Well guys, tonight's the night, I'm finally gonna off myself

Well guys, tonight's the night, I'm finally gonna off myself.
Thanks for giving me a place to stay over the years, this one's for you.

>inb4 stream it
No

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Steam it

What lead you to this point op?

I was ready to kill myself a few days ago, or at least I was getting dangerously close. Then this huuuuuge thing I didn't even know was weighing on me got resolved and with it went the drive to put an end to this shit.

Also, your pic really fucks me up. I may never eat noodles again.

rip in peace Sup Forumsrother

Don't do it man, just a low point you'll get past it

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Sounds painful

I haven't really put any value on my life in years, at best I've just been existing, at worst a drain on others. I can't keep up lying to everyone all the time, I've given up faking it

This.

I'm not going to give you this Kumbaya bullshit about how everything works out for the better, but time will make whatever it is hurt less. Time, and talking about it to the important people in your life.

I don't know how to face them anymore

>I can't keep up lying to everyone all the time, I've given up faking it
Like faking happiness? Or what? If you don't want to lie, then stop. Be an asshole to people if you want to. Not being true to yourself is the source of a lot of stress anxiety and depression.

Also
>time will make whatever it is hurt less. Time, and talking about it to the important people in your life.
This is true.

You need to realize that your mental/emotional state is nothing more than a product of the chemicals in your brain at any given time. Depending on the levels of various chemicals, you will feel happy, sad, angry, depressed, anxious, etc.
This means that all you need to do to feel good again when you're clinically depressed or suicidal or whatever, is rebalance your brain chemicals. Just go to a fucking doctor, get a cognitive therapist to talk to and a psychiatrist to prescribe you drugs, and you'll be feeling fantastic in no time. My brother was suicidally depressed for a decade, finally went to a doctor and did all the shit I just said, found drugs that worked, and is now happier than ever and loving his life.

But if you want to be a lazy faggot and kill yourself instead of fixing an extremely simply issue, go right ahead.

The people that matter in your life? Or your problems/fears?

The people.

I've been here before, between different treatments, different jobs, different friends I don't know what to change anymore. I keep getting worse but I can't help but tell more and more lies to deflect it.

You make really good points, it's pretty much the same advice I would give, too. I don't think it's wrong to say that on some level I'm letting laziness win, but it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue

>but it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue
I relate to that completely, but I can tell you from experience you will literally never regret pushing yourself to keep going, keep trying, keep doing whatever you can and never giving up.

I mean, you won't necessarily regret giving up either since you'll be dead and unable to regret, but I have a feeling if a dead person were capable of regretting, every single person who killed themselves would 100% regret it.

There will always be that one person who will listen and help you. Go to them with humility, and they will help.

You ought to listen to your inner self. There's still more that you want to do, no? You crave more, and you know it.

Not true. If mood was as simple as 1 to 1 on chemicals then pills would fix everyone and everyone on pills would be happy all the time.

Emotions don't exist on a chemical island.

I feel you, user. I soon may be walking down that path.

Dont do it mate

You have no idea what depression is. Good for you

Emotions exist on a chemical level, however the triggering of those emotions, that is, your person hood, is a combination of all the relevant memories both conscious and subconscious.

"Genocide" That's racist
Kill yourself ur white, True whites. She won't care. we can't help you. KYS!

At least we're trying to help

When your government and race are intertwined, Totally not cancer!

>call a friend and talk to them

How are you going to play video games, have sex, and eat food if you're dead?

Nope. Please stop splurging your amateur hour bullshit on unsuspecting victims.

this has got to be the best reason to live has been posted yet

OP here, I thought the chemical explanation was true as well. What's the counterargument?

This is the only life you will ever get don't just throw it away like a faggot

Those are my three favorite things and honestly none of them have been remotely satisfying in years. I would stay if they were

The nature of emotions and thought in general can be some esoteric shit bro. But like I said, if it were a simple chemical issue, pills would be much more effective and consistent. Looking at the reality of people's experience makes it crystal clear to me at least that it's more complicated than chemicals.

Why not? What the fuck else you got going on?

Sounds like somebody's got a case of the mondays

What's the root of them not satisfying you anymore?

>it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue

I completely understand that feeling. But think about the future: is it conceivable that you may eventually really enjoy life? And wouldn't that possibility be worth the wait?

I heard you could get your ass kicked saying something like that

Hello. This is a random lurker. Statically some one who says they are going to commit suicide has at least one reasin not to. So op what is yours?

Dub dub so no

Emotions are not the same as how emotions will arise. The same as how a bullet is not the same as a trigger.

Ok.

I really don't know

Are people who go through with it usually 100% sure of themselves?

