What if I write on my wall before I an hero:

what if I write on my wall before I an hero:
"I hate mom"
"she was never fit to be a mother"

If youre gonna an hero do it properly

Go make some news with your death

only one way to find out

How pathetic do you need to be to an hero and ruin someone elses life too? Or do you just like the idea of the drama it'll create?

You should off yourself and write "I was a fucking loser" on the wall lmao

hence why I'm conflicted about leaving that message behind, even though it's the truth.

She will join you in the afterlife soon after, if there is such a thing. Even if she's a shit mom who hates you, the shit she will go through will not be a life worth living after that.

Write a letter

Blaming your mom because you turned out to be a piece of shit that can't hack it? When all around the world people without any type of adult support or provision turn out just fine?

You're just a weakling. The things that are wrong with your life are your fault. If you know what's wrong with your life, spend 5 minutes thinking about your problems. And I don't mean just think about it for a second, I mean set a timer for 5 minutes, and think just about your problems. The angles, the nuances, to totality of each individual thing that you can't deal with.

Then start thinking of ways to tackle those nuances; The little things that you can fix, because they require the least energy. Just little behaviors you can adopt that can slightly mitigate the tiniest edges of your overarching problems.

And once you've done that, and you've taken a new look at your life and noticed that you have affected positive change with your own power, realize that your mother has absolutely nothing to do with how you live your life.

Just tell her exactly that, punch her a few times, and then never talk to her again. Become something greater than her.

How does it being the truth change anything if you're dead?

I can't begin to fathom how many drama queens like yourself have used suicide to make a statement. You're just a fucking loser, I can tell.

You probably think to yourself "Once they see this they will know the fucked up! They will regret it and feel bad for me!"

Why not handle your situation like a grown up instead of ruining others lives?

it would be wasted on the idiots that are my parents anyways. a simple "fuck you" would suffice.

Then stop being a fucking faggot and just do it don't blame someone for not caring about you. Find someone who cares or shut up and do it. Also livestream

Why don't you kill her?

I barely read this
you're a teenager, right? or deal with them frequently? I don't care about making a statement with an hero. The statement would be written on the wall and it is more of an afterthought. Because, fuck her. And I'm not blaming her. If she takes it that way so be it.

she cares
because that goes against my code of honor

If she cares don't be a little shit and make her feel worse than she will once your faggot ass is dead. Jesus

Whats it like being 13? Underage b&

that's kinda the point...

Here's a thought:

You've given up on life so you are going to kill yourself. You are going to be dead so you don't get to enjoy the drama that will likely ensue following your death. The only thing that will change is someone will have their feeling hurt a bit more. That's it.

There would be no other reason to pull that shit. So what I am getting from you is that this is just one bug stunt, not as a fuck you, but as a way to make people feel bad about themselves and sorry for you.

If that is the case you won't kill yourself, and you're a fucking loser. If for some other reason you want to pull dramatic shit like that you are clearly thinking on a different level than most peoppe.

>You are going to be dead so you don't get to enjoy

right, so why would I be doing it to affect externalities like how people feel, or in hopes of pity?

And lol at focusing on how dramatic the sharpie on the wall would be while we're also talking about an hero.

Just don't be a little faggot do something cool

So then WHY would you do it is the point. You will be dead. Just kill yourself and be done. Don't do stupid shit and then call it an "afterthought."

I called it an afterthought as in she is not central to anything here, and I'm not blaming her. Why can't I leave a little fuck you behind, though? Are you a momma's boy?

Just dont kill yourself. Life is beautiful!!!

I'm convinced. Thanks for the intervention.

So you're just leaving a fuck you behind as a fuck you?

That's like me writing an essay for the sake of writing an essay.

Then saying oh "it's not central to anything, i just wrote it because it's an essay"

I could do that but it would make me a massive idiot. Maybe that's fine by you. Go ahead an leave pointless afterthoughts for no reason other than "fuck you because haha I suicided lulz xd"

Don't use a gun. You fuck it up for everyone else who owns guns. Except niggers they never buy anything legally

you're oversimplifying the gesture and underestimating what a dumb bitch she is
ofc that is what I would use and it doesn't fuck up shit for anyone. people have been using this method for years and it is still readily available to me. and fuck your lib cuck gman shit for trying to tell me how to live and die my life

You are so dishonest it hurts. At least tell us random people you are blaming her, have a little honesty in your life before you end it. Youd only write that if you were a chicken shit blaming her cause you cant cut it.

