People that were molested as kids, how does it / did it affect you?

People that were molested as kids, how does it / did it affect you?

It turned me into the biggest fuckin ho... I ruin relationships cus im hypersexual, i cling hard to anybody who shows the slightest interest, if i get in a relationship and the oppurtunity to cheat comes up i have a hard time not taking it. I was raped by 5+ dudes at scout camp when i was 11... Came from a super-religious house. Nobody except anons and my current long term s.o. knows...

I did the molesting to my baby sitter; fisted her

I like to think it didn't affect me, but it probably did since I'm probably the biggest dick slut around now.

they all turned out fine

I worked for a sketchy modeling agency and now I'm here. I'm mostly normal, but I always get paranoid about anyone finding out.

Who are they

I'm definitely not fucked up forever

Femanon. Am SUPPOSEDLY a 8-9/10, yet I get off by fucking unattractive men, especially older, overweight ones. The uglier, the better. Plus, I found refuge on websites like this. Am a normie by day, and I come home and go on Sup Forums/masturbate like crazy. I'm like a closeted neckbeard or something in the body of whatever the female equivalent to a Chad is. It's all driven by my weird relationship with my own sexuality because of my rape/molestation.

I can't be touched from behind or I'll panic and swing. Not entirely sure how many other ways it's fucked with me but I'm sure there's more.

That pic... Too soon bro...

You know the rules

The too soon thing makes it so much hotter
SUPPOSEDLY

Stacy is what you're looking for; tits or gtfo now you know this.

Its ruined a lot of shit for me

Am male. Hated sex, didn't have any from age 11 until 23. So missed out on all the normal shit you are meant to do as teens.

Married only girl I screwed as an adult. It feel apart.
Hate sex now. Only do it once with people I don't know, can't get intimate with someone I've known for a while. Can only do strangers and don't care if m or f. But I'm straight only like fucking girls. Hope that makes sense.

Who is it in the pic?

Holy new

idk who it is either quit being a kike and answer

What you are saying makes sense to a lot of other people. I hear you.

This. So this.

Also for me, if I get in a tight space where I can't move I panic and freak the fuck out. Like in a crawl space or someone messing around and squashing me. Just hate being held down literally start climbing the walls to get out.

It's a picture of a supposed dead girl. It's autistic bullshit. We said "too soon" for the first year, now only newfags say it.

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Imagine all the normie stacies that lead a double life like this. Stay strong.
Post tits for a disgusting beastman.

Fuck I only have 3

If you find the wiki article they're all there baby

when dating someone they have to be sexually attracted to me or im worthless. im also really weak willed to sexually aggressive guys, i go with the flow even if i dont like them. im pretty mentally ill and i tried to kill myself in third grade. i wish my rapist had killed me instead

thanks boo

How did you try to kill yourself?
Let's see the tits

And now you're going to post tits.

Y'know, for approval.

really hard to trust girls when im in a relationship, normally the cause of them ending. the upside is that i trust my gfs so little that i always at any time have a chick i could go bang if that goes south. guess thats not a very good upside.

> The uglier, the better
how yooou doin?

>affect
Major damage I guess. Picture related.

fake and gay. i tracked your IP for posting stupid bullshit...

red rover, red rover. user's coming over.

hope you've made your peace bitch

lol no you fucking didn't, this is the exact same retard from the cat thread who said he was hacking everyone's IP until he got laughed out of the thread

Go back to jerking off to trannies user

I hate it. I fucking hate it. That fucking bitch fucked me up for life. It's constant torture.

Guy here. Was molested by my older brother and it was pushed under the rug. I still live in the same house as him. The one time I did try to confront him about it, he just denied denied denied. Hypersexual, no desire to have a real relationship with anyone. The only real relationship that I was in, however, was completely sexless. Close to ten years later, bona fide sex addiction and the fact that nobody believed me made me lose all respect for authority at a young age. Started drinking at 13, stopped going to school at 15, overall just a degenerate without a future.

with a knife to the throat, i pussied out though. i tried drinking nail polish remover this year but it also was a fail. also hopefully this is good enough? sorry about no timestamp but you can reverse search it to see its oc

I'm pretty sure people who really got molested/raped have a weird aversion to sex afterwards, but only related to how they were raped.

