Can I get a feels thread going?

Can I get a feels thread going?
I'm 19 now but this story starts from when I was 16
>16
>nothing going on in my life just play vidya all the time
>get overweight and smoke weed and drink
>realise I was a fucking idiot and get my shit together
>lose a fuck ton of weight and get a girlfriend
>I loved her
>she kills herself when we're on video chat
>depression kicks in
>meet another girl and she ends up cheating on me
>I'm constantly thinking about suicide and how I can't trust anyone for years
>best friend kills himself a couple weeks ago
>find a new girl in about march this year
>she is insanely gorgeous and I immediately fell for her which was my mistake
>we talk a lot and I tell her about my exes who I had never told anyone about
>we connect and end up dating in June
>I'm for once happy and I love her so so much
>she's friends with this emotionally manipulative dickhead who I wish would fuck off
>I was logged into her Facebook for some reason and see he sent her a message
>look at their chat log and all she does is complain about how horrible I am
>she was saying things how if she sees a message from me she ignores it and shit
>I get super shaky and whatever so I message her about it I couldn't keep it to myself
>we fight and she refuses to address any of the shit I said to her
>I end up dumping her because I can't trust her anymore
>she seemed pretty happy about it
>she gets drunk that night after a long long time of her not drinking with me
>she probably did a bunch of stupid shit
>I can't stop thinking about her but I won't go back to her ever
>this happened last night
>I woke up and was thinking about suicide again, I know I can't get back with her
>bitches man
What do Sup Forums?

not suicide

and now seriously, show that bitch what she's missing.

My immediate response is do it faggot but I'm afraid you'd actually do it, and you seem like you might actually have some worth. I'm depressed bit don't actually want to talk about it.
Maybe if you're a creative type you can write about your experiences or something.
Good luck user.

>logging

Have you tried religion?

Take a look at this inforgraphic.

Suggestions?

Not a bad idea I'll definitely look into it

You've just been very unlucky with girls op, you shouldn't date someone after just a couple of months of meeting them. Just get to know each other better first.

holy shit that's motivational

We just clicked man I knew I wanted to be with her and then she changed into someone I don't even want to know

This
Fuck bitches OP, go be Sam Fischer and kill some terrorists or something
If you want to throw your life away the least you could do is help the rest of us out by taking some dangerous people with you.

do stuff, meet new people, if not new, try to get to know people around you better. distract yourself a bit. you can also play vidya, watch whatever...

I live in Australia and I'm financially unstable I can't do much

you dun goofed Sup Forums

Quit being a cuck and find a good girl, asshole

Suck some dick instead. Maybe you are not for girls, and maybe god created you to suck dick so try it

Where they at tho

I thought I was gay between the time of this girl and the others but nah I like pussy

Pack a bag full of essentials (water, some matches, tools, other assorted survival gear, some granola bars and beef jerky) and head off into the Outback, see how long you can make it

happens to everyone OP

she most likely fucked dickhead last night btw.

Actually keen

Nah they live too far away from eachother but she would have

...

>middle-aged mom Facebook meme
Get out.

does this guy look depressed to you, does he look like he's not having fun? no, he's grinning from ear to ear. that's because lifting heavy ass weights is fun as fuck, no, it's even better than fucking. if a pump feels like an orgasm, then deadlifting twice your bodyweight can only be called a heavenly feeling. the satisfaction you feel when you achive your goals is just incredible and when you start lifting more than the other guys in the room, oh boy, that's when the fun really start

so in conclusion: start powerlifting
pic related

Wow so basically, tl;dr I'm a little bitch and let other people have power over me

What happened to your first girlfriend is so fucking sad and I'm sorry for you bro, but you need to realise that if someone breaks up with you or cheats on you, you're better off without them anyone. If you were meant to be together, you'll stay together. Keep trying, look forward to your next relationship, maybe this one will stick for life? Don't know till you try
I'm 19 too btw

More pics like this Sup Forumsro's?

Alright man cheers for the kind words

The girl for your life will come to your life automatically, dont seek for it, just enjoy your life. And btw, if you love pussy it doesn't mean you dont love dicks. It came from you that you once thought you were gay so you have a doubt to your sexuality and that's a sign. Go suck cocks!

I'm a professional who can't respect himself and the choices I hve made in my life

Always focused on a career
Achieved a career that pays very, very well
TFW, move to a new state for work
No friends
No gf
Nobody to talk to
Literally going insane, sitting on a pile of wealth

Buy sex dolls fag

Quit your job

>she kills herself when we're on video chat
Bullfuckingshit

>Be me
>Be second grade
>Semi-Catholic school
>School accepts Non-Catholics but they have to leave the classroom for religion class
>Extrahalfanhourbreak.jpg
>Saw my Non-Catholic classmates playing in the playground
>Raised my hand
>Imamuslim.webm
>Extra break for me
>Received the report card
>Religion was blank
>Mom was angry and confused
>Stormed to my school to confront my teacher
>Aren'tyoumuslim.exe
>My mother was so embarrassed
>Beat the Islam out of me when we got home
>Stick with Jesus after that

I don't give a shit if you believe it or not

People tell me that, your job shouldn't be so stressful but the problem is me not my career choice...

I'm a wage slave
OVer six figures and can;t find happiness in life

Do drugs

You're not supposed to love your job. Any job is stressful.

I had a plan to smoke some weed today,. I don't have any though

Bsically, I've had a pretty tough fucking week..

