Good evening, Anonymous. What's up? Let's talk. Get things off your mind, request advice, ask for a hug. I'll do what I can.
Remember to take care of yourself, user. The world can be a terrible place, but it's far easier to bear if your body is strong, your mind is healthy, and your spirits are high.
my house is a fucking shit mess, and my landlord is coming over to paint the windows. hes gonna walk through my house an jump out windows. Ive gotta spend all night cleaning, and hope he doesnt judge me too hard.
as you can see im already being proactive by posting on Sup Forums... why do i have to be an autistic nigger unironically?
Look, do the best you can, and when you run out of time accept that it isn't going to be perfect. Best get started now if you don't have long. He won't judge you too hard, I bet he has to put up with far messier tenants all the time.
At the very least, put off the stressing over it until after you've cleaned. Once you've given it a shot and done the best you can, bite your nails and wait.
But get up now and start cleaning if you want to get any done, user. Don't leave it any longer.
You actually made me feel a bit better. Im trying my best to chill, and im waiting til im 100% relaxed to start cleaning, but in the back of my mind im sort of anxiously freaking out. Imma get that trash bag and get started i guess.
user, you got this. Maybe it won't be perfect, but when you're done it'll be a hell of a lot better than it is now. You can do this, don't let me down, don't let yourself down.
I know you've got it in you.
Sup Forumsro you have no clue I'm try na kick a five gram a day heroin habit (600$ daily) so I can move with my girlfriend. She's beautiful and I love her so much but this pain is extreme Idk if I can do it if I fuck this up I'm gonna hero
I hope you succeed, user. It'll be hard, but well worth it I think. She's worth it.
You can do this, don't doubt yourself. You're strong enough, you've got the motivation. I know you can do it.
Hello again. My project is coming along slowly but things are getting done.
Good to see you again. Haven't seen you in a long time... How far have you come since we last spoke? Have you changed the map or added anything big to it?
for a little conetext: I've been living in foreign country for about 2 years now, despite spending almost 16 years in the US my family decided to have us go "home"..
Lately iv'e been feeling very distant and lonely despite having so much family and people around me, because of the language barrier mostly. even after two years my grasp of the language just isnt quite there yet to have meaningful and natural conversation.. Mind you i'm very grateful that the people around me have been patient and understanding but well, i can't shake of the immense frustration caused by not being able to express my feelings properly.
Thank you
Good work, man.
I appreciate it. I want you to know she does, too. Most of all you should appreciate the effort you're putting in. I know with enough determination, you can eventually drop that shit and never touch it again. Don't go proving me wrong.
Hey OP, its refreshing to see someone being nice and kind on /b once in a while, well done on that. How are you doing ? The one that gives great advices are the one that needs attention and caring the most, If there is anything you need to get off your chest I am sure we can be attentive ears for once :)
You dont need to quit heroin. what you need to quit is needing it. Because you dont need it. What you need is your woman to love you. The love between you two is far more stronger than the love between you and your vice.
Take steps to find reasons to not use, and then make those steps active habits in your daily life. I dont know what being addicted to heroin is like, but ive struggled with my own addictions, and I know that its not only difficult but its also very worthwhile to live without it. As good or as bad as life is now, imagine how good it will be when you go clean, and imagine how bad it could be if you keep using. Compare those two and know which life you would prefer. Im not gonna give you advice on how to quit, but i am going to tell you that you need to be proactive to find something to live for, because heroin is keeping you from living. Your girlfriend and the life you can live is something to strive for. You've got a destination, and you've got an obstacle. Its time to get moving, and take the big strides to get to where you need to be.
Could you ask one of your family members to help you more directly in getting more comfortable with the language until you can express yourself properly? I'm sorry that you're suddenly stuck in this situation, I don't know that much can be done about it... but it seems as though it will improve with time. Eventually you will have a firm enough handle on it to communicate as effectively as everyone else, and then you'll get more comfortable.
If there were something wrong with me I would not be doing this. Thank you for your attention though, user. I appreciate it. If you would like to help someone, hang around in the thread. Maybe another user will come in with a problem you can advise them on.
I added ice caps and made the west-southern forest on the biggest continent bigger. I also shrunk the barren lands a bit. I also noted down some more unique plant and animal life. I also wrote done a brief early history on one of the continents also and almost have all of the early civilizations for it.
I also got two ideas for one of the intelligent races, just need to write that done and make more concept art of what they will look like. I also decided that humans will exist but there will be very little of them.
Ooh. Will the humans be colonists from other worlds or from Earth? Or is this a future version of Earth?
