Were you molested as a kid, user? Or are you dating someone who was?

Were you molested as a kid, user? Or are you dating someone who was?

How old were you and who did it?

How has it affected you?

Share your Molestation stories

gf told me that her brother used to molest her

I was trying to be like oh my god that's awful but really I just wanted to beay off while she talked about it

>beay
beat durrr

Understandable. What kinds of things would he do to her?

So you can jerk your dicklet? Nah, that story is for my therapist only

Your secrets are safe with us. :^)

I'm dating a hebe mom with an incest fetish, it's the most fun relationship I've ever had. The sex is crazy.

We fantasize about teaching her 13yo daughter to be a good lil cock slut, had sex on her bed when she was away for the weekend, and she agreed to wearing her daughter's clothes during sex. She likes the thought of corrupting a teenage girl, gets off on it hard.

She was molested by her dad when she was around 10, fucked her up for a good long while, dealt with it by becoming a sex crazed monster who loves to get used as a fuck toy. It owns.

Hebe?

how old was she when he did stuff?

fuck that's hot. What's the youngest you both like? Ever played together with her dirty panties?

The girl that lived across me made me touch her pussy when I was 4 or 5. She was 19, and very obese. Have not affected me that much, I think my dysfunctional/alcoholic home has fucked me up more.

Guess she enjoyed getting fucked by daddy then?

you m or f? just fingering her?

when did you realize it was weird / depraved?

Attracted to ages 11-15

>What's the youngest you both like? Ever played together with her dirty panties?
12/13, anything lower looks too young
Shoved the dirty panties in her mouth for her to suck on

She got enjoyment out of it after a while

> 12/13, anything lower looks too young

So did she suddenly become attracted to her kid when she hit that age? You think you'll ever act on that attraction?

Does she (or you) like to watch... stuff?

Male. I repressed it for many years, but it popped up as a teen, she has 4 kids now, she had to import a husband to get them. Sometimes I fear that she might have put then through similar stuff. I hope she was just desperate to get touched due to the fact that she is ugly and fat and then I was there. But who the hell do that to kids

Unless the kiddo is up for it/initiates it we'll keep our fingers to ourselves

>Does she (or you) like to watch... stuff?
She likes to watch Masha Babko during sex

> How old?
Not sure when it started. One of my first memories though. I was at least four

> Who?
A trusted family member

> How has it affected you?
Hardwired sex into my brain. Really messed up what was appropriate. Turned promiscuous. While still being shit scared of sex. Ended up coming onto adults, of course most of them pushed me away, a couple of them took me up on the offer.
By the time i turned into a teenager and was meant to be enjoying getting with girls I was already over sex and intimacy, didn't want to be near anyone and especially didn't want to be touched.

Has ruined my relationships, cant be with anyone. But then i dont want a partner. Also now have nothing to do with my family. Literally can't sleep in a bed, each night I fall asleep on the couch. If someone touches my back or ass I jump through the roof. If I'm physically restricted or in a confined space I lose my shit.

95% of the time I'm asexual. The other 5% i'll do anything with anyone. Well, better if they are a stranger. I still don't like it but if im going to fuck someone I prefer it if I don't know them. Don't even wanna know their name or even talk to them.

Have you ever, even once, gotten off while you thought about it?

no, but i wish i was molested

wow
and who said it is bad to fuck young teen?

From context I assume you were a man. Was it a man or a woman who id stuff with you? Have you seen a therapist?

My aunt had me finger her when she was really high once. I was around 8 or 9 and honestly kind of enjoyed it. She doesn't remember a thing, and It hasn't messed me up too bad except that I get really horny around her sometimes and I use to have tons of wet dreams about her.

>I'm dating a hebe mom

What is a hebe mom?

you m or f? How old do you imagine being in your ideal molestation scenario?

