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I was a pretty normal child.

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when I was 13 I was caught masturbating, as punishment I was made to jerk off into a cup and drink it while dressed in my shitty clown costume with makeup from when I was 7

> cant eat flaky pies without getting crumbs on the floor
> dad throws all my food on the floor and tells me to pick it up

> been young teenager
> invite a friend around
> dad goes crazy and says he can smell cigarette smoke
> neither me nor my friend have ever touched a cigarette
> friend has to leave
> my computer power cable gets confiscated
> never have another friend around at my place until i leave home

>be 6ish
>be chillin with dad on a boring night
>dad flipping through tv channels
>stumbles upon the Amityville Horror
>tells me its really fuckin scary
>try to get him to change it
>doesn't, just laughs at me cringing
>gets to the scene with the dolls eyes opening
>as soon as the eyes are on screen cover my face and try to run away
>dad chases me across the room and pries my hands off my face
>basically holds me towards tv so I cant not see it
>scene ends
>bit of releif
>dad lets go
>something else jarring happens immediately after
>dad tries to grab me again
>before he can 180 so im facing him
>push him with my 6yo fight or flight strength
>he back peddles over an end table
>falls back
>in doing so, manages to recover, then fall back again on a bicycle resting on the wall
>handlebars pierce his pants around the crotch
>inspects his nuts while in utter shock
>he busts out laughing
>I cry and hide til my mom gets home

My dad and I are close, but goddamn he loved to torture the shit outta me as a kid to get a laugh. Probs why I don't really emote correctly as an adult.

Who did this to you?

i dunno wtf happened in my childhood that causes this but now i cant sleep with a woman or even kiss or date them. Im outgoing and i have a normal job but if a woman tries to seduce me i just feel super anxious and sick. I'm ok being friends with them except it hurts because i want more and cant have it...

>I found my mother dead face down in a swimming pool when I was 3 years old
>They told me it was an "accident"
>Was suicide
>Father immediately re-married a total cunt who was a borderline personality
>Life was pretty must fucked from that point

That sounds like homo behavior. Vaginas disgust mee too user.

i love the look of boobs and stuff in porn but i just cant even touch a girl enough to get her bra off. I'm not attracted to men in any way

Another.

>be around the same age as previous gt
>start finding loose teeth
>Fuck yeah, money for a little pain seems cool
>dad catches wind that I have a tooth loose
>he has some weird fixation with pulling teeth
>Dont know why, always has
>begins carrying around plyers fucking EVERYWHERE
>has a set in each room of the house
>has a set at his office
>has 2 sets in the car
>really starts to freak me out
>after a week or so of him finding this out, he picks me up from school and gets me pizza
>takes me home
>sits me on a stool in the kitchen
>asks "user, I heard from your teacher you've been using bad language at school..."
>Ohshit.jpeg
>"Im gonna wash your mouth out with soap for every bad word you-"
>as he started his threat, my mouth opened a bit and before he could finish he essentially held my jaw open with his hands
>pulls out pliers
>pulls not 1 but 2 of my fucking teeth in what felt like 5 seconds
>slips me a 5$
>walks away
>mom comes home to me crying with a bloody mouth and 5$ that I wont tell her where I got from

my aunt, why?

What the fuccckkkk

>be me
>about 3 or 4
>no friends, lonely as fuck
>have a weird dream that my poo is alive
>my poo is now my imaginary friend
>stop going to the bathroom because i don't want my friend to die flushed down the toilet
>crap outdoors for about 2 months, parents somehow don't notice
>get sick and go to hospital for 5 days
>avoid pooping altogether
>a mean nurse that i hated right from the start notices
>comes to me with a suppository
>puts it in my butt
>i think it's for my fever
>she says it's to help me poop
>i'm petrified
>cramps start hitting hard
>she takes me to the bathroom
>pulls my pajamas down
>sits me on the toilet
>i'm too shy to tell her why i haven't been pooping
>she tells me to push but i just try to hold it in
>after about 10 minutes i start cracking
>poop is slowly coming out
>most painful thing up to that point in my life
>can't stop it
>keeps coming out as i cry
>she keeps cheering and encouraging me to kill my friend
>i surrender and let it all out
>she wipes me up and takes me off the toilet
>applauds me for being a big boy and showing that poop where it belongs
>i can almost hear my friend begging me to save him
>she flushes the toilet
>watch my friend circle the drain and disappear
>cry myself to sleep
>going to the bathroom was a nightmare until i was about 10
>worst time of my life

My dad pointed a gun at my head and threatened to kill me and my siblings, along with my mom and himself. Pretty typical childhood.

