you. They are here to help themselves vicariously through you.
That said, cease this behavior, you don't know how much worse you are making them on yourself.
t. someone who kinda cares.
Ryan James
Unless theyve been raped tho, then that's hardly fair to discrimnate tho
Oliver Diaz
bumping with feels to help OP make sure it doesn't 404
Noah Lewis
By "cease this behavior" do you mean posting on Sup Forums or trying to go out with this girl, cause the latter is basically the right thing to do for hiself
Jeremiah Gutierrez
even then they're emotionally scarred. Best to keep them as companions. Not really dating material because they'll have nervous break downs or lash outs.
Ayden Gutierrez
The former.
Hunter Allen
Bro having nervous breakdowns or lash outs hardly makes someone undateable. Just means it has to be an easier ease to easytown.
Parker Morgan
Even better you can make them insecure and control them. For their own benefit of course since clearly they are doing something wrong he-he!
Jayden Hernandez
Underage B&
MODS MODS MODS
Owen Morales
If you're willing to stick with the struggle and commitment yea sure date the girl, if you're looking for a quickie, try to get the looser ones.
From this point i'll stop talking to not sound like a monster
Christopher Murphy
Yeah I sensed we were coming to the sounding like a monster part. Good chit my bro
Adrian Morales
Oh look, a person in high school trying to innocently date one of his peers and venting about it. I know! Screech mods like there's no tomorrow
Oliver Martin
Tell us who's the guy she fucked after rejecting you
Nathan Torres
At least we don't think they should be killed for being raped because they're adulteress. cough cough muslims
Nathaniel Russell
> Sitting in the friendIng for awhile > Kinda sucks, but whatever, I'll get there eventually > Do my best to be friendly, nice, and take interest in her J's pretty sweet, so it's not that hard. > Eventually, she starts flirting with me a bit > Start flirting back > Awwwyeeeaaaah.jpeg > I'm gonna have my first girlfriend > Ask her out again > She freezes up >"user...I don't know. I want to, really, but I'm not ready." > I'm a little disappointed > Whatever, good things come to those who wait, right? > Flirting dies down for awhile, and eventually builds back up again > I try to talk about it, and get kinda the same runaround > She's still trying to deal with her baggage > This continues for a couple months > Start to wonder if she's just screwing with me > Eventually J sits down with me and says she doesn't like me > feelsbadman.jpeg > I'm a big boy, I can deal with my emotions > She says she still wants to be friends > Alright, I'm cool with it > Kinda wonder if she's being honest > Eventually she starts flirting with me again > I don't really flirt back > I ask her about the relationships thing > She kinda freezes up again >"No user..." > Really hesitant to give me a "no." > Still wonder if she's telling the truth > Don't have much time to figure it out, school years about over. > Last day of my sophomore year comes and goes >Just talk casually on the last day, don't talk over the Summer. Cont.
Nathan Jones
Because the Jewish and by translation Christian practice of leaving them to be prostitutes was so much better.
Lucas Perry
not OP but
this
Colton Morgan
>Be me in HS
stopped right there.
Jayden Watson
this boyo doesn't have it pre typed. this is going to take forever. Already this girl seems to be strigning him along like usual high school shit
Jose Walker
welp get ready to get cucked by some kinda rugby or football team crust shes gonna hoe down with after a couple of years of jebaiting you. b.l.breh
Jace Gomez
You return from summer holidays and she got a boyfriend, didn't she?
Jayden Bailey
inb4 she leaves you alone and friendless with no friends and no pussy.
Easton Morris
...
Xavier Davis
Bumping
Joseph Brown
>sophomore year Mate, don't stress. You're still very young. Once you're in college, you forget those who turned you down like this girl.
Robert Reyes
Shit bro, that fucked me up. Fucked me up and spit me out to boil that did.
Wyatt Richardson
Good to see I have an audience. By the way, this story goes on for awhile, I'm 18, but it started when I was about 16 and a half.
> Over the Summer, Depression has gotten worse > Not getting out of the house, not doing anything with myself, feeling useless, etc... I do get my first phone though > Back to school for junior year > I'm 17 now > I've made a few more friends in school > Thought about J for most of the Summer > Missed her a lot > Thinking about it, she kinda started to dissociate with me around the end of the last school year
Forgot to mention this part, sorry. I had moved back to sitting alone around the last month of school. I hated being so close J when I liked her so much, and was pretty sure I wouldn't get anywhere with her.
