This girl broke my heart and ended my childhood with a dark kiss and a sad memory...

This girl broke my heart and ended my childhood with a dark kiss and a sad memory... Can't even go out anywhere because I'm afraid to run into her... My heart still wants what my soul hates and my mind is confused and my body is torn by their infighting... What do?
If anything at least maybe I'll get some advice to cry myself to sleep with...

>> ended my childhood

was she your mother? if so I am very sorry for your loss.

more pics? plenty of fish in the sea champ, its time to recast your reel

No, just an archain sentiments of deep love turned foul by avarice and vanity.

Go to bed summerfag

get wasted on cocaine and hookersthen grow a pair.

She's on Fb
Allyson Cunningham
just saw her pic and instant shit tier feels
Good advice tho... Night
If I do an hero, pics will be posted as agreed in the btard oath of immoral virginitous faggotry and I thank you kind and evil sages

where the nudes art bitch b o i

She's not even good looking you queermo

Been on here since Sup Forums started and even through the moid.org wars.

BTW before mods try. Mood is no longer a site so I'm not name dropping sites. Just properly stating the name of the battle.

Theres only one solution user, kys!
It will stop your pain and infighting and is a revenge against her.

Grow out of your highscool days faggot

Wasn't for her looks but the flame of a soul and the warmth of a smile man. Sometimes the feels are deeper than the touch

Oh god, grow up. Stop being a dramafag and grow a pair. Hell, grow one! It would be a vast improvement.

Really not worth it dude, go out and see other women. You'll find she wasn't exactly hot shit. You will also be more disappointed with women as a whole. Masturbating a lot to porn helps deteriorate your ability to care about getting laid as well.

This hurts but like a left to the jaw sounds like help given by a true friend...
Weird that this site and it's insults shows me more love and attention than any of the suspiciously npc like people who walk about me.

fuck a hooker

Right now she's getting railed by some other cock, just shut up and move on.

Not allowed to masturbate. I am an asatru an as an eye of Odin I gave it up to prove my worth.

Not being dramatic just kinda feelin the feels.

I don't hate my phallus

Not OP, but I get ya OP. Fiance of 10 years just dropped the bomb on me after I got into a car accident and got brain damaged. Frontal and Right side.

Yeah it's shit m8, that much I'll give you, but fuck it. You can't choose your circumstances
but you can choose how you react to them.
Victim or Victor.

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I thought we told summer to go to bed??

Hwhaaaaaat????!

>not allowed to masturbate
Tell me one of the reason y'all broke up was because no sex before marriage

Like any accension you have to give up humanly vices. This just weighed on me so an outlet was needed.

Still not a summer. I use the site all the time and have introduced a few memes as well as have even been a few beloved and hated b characters.

tl;dr: you are a beta fugly fuck and he found a better man. so what? get over it. go work out, work on yourself, fix yourself and will find a better one.

Read: he is autistic

Continuing on from my post here.


It's natural to feel sad or despair, depressed and helpless. let the feelings run their course, and that's a shitty time when you'll feel truly alone. Probably when you're alone late at night, no distractions and no friends online to help you, and no one awake to call.

Then it's rough. You feel truly alone, and I know this why? Because I've been there, and I've bawled like a bitch.

Anger doesn't change anything, it just makes you feel like you can change the outcome of *THIS* circumstance.

Focus on yourself. Chances are that in the relationship at some point you gave up pieces of yourself that you truly wanted. Things you wanted to do or to experience that your SO didn't want to.

Go back, it may feel empty now, but you can do whatever the fuck you want.

As for me? I started playing an instrument, started losing weight (down 30 kgs), starting writing, getting tattoos that I always wanted.

The world is your fucking oyster now.

But as I said before. and I will reiterate.


Victim or Victor over your circumstance.

Allow emotion to run its course then:

You can wallow in self pity and cry.

or

You can carry the fuck on.

tbh... never do this.
STDs can pass through condoms too, and you can really throw your life away with one random fuck. that said any girl can carry any infection as well, so I don't know, mixed bag.

No this was after her.
She just up and dissapeared one day, thought she died. She left the state for school, forgot me in the rear view like throwing a stick for your loyal and faithful dog and driving away before he comes back... Poor guy sitting there waiting and thinking.

so what is the damage to you? I mean, you are shitposting with us here, and you sound sane, so brain wise you should be fine...
motor functions? did you become paraplegic or what?

I don't even know. I have someone deliver food through a dog door and hadn't actually been outside in like 12 years now, every time I go to leave it feels like I'll walk right into her.

So she ghosted your ass, fuck it! Problem solved, she gone now. If you're clinging onto hope she comes back then you're a retard.

... jesus grow up, user.
I mean yeah, it's Sup Forums but stop making up such stories.

Retrograde and antergrade amnesia, visual spacing and time distortion, difficulty relaying emotion person to person, can't keep balance when walking. Can't particularly follow instruction.

Motor control damage on my right side, but that might be physical, because if I have the symptoms of the front and right side lesions on the brain then it would be my left side that was affected.

Physical side:

Broken Ribs
Broken Hip

Mental Side:


Memory retention is shit, have to journal down every day or so.

Amnesia took away a lot of memories of the passed 2 - 5 years, as a result the person that I was is not the person I am, complete personality shift.

Check up Post Concussive Syndrome and TBI for further info. I can read books and remember quotes and snippets, all left brain motor function is fine, but the main issue is repetition, visual spacing (which is balls because I used to be an artist as a job) and time distortion (I know where I am just not when.)

The reason I hide is because I'm afraid to see her.
No making it up. I remotely fix computers, small time on stocks and Medicaid thinks I'm a "psycho" so I get money to live and eat. I order food from my pca, he likes the secret agent feel, like I've never seen his face but he picks up the money from the slot and drops the food.

This you OP?

gotta be. or thread is moot.

OP?!?!

I don't think OP is in a very good place atm. he's probably hit the booze.

probz.

>Being this assmad over a thot

ISHYGDDT

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dayum she does look qt