Feels thread. Didn't see one

Feels thread. Didn't see one.

I feel like I've been living a lie....

we all are. the fuck makes you so special

Just graduate undergrad OP? or masters or phd

That I recognize I am.

No; graduated in December. Was a Bachelor's (actually two, both useless). But, that's not what I mean.

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oh fuck not this again

It's okay user, we all feel like that sometimes. Most of us are human and you should be happy to still be alive. Smile even if it's a fake smile.

funnier than sad, but related to

GF dumped me after 2 years of relationship cause she didn't feel the same. Despite It was because of me she made it through college when she was about to drop off

I do try....

what dude no shit we all have. browsing b has made us beat our meats to traps, faps, caps, blacks, and 7yo blue pabst. yea we all saw the trap thread in 8th grade thought it was hot, but guess what were all gay. it was 4chans master plan all along to KEEP LURKING KEEP LURKING and you'll get better when in reality you only keep lurking just to keep getting gayer till ur gay senses are numbed to such a certain degree that you may witness schizoid behaviorisms and antics. but don't worry bro i didn't even know two words about you but i knew enough about that to make that finalization on you. (ME) so next time you hit up a trap thread really think, am i a fag, and the answer is most likely yes, but I'm going hard on you bro, jk

it's just a girl. they're not that special. they make you think they're special, that's what they do, but they're not, there's more, always more, always better hotter younger ones to be had.

she's done with college, that's like an expiration date in my opinion. I'm 36 and I still date a fresh college girl every couple years. They like me more the older I get it's so fucked up how kinky these bitches are.

Project much fag?

Because you have. There's a difference between who you are, and who you think you are. Who you think you are is the lie

yo on some real shit bro, i just wrote that whole paragraph about me(same guy) and my life is literally a shithole right now, i just quit my bi-polar meds and i wanted to kill myself 10 times. i felt like a chick on her period. its hell. is that what all chicks go thru? damn. think about this. I'm fucked up enough to type all this to a stranger i don't even know. I'm 61 270 lbs wear a size 42 waist and take ceroquil and have been to rehab 4 times in the last 2 years and literally had to make TWO NA MEETINGS today literally just so i didn't smoke crack. and it all started with one simple click on a trap thread talk about wtf

dude once i broke up with my girl i got a world of dick and it was like a breath of fresh air I'm not even gonna lie fuck Sup Forums for making me gay ill fucking hate you guys forever for the internal conflict you sparked in me! just let me be!

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Better to be alone than to be with someone who doesn't want to be with you.

College is over for her and she is closing that stage of her life. Sadly, that includes your relationship too. It's normal and she has all the right to do so, mate. No it's your time to move on

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Never considered dating a fresh college girls

Is it a good idea?

And about my ex, what makes me feel sad is the fact how easy she felt like I wasn't worth it anymore

aye mane listen here my nigga, we all niggas, you know, white niggas, asian niggas, you think we don't cry!? nigga why u think we so mad all da damn time! I'm a blog black nigger with an LIL PEEP on my eye traced in goth boy ink liner dude help i wanna kill myself i need to check myself into psyche again

I have a beautiful wife and a child. As of about a month ago, I've entered into an affair with a younger woman, from work, who is also engaged. I've told myself I could be happy with the marriage thing time and time again, perhaps giving into complacency is something like normalcy, but all I want to do is be with the "other woman", who feels like such a perfect fit on so many levels. I can't walk away.... but I can't stay.

In any case, it's a differentiation from the norm described here. And I couldn't feel more ashamed, more guilty... and I also couldn't feel more alive.

badump

Don't date them, you can fuck around with them, but you don't want a relationship with some immature brat. Trust me on that one

I know I know but for some reason I feel like she dumped me without any real reason. One she just said it wasn't the same as before

take a break n find urself bro u want to love yourself and be loved for who u are than be hated for someone ur knot get it knot fuck dude its still ryan and i still am 21 i still want to jump off a cliff fuck dude why am i so skitzo and lonely enough to write paragraphs on the inter webs to people i don't know but empathize with because I'm on there level of depression FUCK

Ok, I will keep that in mind

Interesting.

As for myself, I've been single since 2005.

can someone acknowledge me i need attention thats my problem i thrive off other peoples reactions and always try to invoke some kind of response just because i am THAT DESPERATE AND LONELY what do OP serious help i need help from the OP and i want it now!

Yeah, that thin line is hard to see

Anyone actually had Sup Forums help him with his life?

Sup Forums really helped me with my severe social anxiety. I like the idea that no one knows me and even if i fucked up and said something retarded i can reply to the same thread without being attached to my faults. Each post i post has his own personality and no one can know these two posts are from the same person.

My biggest fantasy is a world like Sup Forums were everyone is faceless and all have one name and no one will judge or remember you by your faults/looks but instead by your current state.

is it really, because that will honestly cause me an overdose if i let it to because its been tearing my heart apart for years. basically since i saw my first trap thread on Sup Forums

dude i totally getchu on that one BUZZ ME MELLOW

Even today, my 'friends and family' are slowly etching me out of their lives.

i wanna kill myself but i always fail at overdosing and i have to do it right this time

and you get to hear millions of peoples opinions and opinions they as anons want to give

user Why do you want to kill yourself?

