My life is a pile of shit

My life is a pile of shit.
>23 yo
>virgin
>got 1 gf only for a 2 months
>had friends but now alone
>got job where have to work overtime
>nothing makes me happy interested recently
>lost any hope to change my life for better
The question is, how long will I stand that and not kill myself.

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It only gets worse.

Question is how do you rate your family? I don't want to burden mine with my funeral, so once I can afford to pay for that then I'm onto the next life.

People that say you only live once know fuck all and try to spread their fear of death onto others

bump...

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I fucking hope you do kill yourself. Your problems are petty meaningless bullshit. You have no idea what real life is and if this is too much, maybe you just aren't cut out for it. Here's how you little useless whiny bitch

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Not true, life got only better for me.

Bad decision for mental health.

Your life has just begun. Stop whining like a faggot and take responsibility for your life.

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>virgin
Get escorts. you'll feel better.
>overtime
Good, save up money so you can take a nice vacaction somewhere, like amsterdam or some shit.

You have no problems cunt

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>amsterdam

And you're still just 23,just figure out the shit I've seen till 41. Still alive tho

Haha

Faget

I could see if you were fucking 58 and this is all you've accomplished, but you're 23. This is an average 23 year old's life. Stop being a faggot and make moves to improve it like everyone else.

Men's lives by and large don't get really good until you're at least 30 while women's get progressively worse ever year after 22. It's nature. Deal with it or kys

quit your shitty job and become a trucker. Traveling around the country can be a good way to set your mind straight.

In all of the history of the universe, the human history and future is an absolute irrelevance on how the universe will further evolve. Even the biggest accomplishment by any person on this planet will be forgotten within a marginal passage of time. So who cares about what is happening, let alone your single existence. Live your lifetime to the fullest, enjoy it for what it is, a tiny passage in the large sum of occurrences that is the now.

do drugs. go to prostitutes. travel. pick a fight. try some new shit hobby you would normally never try. quit. try murder. start graffitiing.

and if you survive it all and still feel nothing kys you worthless piece of shit

God are you actually like this in real life? You must be a completely intolerable asshole.

buy some weed order a pizza and veg out on the counch to some anime/vidya whatever the fuck your into
>also if you can, go toa secluded wooded area and just scream out into the open air, modern society has taught men to suppress everything, its not healthy

I know it just begins, but how to live like a normal, healthy person when you don't have friends (besides few persons who I meet twice a year on average) and never felt real love? Isn't it too late for that? I have problems with keeping in touch with other people, so I'm walking on psychotherapy.

Are you still here, op? Can I purchase you your first whore?

or make you retarded

>25
>alcoholic
>bipolar girlfriend off her meds for a few months, left me a month ago, back on meds now but has a new boyfriend
>we were living together and she kicked me out
>trying to drink myself to death now

Just someone who isn't an american cunt, muh faith and believe

Fuck other people. Why do you need the approval of complete strangers, most of whom are horrible ignorant shitty human beings?

Once you get off your high horse, lose the fucking ego, you will be much happier.

Tbh user, being a virgin really isn't that bad.
I've had sex a couple of times and it really isn't worth the hassle / buildup; literally just blowing your load in the presence of another person.

I was in the same boat as you for a long time, I had it pretty bad too.

What I advise: Start seeing a psychologist / psychiatrist / therapist. Talking to one will give you some sort of guidance. Mine helped me know what my problems were that I wanted / needed to fix for better quality of life, and also helped me set goals.

What kind of impact do you want to make on the world, user?

Coding?
Military?
Science?

23 y/o is really young, many people who made massive impacts on the world were 30 when they realized their calling.

What helped me was realizing that there's no reason for anyone to exist, and nobody would care if I were dead, so why not focus on myself and see what I can do? You really do only live once.

Ten years later, here I am, a baccalaureate in physics and astrophysics and an associate in engineering. How? Because with education, I can be whoever the fuck I want. I can discover things nobody has seen before. I can understand the world in ways normal people can't.