>be me at 14.
>be altar boy( you know how this ends)
>priest has me visit him at his house regularly
>mom doesn't mind, he's a man of God.
>he goes through the process of grooming me. Didn't know it then, but know the signs now.
>openly casually displays himself nude, and encourages me to do same as it's a natural thing- as a part of the process
>i have shower one day, come out to get dressed in towel
>"come have a massage user"
>get on bed
>towel gets removed during "massage"
>"turn over, i will do front"
>erection ensues when area around midsection is stimulated
>says to me,"know what's going to happen if i keep doing this, user?"
>i shake my head "no"
>"you're going to have an orgasm"
>again, i shake my head "no", because i had never had one before that and didn't think it was possible.
>he kind of says "oh well", as if to say "don't say i didn't warn you"
>grabs my dick and starts jerking it, just one hand over top of the crown with fingers draping down like an octopuss over it, not like gripping the shaft
>i cum in a matter of seconds, much to my shock
>my first orgasm was at the hand of a Catholic priest
>continued to get sucked off and jerked off for a few years after that.
>ashamed, yes, but enjoyed getting sucked and jerked off
>realize now i was a victim. Not sure how much it has affected me, but made me realize there are two types of people in this world: predators, and prey.
>made sure i am not prey to anyone ever again.
>no other homo experinces either, i like pussy.

Hebephile. See

Dated a bitch who had biological dad fuck her while she was 3. Mom was a stripper who married marine that gave no fucks when it came to dealing with teenage girl. Chick was crazy yet her stripper mom and marine step dad were even more bat shit crazy. Dated and fucked around with the chick for a few years. Been near 8 years broken off, bitch has 2 kids and strips. Has no custody or fucks given about her kids. Stretch marks and fat loose twat. I was never molested but this bitch was, she turned out to be a trick

fuckin love her

Not once, she is and was repulsive

You realized you was a victim or did society told you so? If nobody told you anything about it would you still think you are a victim? Or would you just remember the moments as a "good time"?

>>realize now i was a victim. Not sure how much it has affected me, but made me realize there are two types of people in this world: predators, and prey.

That's not true user. To that priest there were only two types of people (predators and prey). Most of the world doesn't think like that. The biggest damage the priest did to you was getting you to adopt his mindset, even though that's not what he was trying to do (he was just getting his jollies from a kid, because someone did that to him).

Get some therapy user. I know you don't think you need it, but it will help in ways you won't expect.

Hey, i don't let other people tell me what to think.
I had no clue what was going on. If someone asked me if i would let him jerk me off beforehand, i would surely have said no. If someone had asked me if i realized the true nature of our relationship beforehand, i would have had no way of knowing. I think consent is required even before going into a relationship. Being tricked into it is not consent, especially if one of the people has no clue whatsover what is happening.

Met a full-on pedowoman who was trying to relive the experiences she had being molested as a girl.

She liked to feel wanted and needed and she still felt bad that she couldn't satisfy her molester when she was small because she couldn't take his cock.

Girl was a sexual freak and a cute weeb but had the usual girl mental issues. But replaying her abuse during sex or watching pizza with her was something special.

Yeah mate I'm a man.

Was a female. I was doing everything with her before I can even remember. No idea when I lost my v card. She wasn't all there and was very violent as well. Involved feces too. So nothing pleasant about that experience at all.

When I was about 8/9 it stopped for a bit so i started seeking company with other adults. Kinda expected it was the norm. I was surprised when women told me to fuck off, but yeah found a couple guys were down. I don't see that as being as bad, because in a weird way I feel like I instigated it. And as long as I wasn't being hurt it was OK to do shit.

Have been in therapy. Stopped it a couple years back. It helped, it gave me some perspective. Haven't tried to an hero since I did therapy so I suppose its good for that. Wouldn't do it again though, I find Sup Forums is as good a therapy as anything else. Probably better. Its good to have anonymous chats with people about shit like this. If I told someone IRL I'm sure they would freak or just not believe me.

I got a story from when I was 8 years old ill post it as soon as I'm done writing was molested by 10 year old girl when I was 8 years old

>biggest damage the priest did to you was getting you to adopt his mindset
I can't help but agree. Even today, I find myself attracted to girls way too young for me. Legal age, though. But the thoughts of a young girl budding sexually into a woman is a huge turn on for me, and I suspect my past is the reason why.

>young girl budding sexually into a woman is a huge turn on for me
Nothing wrong with that. It is a bitter-sweet time of transformation. A death and a rebirth.

When I was a kid 8-9 years a family friend (16 yo) had a crush on me, tried to tongue kiss me.

