Shotato thread

Shotato thread

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This one seems popular, even though its an old dude.

You know you want to join in this thread.

Even Black Science Man could appreciate this.

Of course, but I have nothing to contribute so I'll just sit here lurking

I'm only posting this because it's the closest thing I have to a shota doing math or physics.

inb4: jimmy

I've had a really short day so I'll be here a while.

What would you like to see?

*Shit day

I've had a shit day.

youre only allowed to lurk here if you tell us a bit about yourself!

Goddamn how are you always so happy?
Tell me your secret.

what??
why? what happened? ;_;

i luv my anons, thats all

Bad. I'm physically and mentally ill and have almost no human interaction because I'm afraid of pretty much everything

Just a bad day.

well, you have us. why are you afraid of everything?

I have to interact with plenty of people.
You're not missing anything good.

well, just because it was a bad day doesnt mean it has to be a bad night! just relax and spend some time with us, okay?

so chilling with us isnt "good"?? i resent that

Because I'm fucked in the head :( amongst other things agoraphobia and being afraid of groups of people and my declining mental state I'm pretty much a wreck waiting to happen

Fine, let me rephrase:
Interacting with dumbass Texans and in-laws sucks dick (and not in a good way).

I created this thread specifically to talk to people because I have once again fucked up and am now lonely and self loathing.

So obviously I enjoy talking to you guys.

Where do you live?

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I feel you there I live in Texas too and most people here suck

Surely there are more lurkers here.
At least just tell us you're there, guys.

Texas

I'm in fort Worth.
You?

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i get that, but when you get right down to it whats the point of fearing the unknown? if you, say, go downtown to shop for eggs and milk, you could get struck by lightning and die. OR you could find a winning lottery ticket on the ground and win a million dollars. theres an infinite array of possibilities, and the 99% most likely ones arent too major. just be confident in yourself as a rational human being and know you can take anything thrown at you, okay? you have internet connection and can read and write, so it's not as if your helpless. and above all else you have us to keep you company

Half an hour or so outside of Austin

But I'm not rational, and reading and writing is about all I have. I have extremely bad luck so I don't have confidence that anything good could happen to me

luck is an illusion, theres no such thing. and of course you dont have the confidence after all the rough stuff youve been through, and thats ok. why dont you think youre rational?

Ah. I've only been once, and that was just to work. Not real familiar with the people. But it's Texas so how good could they be?

Long story short:
My wife pulled a dick move, I overreacted, realized I was angrier than the situation warranted but was too nervous to apologize.
Got home real late from work to find that she was so upset with herself for making me crack that she got shitfaced drunk and cried herself to sleep.

This is why she should have never met me.

I doubt it, but is there anything I can do for you? I'm legit offering anything I can do.

everyone lets their emotions get the best of them sometimes, its okay. why were you too nervous to apologize? that doesnt make too much sense to me
and shes youre wife, she cares about you. if she didnt she wouldnt be married to you, and she wouldnt have cried to sleep. all that matters is how you move forward. can you at the very least speak with her in the morning and apologize? it sounds like you dont have the best grip on your emotions, maybe thats something you could work on together. try to recall what exactly it felt like when you were becoming over-the-top angry, so that if you feel those feelings come once more you can try to calm yourself down before you blow up, perhaps with some quick breathing exercises or just closing your eyes for a moment

I can't concentrate on pretty much anything, and things that I used to enjoy just a make me more bitter and angry now:(
Worse than that I love in a smallish backwards ass town where I can't even be open about liking guys let alone drawings of young boys

im very sorry to hear that user. what things do you need to concentrate on?

I already ruin my own life enough without asking for help from kind strangers but the offer does make me feel slightly better and brings a tear to my eye

Right now? Trying to get better physically, emotionally and mentally. Hopefully to the point where I can get back on my feet and get employed again

I'm here

why do you need to "concentrate" on that? youre already doing your best and doing a great job. maybe you should start writing things down - plan things you wanna do in the future, like working out, as well as write down the productive things youve already done so you have a physical representation of your progress as well as whats next for you

if your life were ruined, you wouldnt be alive. but you are, and youre still trying. im very proud of you user

Where do you guys get all of these great pics

>Can't be open

I feel you: only like 4 or 5 people know I'm bi, including my wife. I'm 90% sure my boss would fire me if he found out I'm bi (or only pretending to be Christian and conservative) and about 70% sure that he'd beat the fuck out of me.
My family would disown me at least.

You're not alone: the world sucks.

I've always had a bad temper. Never violent, not in the least, but I can be a real prick. I've gotten a lot better though.
I know it doesn't make sense to be nervous about apologizing. I can't explain it. Once I realize I've been a duck I just kinda... shut down. All I can do is distract myself from myself.