>10 years old
>parents just divorced
>getting in bed not long after
>ask mom if I can stay up to read
>she gets pissed for no reason
>yells at me and throws my favorite stuffed animal at the wall
>storms out of the room
>sat there crying for a good five minutes and watching the shadow of her feet outside my door
>scared she'll come back in

Still don't like her much. Dad left because she's emotionally manipulative. It wasn't a bad divorce, just a bad mom.

My step mother would rub poison ivy in my underwear, and another of my step mothers made me a special treat for my birthday (oreo Pie mixed with brake fluid) I was forced to eat it as such I hate sweets

I farted.

molested by my cousin

Elaborate?

jesus christ

>when I was 13
>from when I was 7
I dont understand

Yep my dad grew up in an eccentric dago family and was raised like a prince. He's afraid of ballons, looks and behaves like Frank Reynolds from It's always sunny and can calculate shit like fuckin rain man. Here's some more of my weird experiences with my dad as a kid:

>be around 10-11
>start being old enough to ride up front in the car
>driving one day
>he takes a cell phone call while driving
>something work related going to shit fast
>starts speeding
>starts getting angry
>all of a sudden relaxes and slows down
>From what I recall, the deal or whatever fell through on the spot
>calmly hangs up
>looks me in the eye
>proceeds to smash his cell phone into a plastic pulp against the dashboard
>throws plastic mess into the back seat
>we get home and he tells my mom he dropped his phone, then immediately gives me the same look right before he smashed his phone
>never tell my mom
>only seen that look again once and he basically choked me out in front of my family and HS gf

forced to wear girls clothes by sister and mother. started out because we were poor as shit so I had to wear my sister's old clothes, then into shit like dresses and ballerina shit "for fun".
was molested by my dad's cousin's 12 year old stepson when i was 5 because i was wearing a handmedown pink minnie mouse sweatshirt, had no idea it was "gay" but made fun of me and i told him i wore girls clothes all the time. then he made me wear his sister's clothes and forced me to "be his girl"

Im decently stable, have some depression, go thru manic "sissy fits" where I'll go full mentally ill and dress up and degrade myself...started the no fap life and working out and honestly it really helps....i still get off the trap/sissy/cd porn from time to time but I feel like I could have been worse

The clown costume is from when user was 7 years old, but the story is from when he was 13

this is why girls really shouldnt raise guys on their own... they loooove degrading men its funny to them, i remember my sisters laughing at my nephew because he was crying his sister wouldnt give him some chocolate, women are mean man

He was 13 and the costume was from when he was seven

My much older cousin fucked me when I was 8, then I had to fuck him. I'm asexual and transgender now.

>be me
>3
>older cousin (14) while babysitting has me suck his dick
>he sucks mine in return
>go running outside to happily tell me mom what happened when she got home
>suddenly i dont see my cousin anymore
>tfw this led me to a life of confused homosexual feelings up until the past year or so
>tfw it probably wouldn't have been so bad if i wasnt told what he did was wrong
>in my mind for years i equated wrong/unusual with shit that feels good
>now im disgusted by the idea of men

so this is how traps are made. . . or serial killers?

Smothered countless times.

>family camping vacation after my parents got back together
>going well first few days
>have never had bonding like this. It's nice
>maybe we an be a family now
>my birthday is going to happen while we're still camping
>I'm actually excited for once
>morning of my birthday
>wake up to parents yelling at one another
>dad going fucking crazy, yelling at mom
>hear him hit her from inside the tent with my big brother
>dad goes off into woods
>yelling about how he "has to find it"
>mom unzips tent and takes bro and I into car
>see my dad come charging out of woods
>drive away and see my dad pick up our barbecue and smash it on ground out back car window
>car is silent and we drive to town
>mom crying the whole time
>after a while we go back
>dad sleeping in tent
>everyone forgot my birthday somehow
>too scared to mention it
>cry myself to sleep that night

This is true shit. Same user from this Mom fucking made everything my fault I and younger sister didnt care. Then sister laughed when I cried and mom decides to fix the problem she fucking started.

