That's fucking it. i'm sick of everything

that's fucking it. i'm sick of everything

i am a 24 year old man who lives with his parents. my parents treat me like a complete retard despite me having the highest IQ in the entire family. even my younger sister regularly scolds me and curses me out. i literally have no privacy. there are cameras outside the house, and all over the inside of the house. and i just learned a few days ago that my parents monitor all of my computer activity and that if i dont watch less porn they will take my tv, cable box and computer all away. i planned to go to a convention with some people from work for months upon months and now will not let me go despite one of them buying the $60 ticket for me. i am constantly watching my mentally retarded autistic brother every friday night and saturday night AND every weeknight just so my younger sister can go out and enjoy dinner with my parents despite her always being out with her friends and her different 30 year old boyfriend every week. i am studying for a very difficult test that if i pass will guarantee my career in the financial industry, but i've been studying for months and my scores have not been improving.

i am so sick of my life being complete utter shit. i was severely bullied and physically beaten to an inch of my life on multiple occasions, had cement bricks and glass bottles thrown at me as i went home from high school. i had no friends and i was regularly told i will never be successful and die alone. i was also told regularly to kill myself and that everybody including my family would be happer if i was dead. because all of this i am now a 24 year old loser coward who will always be alone and a failure.

i don't want to live this way anymore. i am sick of my fucked up family and sick of constantly failing at everything i try to do. i am a burden on everybody and all my friends only pretend to be my friends. they merely tolerate me and i always get those vibes from them that they secretly hate me.

should i kill myself?

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You are Smarter than them . Become an adult an a hacker or something .Stop standing their stupid rules .I know you can OP you will escape and one day you'll be happy cause you have a wonderful brain that won't let you down.

If you have to ask then you shouldnt kill yourself.

If you're so smart why are you still living with these people at 24? Find a roommate and move out.

This

I think your younger sister probably wants some D

op here. you dont want to give it to her. she is a fat fuck with a pussy so hairy that a caveman would be grossed out by her. i mean she has hair on her thighs and a line from her belly button. and i like when girls have minimum to moderate hair down there. she constantly has to be evaluated by what older men say to her despite me and the rest of us telling her that basically they only see her as a cum dumpster (not phrasing it that way of course)

my therapist said that my family is one of the most fucked up and manipulative families of any of his patients and that the only reason i have problems with self esteem and depression is because of them. he wants me to move out too. but i cant seem to get a well paying job. ever. i dont know what to do anymore. i have a bachelor's degree (that my parents constantly remind me that they paid for in entirety) and i shouldnt have a problem finding a good job, but literally no one wants to hire me.

Just move out, retard. It will solve all your problems, which are insignificant, by the way.
Quit being a faggot internet crybaby. If you cant, then maybe you should

no you fucking dumb fucking cunt

write down every country in the world on individual pieces of paper

put them in a fucking hat

pick one out

and move there, don't be a little bitch about it

and see what happens to your life, you may enjoy it

..new horizons my friend

you can thank me later

Join the military, coast guard or something. To get away and get some money

Oh my god. You really are a loser. Why are you such a victim? All losers are victims

If you have to ask the answer is yes

wtf is happening here

glorious album btw

just move out man

She's trying to pull his balls off

ur not smart enough to try to move out???? Bruh. Your family must be hella retarded bruh.

>my parents treat me like a complete retard despite me having the highest IQ in the entire family
> literally have no privacy. there are cameras outside the house, and all over the inside of the house
> i am constantly watching my mentally retarded autistic brother every friday night and saturday night AND every weeknight just so my younger sister can go out and enjoy dinner with my parents
>i've been studying for months and my scores have not been improving
>i always get those vibes from them that they secretly hate me

OP, this is not a meme, you have legitimate mental issues. You are paranoid and depressed and delusional. If you are serious about improvement, go see a doctor, get some meds and then sort yourself out.

>25
>living with mum on a sofabed in 12 year old brothers bedroom
>if i don't pass this test on monday i dont get my degree
>can't study because of the noise in this 2 bed house
>started going to the gym to find some space a
>barbell snaps and breaks my foot

Are you fucking retarded? You must get your (tiny, really fucking tiny) rocks off telling strangers that are obviously going through a rough time to kill themselves. What the fuck has he/she ever done to you? I would like to see you move out of your parents' basement, but no you must be on disability and spend all your monthly check on loli onaholes and my little pony merchandise. I would like to see how you would act when you go through a rough patch in your sad, pathetic life. You probably have never worked hard a day in your life. If anyone should kill themselves it's you, you fucking neckbearded waste of oxygen.

Barbells don't just snap, why lie?

Not gonna tell you not to kys, but perhaps try medication or weed before you do anything too rash. Life always sucks dude.

dude grow the fuck up
all of those problems are your own fault
if you dont like you life at mommy and daddys house then grow some balls and move the fuck out you god damn retard
that or kill your self so you arent such a burden and people dont have to hear you bitch and moan about your 1st world problems

Are you a virgin?