If I, a high functioning autistic male in the U.S. can do it, you can too user.

You call that a pile of shit? Man the fuck up pussy

>says the Sup Forumstard
Didn't say he had to take it as career, its a good job when you need to figure shit out and can't be bothered to deal with social contracts in other jobs.
he can go back to whatever shitty field hes in afters he in a better place.
>or he could just ram 10 tons of diesel and steel into a mosque/stripmall.

I second the first line.

am i wrong then?

One of the huge reasons I want to move to Seattle. Would be so amazing to get high in the foggy forest and just let everything out.

Op take my advice if you truly give zero fucks. I was suicidal, had a point of heroin and 200mg of various benzos. I started compulsively taking the benzos and went on a three week binge. In that three weeks I was mostly blacked out, but somehow functional. I lost my virginity one week, partied hard as fuck the next, then got a job and dealt with withdrawal. The point of heroin was to mix with benzos and kms in the easiest most painless way. Obviously I never needed that point because once I came out of the depths of degeneracy, I was just fine with my life. May not work for you and you end up in jail from the benzo blackout, but fuck it right? If there's truly nothing then do something fucking crazy.

Life is what you make it pussy confidence goes a long way

Happiness is a choice, not a result of life circumstances.

You make yourself miserable for no reason, change your mindset or be forever in a loop.

Firstly, fuck "real love". You dont need others to be happy. You can be happy by yourself. Its not too late for anything.
Make friends with people you like. But not if you dont like them. fuck that. Believe me, ive had friendships and if i could go back, I would trade every one of them for a cup of rotten oil and drink that rather than relive the times with them.

Be an hero

No your right, i never questioned the validity of your statement. However, going through life like nothing matters is why most Sup Forumstards are unhappy in the first place. Yeah nothing really matters. Yes this is true.

But if you get cancer, that matters to you right? Or ran over by a car, or mugged in the street. Or when you make love to a beautiful woman. Those things dont really matter, but to you in the moment, they should.

WTF... everything matters. everything you do has a greater impact than you can think of. Nihilism is the easy way out of that, but a retarded one. Take responsibility for life and for everything you do.

Here, this guy might talk sence into you. With many things he says I dont agree, but watch this. Itll definitely help you.
youtube.com/watch?v=QctT0Oc_uQQ

did you watch this movie b/ro?

didn't read anything there that would make sense to kill yourself.... accepting your own company and doing your own thing is a hard thing we all eventually need to learn to live with. It's too early to pack it all in mate, chin up cuz

Anyone who says sex is underwhelming has never had good sex.

problem is, you talk about education but none of that sounds appealing.

i've spent ages trying to find a suitable calling and nothing interests me. i could spend hours dedicating myself to something and yet when I really look into it, everything sounds absolutely awful.

So instead of coming up with an origional thought and agrument, you post a link to some random assholes video.

Its people like you who got Trump elected

>tfw you live in small town with bitches that can't seem to know how to get you off
I've never gotten off from sex, bjs, or handys. Feels bad man. Once a day faps get me through until I move. It's a common complaint too that the girls here just can't do anything right.

Have you looked at trades? Electrical work is going to be a good one to get into, it's what I'm doing now. I personally wouldn't fuck with gas work as it's too dangerous for the pay. Welding is chill and pretty fucking easy, 6mo of school then you can pretty much work anywhere.

Oh boy, an edgy person has joined the discourse

>tfw you don't know what good sex is so you can't teach them

I made my argument. Did you not read it ? Not every thought is original and there is nothing wrong with stating things that other people have said, if you agree with them. If you disagree, you may. But your "analysis" is distracting from the point i was making and doesnt add anything to the discussion.

