I was 14, went on vacation with my family - my uncle came and brought his 7 year old daughter. Over the course of the week i found myself grooming her and feeling her all over. no one ever saw, and she seemed not to mind - even when i stuck my hands down her pants and under her panties. A bit later we were the only two in the beachhouse - we were sitting on the couch together and i was feeling her up. I picked her up and took her to my room, both of us laughing. I put her down on my bed and took of her shirt, she started getting concerned. i tried to take off her panties but she kept resisting, i managed to finger her sort of, but she kept squirming and saying, "why are you doing this." It really got to me, i stopped and made her go back to her room, and i contemplated suicide the rest of the trip, ashamed of myself. Sup Forums i have no pedo feelings rn but ive never had a girlfriend. I took advantage of her and i will never forgive myself for it.
So, are you afraid that you will do this kind of thing with a girlfriend if you do get one and has that experienced changed your perception of how to treat girls?
Ethan Morales
i feel like i don't deserve a girlfriend after what i did. no one knows about it, but it still haunts me.
James Sanchez
dam- I treat kids like you in a facility. You got lucky. 90% of the kids in there have stories just like this
Luis Cruz
Of course you deserve a girlfriend. I mean, you were 14, you were still a kid more or less and at that age, you really don't know what exactly is right and wrong. You didn't have sex with her so you can't say that you raped her and she seemed to be enjoying it for a while so if I were you, I'd just be glad that you're not like some of the guys in here who have sex with their daughters from the moment they're born and shit. Now THAT is wrong!
Xavier Sullivan
did u smell your finger after?
Carter Roberts
Kys
Chase Lewis
She might talk some day user and you will always have to live with that.
Christopher Hill
The only thing you deserve is the embrace of the void.
Tyler Bailey
How has your relationship been ever since?
James Green
prob haunts her as much as it does you. Prob is, she'll live longer. Maybe the same thought will drive her to suicide too
Tyler Parker
You don't you are a sick fuck
A 14 year old should definitely know enough not to molest a child.
Bentley Myers
But why man...
Zachary King
She won't live longer if he does the right thing and an heroes
Nathaniel Price
You could apologize for what you did and promise to never get near her again.
Kayden Brooks
its also your cousin, so i'm guessing u were viewing a lot of wincest threads at the time
Josiah Rogers
or spends all his wealth on heroin.
Sebastian Long
yeah, this. I mean, you probably won't get into any legal trouble after all this time, but all it takes to lose the support of your friends/family and absolutely ruin your reputation forever is just the accusation. You'll forever be known as the town pedophile.
If it does come out, don't even try to rehabilitate your image, it won't work. Sever all contact with everyone you know and move to a completely new city/state and start over.
Jaxson Howard
do NOT fucking tell your cousin "sorry for trying to fingerblast you when you were 7". This is the worst idea I ever heard. This is the kind of thing where you take it to your grave (and pray every day that she does too).
Jackson Richardson
You could play it off and never be hostile towards her. True story, a friend of mine was fingered by her older brother as she slept when she was like 11 and he 17. She never held it against him because after seeing him for so long that thing that happened in the past didn't seem like a big deal. She is currently in college under a very prestigious scholarship and he is gonna be a teacher this coming school year. I guess life goes on.
Nathan Carter
sad your're just troubled thats why you did it, everyone's troubled .you shouldn't worry about a girlfreind you should worry about what made you act out in that behavior > I'd just be glad that you're not like some of the guys in here who have sex with their daughters from the moment they're born and shit. Now THAT is wrong! That's psycho shit, beheading Muslim stuff. I've been molested its not that bad humans can rationalize it.
Luis Jackson
This is true, society will continue to punish you even if you try to come clean.
Eli Rogers
Don't listen to this user OP, if you are really sorry then you will do it.
Ayden Adams
>what made you act out in that behavior
what the fuck do you think, he was 14 and horny and he had a girl with him. Most people probably would stop at the "feeling up" part where everyone is still clothed, but sometimes your dick overrides your brain. There's a reason why adults aren't allowed to fuck minors - they are stupid as hell.
Josiah Parker
all apologizing will do is remind her of it and make her relive the feelings she had at the time. Don't make it into an issue if it doesn't have to be.
I mean, if she brings it up first, then yeah apologize, but otherwise don't listen to this guy.
Cameron Baker
On a scale of 1 to 10 how attractive are you op?
Mason Moore
I was 13, at my brother's house. He was married at the time and have 3 childrens, two boys and a girl.
At some point i was reading a hq at the living room alone, she came in and ask me to read for her, i said: "i read if you let me see you naked" she said "ok!" With the inocence of a 10yo girl, and i read the hq...
and she got naked...
