Suicidal tranny here

suicidal tranny here

how should i off myself? any advice?

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by sitting on my cock

No, we need you to become more feminine and post pics in slooty attire.

post tits

By sitting on his cock

Quickly.

i'm ugly and don't get pleasure from anything anymore and i doubt that would kill me

as if i could take a decent picture. i'm a failed human being

look up a picture of a fucking ugly small cylinder and youll get something prettier

Im sure even a faggot such as yourself can operate a camera

Blow yourself up with a massive explosion and take out as many muslims as possible to do the world one more good thing before you leave it

fuck him, you sit instead
im turned off instantly

im not a faggot. i don't feel sexual attraction to anything. my phone doesnt even have a camera i would have to use a broken digital camera from like 2005. it's not like you'd even want to see me, nothing about me is attractive

hold your breath pussy

im not racist and i dont want to hurt anyone. just myself.

nice quints

that wont kill me

holy shit, Kek wants you to take this guys advice.

we don't care if they're ugly or not, we just want to see tits

Get over it and just play the character you were given.

Life is an RPG. Not everybody gets the race or class or gender they want. This is the one you were given. Just play it. There's content out there you might like.

Show us that boipussy if you are going to die why the fuck not.

depends how you want to die

yeah if only it were an actual method of suicide

you dont, just go browse another trap thread if you want something pretty to fap to

i can't. i've been trying to come to terms with this since i was in elementary school. i can't deal with being a disgusting man. my own body repulses me from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep and even when i'm dreaming

why should i it's not like i get anything from it

please continue

>tranny
Thus a faggot in denial who, unwilling to recognize his natural tendencies towards other men is instead fantasizing he is a female in order to avoid the truth.
More commonly found among those raised in predominantly protestant civilizations, the transsexual male is unable to fully acknowladge his deviant sexual urges, choosing instead to identify as a woman so he may be fucked by men as he desires while avoiding the subconscious implication of sin.

how about ahammer shouldend like this if done right

Whatever you choose blame Hillary Clinton for the lulz

attractive is based on the eyes of perceiver, lol this sounds corny as fuck but if u dont find urself beautiful u will never be. learn to have hope. with hope comes motivation. A girl i know when we were teens was ugly as fuck wouldn't date or fuck by any means, but holy cow she is good looking now. nevertheless 10/10 i would not date her or fuck yet still because she is a bitch. learn to love urself more. If ur overweight, lose weight, u can be suprised how beautiful someone can turn to after losing weight, if ur skinny then ur already feminine to some degree, work out to get bigger ass and better body form.face can be worked too. personality on the other hand is the easier to work on.

AIDS it up and then spread it to faggots on Craigslist

i have no desire for sex though? i just want to be comfortable in my own skin. i don't feel attraction towards male or female bodies at all. no romantic attraction either. i don't masturbate either, i get nothing from it.

sure

i dont have

Besides, certainly you are in posession of a partictularly feminine penis which must be documented for scientific purposes.

if ur not attracted to opposite sex u have no worrys about ur physical form and no idea why u are bothered by no tits or whatsoever

Get that tranny filth suicide rate higher

Sure, try fapping more often, or with your knees tied behind your head in a hanging position so that the ejaculation from vibratory stimulation hits your face.

my face can't be fixed. my body isn't even super manly, i am underweight and dont eat as much as i should. but i'm so hairy and repulsive, my face constantly itches and so does the rest of my body. it's not lice or poor hygeine. it's just my body's fucking razor hair. i can't afford laser hair removal or surgery to fix my face, and i lost my last friend in real life a week ago.

i just want to be comfortable and live a normal life

wish i could

okay OP, listen. I played this MMO over the years, and this one dude was real nice and I just never questioned him about his personal life. One day I was part of a group conversation where he then shared some pics of him and his wife. The first pic this guy was with makeup and a dress. Without makeup, he looked like Alice Cooper. But his wife, his wife is gorgeous, and she likes to dress up all punk or metal, either or. Turns out even though she looks way out of his league, she likes/loves him for various reasons, some of those reasons being that he looks like Alice Cooper and he likes to dress up in women's clothes and put on makeup. She likes to pick out his clothes and do his makeup, and they have 3 kids, been married for over a decade...I had no idea, I was impressed to see something so peaceful, unexpected, happen so perfectly.

TL;DR - OP, it may sound strange, but there is someone out there for everyone.

Cut your dick off, jam it down your throat

carve/cut a 2cm hole into your temple and take a vaccum and insert into hole in head turn on vaccum this should simulate a gunshot

You can, op, you just aren't trying hard enough.

don't off yourself, stop being a tranny, and confess your sins to the church. Damage has already been done, but you can still be made anew by the loving grace of God.