Still can't get into a good relationship. I hate trusting women. Tell one of them something and you've told all of them.

how do you even remember shit from when you were 3? are you 12?

Im assuming after this event you became jaded and stopped letting yourself get excited?

I guess that you guys are all traumatized by sorta sexual shit, so i have one for that too.

>be around 12
>figuring out jerking off and shit
>still doesnt make sense, but feels good
>have a friend who's a girl
>she comes over one day
>realize she now has boobs
>decide to try and follow her into the bathroom or some autistic shit I concocted in my head when I was 12
>forces me out, slams the door
>finds a way to dodge me on the way out and runs to tell my dad
>she tells him
>he just kinda calms her down
>keeps us separate til she has to leave
>when she's gone, finds me doing whatever
>takes me to the computer
>sits me down
>pulls up the victorias secret online catalogue
>tells me to check it out and scroll through
>its like 01-02 so internet is shit
>see maybe 2 pics
>suddenly hear some metallic clanking behind me
>turn around
>get blasted by a fire extinguisher (aimed to the ground, but still like 3' away)
>run outside and hack up a lung
>comes outside and blasts me again
>follows up with a lecture on why he's not raising no sexual deviant
>leaves me outside confused and covered in some yellowish chemical shit.

My mom told me about it. Im 22.

when I was about 8, my older cousins, who were about 14 and 16 at the time, spit roasted me when my mom and aunt went out to the grocery store

Literally smothered? So, you're dead now?

srry then user, out of curiousity, whats your sex life today? and maybe more of your past?

when I was 8 I was raped my a older family member (37) my mom came home and found me laying on the ground cover in blood. now I can't have children.

my uncle used to tell me to stand against the wall with my hands in the air while he would just sit on the sofa and open up a huge jar of pickled eggs and throw them until one hit me in the face

Kek

top kek

Not as bad as some of these anons, but here it is anyway.

>about 7
>go to grandparents house with autistic cousin who is two years older
>tells me to come in the bathroom
>has me take off pants
>just looks
>I think it's funny because "being naked haha"
>fastforward
>for years I think it's just a thing people do
>invite neighborhood girls over
>have them strip in my closet
>parents find out
>think im some kind of deviant because I didnt know better

Shit still haunts me

Sounds like a good sport

Yeah, pretty dead on. I really hate getting presents on like Christmas and my birthday too. Found out later that my dad was looking for the hard drugs my mom was hiding

>babysat by family friend when I was like 9 or 10
>she was about 14-15
>dropped off at her place and my mom left
>she proceeded to show me hentai on her computer
>the memory gets blurry but I'm pretty sure I was molested

Needless to say that shit really fucked me up. I now struggle with a porn addiction because that was literally my first exposure to sex, etc.

I am struggling but I think Nofap is the answer. I keep failing after like 5 days.

Single, straight now.

About a year and a half ago i was still taking dick in my ass.

I was having gay sexual encounters from the time i was 7 until then. I remember jacking off to a playgirl magazine in my room.

I also had several regrettable sexual encounters with girls, but i always felt a certain thrill from guys.

I liked the feeling of the rush of doing something secretive. Something was broken for a while.

I found that catalogging all of my experiences on paper helped me see how dishonest i was being with myself.

I always called myself faithful in my relationships.. couldnt be farther from the truth. I was a big fat cheating scumbag.

But i am done seeking the sensations. I honestly get disgusted by the idea of a mans penis now.

Not to say anal sex doesnt feel good.. i still have some things to work out apparently.

>die

men are also mean man

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>be 3 or 4
>Rugrats In Paris on VHS
>9:30 at night
>Movie ends, brother and sister left the room
>I didnt know how movies worked yet, so I stayed till the credits
>Alone in a dark ass room
>Screen goes black
>This fucking demon slime monster from hell pops up on screen
>Saying some wierd shit I dont understand, but he's screaming it in the most uncanny voice
>Shaking in fear
>Demon splat monster smiles at me for what feels like 3 min
>Screen goes completely black
>VHS static
>I run as fast as I can to my dad's room

For years I thought that this thing would come into my room and attach itself to me like a fucking venom symbiote from spiderman. Call me a pussy If you want, but this is the one thing that scared the shit out of me until I was like 14. Even to this day, I cant watch rugrats or rocket power without turning it off at the end.

when I was about 11 a crazy child abused 13 year old girl flashed me her vagina and kind of messed me up

Early sexual experiences.

