Can we get a baw thread going please? My life has been complete shit the past...

Connor Gray
Connor Gray

Can we get a baw thread going please? My life has been complete shit the past few years and I can't stop thinking about suicide lately. some cathartic crying would really help.

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youtube.com/watch?v=A9j6zEbA9mo
youtube.com/watch?v=aizCMO-mI1Q

Juan Miller
Juan Miller

I don't have very much to dump

Logan Cooper
Logan Cooper

anyone? :(

Kevin Price
Kevin Price

alright, last one i guess

Brayden Wilson
Brayden Wilson

Same here. I have absolutely no meaning in life, and I don't believe I'll find any soon. Its been 4 years and this is the lowest I've ever been.

Gavin King
Gavin King

I'm thinking of ending my 9 year relationship

Caleb Edwards
Caleb Edwards

Sup Forums is just a glorified porn board now, you shouldn't expect much

Adrian Howard
Adrian Howard

^
the summerfags are taking over spamming porn, traps, /s/ & /g/ fury porn, shota, and that stupid ass andy sixx log shit. Sup Forums Isn't a bad board to be on, but you have to wade through so much shit to find anything gold that half the time you're better off sitting on some other half assed "comedy" site

Owen Jones
Owen Jones

summerfags
shits been like this since a long time, Sup Forums is fucked

Cooper White
Cooper White

I'm just delusional and looking for a place to escape I guess, easier to blame others than to accept a "beautiful place" is sinking into the mud

Brandon Evans
Brandon Evans

This shit is the real baww. This thread can't even get to 5 posters.

Cameron Ross
Cameron Ross

cause the emotional "adults" are still asleep

Joseph Thompson
Joseph Thompson

op here, just gonna rant a little.

I'm so fucking tired of the loneliness. The last time I went out with a "friend" was almost four months ago. I used to be sociable, funny, and had a large group of really close friends. Every single day I woke up happy. But then I got hit with a random, all-consuming wave of depression. I pushed everyone away and isolated myself. Here I am, three years later, with no friends, family, ambition, social skills, or any of the things I once had. I honestly don't even remember what it's like to have fun anymore.
My life has devolved into just three things:
work, lifting, and vidya. That's all I do with my life now because I'm too much of a fucking weirdo to make friends anymore. I wish so desperately to just be normal again... to be able to casually talk to someone without getting extremely anxious and uncomfortable... to be able to laugh with someone and mutually enjoy company...

sorry if this was written incoherently, currently tripping on acid. oh and that's another thing, I now abuse drugs to escape from my shitty, depressing reality.

Jaxson Hernandez
Jaxson Hernandez

tl;dr lol

Jayden Price
Jayden Price

Wanted to say same but with drugs but you got me

Juan Russell
Juan Russell

Any particular reason?

Isaac Cooper
Isaac Cooper

tl;dr i'm an unsociable weirdo who can't make friends and it's starting to kill me inside

Luke Wilson
Luke Wilson

well, it's a bit of a story tbh

Christopher Moore
Christopher Moore

greentext that shit nigga
what are your drugs of choice? I personally trip on various research chemicals 1-2 times a week and then drink myself to sleep most nights

Jose Morgan
Jose Morgan

Then tell it m8

Get it off your chest

Jason Butler
Jason Butler

Whatever comes my way. Mostly xanax, molly, 2cb and acid. DMT recently. Last trip was 500ug acid and six days ago.
I recently got my drug problem under control tho. Half a year ago I was just popping molly and droping acid every night just to cry self to sleep and feel good (worse)

Kevin Martin
Kevin Martin

droping acid every night just to cry self to sleep and feel good
Man I've been there...
500ug is pretty fucking intense, too. I can't go above 250ug or so without shit getting too weird. At that point, my vision is entirely consumed by immersive, kaleidoscopic fractals. Also the HPPD from higher doses is pretty intense.

Oliver Peterson
Oliver Peterson

Call Jesus user. Was roughly in the same spot 3 years ago.

Eli Jenkins
Eli Jenkins

I had always done 100-200ug and sometimes 300ug but I wanted to try 400 and it was pretty intense.
I saw everything as candycanes and the whole night sky was connected through the stars with golden lines of energy.
But hey man, I hope it gets better for you

Robert King
Robert King

I was a devout Catholic until about age 18 when I started analyzing inconsistencies in the bible and realized that religion is largely determined by area of birth.
saw everything as candycanes
hahahahaha I love how completely surreal some trips are

Aiden Foster
Aiden Foster

*500. I know you shouldnt skip tiers but I was too curious

Michael Sanchez
Michael Sanchez

Momo

Jordan Collins
Jordan Collins

Baww threads turned to feels threads which are whiny cunts and walls of texts.

