I think I need help

I think I need help.
Probs been coming to Sup Forums for about 5-6 years. I dont think I could go anywhere else with this.
I spend about 3-4 hours a day fapping. I have a girlfriend but I dont feel like sex with her. Its starting to upset her. I'd just rather fap. Lately nothing has been turning me on so i moved on to really weird shit. When that stopped working I moved on to some onion/discords and dropboxes that would probably get me v&. Now not even that is working.

I tried nofap but i lasted about a week, although I did feel like having sex with my girlfriend 3 times in one week, which was a miracle. I'm 26 btw.

Has anyone been through this and come out ok? Am I doomed?

Whatthefuck is wrong with you faggot

I'm addicted to porn :-(

Have you been watching the porn with your gf and does she know that you fap this much?

What about getting her into your weird shit too, record and post results

You're depressed. Go outside and run until your lungs burn. Do it again the next day. Then do it again until you feel like you're going to injure yourself and you're sore as fuck. You'll start to feel a body high when you get home after like 3 days of killing yourself. If that fixes your sex drive then you need to get on some anti depressants.

she has no idea. Her porn is pretty vanilla so anything crazy would not go down too well i think.
I'll try this tomorrow morning.

Used to have a gf and watch a lot of porn. Always rubbed one off more than anything. Sex maybe once every 2 weeks. I stopped watching porn and made all the difference. One week of nonfap no porn I was always wanting to fuck. Stop porn. Mind over matter faggot.

Right, and you actually wanted to fuck your gf more after stopping? Like felt more attracted to her?

Gf was qt3.14 so always attracted to her. But to be honest I just wanted to bust a nut. You'll get horny as fuck and that will be your only cure. Once I come I get back to normal. The whole porn thing numbs you to reacting to naked girls. It becomes normal. That's why it's hard to try to fuck gf while watching alot of porn.

It's called porn addiction. You need to stop visiting websites that will make you want to fap. And you should really stop fapping all together. Watching porn will desensitize your real sex experiences. You need to "reboot" yourself.

Long story short annon the whole no sex with gf thing will fuck with her head. It will make her feel more unattractive and not sexy. That's some lasting damage. I lost my gf over that. I went back to porn and stopped having sex again. I was with her for 8 years. Sex is a big part and I fucked it up over porn

This is what I said but annon put more fancy words

I usually lurk and never respond op but take it from me. If you do love her and don't want to fuck it up stop porn. Seek counseling. Do what you have to do. If you don't care than just leave her dude.

We used to fuck like twice a day at uni. Then I started doing this stupid shit.

I'm gonna go through some no fap material again, hopefully it will make me change my ways.

You know, I've been with mine almost 7 years now. I dont want to lose her.

Learn from me op. She was the one. Real tiddies are better than virtual tiddies. Does she know about the addiction? maybe you should let her know. That way you can both work on it and she will know what's up. I wonder if she thinks your cheating on her?..

Shes even been trying to lose loads of weight when she didnt need to, clearly this is because of me. she thinks I dont feel attracted to her. sheet.

Dude just tell her . Communication is key.

Thanks man. I got lots to put straight in my mind. Got lots of habits I need to change.

yeah I was and am still the same one thing I fucked up on was it didn't like to communicate so I never said what was going on my ex ended up telling me that if I did communicate the situation there's a good chance we would have still been together and work through it together. Those were some shitty words I had to hear now I'm just a mess always drinking and shit to feel better

How the fuck will he tell her?

You do tealize OP faps to cp and other illegal shit right?

@OP I suggest you find some sort of counseling.

Porn addiction is terrible.
Can hardly even get it up for girls anymore.
Extremely hard to quit porn when you don't have much else in your life.