Same tried my mom.

In both cases I recoiled and put a shit eating grin.

Further to what I already replied:
I eventually had to go to testify against him in court. I only did because the police came to me. I actually felt sorry for him up until he came to testify and denied everything, along with his lawyer tearing me to shreds on the stand, making me look like someone only trying to cash in on a settlement. My innocence was lost that day.

you m or f? Your mom tried to tongue kiss you?

I was molested by this older kid we used to call Mikey. I was about 5, and I think he was 12 or 13. We went riding bikes while my parents were coming down for their last high, and he straight up fucked me on the river bank.

It caused me to repress a lot of my sexuality for a long time. I wasn't even interested in sex until my late twenties.

Feels bad man.

Sorry to both you guys. Shits not right.

>Be me when I was 10
>My cousin was older by like 4 years so >I thought he was key to being cool
>Actlikehim.jpg
>One day they're visiting my place
>Everybody is gone but my Gramps who's mowing so hes not watching us
>Other cousin is there too she's a year younger than him
>He chase's me around the house w/ something he put down his pants
>Chase's me upstairs
>Other cousin pins me to bed after wrestling
>Cousin one pulls out dick
>Tries to pull down my pants
>Succeeds
>I kick him in the dick
>Punch other cousin in the tit
>Run away

Haven't told anyone about this. Haven't talked to either cousin since then. I'm 20 now. If he's reading this, hope he realizes I don't forget shit

weren't we all? isn't that why we're here?

>be 8yr old me
>mom marries guy in millitary
>step dad station in east coast
>only hispanic person in block
>speak litle to no english at all
>become friedns with 10 year old girl next door
>year later now 9
>step dad gets deployed
>her dad gets deployed
>her mom has to go out of town for week
>she spends week at my house

day 1
>we are watching tv mom goes to sleep
>girl ask me if i wanted to kiss
>say sure she kisses me on lips
>ask if i wanted to do something fun
>says sure she says she saw her mom and other guy do this
>she starts rubbing my dick im like wtf
>ask if i like it i just shake my head yea
>starts to blow me
>hear sounds we stop.

day 2
> we are watching tv again mom went to sleep
>ask if i want to do same thing again tell her yea
>this time she goes straight to blowjob
>she grabs my hand and puts in her underware tells me to rub her pussy
>she starts getting wet freak out about how it was gooey.
>start to feel dick about to explode and i cum in her mouth
>she tells me eww it taste weird.
>we stop and go to sleep.

day 3
>we are playing in my room
>i ask her if she wants to do same thing
>she says she wants to do something different
>we wait for mom to fall asleep
>she makes me go down on her
>she gets really wet
>she starts to play with my dick
>i get really hard
>she tells me to lay down and sits on my dick
>she groans a little and starts to move back and forth
>we have sex for about 5 min
>cum inside her (at that age i didnt know thats how you get pregnant)
>she tells me to go down on her.
>i go down and eat her out for about 10 min she has orgasm

Day 4
>we have sex twice that day
>cum inside her again and again
>never got pregnant thank god

on the 5th day her mom came home and she went back to her house
we fucked for the next couple of years never used condomswe tried different positions and different things we never got caught.
when i was 14 her dad cought her mom cheating and they moved away was sad asf. never saw her again tried looking for her never found her
back story her mom used to cheat on her dad with other guys and she used to peek on them so she started to masterbate and she liked it
she told me she wanted to tr it out because she would hear her mom yelling with pleasure

This.

This is not a molestation story.

...

I mean it kind of is she was older then me and I had no idea what I was doing. what if she got pregnant I would have been fucked.

knock what off

Kek I wish I could've seen that fight. Nice job user

Make, yes, she tried, I recoiled.

She didn't try anything else.

Took me a long time to come to terms with it.

I am 22 female, I was happy all my childhood until my mother went into a diabetic coma and died from complications. Me and my dad were really upset, I kept thinking she would come back one day. I was six.

My dad stopped being nice to me after that, told me I was a mistake and punched and bruised me when I didnt do what I was told like not stay in my room.

Told me I could go to disneyland if I made him a movie when I was 12 and lost my virginity to him, telling me thisbis how a father loves his daughter. Went on until I was 15, got whipped and had to have sex with his friends or else.

