BPDfag here, feeling a little empty and bored so I need something to do. How is everyone today...

BPDfag here, feeling a little empty and bored so I need something to do. How is everyone today. Anyone got problems they need help with? I got tissues for dem issues!

Tiddy bumpo

why are you such a fag?
why havent killed yourself?

Thought this thread was gunna die, what were you doing at page 10?

dunno
whatcha doing

Browsing Sup Forums, feeling like death and emptiness and I have no idea what I should do to not be bored. You?

Have you tried alcohol? (Not the same user)

My family has a history of alcoholism and my nan nearly died last year from liver failure or something so I'm trying to stay away from alcohol as much as possible. And there's no special occasion here because I'm in Australia

Hi
Can I hang out here?

Sure thing, welcome to the thread. What brings you here user?

you are from australia right?

Australia, uh? If alcohol doesn't kills you, what about the wildlife?

I was getting ready for work. I took a look at the catalog, and this thread looked interesting. So here I am.

Well I was born in England but I only lived there for about 3 years then we moved to Australia for a better life. It's been a roller coaster of a life so far though, life probably would of been easier back in England. Nick Crompton makes me ashamed to be British though.

Wildlife is pretty deadly but I barely leave the house and I'm in a pretty urban area so I don't run into much. Gotta be careful of dropbears though, they can be anywhere. Huntsman spiders are cunts too because they basically claim parts of my house unless someone has the guts to try and catch it.

Very nice. The thread can be interesting depending on what you're interested in

How does kangaroo meat tastes like? I heard it was pretty tough to eat though.

I'm just interested in a little fellowship is all. I have nothing earth shattering to contribute.

do you live alone?

I'm still yet to try kangaroo meat, I dunno why people would kill and eat kangaroos but hey I guess people have to eat something. I might try it one day but I have no idea where you would buy it, you can't just find it at the grocery store.

All goods

Nah I live with family, tis painful though because parent's are split so I have to go between houses. Mum doesn't want me to move out though and I don't wanna become more of a hermit than I already am so I'm gunna stay for a while. Keeping a house and a job is tough to do on your own here anyway.

What's the best beer there, and is it Fosters Lager?

Like I said, I tend to stay away from any sort of alcohol so I don't know much about it. My dad drinks a lot of XXXX Summer Bright Larger though but that's just a Queensland favorite I think

Stupid mantis. user no drink.

Chek'd
So its winter there, right?
Get any snow?

is that border-line?
thought that was a made up diagnosis as it didn't seem to exist til the '90's?!
those have met who apparently had it seemed very insecure and needy, and no offense, rather self-obsessed.

but if you really do have it.

hope you get ok treatment.

english is my third language, 'scuse.

My bad.

Hehe

Yea it's winter right now, it's pretty cold but we don't tend to get snow in Queensland, happens more down south.

I'm certainly insecure (although I've gotten over that a bit) and I am quite needy (needy for a distraction from my own problems, usually looks like attention seeking) but I dunno about self-obsessed although I bet it's to be expected that I'd disagree with that one hehe. I'm not under any treatment but that's because I believe I'm getting better by myself and I don't wanna take any meds.

Bumpo.

1-10 how fag ara you

5, It feels like I have split personalities and one is straight, the other is either a gay male or a straight female but I'm thinking it's leaning more to the female side. All in all, half of me wants dick, other half has a dick. It's weird.

I'm gunna quickly microwave myself a curry. Don't worry I ain't abandoning thread if you still got stuffs to say, say it!

do your family know you are retarded?

how old are you?

I took an online IQ test and it said I have an IQ test of 128. That mean's I'm not retarded right?

I don't like to share any form of personal info on Sup Forums. I'm super paranoid like that.

what you do for a living?

>GF goes hot and cold
>One day she is loving the next she acts cold as fuck
>She sometimes doesn't answer my texts
>Doesn't know how to take compliments
>Often dissapears for days
>She once dissapeared for a whole month
I don't know what is wrong with her but its driving me nuts

Stay indoors and play video games, occasionally going out with friends. I'm a shut in to put it simply, way too anxious to get a job although I really wish I could kill the anxiety and makes the moneys. I've been considering getting into stocks but I need to have money in the first place to get into that. For now I'll keep learning programming and hopefully do some freelance work eventually. I'll do any job as long as it involves not interacting with people

Learn a trade. Doubt you would have to interact with people and you won't go into debt and make good money

do you play online gaems?

Why is your life a rollercoaster?

I'm no psychologist so I can't diagnose her with anything but she sounds Bipolar from the info you've given. Has she ever been abused long term or short term. As long as there aren't many major problems (the way she acts affects her at work or something) I don't really think you can tell her to see a psychologist although if I could I'd advise everyone to so a psychologist at least once.

What do you mean by trading. Like literally just going on craigslist and trading random items? Or something much different?

Yup :3 I play league, overwatch and I just got PUBG so I've been playing a lot of that. Add me on steam if you want, my username is Psychic Baby (pic of a badly drawn dragon) and if you want, my discord is PsychicBear#0283

Long Distance truck driving might be an option. You are by yourself for most of the time.