I was born in China.

did u died?

What the fuck did I just read.

Experiencing some creepy shit someday is what keeps me living on.

>7 or 8 year old me and friends dug a small tunnel, entrances literally only a meter apart but we were kids and it was fun
>One day in the tunnel, coming out one end and there was a bully blocking my path.
>Another at the other end.
>Forced me to strip down and show my weiner or bullies wouldn't let me leave
>Get made fun of.

another

>Rope climbing in gym class, also around that age.
>Manage to climb up somehow
>Slide down the rope, rush of tingling feelings in my crotch
>Have to go shower with the rest of classmates
>It's a boner
>Try to hide it
>Get made fun of again, classmates shouting "user has a boner!"

I guess that's where my trust issues/relationship issues and social anxiety comes from, as well as my fetish for exhibitionism/voyeurism. It's a weird mix of sexual deviancy when I'm alone, wanting to get caught doing sexual stuff but not wanting any sexual activity with people.
As for friendships/relationships I have no trouble socializing, but it's all rather reserved and platonic. I never let my emotional guard down.

This thread reminded me of frog dad

I molested my cousin. Tell your story let's see if we match!

kek'd at all of these. you dad sounds like a fucking lunatic

kek

do it

Not really traum, but embarrasing:
>be maybe 5-6 years old
>wake up in the middle of the nigh
>"I really need to fucking pee"
>the toilet is on the other side of the house
>too scared to go myself
>about to piss my pant
>hunch over in the corner of the room
>start pissing like crazy
>next morning i tell my mom that our cat did it
>there is litteraly a small pool of piss on the floor
>she buys it
>mfw

He fucking is. It's fun but scary.

I think being around him as a kid made me better able to cope with traumatic shit and at least come off as well adjusted. But he def has screwed me up.

Here's another quick one:

>be in gradeschool
>get in trouble for one reason or another
>he picks me up from school
>is fuckin livid
>can see him seething while he's driving
>tell him my side of the story
>before I can finish, he just takes his hands off the wheel and folds his arms
>"dad... what are y-"
>"You dont wanna behave in school? well how would you like to be in the hospital for a while to make you truly appreciate getting a free education?"
>veers into the other lane for a sec
>shit bricks
>he corrects
>didn't get in trouble at school for like 2 years

>grow up abusive parents
>Married to a beautiful woman have a beautiful son
>son is 7 years old
>Son breaks a vase a old friend give me it before he died
>I uncontrollably rage and start shouting
>beat him but before my hand hit his face i remember my dad
>Son is crying
>I just hug him and cry
>Buy him an ice cream and a Nintendo switch so he can forgive me

I molested my cousin, she fucks me now.

I read these threads for the lulz but this made me sad. Sorry this happened to you.

Did you enjoy it?

Raped on the bus in the 8th grade. Multiple people just watched. Never reported it.

Nah, my guy you gotta green text and type with a bit more detail

poor kid must be confused as shit and will probably post in a similar thread one day. maybe try to explain to him why you got violent?

>Be 7
>Mom loved to "scare" me and my siblings for "fun" or to teach us a lesson
>One day im in the car getting picked up from kindergarten
>Teacher tells my mom im a fussy kid and refuses to share with other kids
>Mom gets pissed and on the way home starts yelling
>"So you want to be a loud and selfish little brat. Well i'll take you where you belong then."
>Drives to an adoption center a few miles from my old house
>"Get out user. You wanna be a bad kid youre gonna go where the fuckin bad kids go"
>Start crying and get out, begging her not to go and to take me home
>Drives off and around the block once before picking me up again and taking me home


There were many other times like this. Whenever i bring them up she refuses to acknowledge them. Thinking about doing this same shit to her when shes old and senile

i should have studied physics and then astrophysics or particle physics.
at least i would know a programming language and choose where to work like my friend is doing.
plus I'd have had a great time at the uni

Believe it or not my mom did the exact thing to me

you want to be around your demented, senile mom when you'll be an adult? that cuts it if you plan to stay single

My dad did many things, he kicked me, killed my cat, made us give away our dog 3 months after we got him, made fun of my mom after she died. Then I had to live with him full time and he never let me hang out with friends or do anything fun. After I turned 16 I ran away to my stepdads but my stepdad was emotionally abusive (he didn't know it). Almost every weekend his friends would get blackout drunk and make fun of me. I'm really fucked from it and I'll never be normal. I'm super sadistic and deliberately hurt people emotionally for my own entertainment.