Anyways, continuing the story: > I've got theatre this year Me and my best friend from last year (His name is H) have theatre together > H knows the situation between me and J > Only person I could really talk to about it > Turns out, J is a TA for the teacher one room over in this period > She's really buddy-buddy with my theater teacher, and a group of the kids in class > She comes in and hangs out all period > Try not to focus on her > Fail miserably, stare at her a lot > Eventually me and J get to talking again > Mostly friend stuff > She ends up getting a habit of taking my phone out of my hand when I goof around on it in class, and taking it for the rest of the period to screw with me > She knows I won't fight her on it > Every time I get my phone back it has HUNDREDS of selfies on it > Pretty common according to her friends > Start to wonder though At this point my depression has gotten a lot worse, and I've got a suicide attempt under my belt > Ask J if the selfies mean anything > She dodges the question > H talks to me after class > Turns out H and J have a study hall during fifth period > They've been talking. > H tells me that J likes me, she's just skittish because...well...she had issues. Cont.
Matthew Thomas
anti-404 bump inbound
Aiden Taylor
20 minutes between post. Naah, I'm good
Michael White
i've got a secret for you it's life changing it's ctrl + t
David Torres
Rip
Juan Young
>not pretyped
user pls
Noah Murphy
Bump
Matthew Stewart
Funny. I meant I was going to bed
Nolan Jones
I now will read an entire pretyped one within the course it takes user to fucking finish his story with she-temptress femanon and how she hurt him (much like every other basic story you find with a lot of similarities to others mind you, raped? check. daddy issues? check. abusive ex(es)? check.) and how he hates her for it but is moving on with life.
Christopher Turner
>this OP
Zachary Kelly
Hurry the fuck up
Alexander Murphy
You think OP is seeing if the thread will still be there in the morn?
Robert Ortiz
Everything is pretty complicated here, but I'm gonna simplify this bit of the story.
> I talk to J about it. > "Yeah user, I do like you but I can't be with you." > I try to talk to her about it, but she's pretty adamant on the "no." > This sucks > On top of it, Depression has been even worse, I've got another suicide attempt under me > J ends up back with L for a bit > L treats her terribly, but me and J have stopped talking...so there's not much I can do. > Things are bad at home for me now > Frequent screaming matches with my Mom, dropping grades, I haven't kept up on my chores, etc... > I've taken up a habit of sitting down on my parent's bed and pressing the barrel of my stepdad's glock up to my head, and pulling the trigger > Thankfully, he didn't keep it chambered > Parents have no idea >One night, I have a particularly bad screaming match with Ma > Step dad grabs me by the throat, causes me out, and tells me to get out of his house > Everything in me wants to grab the knife off of the counter next to me and jam it into his throat > To Hell with it, I'm not wanted here > I walk outside > It's dark, I have no shoes on > Whatever, I keep walking > Ma calls the cops at some point > Cop comes down the road and sees me > Tells me to get in his car He's been called a couple of times for "incorrigibility," so he knows my face > I get in, he takes me home, and talks to me privately > Tell him I'm depressed, I really hate my life > He says "At least you're still breathing" > I tell him I'd rather not be > He catches on that I'm suicidal and tells my parents > They end up taking me to the hospital where I was relieved of all pointy objects, and all of my clothes except my boxers > I'm given a hospital gown, and told to sit in a room > Handprints on the walls, screaming from the room next to me, crackhead looking people walking past the room > funderfulplace.jpg > Eventually a doctor sits me down with my Ma and we get to talking Cont.
Evan Kelly
Hurry up
Ayden Baker
bump
Juan Perry
keepin this shit alive
Ethan White
Bump
Lucas Reyes
Bump
Matthew Lopez
Turns out I'm going to a psych hospital. > They ship me there in an ambulance > I get there, and it's not as bad as I expected > Really relaxing actually > They took my shoelaces though > Things go well, and I'm a lot happier when I get back home. I do have to take pills and see a psychiatrist though. > Go back to school, no one knew what had happened to me Apparently there was a rumor that I died. > H is glad to see me, he was the only one that really knew that I wanted to an hero > J is oddly glad to see me too, talks a lot about how she missed me > She had broken up with L again > We get back to talking fot the fist time in awhile > Starts to feel like when I first met here > Feels good > She mentions that she might be ready to date me > I'm pretty excited > Bell rings, class over on a Friday > We text a bit over the weekend, but not much > Back at School Monday, she's avoiding me > H tells me that they talked a lot over the weekend > Turns out someone almost broke into J's house over the weekend > She called L, who hung out with her for a couple of hours. > He leaves, and she spends the night crying and sleeping in one of his old shirts that he still had > I'm pretty crushed Cont.
Aiden Robinson
user HUSTLE SO I CAN GO THE FUCK TO SLEEP
Cameron Ortiz
Sorry guys, typing as quick as I can.
Colton Evans
user, type faster or pretype and get back to us tomorrow night.
Henry Nelson
come one user, work those fingers like magic son
Jose Martinez
filthy jackass you better copy and paste all of this and save it in a .txt so people don't need to wait 3 hours for your story next time.
Kayden Perez
OP hurry the fuck up it's 5 am and I wanna fucking sleep
Cooper Torres
J better walk the dinosaur
Jackson Johnson
Post J's selfies pussy
Noah Clark
>>>>>I'm on the moon
Isaiah Howard
Bump
Jaxson Nguyen
OP hurry up its 10am over here and i want to meditate before work.
