G'morning user

g'morning user.
hope u slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

Because my life is very enjoyable. How about you

I have a beautiful wife and 7 kids.

Good point, OP.

Because I bought a 1080 for $400

I'm pretty close to rock bottom, I'd love to but I couldn't do it to my family.

waiting for the rope i ordered to come

jokes on you I'll kill myself soon

Good morning. And because, despite my sadness and stress i know that objectively things are going pretty well for me even if only the people around me can see it.

Today might be the day, OP, today might be the day

Masturbation keeps me alive, also depression seems to be more fun than a quick death. Way more feels.

thats good to know.
g'morn catholic bro.
cool. what games u going to get.
hope ur life improves.
gluck.
dont.
good outlook.
nah, stick around.
see u tommorrow.
well glad you are enjoying those two.

Morning OP. How's life?

because i still haven't decided if i want to

regular.
just woke up, caffeine hasn't kicked in yet. need to walk the dog and start doing things on my to-do list.
u?
decide to stick around.
nice webm.

Thanks, but id say these two are unhealthy. I need a sense of humor. Ive recently began dating this girl i like, but shes in an open relationship. So i cant be mad when she goes off to others. the feeling of jealousy and pain feel good, but this situation is so confusing, im unsure of what i should do. Sex is... damn amazing. And the conversations are intellectual, but it the end, this is isnt real.

Going pretty well. Family friend is over, we're doing stuff together later today. One of my boys is being a little overly friendly with her daughter, and she's being really nice back. It's adorable.

Looking forward to some sweet shit I have planned

nice webm, moar of those tits?

just enjoy it while it's there.
and since it's open u are free to pursue others too.
u may find something better.
lol, don't cockblock ur son.
what is some of that sweet shit ?
nah no moar.

Well he can't do anything sexual but the parents love talking about it. It's cute.

Going camping in Maine, and later learning how to mountain climb in the Cascades

how old are they?
maybe he might get the chance to cop a feel or something.
sound fun. have a great time.

He's 12, my oldest. She's 10. And no, I'll have none of that.

Kill yourself fucking fag

first kiss?
thanks for the feedback.

Maybe. Depends on how much they like one another.

Cutie 3.1415926 14 year old girl wants to fuck me. Im 23 and prefer not to go to prison so I said no thanks. But it was nice to feel wanted.

Because life is mediocre but I still have an ounce of faith that it will get better.

Also I love my family too much.

Also I just had the best dream about being back in college and chilling in my dorm room with this cute Russian chick I know. Hung out, played body's, cuddled, she was showing me how to write and speak some Russian. It was like, a dream that lasted two or three days, and was awesome until I came back to my dorm room empty because I was living in... I guess temporary apartments or something? Like you rent them out daily but they empty them on the weekends or something, so all my shit was gone and I was trying to talk to the people at the front desk like wtf.

Played vidya*. Wtf autocorrect.

good job avoiding pedo-bear status.
good attitude.

Thanks! I told her maybe someday, but she'd have to turn the legal age of consent which is 16 here

Now that I think about it, that would be really cute. I hope they do.

Because I still hear music in my head.

2 years, then you can take here sweet cherry w/o going to jail. not bad. but don't even think about it now.
i hope so too.

nice dubs.
what song is playing?

cause I gotta get that money my nigga

I'm not sure. I haven't written it yet.

girls like these are fucking insane, does she post screenshots from lolita on social media constantly? i know two girls like this

get it then!
what kind of melody is it?

Other than those two, I have a soccer game for my 3rd youngest and my 4th youngest has private cello lessons. That and Sunday Mass is all that's on my plate today.

No, we've only hung out irl

Sauce?

plus those dubs.
yeah i'm certain with 7 kids ur schedule is always filled.
none

It's not always busy, typically we're not doing too much. Sunday is regularly just one of the busiest days of the week.

Nice trips

wow my trips.
ikr.
catholic mass on sunday too?

There was time when I had rope ready. I tested the strength of the rope that it could withstand my weight even with short drop and sudden stop. I tested the knot, I had that rope oiled up well so that it slided smoothly. I had the place ready - secluded, beautiful place where I could find some peace of mind every time I went there. It was a place where I used to go with my wife and kid. That was before divorce. I knew beautiful birch tree there with very sturdy branch on suitable height. I had that all ready though out. Of course I had good people on my life but to be honest at that point I did not give a fuck about them. I was so alone in my pain, missing my son like hell and hurt by all the lies she had told me over the years. My exwife was blackmailing me, threatening to take away custody of our son, she also said that she would make sure she would get all my money through child support payments... I knew my life would be a living hell until my son would be adult. 13 long years to suffer without hope. So I decided to do it. There was this music festival on my town. I had promised to give a ride to few friends to there and back. My plan was to shut off my phone after I dropped them to their homes, drive to home, write few letters of apology (to my mother, best friend and to my son), then take the rope, drive to that secluded place and make that final jump. So. There I was, listening half assedly one of these heavy metal bands, feeling shitty and going through my wallet. I wanted to empty it before going to end my life so there would be nothing else than my driver's license for identification purposes.

(cont...)

Mass is always on Sunday.

I'm not sure...3 months ago, my wife kicked me out because of my alcoholism.I was forced to move back home(few states away). A month and a half ago, I landed the best paying job I've ever had(after over a year of unemployment). Every woman I've had, has cheated on me(including my wife). Why am i undesirable? I don't know. I can't ever seem to do anything right. I have never held a job for more than 3 years(and that one was seasonal). And now the signs are starting to show up at this job. I love the work, but i don't like the people. no one respects me. I haven't reconnected with any of my friends back here at home because i realized the only thing we ever had in common was smoking weed, which i quit 4 years ago when i moved to be with my wife. We see how that went.