OP, please choke yourself to death on your own dick.

maybe there is someone out there who could love me. there are desperate people everywhere. but it isn't like i could meet them. i spend all day isolating myself in my room.

i wish i could believe in god. no god would put me through this mental trauma with no possible positive outcome in love

how

why do you want to be a woman? what is about being a woman that is better than being a man?

But what if god likes pain?

why not just go on a permanet drug binge and hope for death

>i wish i could believe in god. no god would put me through this mental trauma with no possible positive outcome in love
back up a minute, what mental trauma?

Also, as one singer once said "you do it to yourself". You took the step to becoming a tyranny, likely in hopes it would make you more whole or fill that void in your soul, but that was not the case was it?

an-hero on cam

Your desire for sex may return when your depression is treated. In any event, it's PERFECTLY FINE to be asexual.

being comfortable in my own skin. when i think of myself as a woman, i get some shrivel of happiness that i can't get any other way. it isnt' a sexual fantasy at all. i just want to socialize with normal people in a normal way in the female gender role with a female body. no brittle body hair and no repulsive face. i'd like to be able to be friends with people. i know my naturally repulsive and negative personality needs to be fixed before that can happen, but i've just given up honestly. i don't see my goals as possible and can't give up those goals either

then he isnt a god i'd want to worship

not into drugs or mind altering substances

radiohead - just. mental trauma; isolated lonely failed ugly tranny who just wants a normal peaceful life but cannot achieve that by any reasonable means. i didn't want to be a tranny. i always wanted to live as a girl even before i knew what any of those words were.

maybe. i just don't see it as likely. i just can't understand sexual pleasure or desire anymore.

Go ghost.

Don't waste a perfectly good meatsack. I'll lock you in my basement and fuck you every night until you starve.

again, i would rather die. i just want realistic method of accomplishing this goal.

It sounds like you had a sex drive and lost it. Did that coincide with depression? Again, donjudge yourself for it-- it's nobody's business but your own, and you can focus on other things in the meantime.

How old are you, roughly?

Jesus op just post nudes

Sounds like you just need someone to accept you as the beautiful woman you are and love you OP

lol i have atopic dermatitis, complain more about itching. life gives you shit all the time, deal with it. if u got no money, make it. if u got problems, fix it.

21. i was never that interested in sex or dating or romance. i masturbated during puberty but i just don't understand how i could've anymore

that will never happen.

i doubt i even have some rare condition like that. it's probably my weak sensitive skin reacting to my poor shaving technique. even though i go slowly and use shaving cream.

>that will never happen.
what if it happens? for ex what if I saw you as a pretty girl and took you as a gf?

why would you

you can find some horny tranny that is more attractive than me, and has a better personality EASILY on this website. theyre a dime a dozen honestly

I sit on Sup Forums quite a bit but hardly ever type. What sounds like is just mild depression that you have allowed to eat at you and now has brought on suicidal thoughts.

The idea of wanting to be a women is not really bad, I dated traps before and a lot of them have the same story of once being depressed in their body and finding no way to become what they are happy with. The key is to fix what is making you sad and to me it appears to be the fact you want to be seen as a women which with the proper pills and treatments you should be 100% fine. Just because you do not like the current way your body is do not simply off yourself, the only one who can change your life is you suicide is the cowards way out. If you need someone to hear you out of just talk I am all ears

If you wanted to kill yourself why did you even mention you're a mentally ill tranny if you're not going to post pics?
This is the same thing femanons have to deal with, you mention your gender for no reason here's what you have to do
Tits or GTFO

that's right OP, maybe there is, and if you an hero, you may be leaving someone out there to who would of been good for you, to now have to unknowingly live a different life of abusive relationships, loneliness, what have you.

Just don't =/
(i'm a 30 yo in the closet)

mild depression is for awkward teenagers. my emotions are grey and my outlook on life is grey. i'll never be satisfied as a tranny, knowing i'm abnormal and will never achieve life as a regular girl. getting pills are treatment costs money that i don't have. my parents aren't supportive, and i don't have the drive for a job to improve my situation. why do you even want to help me

for delightful conversation obviously

well sorry then

im sorry that you also have to suffer on this path. don't tell people about being trans. just keep it to yourself until you're in an area that will accept you.