Another thing I hate is when people dont tolerate mistakes. As If its a sin to make mistakes. Like no, mistakes are the only way to learn, and if society is knowingly or unknowingly shunning people who are willing to make mistakes and shunning them, there will be fewer people being brave enough to act. So yeah, fuck that. Youre repressing thoughts with your little rhetoric. everything you said is basically: "I disagree, therefore youre a unoriginal trump supporter.". Stop your fucking virtue signaling. For fucks sake.

Hvac is fairly safe and good paying too. Land surveying is going to be outdated and replaced by drone surveying, but you are young and could get into the field and adapt unlike the old fucks in it. There's too many options for me to post, just got to go get them.

Also why cant you just disagree ? Do you have to make it personal ? This is why I hate the internet. Its AGAINST free thought, not FOR. The way people "argue" here is appaling.

I agree with your statement but you seem to have misinterpreted my interpretation. As i said: life your lifetime to the fullest, enjoy it for what it is, a tiny passage in the large sum of occurrences that is the now. I'm not stating that nothing matters, i'm stating that your life matters to yourself and your direct environment but in the grand scheme of it all, it is insignificant and so does (and this i wan't to emphase) the human history.

I don't mean to push a nihilistic approach on this but rather negate the negativity that OP is handling with, comparing his current life to what he/she imagines is a full purpose in life.


The purpose of life (to you) is life itself and living it, that's it. Having goals is fine, but thinking these goals are an absolute purpose is what's wrong.

>tfw it is an endless cycle
I mean the last bitch tried to finish me after 40 minutes of fucking by using her hand like a jack hammer on my dick. It actually hurts thinking about it. I just told her I was done and got her tf out then fapped in the shower without the force of 1000 suns. But yeah I definitely could improve with fucking but I got a lot of more important shit to worry about.

I've worked in gas for five years, construction and operations/maintenance. It's one of the modt heavily regulated and legislated industries. It's dangerous but the risk level is actually pretty low if you follow your procedures.

Sure if things go wrong you could get blown up but you can also get hit by a bus crossing the street

Trolling aside for a minute, it's pretty much fucking impossible to find a girl who can get you off with a handjob. Never found one myself.

I'm just a pussy when it comes to shit potentially blowing up near me. I had a family member have a gas line blow up in his face because some other dipshit fucked him over doing something wrong. I'll take a hopeful sudden death grabbing a live power line any day over what he went through.

whats the job and how much do you get paid?

>seem to have misinterpreted my interpretation

Wow, I had so many people on the internet misinterpreting what i write and attack me personally, instead of arguing, its beginning to unnerve me. Yes I have the responsibility to express my thoughts in a way that people can understand what i mean. But ffs, the reader has a responsibility, too.

I dont know, mabye its just me. Then again, for examle this...
I mean just... what are you trying to tell me m8 ? Am I not allowed to reference a video ? If I write a paper, am i then not allowed to use citation because its not an "original" thought ? Just what did the guy want from me ?

And to diagnose OP's life:

- 23yo virgin, so what, 23 years is nothing in life, just the start of adulthood
- friends and now alone: meet people doing stuff you are interested in
- job with overtime: welcome to the current age,everyone's doing overtime

Stop drinking alcohol, it's a depressant. Do anything as a hobby that might peak your interest, it improves your quality as a person. Do sports, the chemical change in your brain boosts your overal psyche. READ.

rent a hooker

pic related is a hooker i fucked

in los angeles there is more work for land surveyors than there are people for the jobs. its nice if you live in a construction heavy city. drone surveying wont ever take the place of these guys cause owners want to know if the neighbors fence is 1" in on their property and you have to set the brass tacks to mark it.

trips of truth.

trades are the coolest

honestly, it becomes more rewarding when you actually start doing it and just go, holy shit. i did that.

apply with the IBEW (electricians union) they do application tests every few months and offer study guides. the sheet metal union handles HVAC and has a much lower waitlist than the IBEW, they also offer tests every few months and study guides.

shes a qt

how much does one pay these days?