The wall will come to a foster home for it having a horrible mother

incorrect

I can almost guarantee your mother is fine and youre clearly some ansgty umpteen little fuck who is probably mad mommy took his xbox away for the weekend. The sad part is I can see my younger self in you and its fucking retarded

If I were incorrect this wouldn't be a thread and you wouldnt be fighting this hard to prove its not, as I said have SOME integrity

Ya same and it pisses me off

you barely read the only response that was actually intended to help you. Maybe you are a lost cause. The roots of your problems don't start with somebody else they start with you

If you write any sort of fuck you on the wall BEFORE YOU DIE then it IS important to you and it IS blaming her for your death. Stop being a fuckung asshole. If you're not blaming anyone then write fucking nothing. Either grow the fuck up, or off yourself and be done with it.

at least you admit you are projecting
if I blamed her I would have zero reservations about writing that on the wall and this wouldn't be a thread.

No. You just know it's a shitty move, but you still wanna ruin her life

Thats not how projecting works, sorry. Making it this obvious your a teenager who just learned the new hot word. If you didnt blame her the thought wouldve never entered your head. BE HONEST IF YOURE GUNNA KILL YOURSELF DWEEB you literally have nothing to lose

yes it IS important to me (you must be a detective or shrink?) but it doesn't mean I'm blaming her. Obviously my parents would play a role since they were instrumental in my formative years...how fucking stupid are you? mom? who is this? dad?

I already know all that crap

No you dont know all that crap youre a 15 year old male who is pissed at the world what you do know is pitiful and pales in comparison to what you dont know.

what if she doesnt care
she sounds like a bitch

Are you fucking retarded?? Stop blaming other people for your shitty life. Yes they played a role. You're fucking alive. Be glad they even stuck around after they realized the shithole of a person you are

To be honest you should just get it done with so your mother doesnt have you sucking off her tit the rest of your sorrry life

>considers leaving a message blaming his mother for his suicide
>having a code of honor
nope

You can tell hes a teenage weeb as soon as he mentioned his 'code of honor'

then I guess I wrote a few words for nothing
you had good points until "be glad they even stuck around", it is actually the opposite. fucking idiots would be in the corner of the living room drooling on themselves covered in granola and microwave nacho crumbs if I hadn't stuck around when I realized how out of whack they are.

Wait. You actually think they need you?

you have to wrote "live besides your opportunities"

>considers writing something that is true
hurr durr so dishonorable
>only samurai have honor muh seppuku
and a hurr durr for you as well

id tell everyone about my shitty mom and make her life a nightmare
go to facebook and write about how much your mother hurts you

be sure to not be hateful or some people might side with her

What did she do/not do to you?

she wouldnt make me tendies

Go gun fight some Hoodlums in Chicago or in general

You are really driving home everyone views of you... Also how is actively attempting to ruin someones mental wellbeing not dishonorable? It being the truth does not magically wipe away the malice in it. Are you literally fucking retarded or just pretending

She wouldn't let me eat cake before dinner

Money was tight so she said only 2 new anime books this month, how many times do I have to tell her its manga

>implying I would eat them if she did

she can't cook for shit

probably something along those lines, I can't an hero even if I fully wanted to, survival instinct too strong and it's just dumb

This.

At least go down fighting like a man. Back in Spartan Greece young boys 8 years old would be taken from their mothers and trained to be warriors.

My father left cause she got pregnant to me and that's her fault. If she hadn't been pregnant then we would've been a family now

ah so the whole point of this thread was some imaginary edgelord cred. Do humanity a favor and just do it you wont do anything positive with this kind of attitude

>anonymous
>cred

which retard logic guy were you from earlier?

Survival instinct!? You be stupid or wat?

You mean she's carrying your child?

Or do you mean she was pregnant with you, in which case your response makes no sense as you wouldn't exist otherwise.

OP is a fat Bettendorf type of faggot. Cries for attention yet he'll probably won't even have the balls to kill himself. OP probably voted Hillary if old enough to vote. OP is a sociopath and is doing the world a favour (less tax funding for his pussy antidepressants).

