Pls help me, anyone who knows psychology, especially psychoanalysis... pls help me

Pls help me, anyone who knows psychology, especially psychoanalysis... pls help me...
Since i did therapy, and my therapist fucked me up, i got rendered unable to do anything on my own, i dont feel like im myself anymore, i look in the mirror and dont recognize myself... i feel castrated by her, and even when i have sex i last years and i have to concentrate.... besides that i figured out i have to imagine that i have a pussy that rubs onto the other pussy to cum faster... WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE DO TO ME!!!! I want to know what the fuck this shit is, i feel heavily abused by her but cant do shit because its my word against hers...

first calm down. now tell me are you taknig any medication. like antidepresants , adhd drugs or anything like that?

i took ssri the first 6 months but stopped taking them, that was like 1 1/2 years ago now

answer the folowing questions.

howlong was from the last psychologist visit?

when did this event happen (time)

forhowlong did it happen

why did you go to the psychologist in the first place

are you suffering from emotional trauma (i realy dot care what it is jsu tthat you tell it)

how long have you been derpesed

i wana aisst and it will be jsut by talknig no drugs or anything of that matter

IM NOT ENGLISH SO SORY FOR IMPROPER GRAMAR.

2years i guess,
dont remember the exact time... it was during the end of therapy this year
I went into therapy because of depression, and during it i recovered some childhood trauma.
in the last 6 months my therapist let me relive my trauma again and again and again, she even acted like my parents did to make things worse... then it smelled like pussy/sex and i started to associate anger with sexual arrousal(which makes me suffer even more, because i dont want to live out my anger on woman... its like i lost the ability to love and have passionate sex with woman....) i'd say she caused a mini psychosis with exactly that goal... and i suffer from that shit every day now i want to really harm her for that... It feels like a violation of my personal rights!!!

and i have been depressed probabably since i was 10 maybe?

Stop seeing that therapist and stop taking madication, but not too fast. Little by little, day after day.
Go see someone else.

Have you tried the revolutionary treatment know in the medical field as "comitting suicide"?

10 out of 10 times it solves all your problems.

alright il ltype fast now. i wanna aid you however the question is are you willing to aid yourself. i can only help you if you help yourself. you sould like a relatively intelligent chap and trauma in your life has decreased that potential. you have aspirations like evry human being has howerver you feal cheated by that psychologist because she caused you to relive the pain. its pointles to talk about it now but you gae your consent to fiddle around in your psyche. i want to talk to you in private because there is a chance this tread is deleted. do you agree? facebook for exampel

Try it

lol ill not give you facebook!!!
lol nah thx
ehm i dont take meds and i cant put trust in psychatry anymore... i think if the same thing happens again ill not be able to recover from it.. im not even sure if i can recover from this...

Dont listen to these specialists over here. They are the manifestation of the word demoralization. as i have said ill offer you help aslong as you have motivation to help yourself. My facebook is add me as a freind. my facebook is Ferdo Perdec. its a fake profile so its private. no photo on it.

Listen use your brain. you have it for a reason. create a fake facebook profile. then add me as a freind. i also made a fake facebook profile. i if oyu want asistence its here. if you dont your loss.

Sounds like this therapist did things very, very wrong. I only have an undergrad in this, but "recovering memories" is incredibly rare...what's somewhat common though are false memories created in these types of aggressive therapeutic situations. Push the envelop enough and the patient will try to rationalize their pain and come up with answers, and gradually construct memories that may not have happened.

It sounds like this therapist was looking for answers and made things much worse.

Go to someone else, and tell them about the previous therapist and what went down.

there are many ferdo perdecs lol

Let me fill you in on some insider knowledge buddy.

Just like a dentist, they are going to fuck your shit up in order for you to keep coming back and bring them constant business. Example. Goto the dentist for a check up a d they ram a needle in your cavities and man the holes bigger, eventually the holes will grow substantially and your teeth fall apart, damn another dentist visit. Its sabotage for more business. Therapists will mind fuck the shit out of you with their psychology, mess you up so you're dependent and coming back for more. Sup Forums is legit a better therapist.

wait

>her
>SHE
Found the problem. You took bad advice from an individual that is biologically incapable of understanding you.

just ad all of them. mine has no photo. its easy ill add you back . ill know if its the real you or a trol profile. as ive said its afake facebook profile so idon realy care. just hurry it up before this tread is deleted. add all Ferdo Perdec profiles.

nah sorry i dont trust you^^

Bad news, females make up over 70% of the psych workforce

fuck these psychotherapist cunts
my dad paid one a lot and it didn't fucking cure his stuttering

there are like 25 total Ferdo Perdec profiles in the world. add the non picture having ones. its literary not that many.

Werry well. Illl try one last time. If you want help come its a fake profile for a reason. if you dont understood. Enjoy

yea i have this opinion aswell now...
Thank you!!! finally a reasonable answer. i have been talling to some, but they all avoid my questions or they dont want to give me an opinion. hell even the ethics institution told me nothing is wrong!!! after an email correspondence...
how would you be able to help me by chat anyways?
other anons contributed already more than you did.

What's a matter snowflake, did your bwain get messed up by da bad lady?

yes

Since when was anything grand on actualy use ever acomplished on 4 chan. Why i was pushing franticaly for a uplose and personal look is because of notknowing if the thread will stay up long or no. Usualy they dont and i actaully wanted to help so i wasted no time with uselessnes and wanted a solid communication link between us. but its your call . enjoy and ta ta.

its like they try to downplay/cover up what they did to me, because it would damage the whole psychological institutions reputation.. at one point they actually complained to me that they dont want me to go to the ethics institution, instead i should go to their head therapist(or psychologist whatsoever) if i have a complain... so they dont get bad reputation

Start by not blaming your therapist m8.

Yeah, maybe she did fuck you up, it may not have even been intentional. Suck it up and be a man. Blaming people fixes nothing.

dude imagine you are beeing left alone with the inability to do things alone, feeling castrated, abused, having sexual issues, anger issues caused by the therapist. How should you not fucking blame her??? thats like saying, don't blame the guy who chopped of your arms,legs and dick. start by moving on!!!

Afaik, it's normal for a therapist to want their patient to revisit, then deal with their trauma.

yea if thats the case...she can go fuck herself, i'd rather see her raped, with cancertumors on her body, her chest split open, her body skinned, roasted and eaten alive whilst hanging from a tree rather than submitting to that kind of treatment.

It's probably for the best. Yeah, trauma sucks.