I mean a trade like electrician, plumber, mechanic, etc. Seems less soulkilling but you can also learn cryptotrading. You seem like quite the computer whiz

Heh, I know you, Jeff....

Remember?

_ i _ e _

Her relationships have all ended in her abusing the hell outta her ex boyfriends. She has even told me that she is a mess and isn't relationship material. Wish I could make her love me more than she demonstrates, I only get bits and pieces of her heart

How often do you deal with creepy bugs and tarantulas?

Well, in the past 7 years maybe, parent's have divorced, we've sold our house, moved between rental houses every year, gone from a wealthy family to a rather poor one that can only just get by with friend's help, had to leave 90% of my friends behind and I've had to put up with this damn BPD the whole time. Sure, I know a lot of people have it worse but for me, it's a rollercoaster.

Sound's alright but I get bored very easily, and I can't even drive yet.

Ah I see. My dad used to be an electrician for a casino but then he had to quit his job for the family which caused us to make a lot less money. A lot of the time though he was being paid to fall asleep in a chair waiting for work so that was pretty snazzy. Not sure it's the job for me though. I have been quite interested in cryptocurrency, but once again, I need money in the first place to get the currency to trade. Heh, I've been using computers nearly my entire life.

Lol I don't think I know you? My name is Riley-- Oh, is that what the fill the blanks are? Still not quite sure who you are or what you want? Creepy

Hmm that's rough. I think I have been in a similar situation. I think the best option is to just leave her, the pain she inflicts probably isn't worth the pieces of her heart she gives

Not too much really, as long as you stay in the house. We don't get tarantula's, we just get Huntsman spiders and they don't like to bite. I haven't see one in a while though. Mosquitos are quite annoying though

You'll make a good programmer Riley Chan

Why no gf OP?

You will be hearing from me soon, Riley. You know me.

Get some meds user you might feel even better

Leave Riley Chan alone dickhead...

dont you think you are a r9k guy?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

:D Thank you user

Megumin from the anime Konosuba you should watch it user

Meds might help user. Anything to have a happier life. Wish you luck!

Try going to the gym user. You'll feel alot better. You'll get alot of cuties

I'll certainly look into it, I might watch it later today.

I suppose, it's a last resort for me at the moment. You have a good day user!

I do want to get fit, but the gym gives me lots of anxiety just thinking about it. I wanna get my own gym set eventually but I have other things I want to buy first. Those things may not keep me fit but they will keep me happy.

You can do pushups, chin ups, and ab crunches at the privacy of your home, with almost no equipment.

Don't give up user. You have a comfy life ahead of you

How was the curry?

True true. I might do some pushups now, upper body strength is probably where I am lacking the most. Last 2 digits are the amount of pushups I gotta do

Haha I'm certainly not giving up on life yet. I'm gunna beat life into submission eventually

Pretty nice. Quite spicy for butter chicken, usually it's more mild. Curry is one of my favorite foods, so glad they make microwavable ones although I bet they are much less healthy

Forgot to add pic lul

W-wait I don't wanna do 90 pushups

Did you get diagnosed by a professional?

>NaBrO I self diagnosed like a pro
Of course I got diagnosed by a professional

Fellow bpd fag. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. For me some days are better than others. Best thing I have found is something I can bury my mind in, like a project or a puzzle. That helps take away the empty feeling.

Yea, good days for me are days I have things to take my mind off the problems. Hanging out with friends help me the most but all my friends live a little bit too far away and they don't get out too much themselves unless it's for work. Trying to do pushups seems to be a good distraction for me at the moment, but I'm truly hopeless at it. I have no strength so I've only done 10 out of the 90 I was supposed to do so far. I'll work on it

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Boop

The last image I have is a sad one rip. I'm gunna have to start using random outdated normie memes oh no

don't worry about it. Just do as many push-ups as you can. And also remember that chin-ups are an upper body exercise.

I'm much better at chin ups, I just don't have anything I can do them on I don't think

Hey whats up op im bpd too. You try CBT?

It's unfortunate that your friends are a bit too far away. Finding things that help is awesome, but for some reason the best things always seem to be out of reach. It's good that exercise helps you, that is something you at least have access to.

that's no problem. Just got yourself a steel pipe, and bolt it up near the top of the doorway,.

Nope, what's it like? I have been interested in DBT and CBT but I really don't know what it's like and it scares me heh.

I usually talk to them and play games with them online which is alright but nothing beats face to face communication (when it comes to friends)

That'd be good if I knew where a steel pipe, a drill and bolts are. I'm not even sure if I'm allowed to do that in a rental house.

sure you can. When you're ready to move, just unbolt everything fill the holes in with putty and nobody will ever know.

Maybe, just need to get me a metal pipe first. I'd get really nervous about the thing falling though haha

Just make sure that you bolt the pipe to the wall studs, you'll be fine