What will the seasons be like? They could be harsh, and force some peoples to change their lifestyle throughout the year. Or perhaps the planet is perfectly aligned on its axis and there are no seasons.
Sounds like things are going pretty well, keep it up and keep me posted!
op is a beautiful human being
Thank you for the advise and the kind words, and yes.. i think i realized a while ago that the only remedy to this would be more time. For whatever reason i just felt like talking about it to someone tonight
Sometimes I try. What about you? What's up? I'm sure you're beautiful and do wonderful things.
Well, you'll always be able to talk here user. I may not always be here, but you can always start a thread of your own or drop in on one like this.
The humans will be from the planet but their will be an alien race from the outside though later on in the history. I plan on having the planet be its own thing and not earth.
As for the seasons certain regions will be more sensitive to that then others and I got a loose idea for what places will have winters but the tropics will always be hot.
The worse thing though I'm going to have to deal with is to create an original calendar. Calendars and times are a part of culture and trying to balance that with natural life span is going to be a pain in the ass.
Whats going to pain me the most is the fact of adding all of this history and lore in detail only to be able to put bits and pieces of it in the main story. I have to do this to maintain consistency in the history.
love the nausicaa! thanks
I really do appreciate the gesture, and keep doing what you do! I'm sure even the anons here with more serious issues and things to talk about appreciate your presence even more
Well, but once you've got it all made you can do so much with it. You won't need to limit yourself to one story, because you'll be able to maintain continuity across many. If you need an environment to mess around with a character in, you'll have one. An alien world you've invented is a pretty fun thing to play with once it's done.
Nausicaa is pretty cool. Glad you like 'em.
Perhaps. Got anything else on your mind? You can talk about anything here, don't be afraid. Or if you don't have something specific to discuss, you're free to hang around. Join a conversation that strikes your fancy, or start one.
It was never my original plan to only have one story, just most of it will take place in three or four certain key times. The early civilization history though will only get a couple of short stories maybe once I am done my main one.
You've got quite a lot planned out then, it seems. I'm looking forward to them.
I feel so useless user. No job at 23, as I just left a job I couldn't stand working anymore. Have a 2 and 4 year degree, yet I'm unemployed living with my parents. Want to learn a trade skill, but don't know where to start.
Feels bad man.
Hello op!
Nice to see you!
Just do your best. The landlord has no doubt seen worse shit. Don't beat yourself up about it. You can handle this.
What do you like to do?
Before you chase after some high concepts, apply for a few small jobs at restaurants or grocery stores. Find something you can bear that will keep the money rolling in until you figure out where you want to go next.
Start thinking about what you enjoy most, or explore until you find something you enjoy. Then chase after that and develop it.
Good to see you too, Mantis. Have you been working? I can't believe how long the last one went on for, that was crazy.
For making an entire history, have something crash all of that down, then make history again only with pieces of futuristic alien technology its going to take a lot of planing.
You got to make connections somehow. In the meantime create something be it art or a short story. Even if you are not good at it just start random scribbles or random thoughts that pop in your head. Creation is good for the soul.
What are your hobbies/interst and what do you aspire to be? Starting today, every steps you made as a bridge between your current self and your future self. No matter how small or insignificant your steps seems just keep doing one step at a time.
show feet
Are you good with cars? Roofing? Plumbing? Electrical?
If you are good with your hands, you should have no problem.
Ever thought about being a fireman? Nows the time to take action. If you're living with parents, you have a little time to plan.
No.
Not op, but...
Housepainting and Tilesetting are another couple options.
>a bridge between your current self and your future self
That's a brilliant way to phrase it, wish I'd thought of that. Solid advice.
Bump
Looks like things are dying down.
You said that last night. And the thread went to almost 4am!
That's the longest I've seen a thread on Sup Forums last... but I don't follow most for very long. We shall see...
Sometimes it takes a while for people to wander in.
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Umm... okay?
Hello.
24 and i still don't know what should i do with my life.
Well, have you thought much about it? Take some time to discern what you love and where you want to be in the next few years. Do you have a job you like? Is there a job you want? What sort of people are around you, and are they the sorts of people you wish to spend time with?
You know more about your current situation than anyone else here. I can't figure out what you need to do with your life, but I can try to help you figure it out.
You'll have to work at some kind of job. might as well be one that you enjoy.
I feel like I could become anything I want to as long as I put effort in, but there's nothing I want to do with my life...
hello. What's new with you?
what do you do if you use someone whose in love with you as an outlet for anger?
So, I know what people would call me for this...
Evil
Sadistic
A douchebag..