Zachary Cruz
Zachary Cruz

What's this from?

Kayden Wilson
Kayden Wilson

Catholicism is a satanic heresy.
Jesus is a real person. Just pray to Him and He will answer you user.Don't fool yourself God speaks directly to you every single day.
So does the devil.
If you've read any of the papal cathechism from 60s to today you'll notice that the pope proclaims himself the emissary of God on earth -which literally translates to anti-christ ( the absence of Christ) which is completely contrary to the teachings of scripture.
God is always with you user talk to Him freely at any given time and listen when He speaks.
Do not postpone your blessings and do not extend your afflictions and misery.
Its your choice.

Aaron Miller
Aaron Miller

Favorite comic panels of all time tbh.

Luke Taylor
Luke Taylor

We want to listen

Samuel Anderson
Samuel Anderson

be me 28 year old male
been with the same woman for 9 years npw
had ups and downs, things started rocketing downhill once we got our own place
fights, arguments almost getting to the point of violence
she constantly tells me how useless I am because I don't bring money in
bitches how HER car is constantly breaking and HER cat needs shit
get interview at a local pet shop
get the job
thankOdin.jpg
go in monday, "we'll call you on wed to give your schedual"
wed rolls around not a fucking peep
she bitches me out like I blocked their number or something
calls me a leech and a sponge because I refuse to call them and bitch them out for not calling me.
this is just the most recent thing mind you, over our 9 years together she's torn me down and belittled me A LOT

Camden Turner
Camden Turner

--->posted, this is the most recent one

Aiden Robinson
Aiden Robinson

If you own the house boot her out. If she raves about the patriarchy or some shit revel in the control. If not leave and focus entirely on profession to spite her if you're that type of person,do it for success if you're not.

Nathaniel Watson
Nathaniel Watson

that's my game plan. I get a job (hopefully soon) I'm moving the fuck out

Owen Harris
Owen Harris

Sorry to hear that, man.

You deserve better than that. You should figure out what how to get out of that situation and then GTFO.

Landon Davis
Landon Davis

Catholicism is a satanic heresy
It sure didn't seem like it... I'd go to church every Sunday and praise god with my family for an hour. Is that satanic?
Jesus is a real person
Yes and this is provable, but him being the Messiah is not. Mohammed was also a real person who is also proclaimed to be the messiah. Is it really just a 50/50 gamble that you happen to praise the right one?
God is always with you user talk to Him freely at any given time and listen when He speaks.
That's what I thought for a long time
Its your choice.
It is, and I can't bear the cognitive dissonance anymore. There's too much that does not make sense to me and too much that seems inherently wrong.

Blake Lopez
Blake Lopez

Sauce?

Bentley Cook
Bentley Cook

check these digits. friends.

Hudson Nelson
Hudson Nelson

Don't have sauce for any of the pics, sorry

James Murphy
James Murphy

Thanks anyhow.

Robert Cooper
Robert Cooper

kill her

Samuel Lopez
Samuel Lopez

I'm gonna deal with it long enough to save up to get a apartment of my own, then I'm gone. Might even ask my ex if I can stay with her for a while

Kevin Green
Kevin Green

I wanna end it...not be raped for murdering another bitch

Owen Ramirez
Owen Ramirez

Yo Sup Forumsros, is there any way how to brighten up this pic?

Henry Kelly
Henry Kelly

SUNDAY
The first day of the week is not sabath - heresy 1
doesn't keep the biblical laws , statutes , feast
have to confess to priest rather than to God in private as the bible states
using (((psychology))) to explain anything
Ever wondered why every roastie wants a phd in psychology ? So she can prey on the weak.
Anyway you've come so far only to find out that you've learned nothing about God or the bible in your heretical school/church.
I pity the people that praise and follow silly men with golden scepters wearing purple/scarlet( note the color coding is aligned with the description of the whore of Babylon) gowns and avoiding confrontation at all costs.
Also forgot to mention that catholics pray to Mary and the bible clearly states that man should pray to God only and praise Him and Him only.

Parker Reed
Parker Reed

just ignore me, i am retarded and posted on the wrong thread

Christian Wright
Christian Wright

oldfag here.

there's exceptions, but most of you will probably grow numb to the pain as you age.