>ITT: whiteknights try to convince an ugly tranny who doesn't post pictures, that life is worth living while simultaneously hitting on """""her"""""

well lets just say i found you prettier and more likable than the others

>for delightful conversation obviously
What does being a tranny have to do with it then?
You're not posting pictures so why was it worth mentioning?

i could easily lie to you and have an internet relationship that would make you happy and just never send pictures. what is there to like about me? i'm just text on an imageboard to you.

life sucks dude

i'm not a rational person. nor am i a smart person. i just posted it because i did. i don't plan ahead with these things.

Well, 21 can be a tough age, for a number of reasons. Are you out as trans to your family and co-workers/acquaintances?

Fortunately this is an era where being more genderfluid without needing to be completely passing is less stigmatized than it used to be. Your mileage may vary, but 2017 beats 25 years ago in that regard.

Find an lgbt community. I don't mean bars. For example, I work with an lgbt choir, and they are my favorite bunch of people on the planet-- I relate to them in so many ways. I'm straight, by the way. But there are amazing communities out there that aren't based on hooking up.

>i could easily lie to you and have an internet relationship that would make you happy and just never send pictures. what is there to like about me? i'm just text on an imageboard to you.
you ca keep the pictures lol, i was just curious how it would make you feel if i did.

I help because I wish to that is all don't really need a reason. I sit most of the day just writing and submitting stories so to write to someone else is pleasant from time to time not to mention I have seen your case before. If it really stops a death I don't mind helping if it saves a life simply to turn someone into a female wouldn't be the first. But as the for the mild depression, depression hits all and it escalates based off how helpless you feel to fix a situation. If you feel trapped death always seems like a easy way out but it never really is the solution anyone really wants unless they have everything they ever wanted in life where I am willing to wager there is something in you that you still desire to at least do.

nice quints

i told my parents. they yelled at me and made me swear to not tell the rest of my family. i wear girl clothes in my daily life; nothing outrageous, but stuff that is obviously not male. sometimes i even get refered to as a female. there isn't any strong lgbt community and even then, without disrespect, i just want to be with normal people. i don't want to be objectified for being an lgbt person, i just want to be a regular woman.

i do want to live a normal life as a woman with a social life and friends. but i just don't feel i can ever get there. i don't have friends, i can't keep friends, and i'm ugly, and forced to be introverted because of my blatant gender issues.

no idea. it's never happened before sincerely.

thanks babe

>i always wanted to live as a girl even before i knew what any of those words were.
Gender dysphagia is categorized as a disorder for such a reason: it impedes one's happiness and ability to function normally in society.
Even if you feel like a girl user, you will never truly be one. You don't need to be a girl in order to live a normal life, sex/gender should not define you as a human being.

Go forth and crape Diem comrade, live life and be happy.

If i'm reading it wrong or misunderstand, then please elaborate.

tl;dr - to live a normal life requires no sex reassignment nor any hormone therapy. Let that stuff go, become celibate, and live life by your merit and accomplishments, rather than what you are or are not.

Sup Forums is not the place for this though, real deal feels and therapy is found on 8ch.
Go to 8ch/Christian/
you will need TOR

By sending me your porn collection first.

i don't believe in religion, plus i'll only be discriminated against. you can believe whatever you want to believe but keep it away from me.

>live life and be happy
it isn't that easy, that's like saying >just be yourself

don't have one

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join my server for advice pplease

...

what kind of server is it and how many people

There was all the proof you needed. If you need help or actually want to toward your goals I can try and throw my hat into the ring. Ill redownload discord and throw you a link if you wish to chat and see what I can help with before bed. The only one who is in your way is you of doing what you want.

(Bill)
I'll put my name at the top of the posts, because a couple of us have a similar perspective and writing style. I'm the one who asked your age and mentioned the lgbt choir.

The choir is a really normal group of people, with really normal lives. And there are some straight people in the group. The common thread is being supportive and having a good time together.

But an lgbt community could be helpful in just one part of your life, because you would be guaranteed acceptance and friendship from people who have had similar struggles. It doesn't mean that the majority of your life won't occur in "normal" society; just accept the support and kindness where you can find it.

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pick one server and stick to it instead of trying to be the owner of a chat to feel useful and important fand powerful for the first time in your life

ill make a tinychat i guess
tinychat slash 96amul

im op

Trannies are an abomination to God, science and medicine.

dude, you'd be surprised at what hormones can do. if you actually break free from pointless embarrassment and just do what makes you happy. I've seen some manly fucking dudes turn into attractive women after transitioning. Sure you still see old trannies that never fully transitioned before old age settled in, but technology has gotten really damn good. It might seem like a lot to work for, and the early stages are pretty rough, but you'll get happier and happier the more you transition. Who gives a shit if you'll look ugly and weird as fuck in the beginning? Just roll with it. If people ask about it, just be honest and chill about it. The reason people tend to freak out at first i because they haven't ever heard of what's actually going on in your head. They just see a weird person being weird and don't think about the why. Just explain what's up and people will usually become more receptive and accepting. Eventually it will become easier and easier

NO STAY ILYY

Sepuku

you don't actually love me??

it's hard to do when your prescence repulses people and your personality drives them away even further if they try to look past my ugliness

(Bill)

I don't sense any objectification in the group, btw. But I understand what you mean. However, I think you'd lose the sense of being objectified if you found the right community.

