No feels thread?
Well I want to share with you a little piece of my mind... After being here and in this world for quite a while I would like to post a short idea of mine. If you feel the same feel free to join in.
>You get in this world just because two people decided they "love" each other and they decided they want an extra job on their hands. That's what they think, that's what they want at the moment and they struggle to fulfill their decision for the rest of their life.
Nothing to discuss here, this is you, this is how you ended up here.
>You are a kid, you are happy just because you follow what your folks tell you what to do. If you do good you get rewarded, if you don't you get punished, and so, you do whatever you're told (even if it's good or bad) and you are happy. Rewards gets better and better... or maybe not, but they are rewards and they make you happy...
And that's when you start thinking on your own, at a very very small level, but you do... you are now following a pre-programmed routine.
>Now you realize that if you do good things you get rewarded... and you get happy. But what makes your parents happy? Ohh and that's when you start your journey in thinking by yourself. You realize that if you do good your parents are going to be happy and then, by doing that you get happy, you give up on materialism just to make people around you be happy.
And that's when you start to think more and more by yourself... And this is the point of no return.
>You start learning new things about how to make people happy, but all you see getting deeper into learning is the dark truth...
>No one wants you to think, they just want you to follow orders, that makes them happy
>No one wants you to do something extraordinary, they just want you to be mediocre
>No one wants you to be happy, they just want to think that you're happy in your mediocrity, never knowing limits or bounds
>No one is happy when you fulfill something, they get envious.
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