Joshua Ward
Joshua Ward

all these self hating faggots
Y'all gay as frick

Luke Reed
Luke Reed

Everything i will tell you its true.
I was born with six fingers in each hand, had them surgicaly removed at the age of 4 but i cant use my right thumb properly.
I m writing with left hand although i m right handed i do everything with left its so confusing. I have had my first kiss and sex at 17, then for many years i fucked hookers because i can never make a long relationship, women tend to break up or even stop wanting to see me more than the first date and many times i dont know if its because of the dysmorhpia in my hands.Longest relationship was 1 year but we hardly saw each other. I hate i cant play tennis or bowling or people staring my hands in my work. Ah i forgot to talk about my work. So i studied hard because labor work wasnt for me. And i m working in a office which i hate... I hate my job, i wish i could be a carpenter like dick proneeke if you know him, i really admire him and some day i would like to live in the wilderness alone. Friends ? yes i had them as a child but i moved in another city at 19 so in my new city i have only one friend akward as me. I m in love with dani in work and i always sing the song -Dani the girl is singing songs to me, beneath the marque, overload.- I know nothing about her. She is only kind to me. Money? not much just passing by. I want to fly all over the world but i dont have company? Because yes alone traveling is fun i did it but i want to have what other people have when they come at the office to book flights they are so happy i m jealous. Sometimes i thinking to kill myself but i do not want to hurt my siblings or think of me as a loser. I thinking i may reborn perfect or generally go to a better place. Kids? i m afraid to have kids, i dont think i will ever be man enough to have kids. I m a kid myself. I dont know what can make me feel complete i can not find it..

Landon Miller
Landon Miller

HOLY FUCK
Right in the feels, some women are fucking disgusting. Dad sounds beta as fuck for letting that slut keep him from his own flesh and blood tho

Jose Rogers
Jose Rogers

I'm no storyteller, just throw in some stuff

Oliver Robinson
Oliver Robinson

wrong pic

Isaac Brown
Isaac Brown

tfw it hits you

Elijah Reed
Elijah Reed

you're a fucking loser.

Ethan Barnes
Ethan Barnes

jesus christ... just a week ago this started happening to me. smoking weed and playing league no longer takes my mind away from reality :(

Jordan Bennett
Jordan Bennett

Protip: it's only gonna get worse ;)

Alexander Howard
Alexander Howard

I honestly don't know what to do... Outside of work hours, ALL i do is play vidya. The majority of my life is spent in front of this damn computer. I don't know what to do with my time now...
Out of curiosity, what's your age and when did you start down this road? Any info is appreciated

Grayson Nguyen
Grayson Nguyen

31.
I've always been on this path. The gap starts small but it only gets bigger with time. I'm afraid I have no answer for you.

Nolan Campbell
Nolan Campbell

Coldplay song

youtube.com/watch?v=A9j6zEbA9mo

Jose King
Jose King

I am in a very similar phase/position. I would say lets play vidya together and pretend to be best friends but ping will probably not allow that...

Juan Anderson
Juan Anderson

I am in a very similar phase/position. I would say lets play vidya together and pretend to be best friends but ping will probably not allow that...

Wow your Chinese landlord is pretty mean.

Gabriel Johnson
Gabriel Johnson

Chin up you bastards life get's better

youtube.com/watch?v=aizCMO-mI1Q

Dominic Diaz
Dominic Diaz

Hecking nibbas

Anthony Butler
Anthony Butler

thats because she is also my wife (as in sexless roommate that makes you feel even more alone than you already are)

Joseph Bennett
Joseph Bennett

Religion is nothing more than a control mechanism. It's a way for some people to keep other people dependent on them, to ensure that they stay in power. After all, everyone fears death. Everyone wants to be told that there is something more, that their lives have a purpose. Naturally, then, people will easily accept someone with no proof of an afterlife, because it's easier than facing an irreconcilable fear. Those who are in charge of religious institutions know this, and use it to justify greed, hatred, tyranny, and slaughter. This is true everywhere that a particular religion takes control. From the original American colonies, where all who did not worship a specific way were persecuted, to the horrors of the Spanish Inquisition of old and of those places ruled by Sharia law today. The truth is, religion is nothing more than a convenient way for humanity to act on its basest fears and desires. In claiming to be enlightened, then condemning all those who do not follow your view to be sinners and infidels, you merely prove that you are nothing more than a beast, an animal incapable of perceiving the feelings of anyone besides yourself or your "brethren." Think about that the next time you claim to act in the best interests of others by spreading your religion. Good day, sir.