She asked me: "Why u want to see me naked"... I was like... why the fuck do i want to see her naked...
I regret that moment so fucking bad.
Jaxon Jackson
underrated post
Landon Nguyen
why? you were both kids, kids look at each other naked sometimes. My best friend's sister flashed her pussy for me when we were both 9 or so and we showed her our dicks. It wasn't a sexual thing, it was just a curiosity thing. You didn't touch her, you didn't fuck her, you didn't do anything so get over it.
Luke Scott
Idk i feel like theres something wrong with it... but its probably just my mind wanting to fuck with me
Adrian Turner
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Ryder Lee
It's okay user.
One day I got pissed drunk with a friend of mine, who I had a crush on, but neither of us were in a right place for a relationship.
I awoke to her on me, grinding my half flacid dick. (Laught all you want, but try it and tell me shit doesn't hurt)
I froze solid. Couldn't move.
I was easily twice her weight and x time stronger even, but I couldn't move a muscle.
She then finished by pissing all over me.
I spent the rest of the night angry, wet, and feeling violated.
After hours of mental torture, I couldn't hold it in. I woke her up and had my fun.
We both never spoke again.
Nathan Smith
You should feel like a piece of shit. Imagine how you made her feel. You were 14 and knew that it was fucked up if I was your uncle and found out, I would murder you. You stole her innocence. You deserve peace of mind. You're a real life monster. Fuck off and kys, dickhead
Wyatt Gomez
shit like this happens all the time, dont even stress it dude. just forget it ever happend just like she did
Nathan Mitchell
Think about it without guilt, just cold thoughts and reasoning. I'm sure you'll get to the conclusion that is right.
Jeremiah Ross
it obviously didn't happen.
Unless she's been previously sexually assaulted he's not going to be able to finger a 7 year old.
Chase Jenkins
>no one knows about it She knows. >it still haunts me It's a recurring nightmare for her. As an adult, she will pitifully weep over it from time to time.
Kevin Gutierrez
At 14 you're aware of the wrong in molesting a 7 year old. Are you slow. Or did you say this to comfort yourself due to being a pedophile too.
Nathan Morris
>She then finished by pissing all over me. Lucky fella
Jose Lewis
he did say "sort of". The way I read it I was picturing him trying to finger her and just getting the tip in or something like that. I mean, there is still an opening, it's not a solid wall before puberty. I never tried it but I'm sure you could get at least partially in.
Jose Williams
No, the hymen would be intact. Very unlikely that a 7 year old had lost it. Unless as I said she was previously sexually assaulted.
Luis Reyes
What year did this this happen???
Julian Peterson
I was molested and it fucked me up until I was 15. It took me 10 years before I said anything. Even after that I had times that I totally drunk and flipped out and started breaking shit. There's only one person that I would torture and murder, and that faggots it. He was about 14 also. I hope his faggot ass dies of aids.
Wyatt Green
hey op almost same experience here, only I don't feel bad about it and we're not related. She also start to like me when I got older and tried to initiate shit. But her parents sort of knew so they kept us apart. I actually liked this girl and would have loved a real relationship (even though this would be impossible due to the age difference).
My tip to you, talk to her. Right now, talk about it and tell her you have been feeling bad about it your whole life. Maybe she didn't even mind. My feeling is that she will forgive you. Anyway you won't lose anything since you already believe that the worst case scenario is true.
> worst thing you have done no, not fooling around with an underaged girl, that was fun for both parties involved. I actually broke up once by completely ignoring the girl because I was too pussy to deal with it like a man.
Adam Price
2017 probably.
Jason Foster
>implying girls are ever innocent
Angel Ramirez
bump
Julian Perez
An older cousin of mine did this to me except he did it for 2 and a half years. No one in my family read knows what happened between him and I, except my mom. Kind of. She walked in on it happening once but sort of denies it ever happened. It still haunts me to this day.I can't do anything sexual with a guy with out getting bad anxiety. It's horrible. I don't think I can tell any family members. Im to ashamed. Plus it's better no one in the family knows, that way everyone is at peace . Kind of.
Benjamin Peterson
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Blake Young
I concur.
Let sleeping dogs lie.
Kayden Jenkins
When I was around that age (7), two kids taught me how to pleasure myself by humping stuffed animals, and I was so closeted from all sexual stuff that I didn't realize humping teddy bears in a room with two other girls was fucked. Same with comparing my vagina to another kid's penis. I was an outcast and figured what they did was normal. I try not to think about it so I one day forget entirely.
Nathaniel Harris
"worst" thing was forcing my ex gf to get licked by her family dog and record it for me
Blake Garcia
I think that me being a pedophile started with a story similar to yours. I was 12 and hormones were kicking too hard, also had really shit self esteem.