Grow up and grow strong from this. Develop yourself and your talents. Rely on no one. Live your life. YOUR life. I understand it hurts but the sooner or later you're going to realize that the freedom of not being attached is priceless. Get out there and live bro and don't look back.

wow dude 666 trips on the end of that post, and just for that, I'm gonna treat you with my utmost respect. bro, overdosing in the hospital and having a cat herder in my penis and having a hot girl have to wipe my ass and be in a coma for 9 days and shit was the worst thing I've ever had to go through. bro plz plz plz just go on Vivitrol, its literally a cheat code to cure heroine addiction, but only bad thing is you can't start smoking crack cuz you'll rely on xanax and that is a deadly combo

30, had depression since childhood but the past two years have been pretty bad. combined with insane alcoholism that started in adulthood. I just don't want to continue this cycle, I left the hospital yesterday and I already want to do something

T H E R E I S O N L Y U P W A R D S F R O M T H E B O T T O M K O M R A D E

alcoholic not into heroin I dont have access to anything good, if I knew how I would sniff it but Idk if that would kill me combined with alcohol

I don't get it?

>And about my ex, what makes me feel sad is the fact how easy she felt like I wasn't worth it anymore

Break ups suck, but it sounds like you put your personal value on her opinion of you, not on yourself. Everyone changes, feelings about people change. You'll never truly be happy if your definition of happiness is beholden to someone else's opinion. You'll always be chasing their approval like a drowning man chasing any form of rescue, hopping from one dysfunctional relationship to the next.

She did you a favor ending it if she didn't see it working out, as dick'ish and sad as it sounds. Better than hanging around for x amount of additional years making you feel like there's a future in it.

Take some time to work on yourself; find a hobby, do something you can find pride in, then go from there. Never rely on someone else for happiness or fulfillment, that will only comes from within; relationships will just amplify who you are inside, for better or worse.

yeah, but still....

I wanna get a bottle of zanny bars or preferably clonepan and combine it with lots of liquor. drinking yourself to death is a long painful death.

Thinking of cutting myself out of boredom, where should I start?

Don't man, you'll regret it

do what i did, if I'm gonna die young i want to get tattoos all over my body so when they see me in the grave lifeless they still resonate with what i believe in

Holy fuck this is dark

im talking small cuts like across my nose or fingers, makes me feel like a kid again whenever i have scrapes or cuts. not being dramatic at all.

Thanks, those are wise words

with your dick

so go skateboard bro this is the one addiction i will never understand, I've even tried it and that shit hurts bro just go out and stick dope in ur arm bro if you're honestly that ruthless not even trying to be funny

Oldfag here. I used to play strip poker with my 10 year old niece. She's really stubborn and hates losing, but I was really good at poker. She lost a lot, and when she has no more clothes to take off, I took sexual favours as additional wagers.

She was never happy when she had to suck my cock or lick my balls or let me cum on her face, but she always came back for more because she thinks she can beat me. We played a lot of different kinds of poker, just to make her think maybe there's one version that she can beat me at consistently.

We stopped doing that when she was about 14 and she was finally getting really good and beating me a lot. She's now a professional poker player/model.

I really want to tell her that I'm very proud of what she had accomplished, but I don't even see her anymore because of what I did.

Believe me you will regret it. It might help for the moment but I till leave scars that won't ever heal. Don't mean the ones on your body

Yeah, if you're gonna deliberately hurt yourself, at least have fun while doing it. Go rock climbing or some shit

I'm happy. i have a girlfriend some friends. but the funny part is I've accepted i would be alone for the rest of my life. i never minded loneliness, yet now i have this. funny how the world works

bro idk how old u are but do u get off on the fact ur fucking up this girls mental state for the rest of her life cuz I've capped to cp before and its made me feel REALLLLY baad after but i would never go even further by taking it to real life

I'm pretty old now. Looking back I wish I didn't do that, but at the same time I also feel that I made her the poker player that she is today. If she was in a lot of therapy I wouldn't know because I haven't spoken to her in a long time.

I was in the exact same situation dude. Just enjoy being single for a while.

1 day thre wuz a sad storey
n then wen u red it n everone cri
n it was soo sad :(
th end

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Lol wut

Sup Forums helps me by providing a substitute for real social interaction

it's hollow and I know it's not healthy but when it's all you have

Tip of each finger, timestamp with blood
Pls and thank

why don't you start by cutting those ragged ass dirty fingernails

Found out recently my dad knew I watched porn from the time I was 12 years old, despite suffering from a porn addiction himself in his younger years he did nothing to stop me or help me, and now I'm 21 and hopelessly addicted to it.

I know now that it's my responsibility to deal with this problem, but it makes me mad that he let me get like this when I was a kid and it was his responsibility to raise me. Makes me feel really sad and betrayed

Were all sad. My life is a complete clusterfuck, but I still manage.

>hopelessly

it's not hopeless

but he was probably disappointed you weren't into harder stuff

Daddy gave his yummy cummy to her sweet little loli cunny.