Hey Sup Forums, I think Ive slowly brainwashed myself into being a fag from too much porn...

Hey Sup Forums, I think Ive slowly brainwashed myself into being a fag from too much porn. I've had a huge 'Sissy Hypno' addiction! Ive been consuming more and more of this kinda porn for years, started with just femdom and normal hypnosis-style porn stuff, and progressed into sissy hypnosis stuff. Ive been masturbating to it for years and started playing along with it eventually. Started crossdressing, lost weight to look better dressed up, got into anal play, eating my own cum, then chastity, now owning several toys and cages. Ive talked to guys and other sissys/"traps" but havent experimented with anyone from the same sex. Ive tried to quit several times, and failed, even did pretty good at nofap for about 3 months before i slowly came crawling back to it. I constantly crave the idea of sucking a cock. Even had dreams about it. I constantly crave more sissy hypno stuff. Getting super stoned, edging and trancing out to videos for hours at a time until Im a drooling, dripping mess. Part of me wants to quit because I was never into guys whatsoever but am now. But part of me wants to give in and go deeper and deeper into sissy life.

Anyway, any advice? Anyone that can relate?

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Just give in mate. I have a crippling suspicion that gay porn and especially trannies is what made me bi and love playing the "girls role" in sex and sometimes even daily life. It hasn't taken over my life and my girlfriend is very sweet with acting out my fantasies and doing role reversal

You think I should? Just push it further and further? And yes, thats exactly how i progressed into it. Never had any thoughts about guys at all prior to it. Even now, not reeeally into guys nearly as much as their cocks.

sounds just like me. how old are you?

Are you giving in to becoming a tranny or giving in to just gay sex?

Do the gay sex first. No harm there really. If you like it and you are still interested in being a girl then I'd say wait on it a year and if you still want it then get it done.

Oh yeah? How so? Im 26, pic is me

lots of hypno, slowly breaking me down, uncontrollable urges to dress and serve cock. if you haven't been with a guy yet, its not too late for you ;)

are you on kik?

Yep, that's how I feel too. I'm only really into muscular perfectly smoking hot guys, so I didn't really do anything with anyone save for buttsex

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name?

I got into sissy porn and sissy hypno for quite awhile. I've realized I'm actually trans and I think the main attraction for me there was the idea of being forcibly feminized since that let me fantasize about being a woman without the shame and scary questions (when I was still in denial). Since I've come out to myself and started transition it's still fairly hot but there's 0 danger of it consuming me, I'm nowhere near that into it anymore. (Pic obviously not me)

fcuk! Sauce please?! whats her name?

Both I guess, more towards the later. And I guess in part I mean, just give into to being a sissy and enjoy mindfucking and feminizing myself. Pretty good advice btw.

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are you on hormones?

I fucked a dude after excessive Sup Forums/Internet exposure. One of my one regrets in life.

For a little over a week now. I was both nervous and excited about starting HRT. After just a few days the rest of my doubts pretty much melted away, this feels right. It's like this constant background noise of feeling terrible that I was so used to I didn't know it was there anymore got turned off and I can actually be calm now.

I think i might be in this situation myself.

I have been off and on about being trans for 11 years now. Before that i used to wear makeup and dress in secret when i was a kid. i love forced fem porn. I currently live as a gay man. 25 yrs old.

Sable Heart - Rough Sex

This! Lol! And no kik atm. Maybe email?

Personally not into muscles. I think id prefer a twink or femboy or another sissy than a hunk.

I really see eye to eye with that! Maybe Im still just learning new things about myself.

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If you can afford to talking to a good therapist who deals with gender issues can be a huge help. I'll probably get a ton of hate for mentioning reddit here but the asktransgender and mtf subs can be really helpful too.

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You deserve over 9000 internets

sphirex aka sable hearth

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Thanks. I'll check that out. I haven't talked about it before much. Only time i ever mentioned it in person was to a therapist when i was 19 (the session was scheduled for depression) and he told me immediately that he doesn't think i am and that i shouldn't think about it so i didn't mention it again.

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Yeah I would not put much stock in a therapist who just dismissed it outright like that without actually discussing it more with you. Some are very anti-trans, he was probably in that category.

Nobody else can tell you that you are or aren't (which is pretty frustrating). There's no rigorous scientific test either. What a good therapist can do is help you find the answer for yourself because you're the only one who can answer that question. It certainly sounds to me like there's a good chance you might be based on my own experiences but I can't guarantee I'd be right.

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Yeah. Thanks though :). The therapist was a gay man who specialized in depression in male gay youth. But i dont know his opinions on transgender. My parents paid for sessions with him very soon after i told them i was gay.

Go and google Bambi sleep. That made me stop watching that lousy sissy hypnos ever again.

