What should I do Sup Forums?
>Be me, between 8 and 12/13 was bullied in school for being chubby.
> Peaked at 15-17 have a social life, great friends, no longer fat but super self conscious. Doing well in school.
>Gave up gaming etc, going out with friends most evenings after school instead of Runescape/League of Legends
> Get a GF, mad in lust and love, sex almost every time I see her
> She's super self conscious too, feels like I'm out of her league
> After a while I start gaining weight, 110Kg at 18y/o kinda turned to food as GF is a bitch
>Turns out Gf gets abused by Drunk father, she takes it out on me, limits who I see, forces me away from female friends and eventually most male friends
> No friends so turn back to Gaming, do no exercise and drop out of first year Uni because I'm 18 and 130KG now.
>GF of almost 3 years dumps me after I don't see her for a fortnight just before Christmas because I was depressed
> Depressed and addicted to food and video games even more now
> Spend the last 3 years eating, sleeping and only leaving the house when I have to, family birthdays and holidays etc.
> Surprisingly I've never been suicidal and always make a new plan for life but it always falls thru
>This year I reapply to Uni, meant to be going in September. Am 21 now.
>Nervous obese fucker, thinking about getting bullied, feeling uncomfortable all the time, clothes are shit, neglected myself and wardrobe super hard over the last year, have next to no money and need a job before September.
> Want to lose weight but so fucking unfit, walking a mile at a slow pace is a challenge.
Need help Sup Forums.
IMAGE NOT ME, TOO SELF CONSCIOUS. SAME SIZE ROUGHLY THO