That summer I had the chance to do stuff with my 5 years old cousin (first time meeting her) and so I did. Because in my mind "I will never have another chance to touch a pussy anyway". Did stuff for three summers straight, then I never met anymore for unrelated family reasons.
Back then, it was just "pussy", I didn't even realize that was being "pedophile" or anything. But I think that from there, part of my sexuality got stuck to liking little girls, or in general, girls who look very young.
You shouldn't have forced your way on her that day, maybe if you did it as a game she would have reacted differently. I don't know how old you are now, but trust me, there is always hope.
I'm almost 30 now, and I fucked more girls than I ever imagined I could, ranging from 8 to 40ish years old.
You fucked up when you were younger, it's ok. Learn from your mistakes and don't repeat them.
Carson Bailey
l really don't think it matters OP. My cousin and I saw a sex scene when I was 6 and she was seven and we tried to reenact it later and we got caught. We laugh about it today.
Unless you brutally raped her she might not even remember or care.
Brandon Diaz
I'd fuck that bugs bunny it's so cute and I stick my cock in it. You like me bun you? Fuck pig horny
Nathaniel Baker
went through a walmart "15 items or less" express checkout with 16 things.
Alexander Ortiz
Just an hero user, you shouldn't have any chance to plague the gene pool with your degeneracy. Not to mention her life is ruined as well because of you. It's really a win-win for everybody.
Jonathan Ortiz
Hymens don't always cover the whole opening, in fact they usually don't. How do you think girls get a tampon up there without breaking it. Jesus this place is full of kissless virgins.
Juan Richardson
you monster
Christian Jones
Kill yourself you disgusting piece of shit.
Tyler Sanchez
i know...
Jaxson Adams
D I S G U S T I N G
Brody Clark
OP is a dirty PEEEDOOOO that needs to die ASAP
Aiden Hughes
I wanked in my best friends (grille) coffee after I started developing feeling for her then realising she would never want me that way and that was the only way is get my gum in her.
Jose Cox
How's that bigotry working out for you? Doesn't sound like it's making you very happy.
Jackson Harris
You're a sick bastard and there is a special place in hell for you.
Dominic Butler
Holy shit all these fucking newfags judging OP. Either contribute to the thread or gtfo. I can't imagine what it feels like to be OP and have these squeamish fucks bombarding him with the same pedo shit over and over.
Brandon Mitchell
When I was 14, I spent 8 months banging my 11 year old neighbor. It started off with me dragging her to a hiding spot and holding her down. Within a couple months, I just told her where to meet me. By month 3, she was really into it. Last week of Month 8, I shared her a couple times with two friends my age. Her family moved away. I met up ten years later. She is a prostitute. She told me I was the one who "turned her out." Eh, blaming me for her life choices when I was basically a kid too. Her family moved because, at 11, she was 2 months preganant. She had a c-section and gave the kid up for adoption, family couldn't afford another kid. So, I have a ten year old kid somewhere out there. I admit, this haunts me. I did a lot of horrible things before turned around, but this feels more horrible than it is. I feel like I totally ruined 2 people. I heard my kid survived 2 foster homes before landing in a good one. I don't want to track her down. If she has a brain in her head, she hates me.
Joseph Gray
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David Rivera
You clearly dont have kids. Even a bike ride could tear it, riding surly will.
Henry Sanders
Wow, and I thought I was degenerate scum
Nathaniel Scott
Geez man, I was basically a kid. Puberty hormones make you half a retard. If you are saying that I made you feel better, cool. But that's just mean. My conscious haunts me enough as it is.
Colton Hughes
Just kill her user save all your problems. Bury her and the past in one go
Brody Perez
>> Part 1 I'm not sure if it's the worst, because I don't actually feel bad about it - worst as in illegal? Sure, but...Beyond that I'm...Actually pretty ok with it.
A few years ago I'd just split up with my girlfriend, wasn't feeling all that festive so ended up sitting in and watching some TV; that was the plan anyway, but...I got talked into babysitting some of my friends kids. They dumped them in the available bedrooms, and...Most of them were pretty good about it, went to sleep straight away.
That is, except my best friend's 12 year old daughter; let's call her Amy. Pretty cute kid, I wouldn't say innocent – Average height for her age, a natural redhead, tits making a good show of growing in and milky white. She seemed fairly keyed in, but every time I told her to go to bed she'd find an excuse to stay awake. I didn't really mind, despite her age she was fairly decent company as her dad has raised her to love film in general, and so we're sitting there talking about V for vendetta, and I'm actually surprised by her insight. Like I said...Pretty keyed in kid.