And I completely understand. But I need some advice.
I have this girl, a real beautiful girl at that.
Vogue model, loving personality, great mind..
& she's completely in love with me
Like.. Crazy for me. For over two years now.
And I can't seem to shake her away from me.
(After numerous times of trying & succeeding in breaking her heart)
I sort of use her as an outlet for my anger at this point. If I'm upset, I'll snap at her or put her down. I'll make fun of her or bring stuff up from her past to put her down.
I'm super conflicted on this. Half of me loves her, the other half despises her.
Besides the obvious
>leave
Or
>change
Answers, what do you suppose I do to correct this mentality?
You could choose something at random and keep at it until you love it. I think you just need to search until you settle your mind on something, user. Don't let yourself lapse into lethargy. Stay active, keep searching for something to love.
I suggest you change, user. Resist the urge to be mean, and force yourself to be kind until it feels natural. You'll be rewarded.
It's kind of you to try to help others op.
also, would the english dub of Nausicaa be preferable over the sub to your taste?
Just got diagnosed with mono today, and I'm oddly calm about it. I'm a pretty out-and-about person, love sports, was training for my best cross country season yet, etc. However, something seems nice about being a hardcore homebody these next couple weeks and just relaxing.
Anyone else here had mono before? How long till you were feeling 100%? Pic unrelated
You are a Sup Forumstard. If a loving and beautiful girl wants to be with you, don't fuck it up. Be grateful you have someone like that in your life. Do not take it for granted.
Never had mono. what I suggest you do something fun with the time. Like try to learn a foreign language. Read a few good books. Do things you would not ordinarily have time for.
Sometimes I try.
I far prefer the subtitled version. I thought the English dubs detracted heavily from almost all of the Studio Ghibli movies.
I've never had mono as far as I know. But if you feel like resting for the next few weeks is the way to go, do it. There's nothing wrong with that. Take it easy, enjoy the slow life for a while. You'll be back on your feet eventually. Don't force it.
u got dead hookers?
My spirit is always high.
Awwwww yeaaaaah
What's up, user? How are things?
High, as always, playing some wowp, while browsing interwebz.
Thanks guys. I'm definitely gonna rest for a while, mono makes you feel like crap. The foreign language idea is really good, I used to be an animal on german duolingo, might go back. Wanna play some nostalgic vidya too. School starts in a couple weeks so I have the time to really chill.
Nice trips btw, how are you?
Sounds like a good time. Life been treating you well?
Have a good time, user. Just relax, do some Duo, have fun. Enjoy yourself until you've fully recuperated. Good luck!
I'm fine. How are you?
I'm the same guy.
Life is currently treating me more than well!
I'm so sick of humankind. We live on a lump of rock just far enough from a ball of burning gas that could kill us all hurtling through a nothingness that could kill us all and we're destroying it. All we can do is fuck it up, global warming, war, famine, drought, pestilence. Sometimes I kinda want to just hit the reset button and remove all human life and let nature create a new dominant species. and other times I just want to freeze a specific point and release just a few people and then we live out the rest of the universe together.
I used to be terrified of the end of all things and I grew out of it for several years and now it seems to have come back. Everywhere I look I'm reminded of the inpermanence of life and the fact that everything must end and will do so, unfortunately some things will end quicker than others. Nothing we do in this universe matters because eventually its all going back into where it came from which was nowhere and nothing. The universe doesn't care about you or this planet or the next planet. The universe is vast and unfeeling. Reality is cold and harsh.
When did you have your first existential crisis anons?
Hi OP. Normally people insult OP, but you seem pretty cool. What is the best way to feel normal when progressing into middle age and battling bipolar depression and mania? I didn't want to start taking pills, but here I am. One for this, one for that turns into mild recreational. I never feel like myself, as in feeling neutral, unless I am coming down off of a marijuana high. What do, OP?
Im workingout alot recently because i want to stop being the fat fk i always was since childhood.
I do thid to get laid but actually all i want is a hug :( been so lonely for so long
12 years old.
Surely life is unfair, orrible and meaningless.
so just kick back and enjoy the ride while it lasts!!
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work with your doctor. If your meds make you feel wrong somehow, you have to bring it up with him. Sometimes the first meds that they put you on don't work all that well. Sometimes it takes a few tries to find the right combination of things to treat and manage bipolar disorder.
Good, good. Take care of yourself, user.
So what? It doesn't matter. The end of all things? The infinity of the universe? The creation and destruction of earth? None of it matters. Focus on the here and now, and the little bubble around you. That's what matters.