I'm only alive because my former roommate found me lying on the floor and called an ambulance, after which I spent almost a year in a mental institution, which here in Texas is a really shitty place to be. And it's hard for me to be physically active with the chronic pain I'm in :(

Only random people on the internet know I'm bi, and yeah I'd be on the streets of my family knew. Probably worse.

close your eyes, take a few deep breaths, and practice saying "im sorry" in your head before saying it out loud. at least having an apology out in the air will help you calm down sooner, i promise. and if that still doesnt help, just recall tonight - how youre feeling so guilty now, how you wish you could go back and apologize and how you acknowledge yourself that theres no reason not to

you dont have to work out at all, that was just an example. its impressive that even after all of that you're still striving to be a better person. thats really impressive, user

You see there's this thing called the internet.. I'm just kidding buddy, I don't know where they got their pics. I used to get mine from sites like this or actual porn sites

Honestly I mostly get them from here... It's a shitty thing to do, only repost, but nobody's complained so far.

Tumblr has a few good blogs, Twitter, pixiv, boorus, 7chan...

If you're having trouble concentrating I might could help.
I don't have much, but I could send you some Adderall. I sent my fentanyl patches to a guy with cancer and shit earlier this year.

Other than that, this might help, always helps me:
youtu.be/0M1L15hpphQ

What sites do you suggest?

BTW, you're not asking; I'm offering.

Super cute, lovely.

No nig thread

I'm only trying to get better Because I can't deal with the pain anymore, I feel so bad all the time that I just want everything to end like 90% of the time

hiya faggotry

I want more Lute

Nah drugs are only a temporary fix for me. I learned that the hard way

Hi

hows you

of course, user. you need to get sick and tired of being sick and tired. that isnt a bad motivation at all. im very proud of you for working so hard and not resorting to something like drug/alcohol abuse or suicide. itd make me very sad if so much potential was wasted like that

hi, how are you?

Bored
Waiting for 30 mins then going to the chiro

Howdy guys. Welcome to the pit of insanity!!
But really howdy

chiro?

Chiropractor

Ah sounds nice? Or is it rehabilitation or?

I'll try, but it doesn't matter what I say or do: she's gonna see herself as the bad guy no matter what. The damage has been done and apologies won't help her self esteem. She has it in her mind that she's a "bad wife", and me getting angry just furthers that thought in her head.

Me too, but I haven't any more. Sorry.

I'm still on them so I'm sure I'll end up learning that lesson myself. Is there anything else I can do? Seriously.

A lot of the time I can't do anything. And the alcohol and drug abuse and suicide attempt is what landed me in the situation I'm in now so I'm trying not to repeat my mistakes

The only help I can accept would be moral support but most of the time I don't even feel like I deserve that

oh, have a great time!!

of course it matters user. shed only think shes a bad wife if you DIDNT say anything. please talk to her and explain that you love her and that you need to work on your emotions. show some humility, and let her know that its your fault and not hers. okay, user?

im just glad youre moving forward and doing your best, thats why i love u

Nah my neck was just sore as fuck from y'know, 21 years of video gaming
But its better now

yedood its so much fun

lol
well that's good, have a nice time

:.(

let it all out user, its okay! i love you!!

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Eh

eh?

The last 2 to tell me that one left me for another guy and the other one killed himself:.( so you can maybe see why I feel I have bad luck

luck isnt a thing honey, thinking like that will only lead you to thinking lowly about yourself for no good reason. and im not gonna stop loving you any time soon, so it looks like youre stuck with me!

not going for 15 mins anyway
anyone know any actual good games

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I feel like I'm missing my opportunity to find a shota considering my age. Wat do?

well you can try me, user. i look ~16 years old

What is the world coming to when you a stranger on the internet is nicer to me than my own family or friends have ever been :.( I'm glad for it but also saddened at the same time

However I can lend that moral support, just let me know.
youtu.be/QSaA8PnPM44

>i look ~16 years old
how can you say that when no one knows what you look like?

I pretty much stopped playing games at the ps2- ds era of games so I dunno if my advice would help you

maybe its also just you havent been telling them as much as you have with me, since this is all anonymous so youre more comfortable. or your family and friends are just poopy..

i posted a pic here the other day

what kinda games do you usually play?

meant to post this pic..

i play pokemon and tf2

Nothing now. All my friends play LoL or pubg which is boring af
Disgusting

I doubt you posted a picture of your face here.

i did! and ill do it again if i have to! i just dont wanna be an attention whore, especially since were having nice chats

I thought Horizon Zero Dawn was pretty good.

>console
kekekekek

Alright Im off, Ill be back in like an hour

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Hm.
Like Persona is nice. How about Gigantic?

cya

I can't tell them as much as I can tell you guys.. And as far as I'm concerned I don't have friends anymore, I put them on my visitors lost and not once did I ever get any communication or visits so fuck them I say

I'll just find it.

Also get namesync you degenerates/set a name

milkytiptoe.github.io/Name-Sync/

thats okay user, you'll always have yourself. and you have us too as a bonus!

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I really don't know how to go about any of that, I'm a bit behind on the times now.