What keeps you from killing yourself?

What keeps you from killing yourself?

Sometimes i just don't know why i even bother going on.

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Self-preservation instinct

life is literally meaningless, nothing you do will ever matter or have a significant impact on anything, the only reason a person should live is to enjoy living, if you're not enjoying it and don't see anything changing for the rest of your life then just off yourself, its the same concept for putting down animals in pain, whats the point of having them live if they're just gonna suffer. So just keep trying to give your best to just do the thing you enjoy most, because if you don't, your life means nothing.

I believe in Christ.
Thats it, Im not even really happy about it. I wake up every day wishing I didn't and find myself praying for death at least twice a day (which is a big no-no in Christianity).
I hate people; you, me, everyone else. I can't stand being trapped on this ball of dirt with billions of greedy, hungry, stupid, deceitful little basterds just as horrid as myself.
Fuck.

i cant find the gun

not giving that amazing gift to my mother and everyone who hates me and art and women off course.

It's sounds like hedonism for me.

I fear death more than I fear life.

I don't know

I dont even know. I think about blowing my brains out and what that would be like but actually doing it is another story. But honestly i dont know what keeps me from doing it cause sometimes it sounds pretty freaking nice.

relax papi its not today. you have value :)

The individual life is meaningless. It hurts our ego that one life cann’t exists for itself. We are social animals, an actual meaning can be reached only outside of our persona.

kill yourslef

I cannot self-terminate. You must lower me into the steel.

This. I don't feel too good in life, but I'm at least not dead. That state of absolute nothingness is my worst nightmare. So I' can take solace out of the fact that I can at least experience life in good health at the moment. That beats being dead.

When you're not here, you are nothing. So is everyone else.

I take a certain comfort in knowing we are all nothing. Just going back to what I am.

We can tell other people about - having faith. What we had faith in. What we found important enough to fight for. It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith you were willing to have, that decides the future.

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Music tbh
Playing it or listening to it

I really hurt an ex of mine so it helps dull the pain and give me hope

the fact that one day you won't have a choice to live

This

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Praying for death is a no no?
I've read about people (Jonah and Elijah, I think) who prayed for death, but God said no, it wasn't a sin though.

I guess I'm in the same boat as you. I don't know why I keep going. I tried to neck myself a while ago, but I've been too unmotivated to try again. I guess there's this sense that I have some sort of purpose to fulfill, but it might just be a delusion my sub conscious created to keep me alive. Who knows?

My step-daughter, the promiss I made to her dad while he was bleeding out while I was trying to keep him alive while under fire in Iraq.
>I'll raise your daughter like she was my own and do whatever is in my powers to make sure she grows up to be a proper lady, not some slut.

The damning porn/hentai on my comp and collection of strange sex toys. I understand that I'd be dead and it makes no sense to care about it being found but that's what keeps me for offing myslef.. for now anyway.

You're a good Jodie.

Living my charmed life and fucking my fiance, I guess.

Jodie? What the hell does that mean?

I see, but for me, the knowledge I was once nothing has uneased me since I was a kid, knowing there were literally billions upon billions years before my birth and that it won't take even too long for me to go back to that.

Well, sometimes I get nervous thinking about it. Most of the time when that thought pops up, I move it to the back of my head and go on about my day. Like now. Not too bothered. But it also means I wouldn't willingly step back into that same place. Ever.

The guy that fucks a service members wife when he is deployed.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you feel overwhelmed by the complexity of your life, try to fix what little things you can, one at a time. You'll find it less difficult to go on.

I didn't fuck my best friends wife, hell, I went to court to take the kid away from that whore, since she was/is a coke user. I entered the service with my best friend and I watched him die because he poked his head out to see what the fuck is going on the street where we were pinned down

the only reason i didn't do it yet is simple
i don't deserve it
my suffering is objectively not compareable with those of really depressed people
in a nutshell:
objectively: i'm a whiny little bitch who should grow up
subjectively: every hour i think about which methode is the best

its really difficut to get a gun in boston

My mother, sister and girlfriend. Wouldn't want them to suffer. My Mum lost her brother aged 18, couldn't do it to her... otherwise I'd already be dead by now more than likely.

The hope that there will be an apocalypse scenario whilst i'm in my 20's-30's

So I can watch society and morals fall apart and act as I please with no real repercussion.

It felt good to get that off my chest.