Hey OP. Maybe try reading this:

slatestarcodex.com/2014/06/16/things-that-sometimes-help-if-youre-depressed/

As someone who's lost someone to suicide (my gf) I have to tell you that it still stings 5 years and 2 new gf's later. It may not necessarily be what you were expecting to hear, but your life isn't strictly just about you. There are people around you that care about you whether you know it or not. Your life has a positive impact SOMEWHERE, you just need to find where. If you already know where that impact lays, why are you making the decision to remove it from someone else's life? Why is it that you can't be happy with yourself even though you bring happiness to others? The aftermath is devastating and could have a ripple effect. I don't personally recommend drugs because I don't know from experience if they work, nor do I have knowledge on the science behind it, but seeing a therapist could help you tremendously if you don't have someone to talk it out with. Literally explaining your feelings is enough sometimes, so just let it out

Again, that's some amateur hour shit.

I usually don't post on here just mostly lurk for shitty memes or edgy laugh you lose threads.

But user, it's cliche to say, but shit gets better and will work itself out overtime. I'm a cancer survivor, my brother killed himself by walking into traffic, and I may never walk properly again from a fuck up when they removed my tumor. There isn't a week that goes by where I don't contemplate blowing my brains out. But it's the little thing that keep me here. Fuck, I mean there ain't no porn or Netflix in hell. Chin up man, do something that you love to take your mind off of it. Have a beer and a wank. Talk to some family you haven't to in years, and remember that there are people who care.

Pretty much never. Don't kill yourself you selfish piece of shit. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for your family and your friends.

Think hard user, it could be strictly a chemical imbalance. Suicide is definitely not worth. Being dead is definitely not the answer. The only thing worse than feeling down is feeling nothing at all

Then I guess just kill yourself fag

No. The countless survivors would argue that it they were not. But it deems like a reasonable and almost necessary choice, but its not

>rest in peace in peace

maybe you should take the same initiative as OP

Pills don't always work because the brain is extremely complex and psychology is still in its infancy compared to other sciences. On top of that many psychiatrists suck at their jobs. But to say it's bs is irresponsible and will potentially harm people that listen to you. Everything can be explained scientifically, once we as a human race figure out all of the necessary information.

OP, things get better. I hope you don't do it and you find someone who can help you.

I've read an article in the past that claimed that suicide survivors instantly regret their actions as soon as they take the plunge (whatever it may be, jumping off a building/cutting etc).

nice b8

continuing to dump nice pictures so OP can feel good while i wait for responses

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this is fun

Sorry, didn't know you were waiting on me.
I really don't know how to answer, I'll keep thinking on it

You do you.

I'll tell you what I tell everyone that's told me they were going to commit or consider committing suicide.

If you feel like suicide is the only option, then there really isn't much we can do to change that. I'm not going to tell you how much you'll be missed by family and friends because you probably won't believe me.

I'm not going to tell you that it's selfish because that will just make you feel even guiltier.

I also won't lie by telling you things will get better because it honestly might not.

Others will say that you can work around it, or through it, but that won't magically remove the thought from your head.

I could argue that if you feel worthless then you can say fuck it and give everything up, going off-grid, running away and at least try to remake yourself, but if you're truly suicidal, then it won't matter how far you'll go.

All I can say is, ask yourself if there's anything at all you can do before you die. And if there is even ONE thing you can think of, I'd say do it. Then repeat. and repeat. and repeat.

If that doesn't work, then at least you've done all you can and can honestly say as such.

But if you off yourself with even an inkling of knowing that you personally could have done at least one more thing, be it give all your money away, letting a homeless person come and clean themselves up and giving them your clothes, killing some shitty people, robbing a bank, even raping someone, anything else, then you won't even be worth missing.

Do just the one thing. Just the one. Good or bad, it doesn't really matter.

After all, what's the point of ending your life if you can't do it with a bang!

I found it therapeutic to read and try to figure out common philosophy problems, I bought a "50 philosophy issues" book from Barnes and Noble and just spent a couple months churning through ideas with a notepad. Looked some stuff up if I got stuck or REALLY wondered what other people thought of the issues. Gave me some purpose + allowed for some really deep thought.

Also if you have Facebook, fucking delete that shit. All forms of Social Media are like fucking cancer for depressed people. Making comparisons to the things people share online is (I believe) the number one cause to depression right now.

Wow, you talk like you're in a lofty position to judge psychology...except for the part where pharmacology is psychiatry, not psychology. It's almost as if you're a unqualified amateur talking shit on the Internet. Could it be????

It's a psychological concept. When you see a disparity in wealth/outgoingness/whatever, it is much more of an effect to forms of action rather than just not having money or not having friends.

Like, if you're poor in a small village, it won't seem too bad, but if you're poor in a city where you see more wealthy people every day, you're more driven to do crime to get "out" of the slums.

It's the same thing with social media. Before, unhappy people or socially inept people were fine with themselves, but social media shows everybody else with these great lives and it drives people to be depressed and suicidal.