Just take THEM out dude (pic unrelated)
Step 1: Find where the fuse box is, flip all the switches off (should cut out power to the cameras) and then wait for the first one to come home.
Step 2: Murder. A silent way to kill is to stab upwards at the base of the skull at a 45 degree angle. (Hydrogen peroxide gets blood out of anything, btw)
Step 3: Don't kill anyone else. Cut up the body into several hundred small pieces and throw them in a blender (turn them into chum)
Step 4: throw pieces into nearby body of water (along with their car). (Be sure you're wearing gloves so your fingerprints don't get anywhere in the vehicle)
Step 5: Return home before anyone is the wiser and wait several months, have them mourn over their "missing" loved one, and let things die down.
Step 6: Take your next victim, and repeat.

op here. i am on medication for depression and for substance abuse. i used to use a lot of cocaine and painkillers in high school, and still do on and off. i am not paranoid, as i know for a fact about the cameras. my parents installed cameras all over the outside of our house because we have been renting out one of our townhouses to a tenant that actually does have mental issues and has been abusing and trying to kill all of us including the disabled brother i mentioned before. he finally got evicted a few days ago and isnt here anymore but its still good to have this security. we have cameras inside the house because of, again, my brother who literally has to constantly be watched so he doesnt set the house on fire or break any valuable items. he is nonverbal and is highly unpredictable. we used to have to hide the house keys because he would unlock the door and run for miles barefoot across very busy streets and into the forest and golf course nearby. he would run in his (stained) tidy whities in below freezing temperatures, and break into people's houses and eat their food and draw with their crayons and paper if they had them. my parents refuse to put him in a home, despite having the opportunity to put him next door in the now vacant townhouse to be watched and taken care of 24 hours. they keep him in our house as long as i live here because i and my time am disposable to them.

i've grown to be "paranoid" as you say because everyone, my family, past friends and girlfriends has lied to me and kept secrets from me, deep, dark secrets. i always have to look over my shoulder and lock my doors and cover my windows because i feel someone will break in and kill or abduct me

Hint: OP is a dipshit

Wait! That would be good for any commoner. But what we are dealing with here is the most unique snowflake. A one of a kind. One of God's own prototypes. What he feels is so deep and meaningful. This individual here might well be the next Picasso. We must coddle him in a sweet nest made of baby birds. What next dost thou OP express? I'm waiting with quill and pen to immortalise thine expression.

Leave OP alone you edgy retarded faggots. I bet each and every one of you fat fucks would kill yourselves if your mommy took away your mountain dew and doritos. You all are fucking pathetic.

>and girlfriends
What? You have had girlfriends and you have the balls to whine? You have it good. Go to brag somewhere else.
Don't kill yourself, though. Just because you're entitled doesn't mean you have to die.

Absolutely not. You can make it out of this situation, given the proper attitude and motivation. I don't even know you and I have faith in the fact that you can prevail.
Keep studying for this test, study harder if you have to, but leave no mistakes. It's completely possible for you to ace the living shit out of this test if you put your mind to it.
Obviously you believe in yourself on some level >Highest IQ of the family.
Please, consider moving forward from this situation; not life entirely.

Nah just nock em out tie em up and torture em after your done execute em and an hero its that easy op!

Ass Nigger.

You should kill your family. Go on a killing spree, yo. Maybe even your school. Do it. You know you want to.

Called the police. They're onto you, islamist.

24 yr old MAN don't be a pussy and walk out and go live with some friends or something

OP is a massive faggot. You heard it here first

Op has a bad case of sand in his vagina. Spree murder suicide is the only answer.

Like wtf dude, if you had that many problems just move out. Find a job at a grocery store or something and get a cheap apartment done

Nothing to prove to you fag.

Ask the 'rents to finance your new apartmrnt

Pfffft, fuck off you white knight faggot. This guy belongs in the gutter, same as you. Don't lie to the little cocksucka. He's worthless, same as you, faggot

White knight? Probably nobody's as big of a cuck as you. I'm sorry your body pillow was fucked by a nigger. But other people exist and don't care about your problems. You belong in the gutter, if anything. Eat AIDS and hepatitis infested shit, you booger on the underside of a table.

>run for miles barefoot across busy streets
> into forest and golf course
>run in his stained tidy whities
>break into people houses to eat and draw with crayons

Oh my god op, that's fucking hilarious. Wish you could show us some video of your tard brother forest gumping his way across town.

OP is a massive faggot. Go be a rent boy if you want to leave behind your parents. They sound like assholes. So does your hoe sister

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> 24 yo
> whining on the interwebz
> I'm too smart
> I should kill myself

You're disgusting. Stop being such a pussy.