>I molested my cousin, she fucks me now
I used to have fun with my cousing when kids, and now, sometimes she gets clingy but I'm too much of a pussy to cross the line.

my mom's been a drinker since i was 14 (that i remember)

You should do it user, you'd get some good pleasure out of it

>When I was 7 my brother raped my asshole and forced me to suck his dick.
>When I was 11 I was caught kissing and fondling my 10 year old cousin's tits by both our moms
>When I was 13 I got into a fight and won, but literally shat myself in the process due to getting kicked in the stomach super hard. Despite the guy having a permanently ruined nose and a broken arm from being thrown off a stage, he was laughing at me as I left a trail running out of the multi-purpose room
>When I was 15, I was dragged along to a party by my friends and ended up finding my GF being double-teamed by some guys I didn't know. She said she was at a doctor's appointment with her Mom at the time; I ended up spreading around a video between friends showing how slutty she was and pasted a bunch of print-outs of the videos within all the boys bathrooms. She killed herself but left a note specifically stating that she loved me.
>When I was 17 I found my first job at a steak and shake. The manager ended up being gay and would hint at potential raises if I did things for him. Left the place after corporate started wondering why I was making $12/hr.
>When I was 18 I fucked my sister. It was smelly, slippery, and really fucking odd but it wasn't bad. The issue starts with her becoming sex-crazed despite me being her little brother. She would chase out any girl I brought home and would stalk me.
>When I was 22 I shot my dog in the back of his head. He was dying and needed to be put down, but I couldn't afford it in the vet so I did it myself. It still haunts me to this day.
>Be me
>Be 23 years old
>Last month in June
>Working with a field vet (someone who travels around to farms to check on the animals)
>She asks me to drive back to the clinic to pick some stuff up
>Tell her I don't know how to drive due t o reasons
>She asks me to get the paperwork done when she's gone then
>Alright
>Everything goes well for me
>Two hours later, learn she was in a severe car accident and died instantly
>mfw

> Be me 11 y/o
>visitning my neighbour
> They got a son who is 15-16
> Watching youtube with him
> he deciedes to search for redtube. (??still dont know why???)
> "ooh shiit what is that"
>Show me this teacher pornvid where he starts off fapping in his chair in class, looks fun.
> Next monday in class, gotta test that shit
>Pants down, didnt know how to fap so just slam around my dick kinda.
>Teacher and classmates starts to notice
>ooh fuck
>been akward since then when i meet people who "know about this" which is everyone since word got out fast.

explain? also sage.

Bump because I lived an average life.

>Be maybe 6
>Did something to my sister, dad pissed off
>Almost never get spanked, but this time my dad chased after me
>I was so scared I hid under a thin blanket, mainly thinking my dad would see that I'm sorry and would let go
>Still get spanked
>Feel extremely betrayed

>Be maybe 7 or 8
>Invited by some dude from my class to hang out at his home with some other dude
>"Yo check this really cool thing on my computer"
>Opens up downloaded film
>Looks for specific scene, finds it
>My face when I'm the most innocent I've ever been watching child get shot in the back
>It's evening time back home
>Call mom, "I need to tell you something"
>Start crying saying I saw a kid die
>Mom insists that it was not real, because it's a movie and shit
>Want to believe her, but I tell myself she wasn't there so she can't know
>First time I didn't trust my parents

To be continued, got more shit that made me sad

>Older sister and father fought like crazy
>Drug use
>"Tries" to commit suicide
>Parents always searching his room and find shit
>always screaming
>remember my dad saying if "If I find the pills I'll swallow them all myself"
>mom always crying
>picked on in school for lesbian sister
>losing fist fights and friends left and right
>sister now my brother
>don't really tell my friends about it
>stick up for him when I can
>but he's a real piece of shit and burned all his bridges
>kind of hate his guts
>support lgbt

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My parents offered me to play the exorcist maze game when I was like 5-6. I had nightmares with that face for several years. No more trauma anymore but since then I react to scares worse than regular people do. Unconsciously and annoying as fuck.

I went through almost the exact same situation user.

Cont.