Tl;dr set up a stream. Getting sick and tired of people making shit threads like these and not setting up a stream

implying you need names to feel proud of the dramatic thread you wanted. Grow the fuck up jesus you are embarrassing

Dude, I'm not really OP

Id be surprised if OP was old enough to drive to be honest.

You gay

She once shut off the computer while I was looking a loli porn like the overweight faggot I am and she told me I should go outside. She wanted me to make friends and have a good life.

>THAT BITCH!!!

I don't have the balls to do it atm, sure. Especially after getting some laughs out of this thread. Lol calling other people sociopath as you whine about people not streaming suicide. I bet you voted for trump (I would have too if I gave a shit about voting) so you can party with the alt right queer boys and suck each other offer in business casual wear.

Don't just an hero, burn a mosque on the way out or something

Morbid curiosity is not being a sociopath seriously go to summer school or some shit cause you might actually be retarded.

Stream that OP

Ikr? This thread stinks of American teen spirit, as in, cry about everything, get antidepressants for nothing, claim to "have been through soo much" while in fact they all have two living parents, a roof over their heads and food every day.

To anyone reading this who fits my description; you're absolutely pathetic.

Nigga, we know you love chad cock.

You just need to accept yoself.

wow, what a retort. well played, virgin.

You'd be edgy and we wouldn't get to watch you fucking end it, Mark.

Oh my god, you're a special kind of stupid huh? This: Also gtfo, I'm not even American. Jesus you're such an unbelievable cunt I can't even. Please do the world a favour already.

The ultimate shitposter award should go to you. Even Bettendorf threads are more interesting (and those are cancerous as fuck).

BOOOOOOO!!!! Get off the stage, retard.

Hurry up and livestream suicide, faggot. We don't care about your speeches and autism.

alright, gonna reset my twitch password cuz I forgot, will link soon

>what a retort
>calls other person a virgin

That's it OP, you should just do it already. Stop posting content too. Go take your antidepressants like the big boy you are and gtfo. FYI google sociopath. Morbid curiosity is something different; killing yourself and leaving a message ruining someones life is.

OP is a retarded fag who just wants to talk the talk to get attention. He doesn't walk the walk. Underage b& this gaylord already.

Guaranteed his thought process making this post was something along the lines of "all the badasses on Sup Forums will think im so edgy and detached if i do this"

lol tossing out the V word gets multiple casualties on this site. when do you think you'll finally lose it? how close are you to resorting to a prostitute?

Not really. I for one don't give a shit what other people on the Internet think about me and my decisions. Unlike you, OP. You apparently need approval from complete strangers.

Your argument is invalid, try again antidepressants-boy

Not the person that got called a virgin but I've had multiple FWBs, girlfriends and am engaged now.

Don't do it, life is so much more fun :)

>multiple

damn bro that is impressive. I guess word about an average pecker that wasn't crippled by anxiety gets around pretty quickly at your local magic the gathering play spot.

Surprising how you dont give a shit about anything but 1. youre still here 2. you still havent killed yourself.. just more dishonesty what a surprise but lemme guess... this thread is to many lols for you to go away

It would be funny if op was a forty-something year old man, but alas, they're just summerfag.

holy fuck you are trying SO hard

lmao you fucking pencil necks can't even talk shit adequately. He even explicitly distinguished himself from being the OP. plenty of lols from you virgins, yes.

It's not that hard man. You'd be surprised how many girls are sexually insane in their early 20s. Btw they were like 5/10s, 6/10s tops. One was an 8/10 (but generally crazy, would not recommend). But who cares, had sex. Lower your standards a bit, dont give a shit about what people think and get lucky.

>he talks better shit than my virgin tier 4th grade wit can match
>must be trying really hard!

You didnt reply to OP buddy. I'm still around because Im hoping to get a link for a stream.

Where the he'll did fuck boi go??

>dont give a shit about what people think
>probably the same guy from earlier also referring to how he doesn't care what people on the internet think

>still defending not being a virgin

there there, kiddo

If you're trying to make her feel bad and make a point just do everything as planned. Write the on the wall and all that crap but botch the suicide so you live with minor injuries.

Happens in this crazy anonymous world

Telling my experiences and kinda giving advice is not the same as caring about what others think.