Finally stopped when I went to the doctors behind his back at 15, where I broke down and told them everything. Went to court and tried to tell them I was grieving and self harmed and wanted him in trouble. Nobody believed him and he got 20 years..

Still have crippling depression, but my new life with my foster parents is great. I just wish my mom could have helped.

9 and 10? That's kids messing around, not getting molested.

do you ever wish he gets raped in prison

>enjoyed
>realize now i was a victim
you internalized how society wanted you to feel, you idiot. you're no victim if you enjoyed it

accept it for what it really was. you felt good

i guess.

>watching pizza
how are you not in prison? sounds fake

fuck that sucks user. Did the molestation start when you were 12?

I hope you're seeing a professional too.

do you find you have a normal sex drive/attractions?

believe whatever you want dude. You think everyone on Sup Forums does that goes to jail?

Are you me

>I just wish my mom could have helped.

Your mom decided to have a child with someone like that guy. She did you no favors at all. If she had not died and he had started sexually abusing you, odds are she wouldn't have done anything about it.

that is messed up. please try to find a guy you can trust and have a normal relationshiip

I'm not an idiot. I was taken advantage of. You can't deny that. Quit trying to justify your actions, pedo.

I went to see him when I was 19,, I wanted answers and closure.

Saw him with a black eye, so I knew he had a tough time. He is also my only family, so I wanted an apology and an explanation.

He looked really upset, maybe had some sense knocked into him. Tried to blame grief and used me to handle it. He said he wished he had not of done it, but wanted me to smuggle soke drugs in for him. I told him no, called me a selfish slut.

Told him he deserves everythinh he gets, and mons death is probably better than living with a scumbag like you. I hoped people make you your fucktoy.

He had to be escorted away, wanted to smack me. I hope he gets burned and mutilated in there, what the fuck?

>I was taken advantage of.
people are taken advantage of every single day

stop victimizing yourself for something you said felt good

In 4th grade this girl would sit next to me when we would watch movies in class. She would put her hand inside my underwear and put my hand inside hers. It was 4th grade so I had no idea what the fuck we were doing.

In 2nd grade, after school I would have to stay at a neighbors house until my parents got out of work. The girl who lived there was the same age as me. When the parents were downstairs, she would take me upstairs and want to take turns laying on our stomachs and spreading each other's but cheeks.

Strange shit.

please dont rape your kids . It turns them into terrible humans.

>It turns them into terrible humans.
99% chance they already are

Thats why I'm cautious about these threads. People who have genuine stories get used by creeps who just wanna fap. You don't need to explain yourself to anyone.

The reality is if he didn't touch you you would've ended up differently. You would have had normal healthy sexual experiences at an age appropriate time with someone you actually wanted to. Not some freak who wanted to get off with a kid. It was physical manipulation which you enjoyed, not the baggage that went with it. Might not be the best analogy but if a dangerous stinking homeless person tickles the fuck out of you you'll still laugh even though you want him to get the fuck away from you.

Cunt. Here are the facts:
If you asked me at the time if I would consider a sexual relationship with him before anything happened, i would have said no.
I really expected when he would testify he would break down and confess everything, and i felt pity for him, I was that naive.
Being groomed means you are a victim of a long term plan. You can frame it however you like, pedo, but just Because I selfishly liked getting sucked off does not mean it was my idea to start with, and as long as it was never in my head to do anything to get sucked off, I was a victim.
I never would have pursued it after everything ended. I was prepared to leave the past in the past and forget it. So don't try to portray me as some softie wringing his hands crying victim. I'm the last to seek sympathy from others, you pedo cunt.

>You would have had normal healthy sexual experiences at an age appropriate time with someone you actually wanted to.
If life followed the textbook timeline. Who knows what would have happened in a different set of circumstances. They could still have had an unpleasant experience.

I havent, It just is hard to talk about it in real life but my fosters have helped me. Helped me really understand it, I see it was for financial and sexual gain.. I see that he was just a sick man, yeah he touched me when I was 8 while asleep but the rape stuff happened at 12.