I dated a girl who was raped by her older brother and she let me finger her on the second date, but she had this weird thing where I could only rub my dick on her pussy but couldn't stick it in and she would NEVER suck my dick.

My guy friend was probably molested by his step-dad, and multiple ex-girlfriends have told me he never wanted to have sex and frequently couldn't get his dick hard.

I also saw a crackwhore confessions where the girl admitted to being orally raped when she was like 8 so she was really against blowing the CWC guy.

get back with your ex

So no pen, no paper, no ability to unclasp bra, and no gravity to help it fall off. Totally legit. Too bad. Looks promising.

dont kill yourself user even tho ur probably a guy with socks stuffed in a bra u still shouldn't an hero yet theres more ways too feel happy eventually

She's finishing college and is dating a guy who makes movies whereas I just finished jerking off after six hours.

i could show on snapchat i just dont wanna post tits openly on this thread
im getting meds soon but i probably actually will an hero before i turn 30 or something

>I was raped by 5+ dudes at scout camp when i was 11

dam son

...s-story?

other ex

404

i went through some shit with my dad at a young age it didn't fuck me up too bad but i get panic attacks a lot, i recommend weed if its legal where ur at but u can get illegally too hopefully ur meds should work fine tho. stay hopeful, possible femanon

Your username.

ah same, my dad raped me repeatedly preschool to first maybe second grade. i have ptsd but i do smoke weed. my moms shit at getting me help but ill try. thank you user
guttercore, yours?

I can trust anyone, like I have become slow to warm around people. Always hyper-vigilant in crowds. Want to be loved, but push people away for I feel worthless. That worthlessness bleeds into work and social life, so I sabotage everything. As for sex, I'll let myself be used in loveless relationships. All from being molested by an older cousin for about 4-5 years.

>didn't have orgies at scout camp
that's pretty much what the whole thing is fagget, did you not in to scouts?

Had my dick sucked by an older man when I was in 6th grade. I'm BI now, and my libido is outrageous, I can find almost anything erotic, and can jerk off to just about anything. I jerk off several times a day but I have lots of friends and function normally in society. The only thing is that i have an unhealthy obsession with loli/shota. So that might be a repercussion.

you could always just switch hands instead, pretty much the same thing

Kill him user what have you got to lose

That would infuriate the fuck out of me

If youre so fucked up do it now while he sleeps

I was hypersexual with basically no limits or boundaries in my teens but after I had a serious (to me anyway) relationship I did a 180 and have weird intimacy issues where I don't really feel comfortable doing anything like that unless I deeply trust someone like "i'd let this person hold a loaded gun to my head" level of trust on top of having a hard time trusting people.

I get really embarrassed by attention and I have pretty bad anxiety/depression and some depersonalization/derealization symptoms but I have no idea if it's directly related to that

Throwaway4chann

>those double trips
sorry user that is horrible... but those double trips tho...

He'll kill himself eventually.

How old was he at the time? The same thing probably happened to him.

I've had my suspicions about this. He was 12, and we'd both been in Boy Scouts for much of our youth but he was in for much longer

Molested in a all female staffed nursery in Brazil, not as cool as it sounds. Depression, worthlessness, and I'm convinced my unhealthy love of handjobs comes from them doing things to me. Currently a 25yo with no college just working a shitty job and getting by barely. Don't plan to live to 50 though just gonna live day by day

Shit man if he was 12 he definitely learned it from someone else and didn't know any better.

Not that you shouldn't feel resentment over it or anything, like he fucked up but I don't know how responsible a 12 year old is for their actions.

No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai deals with a similar story if you want a depressing but relatable read.

