Events that fucked up your life. I'll start
This is my first greentext so pls b gentle
>be me around 14 at the time freshman in hs
>be fat mixed (black and white) kid 5/10
>think i'm smarter than everyone
>actually be pretty smart
>have 4/10 emo chubby gf who i think is really fucking hot (we'll call her Ally)
>shes dumb as hell but manipulative as fuck
>watch a lot of anime and be retarded liberal with Ally
>one day Ally convinces me im bi
>decide to tell entire school im bi
>that was the first mistake
>obviously get made fun of
>can't take the bullying but don't tell parents
>so i talk to Ally
>she gives me useless peptalk that did jack shit
>so she tells me about her cutting
>autistic self thought that was a good idea
>take a knife to my arm and fuck it up
>start wearing long sleeves to hide scars
>wear anime clothing daily
>get made fun of for clothes
>people notice the sleeves
>tell them I had rare condition that made me cold all the time
>they buy it for a little bit
>make list about reasons to kill myself
>it almosts gets out into the school
>start being more careful
>one day talking to people who used me for test answers
>tell them about how Ally and i talk about getting married
>i get bullied more
>time passes
>talk about my shit to people who dont give a shit
>popular girl hears about the cutting and shit
>tells a lot of people
>fucks me up more
>cut more
cont.
Events that fucked up your life. I'll start
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cunt
>couple months pass, now December
>playing outside in gym one day
>fall and break my arm
>friend's mom picks me up from school and notices my scars
>doesn't say much about it
>she didn't tell my parents though
>Have cast and think i'm cool
>no one signs my cast
>Ally has slowly been distancing herself from me
>didn't realize it until too late because thinking i am in love with her
>school gets out for winter break
>text ally because she goes to different school
>she doesn't reply
>keep texting her
>think something is wrong
>week goes by
>really fucking depressed because Ally is ignoring me
>text her a wall of text telling her about how my life is shit and i don't want to live
>pretty much begging for her to talk to me while threatening to kill myself
>no response
>time to anhero
>no one is home
>go to kitchen and grab a knife
>plan on slitting my own throat
>am 14
>first i write my suicide note on the laptop i'm typing this on now
>tell my parents to use hydrogen peroxide to clean up my blood
>tell them to give all my "worldly possessions to my love, Ally"
kys faggot
End your miserable existence.
>stand there with knife to my throat for about five minutes
>say fuck it and put knife back in kitchen
>text Ally and tell her that i couldn't do it
>call her about three times
>straight to voicemail
>cry for a while
>be a couple days later
>be watching tv when i get a text from Ally
>she tells me that she had a small encounter with skin cancer
>like a fucking mole had to get removed or something
>she acts like its a big deal
>she tells me and i reply awkwardly
>try to save by saying "guess i forgot how to talk to girls"
>she loses her shit
>starts telling me how insensitive i am for making jokes
>get mad tell her how i almost killed myself and that she didnt even give a shit
>she tells me that i have been putting too much pressure on her
>says shes breaking up with me
>time felt like it stopped
>am tearing up from sadness and anger
>beg her to reconsider
>tell her ill do anything
>she stops replying
>winter break ends and i come back to school thinking there was nothing to live for
>want life to end but am too pussy to committ
>it was right around this time when my parents found out about the cutting
>ask me if i tried to kill myself
>say no
>still don't today
>tell same people from before that we broke up
>make fun of me for no gf
>rumor spreads around school by ugly fat slut that i had sex with Ally when her grandparents were in the room next to us
>people believe her
>feel like life is ruined
>weeks pass now around mid january
>get text from Ally
>says she wants to get back together
>feel like an idependent woman and tell her no
>regret and angst
>week later beg for her to take me back
>says she has a GIRLFRIEND now
>later found out she cheated on me with her when she stopped talking to me earlier in year
>feel like shit
>every now and then she'd text me pretending to be a different person
>i still had her number in my phone
>call her on bullshit
>she said that i raped her
>threatened to call police on her
>she stopped talking to me
>i wouldn't have called the police
>summer comes
>haven't heard from Ally since our would-be 1 year anniversary couple months back
>visit family
>attempt to have sex with my cousin who was about 19
>thankfully she didn't say anything
>still haven't spoken to her 3 years later
>story for another thread
>while visiting family get text from Ally
>boasts about how her gf is better than me
>tell her to fuck off
>feel really alpha
>summer ends
>back to school.exe
>get bullied
>decide enough is enough
>shoot up school
>not really
>start working out
>lose the fat
>get muscles
>become chad
>hook up with Ally's bestfriend and fuck the shit out of her
>respect gained
>3 years later and i still get shit sometimes about anime and gay boi
>happens almost daily but itll be over once i get out of high school
That's my story Sup Forums this is the first time i've ever told anyone the whole story so thanks for hearing about me getting cucked
People say shit everyday but its ok because my life is on track and im set up to go to one of the best schools in the nation so im pretty good now. but fuck Ally
Gtfo faggot o.p.
> be me
> be 3
> watch a man riding a bicycle from back yard
>see van
>hear gun shots
>guy on bike falls
>tfw you witnessed a murder at 3 years old.
Quit being a faggot, self inflicted emo bullshit is not welcome here, be an hero.
Lmao next time make it believable, dumbass
>once I get out of highschool
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Also stop being such a faggot jesus christ. I'm literally a homosexual man with a dildo in my ass as I write this and I'm embarrassed by your faggotry. If this is how you react to shit then the bullying isn't going to stop with highschool you little queer.
Pretty sure most of Sup Forums gets the same shit: Anime gay boi. But like you said, that ends after highschool. College kids usually smoke pot and watch anime together, its normal af. As for being bisexual, well most colleges indoctrinate liberalism so it becomes accepted. Life is good op!
Obviously it didnt happen over night it took about year and a half before i got /fit/
Kek
No punchline?
Totally did it wrong.
Sure faggot, prove it
I wasn't actually gay
Kill yourself summer fag
Once a pussy always a pussy posting myself underaged on Sup Forums is a great idea
You should have just kill yourself with that knife, faggot
probably a good idea kek