I dont want a relationship or sex, I think I have a screw loose. I just feel so unsafe, trust is something I cant do. I get turned on I guess, but then I remember and would rather live in isolation dedpite being told im attractive by girl friends.

I remember my mom, she was strong and my dad was just like her. I remember vaguely arguments... but I feel that he was scared of her because she would protect me. Its funny how he does when she died, I would argue that if the abuse were to happen if she was alive, he would have done it before she died.

He is a coward, scared of prison.

I enjoyed being jerked off by my 35 yr old babysitter, Marjorie. I was 8 and enjoyed it immensely.

>He is a coward, scared of prison.
You would be scared of prison too if you were in his shoes.

what if she shoved something up your ass

Just about every woman I've been with has been molested. Maybe it's me that seeks out emotionally damaged women. They all had a lot of issues and I often stayed with them out if pity.

She was not into that..... had the most wonderful soft tits LOL

> Just about every woman I've been with has been molested

you talking groped by a stranger once or serious ongoing stuff? Which ex had the most dramatic or intense story?

yea by friends bro is in prison for some petty shit but he was telling us that people who rape and abuse children have it the worst. he told us a story about a guy who raped some 9 year old and when he got to prison they would beat the shit out of him every day apparently some one also cut one of his testacies off

but he also got what he deserves

>but he also got what he deserves
Just as well he was actually guilty.

I guess he abused his authority so you never even thought that you might not want to let him do that.

But other than that ... I don't think he is the one who made the damage. The society, family and friends did it.

When somebody jerks you off you are fine until other people start to tell you what a TERRIBLE thing happened to you.

pls go into your aunt

im calling bullshit. Kids don't ejaculate at 9 years old.........don't be such a faggot.

>Be 9 yo going to bike shop with a friend.

>Bike shop owner offers us money to put up some flyers in exchange for a new bike.

>Invites us in for lunch. Gives us wine and porn.

>Asks us to start posing for pictures and takes our clothes off.

>MFW the police and and my adoptive father show up.

When I was about 4 and 5 a girl that used to baby sit me used to like to rub my balls to make me hard. Once I was hard she'd watch me get soft and then do it all over again. Sometimes for hours. I would really look forward to her watching me. Twice did it with two of her friends

Child molester go to protective custody of with the other pieces of shit. They get protected by the state, although once in a blue moon. A general population inmate will get his hands on a chomo and hurt them. You're obligated by a code to hurt chomo's on sight.

>MFW the police and and my adoptive father show up.

How did they know to come?

Male here. Brother made me suck his post-puberty dick and kiss him a lot. He couldn't get a girlfriend so he just used me. I think it made me a little gay for a while, but I stopped having those thoughts.

My eldest sister used to touch me and shit from as young as I remember; I thought it was normal till I got to about 14. Every time we were alone it would happen and we were alone a lot.

Also her friends would sometimes do it as well.

>mfw my family and both brother in-laws joke about me having a big dick

Hi, just a bystander on the sidelines in this thread but have been incarcerated before, what is a chomo?

Female here, my cousin (female 19 at the time) would rub and eat my pussy (i was 7 at the time) almost everyday after school while she babysat me.
I loved it so much felt good i would eat her too. She would buy me everything i wanted!! This went on till i was 13

why did it stop? Do you consider yourself gay/bi now?

Has it left you with any unusual kinks?

>Watching pizza with your gf
How did that even happen? How did it come up?
I thought liking pizza was one of those things that you never mention in relationships.

She got too old, obviously. Don't you know how pedophilic minds work?

It stopped because she got a gf. A really fucking hot little petite mexican girl! I was pissed off for the longest time. And yeah i am bisexual i think that influenced it. I always orgasmed when she would eat me out.

>be me at 10
>uncle and aunt move back into town
>don't know them that well but they have pool
>go swimming over there everyday for whole summer
>one day uncle puts me on his lap
>just talking
>feel something poking me in back
>notice his hand now in between my legs
>don't know what's going on but want to get up
>start squirming around
>his hand now fully rubbing my vagina
>asks me if I like this
>feels weird and don't like
>dont say anything cause scared
>eventually let's me get up
>he goes inside
>I swim alone freaked out rest of day

I'm glad it turned out better for you in the end

Just make sure not to continue the cycle