Maybe I'll just get drunk enough again to not think about these things.

Yeah, that's how i'll do it.

do u always go.
g'luck man, hope things turn around.
listening...

Woke up to bj didn't bother opening my eyes until she finished. She was in the zone

Yep, every week.

This again.

today too?
that sounds amazing.
siempre

(...cont)
Then I found two tickets from my wallet - season tickets - to a local sightseeing place where I used to go with my son. I looked on those tickets and just could not hold it anymore. I started crying, thinking about my son... Who would take him there, who would stand by him? What would it feel like to live on with that burden that my act would smash upon his shoulders? I felt even shittier than before because what I was about to do. I knew I could not do it. Not for him. I felt that my only hope, my only salvation, my only mean for exit was closed before my eyes. I knew that I had to push through somehow. Suck it up, carry that pain.

My wife never took custody. She's still trying to do it but I don't give up. My kid will be old enough soon to make decisions on his own, few years and he's adult. Sure, my ex got me on financial problems which got even deeper because depression. I'm still struggling financially but I keep on pushing forward. So yeah. It's been painful years. But there has been good things as well. I have found out much about myself, got very good in few things, got plenty of pussy, done few kids more, found woman I love deeply and so on... If I would have killed myself that day I would have done a shitty thing to few people, especially few of my closest friends. Also I would not have felt that happiness I have found, even in these hardships I have had faced... I've much tougher motherfucker/mothermaker than I used to be and it feels good.

And yeah, that's why I won't kill myself.

What a disappointing ending. wa wa...

glad it all worked out.
sorry your ex-wife raped ur wallet.
glad u still got your son.
hope this gif happens to ur ex.

Well, every Sunday.

They couldn't scrounge up a third guy?

same here

so today?
he was sick.
glad.

Yes

Same to you all
I feel like it's every sunday morning while I'm at work that I see these threads.
I don't mind.
I've got a key to the weight room at my local highschool, so I'm going to go workout.

does the priest have a good sermon theme every sunday?
have a good lifting session user.

LOL, not very likely :D She's more than little frigid and not so experimental. I think her sexlife will be pretty boring... I knew it is because she'd tried to get dick from me few times after our divorce, even cheat her husband with me :D Some women just are not good...

It's based on whatever Bible readings there are for that week, but he's always got something interesting to say.

what was today's sermon about ?
how was the post divorce pussy?

Haven't gone to mass yet.

oh cool. well i hope it's an interesting sermon.

Looking forward to going back to uni, I fucking love my housemates, they're some of the best and coolest guys I know.

Also invited a tinder person to lunch and they agreed. First one in the year or two I've had it that seems willing to hold a proper conversation and has a compatible personality. Of course, I'm not going to really invest myself until I'm absolutely sure it's worth it, I've made that mistake before. But it is a nice thing to look forward to, bit of a confidence booster too

Also, I did some acid a few times a while ago and I've noticed a new appreciation for a lot of things. I listen to music differently, and I can see the beauty in everyday things, like clouds or rain, or even just by seeing how much life there is everywhere. it's nice.

HRT is helping, I feel like I'd miss out on some new experience if I was gone, even if life is shit

that was a nice read, thank you for posting user

glad u like ur housemates
g'luck on tinder date.
glad u had a good acid trip.
nice dubs.
What's HRT ?

Thanks. Even if it's not, the sermon isn't that long. If I'm bored I won't be for long.

i agree.
woah, trips of ocho.
means the sermon will be godlike.

In the past 3 days I've gotten 3 dubs and 2 trips. *whistles*

Thanks
Hormone replacement therapy, trans meds, because I'm trans. Also severe Anxiety/depression etc.

ur blessed.
F->M or vice versa?
what made u wanna change?

I think one look at my life confirms that.

agreed.
and more dubs.

MtF
Never felt like a guy, never acted like a guy, puberty made me depressed, strict parents that would've forced me to get a truck licence and work for them or join the army or something along the lines of that.

First time getting my hormone levels checked and naturally my testosterone was at the lowest it can be, and my estrogen levels were fairly high, so it all kinda made sense ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Pic: related (before begining HRT)

Wow. Again.

Thank you

I can be a burden to my family and make their lives miserable

g'luck.
what are u most looking forwrd to, when u become a girl?
to beign impaled by cock with your new pussy ?

Last week of the school semester. Banged my girlfriend last night. Life is okay right now.

Because I plan on going to every house party my senior year so I can hookup and lose my v card

Still early, no promises. Might end up stubbing my toe or something and have to be put down.

wow, who's she?

Sex isn't everything for me, its something to look forward to in the future I guess though

Really not that sure, passing 100% percent of the time and not having the fear of being outed in public would be nice

cuz my big penis brings fleeting happiness

Is this from goldfinger?

My plan is to fuck this slut

gluck.
be careful walking.
>Really not that sure, passing 100% percent of the time and not having the fear of being outed in public would be nice
makes sense.
that's good.
i wish u luck.

Because I gained 153 or so followers on Twitch in one night and am getting closer to getting affiliated, you cuck.

Who is this?
I have seen a few with her, but no one ever shares any sauce.

awesome.
i wish you continued growth.
~sincerely, the cuck~

Thank you. Pretty soon, I will have parties like that with bad bitches in bathtubs when I get that Twitch money.

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