>Be maybe 8 or 9
>At a birthday party of the same dude that showed me the scene with the dead child
>"Let's watch The Grudge"
>Might honestly be the first horror film I have ever seen
>Can no longer sleep in my own room and have to sleep with the lights on because I'm so irrationally scared

>Be maybe 9 or 10
>Once again, for the third and last time at that guy's house
>He invited me to his home, just me
>Felt really happy, because I thought I made a new friend. He invited me before, but not in the same way
>At his house be a little stupid
>Because I'm happy to have a new friend, I do annoying things like lean on him and make silly noises, just for a laugh
>He doesn't like it, tells me to stop
>I don't take him seriously, he grabs my bag
>I don't fight it, just follow him to see what he does with my bag
>He opens the door, I suspect nothing
>He throws my schoolbag out of the door into the stairwell
>He looks at me impatiently until I go to grab it
>Door slams behind me locks immediately
>Still confused, try to open door and knock several times, no respomse
>It dawns on me
>Walk all the way home crying

To be continued

I think he was pretty succinct. There was a dad, dad threatens everyone with a gun, obviously is a retard because you don't point a gun at someone unless you intend to kill them.
in the words of Ducco, "If you're going to shoot, shoot, don't talk"
so basically on top of being crazy this father is stupid

My dad left before I was born. I had to rehabilitate when I was born because my mom used heroïn ( still does..) I was molested by my nephew when I was like 6 or 7. My mom caught him with me but nothing really happened. I've heard my mom say I was a mistake and that she would have died during her pregnancy with me than living the life we are in now.

I'm 24. Not doing well at all

I Needed a good laugh. Why you gotta hurt me like this user. I just wanted to laugh at some funny stories

Sorry

>parents divorce when im very young (about 2-3)
>never got to experience a real family life
>mom always tells me dad is evil, and vice versa
>never liked either of my parents because they battled over custody all the time
>decided to live with dad because he could provide for me better, because he wasnt lower class like my mom
>fast forward to today, am 17 kissless virgin, never had gf
>my parents terrible relationship makes me afraid of being in a relationship, because im worried im always going to be used/abused by my partner
>worried about my potential partner taking 1/2 my belongings and taking my children and money just because they can, and the USA always gives custody to woman
>mfw parents ruined my life

Just to clarify, my inability to sleep in my room lasted until I was 13, it got me real fucked up

Cont.

>Be maybe 10
>Me and my school friends are out preparing for a big bonfire, we're grabbing a bunch of scrap wood
>Go to this undeveloped batural valley in between to parts of the neighborhood
>See a bunch of scrap underneath the road on the other side of the small valley
>Volunteer to go alone and take it
>Cross small valley, reach scrap wood
>As I turn around I realize my friends ditched me
>I thought the were just behind a small hill
>Walk all the way to the hill, they are gone
>Mfw when they completely ditched me in the valley
>Mfw I trusted them to wait for me

>Growing up ages 9-11 my parents were fighting all the time
>Dad has Hepatitis C and goes through chemo
>Mom has a secret addiction to codeine, know nothing
>This and all the past shit I talked about, along with other things made me extremely depressed
>It's the end of 6th grade and I need to choose my middle school
>Two choices, at the time I was religious so it was this half religious school with girls and boys in the same calss, and this completely religious school with only guys in the whole school
>Get accepted to religious school
>Suddenly get an invitation for an interview at the half religious one
>Too depressed, don't wanna go outside, say "No it's fine I was already accepted to another school"
>Get bullied for the next year for having somewhat long hair, get called faggot and the likes
>Suicidal thoughts worsen
>Can't change schools because of a MASSIVE teachers strike
>Not going to school during the strike worsens depression
>Next year I go to the same school that rejected me
>Most students are none religious, to my shock they are way kinder
>Get left alone during recess, peace at last
>Long holiday commences
>Playing favourite MMO on couch none stop worsens
>Depression worsens
>Stop going to school for a month after holiday
>Admit myself to a psychiatric hospital at 13

write a book

>be me
>6 or 7 years old
>have abusive mother
>henpecked father
>do something wrong, don't remember what it was
>mother hits face several times with all of her strength
>broke my nose
>left on the floor for around two hours bleeding profusely from the nose without the strength to get up
>mother continues on with her day like normal
>dad gets home
>starts shouting match with mother
>I pass out
>Dad takes me to ER

Goddamn I hate my mother.