Interesting, in my area it just is dead as fuck. There's companies but they don't need more people. The college I talked to about joining their surveying program basically said that drones and shit would take over and that it wouldn't be like the traditional work, so I didn't join. Ended up at line school this year.

Do you have a college degree, OP?

Ignore him, he's doing an ad hominem, attacking you without any foundation in his reasoning but stating you posted a video. He didn't see the video, thus his reasoning is irrelevant in the discussion.

Anyway, i do not disagree with the latter part of your original statement. Anything that happens to you, being positive or negative is indeed significant as a part of your life.

>Be me
>23
>Four prison sentences
>Can't get a job
>Unis won't accept me because of record
>No future
>No motivation
>Depressed af

I've got one friend, love her to bits, only reason I'm still here. Oh, and I have this chick that is madly in love with me so I get laid whenever I feel like it, hate her guts though.

youtube.com/watch?v=Ho1LgF8ys-c

Step up nigger, life don't give a fuck about your problems.

If you can't be happy on your own, you will never be happy.

honeypot is honeypot
>fucking fuck off fbi

You might be gay.

i think she was 200/half hour

it depends on what you survey

theres residential surveying
commercial
argricultural (i think thats its name)
city (surveying roads to see elevation changes)
etc. etc.

residential is the best at the moment, generally self employed or works with contractors or smaller firms
thumbtack is a good website to advertise on for that

commercial is also good but you work with engineering firms

agricultural is more a government thing

city is the most stable with a ton of benefits but you have to be in a more metropolitan area
drones are better with the agricultural stuff

oi

Thats fucking pathetic that you people are so willing to jump to whores. Seriously?

WAHH TRUMP!!!!!!!!


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it's fun

To have some slut beat your meat?
Thats gross, and you have to pay for it

You could get that shit for free if you arent retarded

Are we doing this?

> mid 20's
> relatively low paid job
> can't drive
> full blown alcoholic, used to be addicted to drugs so that's a plus
> incredible anxiety
> see worms and shit in between my toes & next to finger nails & top of head (they're not really there but I feel them - they go away when I'm hammered)
> got some internet friends so that's cool

there's no way I could have as much nsa crazy pornstar sex with attractive women if I didn't pay for it

yo

Fucking what?

Your life hasn't begun yet boy.

show face ;)

Yea but it sure is shitty when the first 23 are trash

why? i mean, I'm not going to

i'm just a regular 5/10

>Be me.
>Go to college straight after Highshool.
>Realize I can't deal with the subject as well as the pressure. (Depression and ADD)
>Drop out.
>NEET and retailfag for about 2 years.
>Get even more depressed and isolated.
>attempt to an hero. Too much of a faggot to actually end myself.
>realize I'm fucked up. Go to doctor.
>Take Prozac for ~2 months.
>Side effects fuck me up physically.
>Take Sipralex. Less physical side effects.
>Go to therapy.
>Drop going to therapy to give college another try.
>Realize nothing has changed.
>Still be an awkward little shit.
>Still hate my life
>Still see life as a burden.
>Realize no amount of medication and therapy can change who I am.
>Am about to start the whole circle again.
>Hopefully I won't be too much of a faggot this time

raped as a kid
someone tried to kill me
depression and anxiety
every girl cheats on me
family uses me for money
i continue to be nice and kind and caring like the cuck i am
im gonna jump off a parking garage

i'm too depressed to type my story
have some music instead

youtube.com/watch?v=zjDMtLFIHWM

>21
>almost 22
>still virgin
>all ive ever wanted from life was to fuck very young and have a girlfriend
>get to watch all my faggot ass fire ds have relationships through life while im lonely
>ugly girl that everyone hates still trying to get back with me
>feels like I get spit on more by the day
>shit job, no money
>slowly becoming adult loser Ive always feared
>want to kill myself every day

Time to die

Faggot ass friends**