Guy here, stayed at cousins house a lot since he had consoles i didnt have. He had older sister. Technically i was molested though i initiated it. I was 7-9ish and she was 14 i think. I would stay over for games then at night i would sleep in her bed. French Kissing, and thats where i learned the name. Id say i liked it but it fucked up my sexuality a bit. Still normal though, into SS since it reminds me of that time.

I see your angle, and with age I can appreciate it. I can't shake my hatred for him, though. Moreso for my shithead parents who were too busy cheating on each other to give a damn.

>sucked and drank cum at4
>big bro ass fucked me at 5
>ate my sisters pussy at 6
>fucked a 13 yr old girl at12 (popped her)

As a 22 yr old virgin i can't even imagine this

Nah, I don't blame you for hating him.

I was messed with when I was around 10 and convinced a couple friends around my age to try and replicate it. I feel bad about it and I don't know how they feel about me now but I wouldn't blame them for having negative feelings about me or the situation. But at the same time, I didn't have anyone in my life that did or would have explained that sort of thing to me so I had no idea what I was doing.

If your parents were shit he probably didn't really know at all either, it still sucks and you're not wrong for hating that he made you a victim but I can sympathize with both sides I guess.

I was molested by a old man when i was 5ish maybe 6. Every now and then i wake up horny like a starving animal. Woken up with my boner against some one cousin, family members. Sometimes they feel like dreams so not sure if it happenes sometimes or not. I got with my cousin and cum on her 3 sister's faces. I fell like her yougest who is now 21 liked it and wants to start something but im agraid to iniate it.

I have no problem with people who hate those who molested them.

When I was 4 my 14 yo aunt made me finger her, eat her out and fuck her, scat as well. I hated it. I know some idiots would say they would love to fuck a 14yo but not hot went your real small and have no idea wtf is going on.

When i was older i finally told family. They freaked out co fronted her and she admitted it. Said she was getting fucked by a brother, so it then became about her. Everyone gave her sympathy and sided with her. I was asked to forgive her because she didn't know what she was doing and it probably wasn't all that bad anyway.

I told them all to go to hell. Left town and disappeared. Ten years without contact. Feels good not having them in my life.

If I ever see my aunt again I'd like to bash the fuck out of her.

I am going to track down a copy. Shit is rough man between feelings of worthlessness and not giving a shit about any responsibilities I have and being selfish as fuck and neurotic by nature life feels shitty. Could be worse I could be African. No surprise to see cunts like me in this place

My bigsister molested me, she made me watch hc porn and was allways spreading her pussy to me. Wanted me to fuck her, and i almost did but when i was sticking my dick in she pussied out.

Happened when i was 5-7 and my sis is 2 years older.

Dont know if that is the reason that im hypersexual and semi pervert

Yeah it's a good book, not really a happy ending or anything but it's a rare account of how horrible female on male sexual abuse can be. Semi-autobiographical as well so it's pretty raw

Now that's some fucked up shit.
>I was asked to forgive her because she didn't know what she was doing and it probably wasn't all that bad anyway.
Rage is fucking bubbling over user. Imagine if they said this shit to a girl? Everyone would go mad at even the suggestion. FUCKING HELL M8 I know I shouldn't get mad at stories on Sup Forums but this shit.....

I'm waiting and waiting, waiting to go
It's really frustrating that time moves so slow
Patient impatience curses me to lie
I'll stay complacent until one day I die

TV is not for me, there's nothing on I like
Some day I'll find a way to kill all my free time
Counting the seconds and counting the days
Dreading the moment when they all go away

My paintings are peeling, my flowers are dead
My hands lost their feeling, mold grows on my bread
The sun goes down, the sun comes up, never holding place
Sometimes I wish that the sun would slow its pace

[email protected]

>Imagine if they said this shit to a girl? Everyone would go mad at even the suggestion.
That happens too you know. if it's not adult on child most people would rather just sweep it under the rug.

lol thread of whinybabies

waah i was abused waah that's my excuse for being a fucking piece of shit waah

lmao

user that was really beautiful.