Bentley Thomas
Bentley Thomas

I don't remember. That's the part that bothers me the most. I don't remember any of it. They stuff you full of pills, tell you that you are a bad person. Beat you every day. When ever the pills faded, I remember beatings. But only if the pills wore off. To think people actually wish to be so high they forget life. I just wish I could remember. That way I would have something.

Jackson Robinson
Jackson Robinson

it'll get better OP just give it time and really go for the things that make you happiest

Dylan Martinez
Dylan Martinez

THIS is why i want to read star wars comics this is GOOD SHIT

Justin Gonzalez
Justin Gonzalez

religion is a tool to control
Every person must be controlled but yet God gave us free will to freely choose. It is true that it is a control mechanism but it is in our best interest if you recall people perish because of lack of knowledge and even in the age of information it is successfully being repressed and censured ,deleted and encrypted.
As you may have perceived already your surroundings and every living being is a subject to certain patterns of existence and CONTROL. Seasons and times , laws and manners control every living being , every living being but man.
And there you see the only being claiming "concioussness" all the while denying whatever right to every other creature claims there is no law that can subjugate it or no principle that human should abide to.
There is the divine law in the hands of man and it is ordained that man should choose his destiny and pay the toll thereof.
As Moses once said : Choose life.
I dare you to choose life nothing more , nothing less.

Luis Cook
Luis Cook

CAN WE MAKE THIS A SHORT FILM PLEASE

Cameron Butler
Cameron Butler

MY FEELS

Parker Johnson
Parker Johnson

socratease me with that ass

Adam Reed
Adam Reed

Whenever I'm drepressed, I just pretend I'm a video game character being controlled by me. I always min/max my characters, so I do that to myself. IE what should the character do today to optimize? Then I do that. Gets me through.

Also antidepressants might help. Wellbutrin is slightly helpful.

Adrian Sullivan
Adrian Sullivan

Sorry to hear that man. Good luck

Aaron Baker
Aaron Baker

Was it in the best interest of the "witches" of Salem? Or the untold masses tortured and murdered by the Inquisition? How about the Native Americans, whose culture was decimated because they were "heathens"? Or all those who died in the Crusades, simply because someone wanted a small strip of land? And those suffering under the thumb of ISIS, I'm sure they think Islam is in their best interest. Make no mistake, I have chosen life. However, I have chosen a life unrestrained by the hypocritical moralism of those who have killed far more than they claim to save. I will not let you or anyone else prey on my fear, use me to generate money and power like the churches of today. And, you know what? You're right. There are plenty of things that do control us. Time, nature, law, all of these things may shape us. However, in no way does that justify letting people who have no idea what they speak of control you and shape your fate as well. That choice is mine, and I will make it without the oppressive hand of those who would torment me with the approval of their own conscience. Unlike you, I am free.

Asher Collins
Asher Collins

Boy this just hurts,

Justin Ramirez
Justin Ramirez

Human action can rarely be directly attributated to God.
There are many that can come in His holy name yet be completely in opposition to Him knowingly sweeping the weak.

If you think you can judge God and His ways and as a "devout" catholic i beg you to recall the book of Job.
Feeble creature you not only have no choice but you're wretched thousands of years before you were even conceived.
There is only cosmic wrath laid up for you from countless millenia. Eons ago you were destined for destruction yet there is no single drop of repentance in you.
You are free as Satan is free for a little while .
The ancient of days is upon you. The very sense of dread and judgement that lingers in your freely gifted eternal essence will be take away from you and cast out. The very essence that speaks to you that there is a day of reckoning at hand.
Regardless of your meaningless and powerless judgements things will always go on as they are ordained by the divine ruler.
Satan chose not to worship Adam as was his "free choice" yet he chose wrong and along with him He will be swept away into oblivion never to be remembered even by the saved people.
Your saved relatives and siblings will never remember you .
There will be no tears shed and no solace for your damned soul yet you can accuse and curse however you find it fitting for that will cease too ... in time.

Kevin Hernandez
Kevin Hernandez

relationships failing all around me

Why even bother guys, why even bother. It's always drama.
The only way not to have drama is when you just dont give a shit.
But i wasnt born that way and I think people like me will always have drama in relationships.,

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