Julian Scott
Bumperoni
Charles Roberts
I'm betting john cena
Benjamin Diaz
Op hurry up It's 7pm and I want to eat dinner
Adrian Young
> I confront J about it > She's losing her mind >Says she has no idea what she wants > She's trying to choose between me and L >"Whatever makes you happy J, but I need you to choose, you're killing me..." > Eventually she chooses L. > I'm not happy about it, but at least I have peace of mind. Fast forward two days. > She's broken it off with Landon again > Hearing the news, I chuckle to myself, and continue doing what I was doing. > Next day, I'm at my locker, and H tell me that he was talking to J in study hall > She broke up with L because she couldn't stop thinking of me > I'm frustrated enough at this point that I slam my head into my locker multiple times > H looks at me. >"Understandable." > I text J that night > We talk for a long while > She's finally ready, she's sure of it > I make her promise, and tell her about my depression, and that the love triangle isn't helping >"I'm sure user." > I smile to myself, and go to sleep feeling good that night.
We're close to the end, I swear. Cont.
Ian Nguyen
HURRY THE FUCK UP OP YOU TYPE LIKE YOU'RE RETARDED
Grayson Rodriguez
I WOULD READ THIS BUT IM HONESTLY TOO DEPRESSED ABOUT A GIRL AND DONT WANT TO GET SADDER
Joseph Davis
yes hurry, but the story is good. this is the only reason we wish for you to hurry, is because now it is good, and we need closure.
Jason Lopez
>OP being this huge of a faggot dating a crazy bitch
Henry Russell
SUCK IT UP FAGGOT
Josiah Scott
someone be sure to screencap this for easy reading.
Adrian Hernandez
women are the fucking worst
Eli Baker
Op seems plenty crazy himself
Liam Brown
Ugh I had a similar thing. Girl who made it so hard to even plan a conversation sometimes
Matthew Diaz
Hurry up OP for fuck sakes
Henry Nelson
When does the interesting part start?
Evan Thomas
Plan a conversation?
Asher Nguyen
bampedy
Nolan Sanders
Oh Pee is ACTUALLY insane. Like he is crazy.... for sure. DOCTORS who study the mind (which is still kinda shady tho cause psychology is the autistic science). But yeah, almost a match made in heaven.
Kevin Bennett
Whos ''Landon'' ?
Thomas Gray
bump
Samuel Murphy
baemp
Brayden Phillips
J is a cunt, op learned about being led on and the friendzone in high school, and op is depressed like most kids these days. Life doesn't matter until you graduate high school js
Nathaniel Campbell
L L satnds for Landon >L = Landon >Landon = L >(((L)))andon >L"andon"
Tyler Moore
op hurry up
Alexander Rodriguez
She always respond to texts days later (not just mine) so the only way to really plan something was to talk. But then inexplicably she was sometimes suddenly super shy. And not the cute kind, but the one where you can hardly talk to them. It got tiring very quickly. She didn't seek contact even though she obviously at least liked me. But oh well.
Julian Russell
Landon has to be L, J's OG, OP slipped up and dropped a name
Bentley White
kek
Lincoln Reyes
If this is a very recent story, take solace in the fact that NOTHING in your life matters until about the age of 25. Literally nothing matters. High school especially is the least important time of your life. The relationships you develop there are inconsequential.
Andrew Nguyen
There is a guy named L There is a guy named Landon L andon !!!
Jack Ross
Gotcha I thought you were some autist that planned out conversations in your mind lmao
Jason Martinez
>L >Landon Really?
Colton Howard
OP hurry up you piece of shit
David Murphy
Except for pretty much making you as you are?
Elijah Ross
t.someone who had a shitty teenage life
Brody Allen
bump
Ayden Ward
> Next day at school, me and J are in theatre > Last day before Christmas break > We talk a lot, and she's a lot happier than usual > She ends up giving me a hug > First hug I ever got from a girl > I'm through the roof. > Spend rest of the period looking at memes and holding hands. > Greatest moment of my life at that point > Spend rest of the day texting > She says that she's happy we're finally together > We spend the first half of the break texting > Stuff goes down at home, and she's really sad > I enjoy up telling her that I love her > She panics > She's never told someone that before > Doesn't even tell her mom that she loves her > I ask if she loves me >"I don't know user..." > Feels pretty terrible > She gets grounded from her phone that day Fast forward one week > See her at school, my heart flutters > Beginning of the day, everyone is always crammed in the gym > She doesn't seem to notice me > Could've sworn we made eye contact > Whatever, theater is in like, an hour > Don't see her until the end of the period >"Hey J--" > She literally runs away from me...what the Hell... Cont.
Nathan Baker
Autistic science kek
Owen Rivera
can relate, the other social fuckups here probably feel the same.