Just landed last night from a flight
Been in other states for weeks now
First day back home
All alone now, but feel comfortable at home
No hotels, no buiness people
Just me and my thoughts
Flew in last night, had about 4-5hrs of sleep and back to work in the morning
I need to get some sleep tonight, hoping for 8-9 hrs tonight

I have only slept about 5hrs a day at the most this whole week.....

My dude just do some weed or something. Do you not have a bucket list? Go on a vacation, become the person you admire, focus on being happy, be confident, read a book or some gay shit and most importantly drop whatever makes you feel like you want to kill yourself, simple as that, if you know there is something in your life thats bad and theres no benefit in it whatsowhever the stop doing that thing.

I actually do love my job though

The problem is me, it always has been

Lonely/single business man
Travel for work on occasion
Live alone, miserable on most nights
The job isn't the problem, I'm alone

>Do you not have a bucket list?

Yea, I have never went down the path of thinking of everything I want to do..

30 years old next year, things are getting tougher with dating..

I guess you've tried online dating

Fuck some whores. And maybe you just arent trying hard enough with dating

I looked at some profiles and usually don't end up talking to anyone

>Chatted with some chick in my field
>I'm way above her in terms of success and she is just starting out
>Enjoyed talking about work with her, but didn't even take the time to talk to her about her life or normal things...

I just don't try at anything nymore.. I dont try anymore

fuck, only slept maybe 4-5 hrs last night from my late night flight home and now finished work a few hours ago, I'm tired fam

im tired

Focus on yourself bro, you'll find a woman who isn't a piece of shit eventually, but for the time being I don't know, take better care of yourself, eat well, sleep well, hit the gym 3 times a week, you can beat this shit man

...

Well, do you want to be with a career woman or an old school chick who would take care of you and your home?

I just miss her

If you love your job that much a woman wouldn't want to compete with it for long, unless gold digger.

Find a hobby, or some area of socialisation for your non work life. Make friends with chicks, maybe eventually hook up with one. Anyone that wants you instantly forever is a gold digger, just saying.

The best relationships start as friendships with mutual interests. If you don't have any interests other than work then a relationship won't work.

Buy high class escorts maybe? They're sophisticated and good company, it'll be fun socialisation with a female, who's clean, and probably will end up fucking you as long as you're not a creepy fuck.

Good luck bro.

If I were you, find an old school woman. Someone you'd support financially and she'll take care of you physically, emotionally, and mentally. A strong independent woman usually don't need a man because they can do it themselves.

I can not connect with anyone on any substantial level because I have grown accustomed to modifying a narrative on Sup Forums for my own selfish sake
My entire world is now extremely cold and vicious, like I'm a naked offspring splashing around in a icy sea of blood with nasty, thin black tendrils writhing along the the surface
I have witnessed some of the most psychologically gruesome and horrifying things that have left me deeply traumatized and questioning whether or not I will ever return to a state of wholesome contentment

>Be me, Sophomore year.
>I was a beta orbiter in a group of nerdy girls
>have hots for one girl, lets call her Kate
>Kate is one of the hottest girls in the group
>one day at lunch she asks ME to prom
>I of course wasn't even thinking of going because I am too much of a pussy to ask out girls
>I say yes
>three weeks later, day of prom, she seems distant.
>the group takes pictures at her house and another girl in the group tells me her date got all weird on her, so I will be accompanying her as well.
> Turns out her date was "Dan the 10 inch hammer" autist we make fun of in tennis
>Pictures are taken of me with both girls.
>Night of prom, the food is shit, and the music is loud, Me, and Kate's group of friends are all dancing together.
>first slow song starts, and my now two 'dates' dance together.
>FUCKING_WAT.jpeg
>Fast forward to second slow song, and Kate dances with me
>refuses to look me in the eyes.
>After the dance Kate, Other date, and I all head back to her house to start a bon fire.
>While we are all taking the name of one of the foreign exchange students comes up, and kate gets quiet.
>I put two and two together.
>The Monday after I approach the kid
>he has a deep tan, and greets me with "g'day!"
>only thing I think to ask him is
>Do you come from a land down under?
>Where women glow and men plunder.
>Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
>You better run, you better take cover.

You are 19. Literally still a child. Being depressed about life when you haven't even started living here s retarded

Feels Discord discord/ eBAh6gE

what's your job?

Don't date whores, find something productive to do, make some money and kick back and relax sometimes.


Life is a bitch

Thats alot worse than suicide. Get a brain this man needs serious help, not a fucking bedtime story.

well first things first delete all the pictures you have of every single one of your exes. now.

Having a job that pays that much is quite rare. Don't take it for granted. You'll regret it if you do. Just hang in there. Get used to your job. Enjoy your monies, man. Go out. Do shit. Stay single. Go on vacations. Enjoy yourself the best you can. I wish I had such a high-paying job like you!

Thats worse

>become the person you admire

i-i-is it possible bros?

How about leaving the dating business for a while and just focus on self improvement. Get a pet while your at it. To not feel lonely, and once you think you could take a break up. Go out there and get yourself a wife. Not a girlfriend. A real woman who you could trust. GL out their dude

How to fix your life 101:
1. Take everything you did wrong and do the exact opposite of that.
?????
2. PROFIT

user, I feel you. I am just like you in many regards, having no purpose or joy but a career that pays well sucks.

I would happily trade away my money to get back the person I lost.

Sure, the source is Chiara Bautista btw, give me a bit to gather my images

i cant post my images for some reason, sorry dude

this hurt

Ever try a dating site? Seems really corny but what do you have to lose? If you get catfished and meet a serial murderer it's not like you're scared to die or anything