Find someone that you like to watch on Youtube. My favorite is Philip DeFranco for newsy type stuff and things that mattered to him today (kek)

Good way to pass the time, laugh, etc.

>won't stream it

How are we going to know you went through with it?
You're not gonna do it, you pussy.

Morelike.. People only share the good things that are happening in their lives, so you hardly ever see their struggles because it's not something they'll post. Gives you a false sense of "everyone else is fine and I'm depressed, must be just me" and downward spiral begins

OC for the suicidal cunt

Out of all the things making me feel guilty, giving you a sense of trust or closure is not one of them.
Whether or not you believe me is probably the most irrelevant possible thing, I'm still going to try to talk about it with my peers, as stupid as that is

I'm done with this thread tho. Waste of my night tbh. OP won't affect my life in any way. I'm already cold and dead on the inside and have been for at least 5 years when my girl hung herself with an extension cord from her loft bed. I can still hear the breaths from my CPR coming out of her like a raspy fucking duck. Haunts me to this day, but that's life. GL OP.. Maybe start lifting and you'll look like me you beta fuck ;)

I didn't read the thread.
How ya gonna do it?

you thinking about it after seeing all the counterarguments ITT tells me you havent thought this out properly. so dont kys, atleast not today

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c'mon take your mama and make her do this for you on the point of a knife of course...and then fuck off of existens

what age is this girl???

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im suicidal sometimes too.
someone in this thread said earlier that the only thing worse than feeling bad is feeling nothing. which is true. i never thought of that; once you're dead, you as you know yourself will never feel another single thing.

When i get into deep depression i can't feel shit and its the worst thing ever...think about it before you do it. think hard

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credit card info nigga

you are lying you feel fear. An agonic fear that you are gonna be no more. All of you are not gonna live forever faggots

I was at that point once in my life OP. About 6 years ago I was beyond miserable and depressed. I lost the love of my life and high school sweetheart out of the fucking blue to party drugs and orgies, which literally killed my heart to what I thought was unrepairable. One day, she just changed.. and never was the same sweet innocent beautiful and fun girl I fell in love with, said she needed to 'experience life' and is now does every drug under the sun with god knows who. This literally almost killed me. Lost all my friends because I couldn't give 2 shits to talk to them. I started failing all of my classes, fucking up my chances for dental school. I never left my room, solidifying my negative thoughts to the point of feeling a need to end the pain.

But I figured a way through it with the help of loved ones. I hid a lot of shit from them and finally came clean with what I was doing to cope, other things I had been doing, wasting their time and money failing classes, etc. I bared all even though I felt I would be even more resented. To my surprise all they wanted was to help me and they didn't stop until I was on a better path to a healthy mind. I thought they would give me my reason to feel completely alone and die and instead they pushed me to continue and now my 1 year marriage anniversary was literally this past weekend, I'm in dental school, and I couldn't be happier with my life.

Looking back, obviously you would feel stupid, even weak for being depressed. However I find it a very important part of my life, as it has helped me cope with other stresses and difficulties since then and is something that drives me to push forward.

I think depression is a miserable horrible thing that should never be taken lightly. Saying "no OP it's a temporary fix blah blah blah" is ignorant because they have never truly felt that pain that makes death seem so necessary. It helped me grow and I hope that you reconsider so that you can look back and see that too.

credit card and credit card of your parents and sibling. And then do it faggot to let me be the first to creampie your corpse and stream it all

nope

prove it

My situation is eerily similar, but I wouldn't say heartbreak is the root of why I'm acting this way.

I don't feel like my friends and family will forgive me if I come clean to them about how much I've been hiding is the real issue I'm facing I guess

also now this is a WWYD thread

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Dude fuck off, there wasn't even interest when you first started dumping

Op and everyone, please, this is not the answer. be safe, i promise you it will be okay again soon. This is your sign to stay alive.

and?
i have no interest in the thread or in op.

fuck off cunt. He is going to suffer by months and months. Are you ok with that??with extend his suffering? are you that egoist?

"Far more than fascination, my second nature chant "kill 'cause I can"
This body by my own hands
My friends and family won't understand
So I stay in the end, don't make none to me
If wasn't for them, I'd make that decision on GP
Had to do it all again, I'd make that decision on GP
All the nights I don't die for you
Wouldn't believe how many nights I ain't died for you on GP
Not that I care, I'd be a liar if I sat here claiming I'd exit in a minute
But I can't say I wouldn't I have my limits"

watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY

also take your mouth and hands back to your boyfriends cock you whore

"on GP" = on general principle

also quads get

Tell us about your adventure in the morning.

Dude life's a bitch just suck it up and stop being a little slut why the fuck would you off yourself like a pussy?? Use all your money and go on a coke and hooker binge in florida and overdose or something faggot. Actually fuck you pussy just do it
SPOILER ALERT: YOU WONT

so...quads get sucide of op or his continued pain of existing?