So as the night goes on, she gets a little closer and ends up nestled onto my leg, and I'm not the most virtuous soul; women of many distinction being near my cock will set the radar off, and so she's curled up, head on my lap, focusing on the screen - and then she looks up. I'm not even prepared for it she looks up at me, grins and then focuses back on the TV screen. Thank fuck; I think I’ve got away with it; and then she says “Do I really make you hard?” 12 years old. Not expecting that question, so try to back out with “I’m…Really not sure I should answer that question” at which point she looks up at me again with a kind of…
Blake Ross
Idk man, I've hurt females similarly around that age but I wouldn't impregnate an 11 year old
Tyler Parker
Very similar story, but I was a bit younger and my cousin was around 5-6. I never really got the "don't let adults touch your privates" talk or at least I don't remember getting it, so at the time I didn't really understand just how extremely big of a deal child sex abuse is.
I was an only child and very shy, so i loved how affectionate my cousin was with me. we would cuddle together whenever we watched tv or movies, and i noticed sometimes when we were watching tv alone she would sort of prod at her crotch with her finger. by that point i had already been jacking off for awhile (started when i was around 11) and occasionally managed to find shitty porn that slipped through the parental block on AOL, so i could more or less tell what she was up too.
so after noticing that, whenever we were cuddling together i would experiment seeing how far i could go with fondling her, and it turns out she was fine with me basically doing whatever i wanted. eventually this culminated in me pulling down her panties and looking at her tiny pussy whenever we were alone.i still remember how her whole pussy and the mound around it would go from pink/flesh colored to blushing red in a few moments just from me looking at it.
anyways, thats as far as i dared to go at the time, and then in middle school we went through sex ed that sex abuse was a big fucking deal and i felt extremely scared for a long time. looking back on it, she at least appeared to enjoy it and she always loved being around me, so i dont think i hurt her. i'm way too afraid to talk with her about it to see how she feels now.
bonus material: she's still pretty close with me and we occasionally go out to drink now and then and she always makes the same comment when we get drunk about "if this were the olden times we'd probably be married hahaha".
Joseph Richardson
>>Part 2
Pouty look. At that point, any semblance of discipline I have has disappeared, and I’m looking into these beautiful green eyes, so I offer her the best throwaway I can think of: “You’re pretty attractive for your age.” She seemed satisfied, and turned back to the screen. Silence fell, and then she asked another question.
“If I let you see me, will you let me see you? I look at them on the internet all the time, but I’ve never seen one up close.” My heart is pounding, and I’m thinking that I’m in some kind of honey trap because I’m naturally paranoid, and I’ve worked very hard to hide my hebe tendencies – but nonetheless, I nod my head slightly, and she just…Slips her shorts off, sits up for a moment and takes her T shirt off, and I’m sitting there stunned, looking at the sexiest, smoothest body I’d ever seen in my life – and then I’m brought back to earth when she elicits this soft giggle and says “Your turn.” I swallow the lump in my throat, and smile a little. “You want to see it…Why don’t you take my shorts off yourself?” Doesn’t even hesitate. She gets off the couch, and pulls at my waistband roughly, letting my cock spring free, and then collapses onto her knees and starts looking at it with almost scientific scrutiny.
Aiden Bennett
I didn't know I COULD knock her up. It was a rural area, no sex education. As a matter of fact, all sex based subjects were banned until high school. I didn't notice her THAT way until she started getting curves and boobies, I did not know that was puberty. Ignorance and having a single father who kept talking about how great sex was with puberty made me someone who should not have been allowed around females. I'm not making excuses. I'm just saying it wasn't my intent to be a predator or breeder.
Robert Carter
>>Part 3
“Can I touch it?” She asks. I nod in consent, and initially she pokes it, amused by the way it springs – and so I suggest, gently for her to see if she can wrap her hand around it. She complies, and I’m in full fuck it mode now – I’m looking at her, giving her guidance on how to stroke my cock slowly, to enjoy the moment, and to only really work it harder and faster when she wants me to cum; I think that this was her first inkling that in many ways, THIS was why girls had all the power in the bedroom, and so, I’m watching this adorable little girl eagerly stroking my cock, and complying when I suggest to her that she might want to kiss my head if she really wanted me to feel good. She leaned forward, and plants a single peck on it. I chuckle in response, and guide her mouth over the tip, helping her get the idea of emulating what she’d seen in the different porn pics she’d squirrelled around. I’m not a beast, so I’m sat there, encouraging her and giving her tips on how to give a proper blowjob, and she’s taking to it with the kind of eagerness I’ve never seen from a girl twice her age – she’s struggling to take it all, but still…First time around, she’s doing really well, so I get her up off her knees, and give her a kiss before pushing her back on the couch and start playing with her body; she’s going wild with being touched, and gives out a loud gasp when I rub my thumb across her hood.