Well, I don't know if you'll ever be able to feel completely normal without regressing into drastic mood swings, but I could be wrong. Could you back off the dose until you feel a little more human, but keep using it to keep you from going crazy with depression or mania?
*hugs you tightly* I can't do everything for you user, but I can try. Keep working out, cut down on carbs, and you'll start burning. Life will get better.
Ah, thank you Bell.
Thanks :')
okay let me tell you my story and see what you can do to help me.
>at 4 my uncle made me watch porn while he was touching me
>5 started to pee the bed and shit my pants cus of that and my mother always woke me up by slaping my face and my dad hit me with his belt (that shit fucking hurts)
>at school being 10 still shitting my pants and wetting the bed my teacher told the whole class that i had those problems.. i wanted to kms at that moment
>14 my aunt's girlfriend raped me.. btw i wet the bed till 18
>18 met the love of my life... like seriously she was the girl of my dreams and the reason to keep going.. but 2 years later she died in a car accident
>22 now i only want to work and nothing more and was saving money to study (family is poor af) and my drug addict sister started to rob me
>25 made a deal with a friend to buy some games... used all my savings and bought 24k us in games.
>started to feel like im being stalked, saw a car near my work and the same car near my house.. 2 days later i was walking near my house and look to the street and this same car was next to me with black windows... wtf i dindu nuffin.jpg
>next week all the games are gone.. i was there pale trying to find an explanation and there was only 1.. my sister, she took the 10k us in games and sold them for 1k
>be me now, no job, poor as fuck and with a debt of 15k but i still think that kms is just not worth it but that doesnt mean that i dont feel sad as fuck.. oh and i felt something in my balls a few days ago and when to the doctor.. now i have to wait to see what it is..
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but what do i know
I keep getting upset over politics even though I try to avoid it. Some of the race stuff just gets me so fucking angry, and it keeps creeping back up on me as much as I try to keep it out
give me some volunteer work at your local hospitals Burn Unit or geriatric facility.you will learn all kinds of new things about the value of life that we have here today and the Here and Now.
What a ride, user... *hugs*
Things have been hard for you. Do you have a job? That would be something, at least. If you've got some money rolling in you'll be able to keep yourself up and slowly pay off the debt. I advise you to get away from your family if you can. Leave them and don't look back; they'll only drag you down and hold you back. Move on from them.
You've got me a little confused here.
Politics are awful user, stop reading news sites and stay away from Pol. Getting involved, and even wasting a little bit of your time thinking about them is not worth it. Stay far away from all that. It's not like any of us can do anything to make a difference in the political scene anyway. Those who try are fools.
how you carry yourself, regardless of body mass index, will determine how girls react to you. A quiet, easy self confidence will get you far. And that will come once you start losing weight and gain muscle, and feeling better about yourself, all around.
there is a lot of poisonous hate out there.
but there are a lot of good things going on too. Surround yourself with positive people doing positive things. And if you can't find any positive people, then you yourself do positive and uplifting things. And like the O P said, stay away from articles about hate and politics in general
That's what I've been trying to do, and it hasn't been working. Either it creeps back into my mind on its own or something shows up online out of the blue. I feel like I should be helping, but I've been dealing with it for so long that I just feel unhealthy and angry and depressed all the time. It makes me feel guilty that I'm not getting involved and helping.
are these thoughts getting in the way of your daily life? Are you eating properly? Are you getting enough sleep? Are you sleeping too much?
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>Well, have you thought much about it?
Yeah, its all but voidness
>What sort of people are around you
My family thats all
No friends at all
I wanna try to find a job but im too scared that people will find me useless
Since my dad always spots my negative sides
>>at school being 10 still shitting my pants and wetting the bed my teacher told the whole class that i had those problems.. i wanted to kms at that moment
>my teacher told the whole class that i had those problems
I swear most teachers just want to humiliate kids and ruin their lives and are people who shouldn't be around children.
I don't do much to begin with, but they do mess with me a lot. Sometimes they completely ruin my day. I'm usually either not sleeping enough or sleeping too much, but that was before I really started getting into this. I don't think it's helping though, I've been the angriest I've ever been because of these same issues. I've never really eaten healthy.
You need to find a way to stop thinking about it. Fill your mind with something else.
Okay. Have a good time.
Well, I think you need to start spending time with people other than your family. There are good things about you, but maybe your family won't let you recognize that. You'll need to remind yourself that you're a good person and your interests are worthwhile. Apply for some jobs around town, see what you can grab. Maybe you'll get something good. There's no harm in trying.
holy fuck. you havedealt with more stuff by the age of 20 than most people deal with in a lifetime. what does not kill you makes you stronger. And you are now one strong mother fucker.
