Hey Sup Forums
I feel like shit help me out.
Earlier this year I met a girl, she was cute but not much more, only about a 6.5/10.
Before we get any further, I'm a Jehovah's witness, those guys who knock on the door asking about Jesus or whatever.
We follow certain rules there's a lot of things we can't do, but the significant thing here is that we aren't really allowed to date outsiders.
When I first met her she was just another girl, it was apparent that she was really attracted to me but I just didn't feel the same.
She was persistent so I eventually gave in, its not like I didn't have an attraction to her, it just wasn't as strong as hers for me.
Another important thing here is that I'm 18, I still live at home with very strict parents, they trusted me a lot at this point so I got away with a lot of things later on.
One day she grows the balls to ask me how I feel about her, she tells me she's insane attracted to me and it's been going on for a while, I already knew by that point but I pretended to be surprised,
I thought I could just make her happy, she had grown to be a good friend by this point so I give it a try.
Surely but slowly I became closer and closer to her, every day that went by she seemed more appealing to me. I told her that my parents couldn't find out about us yet, so a lot of things we did we had to keep it a secret.
Weeks go by, then months. One day I got brave and invited her over while my parents werent around, we constantly texted each other for so long, she's always bothering at this point to cuddle with me, why not? I wouldn't mind that either.
She comes over and we spend hours just in my room, we didnt do anything dirty, I was still a virgin, I knew that we could have done anything there but I just wanted to be passionate with her, we just played there and hugged and kissed for a long time and cracking jokes. I had never felt such a feeling before, it was that day I fell in love with her.
She made me so happy, we were perfect together