14yr on 4yr? they should be taken out back

I binge drank for a while because of it and breaking up with my girlfriend. My friends and my ex hated it and wanted me to stop. I eventually did.

Just because you're expected to work at a sweatshop at 14 in your third world country doesn't mean they're actual adults capable of making their own decisions.

Sleep tight, dirt bike

Molested as a young child. Later raped by a neighbor boy.

I have anxiety bipolar. Hyper vigilant. Never believe that anyone really likes me. I ruin all of my relationships.

There's no shortage of women who are interested, but I usually sabotage a potentially good relationship by cheating.

Thanks man. Not looking for any validation but yeah I couldn't figure that one out. Being told I should be happy to have access to pussy didn't seem right to me.

If a four yo girl had to suck cock and was fucked and shat on by a kid ten years older than her no one would dream of giving her high fives and saying she has to forgive him because bad stuff was happening to him too.

waah
waah

Touched by neighbor boy around age 8-10, about same age. Naked in his garage I laid on my stomach and he on top and then switched. Flaccid. He put my dick in his mouth and bit it. No penetration, no cum. We chased a neighbor girl and had her show her pussy, older neighbor girls wanted to see dicks. Touched his older sisters pussy.
Watched a lot of nudie stuff on HBO like real sex and the scrambled skinamax. Jumped naked on bed with other neighbor boy.
Jr High I felt really scared and worried about people finding out. Only kept a small group of friends. Didn't get close. Got girlfriend talked big about sex and grabbed boobs lots of explicit talk, no action. Got other girlfriend sexy time for real. Tried to be boyfriend too much. Beta cuck. Jerk off too much. Smoke weed and chill forget about it. College fine. jerkin GGW type porn-vanilla. Talk to therapist as adult about it and told it sounds within norms of sex exploration

I think I'm fine. Maybe jerk from boredom or stress relief. Objectify women

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If I am old enough to make your shoes I am old enough to not fucking rape someone. Typical americuck thinking. Go fuck yourself with your "first world country" where it's okay to rape people, have fun sucking trump's dick faggot

male. was touched by an older cousin while visiting them in another city came back and started doing with younger cousin all good and fun, until get cought both without pants in bed touching eachother and watching tv. maybe 9 and 7 yrold kind of a show but family calm down and never talk about it anymore.
I think i am pretty normal had had girlfriends dont like gay stuff but I take a long time to come from vaginal sex with gf.

Had another girl who was raoped by this guy did terrible thigns to her when sh was 6, she hated sex and would freak out a bit she has many issues but is doing good now and happy for her. Dont touch children they suffer a lot.

>molested by cousin at age 7
>super afraid of intimacy

You be the judge of how I have been affected.

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Have you ever tried drinking bleach? Goes good with diet coke.

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Well thanks for the recommendation brother, how did you stumble upon such literature may I ask?

I was more than molested, I was pimped out as a child prostitute. I'm nonsexual. Actually, I'm sexual but I'm afraid of sex. It feels wrong, even disgusting to even have feelings of physical attraction. I have a friend who went through the same thing and she's hyper sexual, but not me. I also have a fear of the opposite sex.

I think the biggest impact is hating molesters more than the average person. No sympathy for molesters even if they were molested as kids too. Fuck the Catholic Church.

bro that literally sounded like it came from my spring semester fall out this year

no.
...my dad wouldn't let me because he said scouts we're gay

Wanna hook up?

mfw your dad was literally right

Well the author is one of if not the most well known Japanese authors, but aside from that I tend to just look out for any kind of media outside the norm.

>be me in the 8th-grade year
>have crush on girl Kati
>shes 15 im 14
>I wasnt ready for sex
>she got molested by her cousins often when she was younger
>ask her out to movies
>all goes well we hang out at my house
>parents gone
>the nasty happens (first time, I did shit btw)
>she starts crying
>never told me why
>and I just found out today
pic unrelated