Need to head to bed in about 10 minutes. I'll moniter this thread for a bit, maybe reply again, and see if it's still alive tomorrow. Just know that there are at least a couple of us among the trolls who truly wish happiness for you. I've dealt with suicidal depression, and there are better times ahead, whether through medicine, therapy, self-reflection, or the kindness of others.

i find it hard to believe you even exist, no offense
gnight user

suicide impending here, saving up my ambien for just one last night to watch a comfy movie and just not wake up ever again.

im gonna unlock my chastity cage first though. i dont want the coroners or my family seeing my corpse's penis locked in a cage

Drink bleach.

what is ambien?

why are you gonna do it?

>it isn't that easy, that's like saying >just be yourself
fair enough, perhaps that was quite vague.

Live a life of merit, we build sand-castles as children because it gives us of sense of fulfillment to have made something we can be proud of or which makes those around us happy. The fullfilling life is the happy life, also watch this:
youtube.com/watch?v=LO1mTELoj6o

>i don't believe in religion, plus i'll only be discriminated against. you can believe whatever you want to believe but keep it away from me.
you will be surprised, yes there are some christian brothers and sisters who discriminate amongst their brothers and sisters by judging them (which they should not do: "do not remove the mote from your brothers eye untill you have removed the plank from your own" - Jesus). Talk aobut it with the church-father (for catholic) or the minister (for protestant) and meet with them often and in person during a week-day. Study your bible, and take time off on sundays to rest and meditate on what God has done, and his glory, and his love.
You don't need to go to chruch and sing to be Christian, you just need to have faith in Christ and be willing to spread the good news.

Trust me man, you will be fine.

tl;dr - Visit preacher on weekdays when Church is not filled with people, confess sins and have them be your spiritual mentor. Read bible on own time instead of going to church on Sundays, also spend time to reflect on God and Sin, and How you can go about avoiding sin. I love you and God loves you too bro, so try it if nothing else works.

Remember: the first step to becoming born again is admitting that you have seriously fucked up, and admitting that you need God. Ask of God whatever you will, because "ask and you shall receive".

Try and speak to someone who can help you. You might feel terrible about yourself but it's all in your head. Try and find a way to treat your gender dysphoria. Find people that will accept you for who you are.

Just be a gay male instead of a disgusting freak.

Just stop being mentally ill bro.

>You don't need to go to chruch and sing to be Christian, you just need to have faith in Christ and be willing to spread the good news.
Sorry i meant:
You don't need to go to chruch and sing to be Christian, you just need to have faith in Christ and be willing to repent.

Got any Questions about the faith, ask here:
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work on personality at the same time. do things to improve yourself, even if it doesn't feel like much now. even minor improvements eventually add up over time. talk to people more, even if just on here. we're all fucked up faggots in some way, that's why we're in this Sup Forumsutthole of the internet. we're a good place to start practicing talking to people and getting a thicker skin. I know it seems weird, but finding this place back in 2007 is what helped me actually connect with people more irl. people tend to constantly speak their minds openly here, so you learn how people think. we are a pretty huge crowd from all different backgrounds all speaking pretty much straight from our minds. learn how to make friends by learning from this fucked-up gestalt of a board

Make chlorine gas and breath it in

Do porn first. Make money, honey.

well im trans and love is important for all people, so i feel ur struggle and am here for you

suck my dick

(Bill)

Here's something the choir did several years ago.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=S_0JLO74GLQ

Maybe it will be helpful, in a general sense. I'm definitely visible in this video!

I hope that wasn't you posting about saving up the ambien. From what you've written, that seems like someone else.

People like me exist. And much of my life is still not happy or fulfilled, but I've felt kindness from people and am just passing it on. I also grew up as a loner, very isolated from absolutely everyone until my late teens. So I have a sense of what it must be like to feel apart from the world because of a sexuality issue, and as a result I advocate for equality and acceptance.

I'm glad I saw your post, and I really hope some of us made you feel better enough to keep going, come back to all this with a rested mind, and find your tribe, in the best spiritual sense.