You wont regret it, princess.

You'd be surprised. There's a part of the gay community that wants the T to be dropped from LGBT.

Probably a predisposition you have toward the feminine/submissive. Probably just some curiosity too. But the weed man, that shit will bring it out of you. I recommend quitting that if you want to stay straight.

That's how it goes.
Enjoy it :3

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Yeah i know. Ive talked to lots of gay men (and fucked) there's a lot of transphobic ones.

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Weed makes me able to suck cock for hours without getting bored.

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smoking weed makes me into such a sissy...combined with hypnos and chastity ughh

exactly, it brings the gay out. I'm pretty damn straight, though it's not like I've never been curious or appreciative of a nice cock. But weed, especially certain strains, brings the feminine sub side out.

what strains do you think work best?

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Yeah. First time i tried smoking weed before sex with a guy i literally had his cock in my mouth nonstop for probably 30-45 minutes until he busted his wad. And it was fucking awesome.

I gotta check this one out. Ive actually heard a lot of people into it but have yet to check it out. I HATE the PMV hypnos though!

You think the weed is effecting me that much?

can you actually become a sissy by watching too much hypno stuff ? you could just be gay or attracted to traps

Mmmmm!!! :)

Wow! Ive been smoking for my entire adult life, and apart from making for some really awesome sissy sessions, I really never linked it together. Might be right though

Just get off the computer for a while
Go outside, exercice, jerk off without porn, do whatever you feel like doing as long as its considered okay behavior, and you'll be back to your normie hetero self in a few weeks/months.

This being said, I'm slightly into the same things as you, cum fetish and all, but I've set my limits and know when too much porn is too much.

Rule #1: No cumming to cocks

Shit, I can't remember which strain got me fucked up one time. Had some real crazy fantasies... Any strain will bring it out at least a little bit, though enough weed can make you horny and crazy enough to fuck just about anything. But different people respond differently so wtf do I know.

i loveee being caged...i gave a black guy head while plugged and caged and it was like the hottest thing ever. i was also really stoned...

I hate to say thats what happened to me, but I really think it is. I grew up with a fetish for hypnosis/mind control type shit but NEVER had any interest in guys or traps at all. Now, Im dressed like a girl as often as possible and gooning out to pictures of cocks and voices telling me to be a sissy

Super hot!!! I love the frustration and the build up of it more than anything. And the constant reminder that Im a sissy with a locked up clitty who cant even get hard like a real man

I dont think it makes you gay or sissy, but if you have any inclinations towards those things then it will bring it out.

I actually kinda think it would make totally straight men just want to fuck more.

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How often do you smoke? If often, then I'd say yeah definitely. I only smoke occasionally, and it's only then that those feelings start rising. Though sometimes I get high and absolutely love getting sucked and fucked by my wife, so I think it also has to do with the mood you're in, or the porn you're watching. It certainly doesn't help though...

Ya know, I did just that. I quit porn and fapping entirely for about 3 months, but I still thought of it the whole time. Craved it!

Hey, OP, I read most of your thread. Don't listen to these homos. Your brain is just a little out of whack after long term abuse. Of course if you listen to hypnotic gay stuff for a long period the thoughts will creep more and more into your mind. That's part of the reason there are so many gays now. Gayness is just crammed into your head from all angles all the time because of the media.

The point is, you can drop the habit and still be straight. Don't give in to some depraved life of sucking dicks, dude. Be a man like you are meant to be. All this other stuff is mental illness. You should do things to get your testosterone up. Don't give up on yourself.

Weed (and hypno if you believe in it) can change your state of mind, allow stuff to surface you might normally keep buried. It's not going to make someone who's 100% straight into a sissy or want to suck cock. Sissy hypno provides a very convenient thing to blame it on rather than having to wrestle with those feelings being your own, just normally suppressed.

That it does. Usually. Though sometimes it just makes me feel uncomfortable, silly, or super asexual for some reason. But once sex is on, it's 10 times better high.

yuppp exactly. its so fun and arousing. i loveee it.

whats your email?

>Be a man like you are meant to be. All this other stuff is mental illness. You should do things to get your testosterone up.

If OP is actually trans taking testosterone would be a very bad time and they would end up majorly regretting it later. Also not actually mental illness and hasn't even been officially considered such since the DSM-5 came out. Look up the actual science instead of spouting off garbage.

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There's no such thing as being "actually trans" you numbskull. You have been brainwashed by society and the media to think that is even a thing.

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hrm, you might be screwed then

Though, not fapping entirely might just have given you MORE urges/craving toward deviant sexual acts. Masturbation is a normal behavior so cutting it off entirely maybe wasnt the answer.