Ok. all this could be signs of depression. I recommend that to pay a visit to your doctor and tell him about these feelings, and the physical symptoms you're having. This could be a treatable in manageable thing.
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damn I fucked up a 5 block
I posted yesterday, and got some solid tough love.
My roommate/land lady and I had a fling for like a month and a half. I thought it was going to something more serious, we were holding hands, she told me I was her favorite person, etc.
She started to get distant, and then avoided me for two days. I didn't want to have it end with her just ghosting me, so I ended it.
I ended up regretting that, and got really jealous when she told me she was dating other guys. I told her if she could not tell me about guys she was dating I would appreciate it, just for a little while. She agreed
Then less than a week later, she brings a guy over to meet her pet. I got up in a huff, packed a few things and stayed at my parents house for two days. She said bye to me as I was leaving and I just ignored her.
Anyway, I made some comment about her not respecting me last night, and someone said that I was not acting like an adult, and someone else said she has her own life.
I wish she would have considered my feelings a little more, but I was being childish. We were never even official, and now I'm butt hurt she invited a guy over to her own house. I was being possessive and immature.
So I texted her last night and said
"I was being a baby last sunday. I'm sorry."
she responded with
"Thank you. I'm not sure how to respond to that."
Sooo. I'm feeling much better about the whole situation now that I was able to apologize and realize the error of my ways. I hope we can go back to being friends like normal, but the next time she brings a guy over I'm gonna keep my cool and just let her live my life while I live mine.
It just wasn't meant to be, and I'll get over it.
So I guess, thanks whoever commented last night, and thanks for reading
i dont have a job rn but im desperately trying to find one so i can pay my friend the money from those games, i have no money saved i used it all on those games... i would love to leave my family but i dont have shit.. i swear to god i have 1 dollar on my wallet
i dont have any bad feelings for her tho.. i did felt embarassed as fuck at that moment but i was the tallest fucker on the whole school so i had no problems with bullies or things like that but obv no gf too cus of that
well obv no one near me knows half the shit that i just told you here, and i skipped some things too cus i think that was enough for you guys. i do think im a hearless mf cus when i see someone saying that wants to commit suicide for stupid things i go and say "do it faggot" im 29 now btw
Okay same user here and I think I've worked out why I went on that insane ramble. I had something on my mind that I couldn't pin down so I just went on a winding thought train to see if I could pin down the problem.
I think its because I'm still kind of pissed off at the deaths of two of my pets in the space of seven months this year. I'm not pissed off at the lets for dying but because they went so suddenly. And I don't know how I can keep living (I don't know how I've made it this far to be honest) because they were really my only companions in life (unless family counts) and I know nothing can fill the void they left in my heart.
But what if me not helping is just making this worse? I keep thinking about the big picture and worrying about the future. The future after I'm gone, too. Part of me feels like I need to be involved so that I can help make sure it turns out well, but I'm so tired. When I used to try and escape in video games and anime, it felt good. It felt like it was the most important thing for me because I enjoyed it much more than I enjoyed school and being outside and things like that. Now when I do it I just feel guilty and like other things gnaw at the back of my mind, like I'm trying to run away, but it actually feels bad this time. Like I really should be doing something else, I don't know. I do want to go back to how it used to be.
I'm already on antidepressants, I'm pretty sure I told them about most of these things.
Maybe not Heartless. you have probably developed a tough outer shell. deep inside you tho, I believe there is humanity and compassion.
That's good, user. You're moving in the right direction. I'm proud of you for having taken the initiative to make things right. Good job.
Take care of yourself, and have a nice evening.
Apply to as many places as you can, and keep going back until you get an interview. From what I hear that's the best way to get small job fast.
Sure, family counts as companions. You'll just need to fill the void with something else, user. Don't let yourself believe it'll be empty forever.
The big picture doesn't see the individual, and the individual cannot influence the big picture. Sure, it's bad. But you can't change it. I can't change it. Find something else in your life to focus on, in real life. Get upset about something in your own little world that you *can* fix. It'll be far healthier than obsessing over the absurdities of politics.
Ok. Keep in mind I'm not a doctor. Its possible the meds you're on are no longer effective. Sometimes a persons meds need to be changed.
overwhelming despair
I want to fuck my hot older cousin sometimes
Is there a reason? If there isn't, talk to your doctor or schedule a meeting with a therapist.
Do you think you can get away with it, or is it an impossible fantasy?