Hey Sup Forums, I think Ive slowly brainwashed myself into being a fag from too much porn. I've had a huge 'Sissy Hypno' addiction! Ive been consuming more and more of this kinda porn for years, started with just femdom and normal hypnosis-style porn stuff, and progressed into sissy hypnosis stuff. Ive been masturbating to it for years and started playing along with it eventually. Started crossdressing, lost weight to look better dressed up, got into anal play, eating my own cum, then chastity, now owning several toys and cages. Ive talked to guys and other sissys/"traps" but havent experimented with anyone from the same sex. Ive tried to quit several times, and failed, even did pretty good at nofap for about 3 months before i slowly came crawling back to it. I constantly crave the idea of sucking a cock. Even had dreams about it. I constantly crave more sissy hypno stuff. Getting super stoned, edging and trancing out to videos for hours at a time until Im a drooling, dripping mess. Part of me wants to quit because I was never into guys whatsoever but am now. But part of me wants to give in and go deeper and deeper into sissy life.
Anyway, any advice? Anyone that can relate?