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>not perverting a perversion so it becomes just a kink
Masturbators these days..

It's hilarious how scared people like you are of trans people existing. It's ok, the scary trans people won't hurt you. Now why is it you're so concerned what other people do with their lives?

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Literally every single day for years now. Went to Dallas for like 3 days a few years back, and that was the longest Id gone without smoking since like high school.

Yeah, i definitely assume that to some degree, porn & masturbation is to blame. I guess its just the giving it up but feeling the same about it that made me kinda confused.

I'm not going to debate with a stupid homo on the internet. I just came to say that it's not too late for OP.

You can make it, OP. Don't let this cesspool of gay which Sup Forums has become absorb you.

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Yeah... probably closer to starting HRT than taking testosterone lol

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Ah. If you really want to change, I would quit the weed. But yeah totally, having an attraction to dicks as a man, I believe, is within all men. I think it comes from our own deep love of our own cock and how good it makes us feel. But those feelings usually lie buried under "TITS AND PUSSY AW SHEEIT"

>I'm not going to dance-off with a stupid homo on the internet.

>Continues arguing

No really, please keep going. You're making this fun. You sure you're not really in this thread for the pics and too ashamed to admit it?

i dont give a shit about trans people, they can have the same lives and rights as I do as long as I'm concerned

the fucked up thing is that normies are supposed to be down with the social explosion of faggotry its bringing along, plus the creation of entirely bullshit genders. its somewhat "cool" nowadays to be trans or fluid or whatever, just like being vegan or shits like that. sexuality is now also a fad for people seeking attention

trans people must accept that they are acting or changing from one sex to another out of two possible choices and stop normie-shaming the people who are weirded out by it - the acceptance will come naturally with time

other than that, be who you really are, live how you want, and have a good time m8

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Oh but also there is a submissive and feminine bit to every man. If you don't believe that, it just hasn't come out of you yet. But believe me, it's lurking there, under all your insecurities and suppressed feelings and macho fronting.

it's good! wish the audio was a bit more subliminal though. i like it when you cant really make out what's being said

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that's called therapy, pornhub style.

basically you're so unconsciously repressed that you don't know how to express what you want/desire irl.

in comes this porn which removes/forces you into what you desire, without the social stigma/humiliation/questions that we get from peers irl. (the humiliation videos are even done in a positive, leading way. not negative way).

as long as you keep your brain sober/don't binge out and end up watching eat shit videos, you're only going to view stuff that your unconscious wants to see for some reason.

once you start hrt you won't feel out of place. never "wait" or "be sure". just fucking start. today. the next time you get the motivation will be in a few years.

hrt made me like dick a little bit. pornhubbing it out, haha. i would talk to a therapist about it irl, but the therapist hypno makes me open up more than my irl one. kek jews crushin it.

i got the best therapists in the city and all they ever do is ask me who what where when why. they're utterly fucking useless except for the srs letter. i feel like shit every session, having to sit in an uncomfortable chair and prove myself to some human who is judging me based on her education. it's the exact fucking opisite of hypno leading you out of repression.

your logic is fucking useless. stop shilling therapy.

weed is old world repression technique. back in the day, parents would get their own kids hooked on pot because it covers up the femmy personality traits when they're stoned. if you're a drug user, consider hrt.

hitler didnt gas anything that i am. bitch.

if you're not going through with hrt, then forced fem stuff is edging you. no wonder you sound like shit.

i did that. my professional RL was more impressive than i care to brag about. DIDN'T FUCKIN HELP YO NOW I'M FUCKIN OLD AND STARTING HRT. FUCK YOU CURE user. HRT FOR PRE TEENZ.

EUNICH.

Yeah me too!! When theres just too much going on to catch everything, so theres all those subliminal messages swirling around your head

>two genders

my dick makes semen, and my boobs make milk.

got root? i'm third gender, bitch. and if you cut off my meds, i'll do it old world eunich style. or go back to being a meth addict.

1234 i'll suck your cock and beg for more

POP

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Can I get a source on your weed claims? Not calling you out necessarily, but that just goes against everything I know about weed. Getting stoned lowers inhibitions and heightens sensitivity, though yeah I suppose it can have other psychological effects. Might it depend on strain? I've noticed the mind high of indica takes me to weirder sexual places than the body high of sativa, which can actually lead to an uncomfortable body feeling...

Same boat as you, but been trying to repress it/ hide it due to having a gf. But I can't lie to myself that crossdressing with anal play isn't the best feeling ever. What do

two genders in the sense that you can possibly have XX or XY chromosomes to determine that, which amounts to only two

in your case, things got messed up and you have the qualities of both. nothing to be ashamed of, but its still an unusual case

stay away from meth user, you can do it

same here. it's impossible to repress and hide...