I can't sleep. What keeps you up at night b?

I can't sleep. What keeps you up at night \b\?

cocaine

amphetamina

chaining retarded videos

I am not really the drug using type of person. I always wondered what it is like though, why do you use it?

Sounds like fun haha

>What keeps you up at night

nightmares.

What are they about?

All the horrible things I've done and the realization that I wake up feeling shittier than I did the previous day.

hard to explain.


like a sweet floating calm interrupted by madness, like being trapped in a pile of old school tape from a cassette and feeling of pure terror.

i drink a lot and that helps.

My never ending quest to find meaning for my life.

toothache

I thank God I do not have it atm

A way to get rid of them may be to try and dream lucid. I had some dreams that freaked me out, until i knew i was in one. Then i just stopped and asked (in the dream) why is this happening and after that i never had trouble again. It may sound weird, talking to your subconcious, but when nothing else works.

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Guys imagine you can fuck any pornstar of your choice but her pussy must be full of mustard, would you do it??

because cocaine makes every night better

Feel like talking about it?

I hope you find it

Something the dentist can fix or unkown cause?

would you rather have hotdogs for toes or fingers for ears?

Everyone can be loved, finding one to love is just hard

Depends on the kind of mustard, when your dick burns it is hard to keep a hard on. Atleast for me i guess

Well sounds like fun, i'm guessing you go out? Doesn't seem like fun when doing it on your own, alone or anything like that

hotdog for toes, I'd get them removed then

know that

>I hope you find it
Do you remember the scene from Fight Club when they discuss their fathers? The old man told them to go to college, get a car, a job etc. Then they ask, what now? We have the career, the house. What now? And he's like, I don't know.

I'm in that exact situation.

odd one this - but huffing butane - been doing it pretty heavily for over 30 years now and only a handful of panic attacks. Cheap option i'm afraid - not into alcohol - and have had my share of speed/coke/weed over the years - im a truly sad bastard - the lowest of the low

>been doing it pretty heavily for over 30 years now and only a handful of panic attacks

a handful of panic attacks is bliss compared to a lifetime of hangovers/apologies/damaged relationships etc - i have a healthy relationship and i work 6 days a week - i have 2 daughters and 5 grandchildren, all good people

pics of your grandchildren?

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Hm i am not there yet. Best advice i can give is find something which makes you happy, and do it as much as you can while finding other things that make you happy. Fund those things with the career etc you have now. No one knows the meaning of life, so just make the most of it and make it worth. For yourself.

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Thanks for the tip, user! I appreciate it.

We'll all make it someday

Going to try and sleep, again. I wish everyone a good night's rest, you do deserve that atleast

tru dat

Been jogging 3 miles a day for a month straight. My body's rekt. I really *should* rest.

My parents are microwaving chicken AGAIN.

cocaine