Pffff yeah ok. Wish I could agree with you but no Islamist here. Just a regular Sup Forumstard trying to get his jollys off on some murder porn.

You dumbass halfbreed. Go get me a zinger burger from KFC, you cuck faggot

would you ?

You have two options
1- Move out and get a job
2-kill everyone then kill you
Its your choice

>Become an adult an a hacker or something
kek you're stupid

He doesn't have to kill everyone, he'll leave a bad legacy. He should have a proud funeral

>Becoming an hero
>proud funeral

am i missing something?

Try going to a youth shelter, they will probably take you in and let you live in peace, at least for a bit.

What fantasy world r you in, faggot

He's privileged. They'll rape him.

yeah you sound fucking insane dude.

Become a hacker, hahaha. Watching too much dragon tattoo, you cuck faggot. Hahaha. Reality check, asshole

didnt read and yes

OP sounds insane, give him a little space, he could be a hero tonight

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OP here. I've decided to give my family one more chance and prove they love me. My only concern is the CCTV they refuse to uninstall the cameras so they can keep watching me.

What if they failed you?
What's plan B?

Don't trust them. Stand up to them

Im their flesh and blood. I can't hurt them, even though they hurt me for 24 years by watching me on CCTV. I can never trust them, I can't relax knowing I'm being watched 24-7
I'm bound by my love for them

They watched me giving head 3 years ago , I know that's why they think I'm insane

yeah nice try impersonating op. unfortunately for you, op doesnt capitalize his sentances. doesnt see the need to, not writing an essay for school or work.

stop being a faggot user

same fag

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Shit op, you are messed up dude

faggot. i am op

No I'm op

no i am op

The best revenge you can accomplish is success where others want you to fail.

Hey OP want these tits?

Fuck you all. I'm op

OP you are a faggot

OP you better own this thread because you're being made a fool of. If you are op talk about your parents and why the put the CCTV in your room.

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There you go OP. You can live in Kansas for 900/mo, advertise for two renters (3br house) and you're down to 300/mo

300/mo is 75/wk

If you can afford cocaine, you can afford to move out. CAn't afford moving expenses? Just leave it behind, you don't need it.

you all can fucking suck my curved cock. none of you have been any help. and to the ones that have been supportive. thank you. i am working on moving out and getting a well paying job, and i am very aware that they and what theyre doing is fucking insane. my therapist literally told me that my family is one of the most fucked up of any patients hes ever seen during his career, and the only reason i even have any problems is because i live with them. the rest of you including the bootlicking cocksucker that has been impersonating me (terrible job by the way. your typing style is different from mine. next time try harder faggot) can fucking die. i know this imageboard is the toilet of the internet but i didnt know people even on here could be this fucking autistic (yes i used that word. i live with an autistic person and i still use the term autistic to describe the shit some people do, because the mental disorder is a plague, and the people who act like they have it are also plagues on society and should be wiped out)

Sup Forums you never cease to amaze me. i guess thats why i never leave this aids infested shithole

Those were just words in the air my friend .

I'd accuse you of being OP's mom, but he's already established that his mom hates him.

OP here, I don't know for sure why the want to watch me 24-7. They caught me giving head but that was dumb schoolboy shit, I'm not gay. They just can't leave me be, they'll control me till I leave their home. I'm pathetic I can't live without them

Settle down, Francis.

I'm autistic

My cocaine habit is 250 per month, I can't afford to leave , thanks anyway

>Sup Forums
>helpful

If you don't like your parents rules, then move out. Plain and simple man.

I left at 21 and it was the best thing to happen to me.

What field is your degree, OP?

Not to discourage you or anything, but I think it stands to reason that they'll try to control you after you move out as well. Just pointing that out.

Give us your sister's social media

www1.salary.com/KS/Security-Guard-salary.html

Become a security guard, you'll make 500/wk

28565 / 52 = 500 let's say 400/wk after taxes

Just found another camera in my room. I gotta get so far away from this place. My parents are like spooks.

Do you speak English? Can you live without drugs? Do you have a clean criminal record?

Go to China. The demand for English teachers there is insane. The pay is decent and the cost of living is low. Those fucking chinks will hire anyone. Even a degenerate like you.

get a some money and a gf
things will improve
you sound like a whiny faggot and so are, but u can refuse to die alone if such is your wish but u have to b able to care for urself

I suggest doing a low dose of shrooms, it'll force you to be honest with yourself and it can help you sort through your life. I would suggest doing 1.5 grams of shrooms. Ever since I've experienced that my life has just been getting better and it kept me from going insane and possibly killing myself in high school. I'm just starting college now so my situation is different but it's an experience I think everyone should have. Before doing it you should do a lot of research about it on erowid to be safe

Cut yourself but don't die. If your family doesn't care kys

Your parents are fucked up, dude. Why they like to watch? Are they getting off on it. Damn

Tough times don't last, tough people do.