Childhood sexual experience story thread

Childhood sexual experience story thread.

Made out with my younger cousin when I was 10

>be me
>be 8
>have two friends that i hang out with regularly
>one 7, the other 8
>the 8 year old's name was austin and the 7 year old's name was ty
>austin's mental. batshit crazy.
>started getting naked in front of me more often and encouraged me to get naked too.
>me being an idiot child i reluctantly agreed.
>the three of us would have sleep overs, all of us getting naked and running around the house
>austin's mom didn't give a fuck, my parents didn't know, and i am pretty sure ty's didn't either
>austin has a 7 year old sister
>we include her in our "nude parties" (ty not with us this night)
>austin's mother is still fine with it
>have idea
>i had never seen a pair of tits or vagina before, so i really had no idea what the fuck to do
>i took a glove and touched her pussy
>she laughed
>stupid idea
>tell her to lick my dick
>she does it
>the door's locked
>austin's mom knocks on the door
>ohshit.jpg
>we all get dressed as fast as we fucking can
>austin lets his mom in and hides right behind the door
>we play it off like it's cool
>austin fucking rats me out
>austin's mom is mortified
>she calls her brother over
>her brother shows up and seems nice at first
>"are you user?"
>"yes"
>"sit down" he yelled at me
>he goes to deal with his niece
>he spanks her and washes her mouth out with soap
>i'm scolded
>parents are called
>they pick me up
>i'm embarrassed as fuck
>parents furious
>austin is no longer my friend
>despised me for the next few years
>he vanishes from school one day, not sure what happened to him


i've never told anyone this story. so yeah.

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>have two friends that i hang out with regularly
Confirmed for bullshit lies, you have no friends faggot.

Hot doged a girl when I was in the sixth grade.

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not after that

...story??? C'mon faggots, greentext your shit

its a long fucking story but the basics was

>mom and dad fight a lot
>mom sold the old couch for pot money
>she and dad fight
>despite mom being in the wrong, he gets kicked out of bed
>no couch to sleep on
>decides just to sleep with me
>this became normal for awhile, even after we got new couch
>dad would just sleep with me if he and mom were arguing
>Around nine years old cuddling got pretty extreme
>looking back, I realize his cock was hard against my ass most nights but i never thought about it
>he'd mostly just massage me, and that felt good
>sometime before I turned ten it went on to rubbing my ass and even by dick
>I remembered reading about the "no no dolphin in school"
>for some reason didn't seem sexual
>this becomes routine for awhile
>by the time I'm 11 dad sleeps with me most nights
>fucking stupid cuz it was a crazy small bed, i was cramped in the corner
>we were right up against each other the whole fucking time

fuck this is why i didnt want to post, its so fucking long to describe years of your life. part 2 incoming

okay so

>11 years old now
>dad often just sleeps in boxers and a tank top
>he strips me most nights while we are in bed
>some nights I go to bed naked with anticipation
>im in middle school now and started rugby, so his massages really help
>by now hes starting to finger me
>some nights it goes well
>some nights he hits some shit and just grunts and pulls his finger out
>I start making it a habit to try and clean myself out before bed most nights
>even though his finger burns most of the time
>I use the trick he uses to finger me, just circle my ass until it opens on its own
>cleaned out before bed
>dad spends half the night finger banging me
>at first it burns, but i go with it
>after a while its just straight up freaking pleasure.
>he rubs my cock a lot while I do this, still doesn't seem remotely sexual to me, just a massage
>he claims that I was constantly grinding against his cock
>one night while fingering me he just puts my hand on his dick
>it was that fucking moment i realized it was sexual

will continue

>dad has me play with his dick
>keeps complaining im too rough/squeeze too hard
>I keep trying to spin it around in a circle
>he spits on my hands and just makes me go up and down
>next day he lets me skip school
>doesn't tell me why, just doesn't let me go
>played mario part 2 all day
>he doesn't sleep in my room for a little while
>by 12 hes back in my room and finger fucking me again
>makes me lay my head on his chest
>wraps arm around me
>fingers me while he jerks himself off
>ocasionally makes me do it.
>sometime around there (maybe 13 at this point, i dont remember, but it was definitely middle school)
>he starts having me lick his cum a little bit
>I think its gross
>he stops for awhile, just cleans it with a towell
>one day mom has a super fucking freak out about cum covered towells
>dad leaves for like a week
>mom sits me down and starts asking me questions
>I say i dont know what shes talking about
>she thinks im too old to sleep with dad anymore
>say i dont mind cuz i got a bigger bed since middle school
>she says it doesnt matter
>dad comes home eventually
>things go back to normal (or non-sex normal)
>suddenly dad gets thrown out of bedroom again
>comes back to my room
>it happens again
>this time im really fucking happy about it
>when done he makes me eat most of his cum
>i literally ran into the bathroom and puked
>about once a week mom kicks him out
>he comes to my room and makes me eat his cum
>love being fingered, hate the cum

more coming

>this goes on til highschool
>by highschool i actually dont mind the taste
>to make him happy I actually suck it right out of his dick when hes cumming (there was some other shiz going on that i felt bad for)
>still dont like the taste but love the feeling when hed call me a sperm bank.
>at this point tho, i preferred it when he fucked my ass
>I remember he started doing that the summer before highschool
>instead of waiting for at night though he did it when he came home for lunch break (he and mom both worked)
>the first time it was no fucking warning
>I walked right out of the bathroom and was surprised to see dad was home
>he grabbed me by the shirt
>threw me on the bed
>pulled my pants down
>I was fucking scared cuz i didnt know what was up
>thought I was in trouble
>pretty sure he knew about my bag of pot
>hated mom doing it so probably didnt want me
>was expecting a spanking or some shit, but next thing i know a really slippery dick goes right in
>it hurt, but at this point i had been fingered for years
>dude lasted maybe 20 seconds, but it was hot
>we hadn't had a chance to fuck for 2 weeks cuz mom was on these new meds that made her sleep heavy
>had fewer reasons / attempts to throw him out
>after that it became a regular thing
>I loved being fingered, so quickly adjusted to getting fucked
>much preferred him fucking my ass
>by end of summer he was doing it every week day
>fall started up and i go back to school
>I was failing (not too smart, plus always smokin pot)
>dad got too horny to wait for mom to throw him out
>decided to just sneak out since she was fucked up on sleeping meds
>Some nights fucked me
>on nights I knew he had seen my grades (they were fucking posted online) I'd just let him jerk and then eat the cum

for some reason my dad really hated oral, except when orgasming. outside of that he maybe had me suck his dick once.

more coming

anyways,

>around christmas dad comes to fuck me
>mom walks in and sees the entire fucking thing
>for 2 weeks, things are fucking crazy around the house
>shes always crying
>always stoned
>Always throwing stuff
>I stay in my room most nights
>dad is constantly not here
>few times he is mom threatens to call cops
>mom keeps talking to me, and i keep saying its okay I like it
>mom talks about arresting dad
>taking me to psychiatrist
>Taking me to this and that
>im 14 and all i care about is not having this made public
>I promise we'll stop if we can all go back to normal (considering this had been going on for 5 or so years, this all seemed like a not big deal to me)
>school starts up again in january
>I come home from school
>the TV is gone
>half of moms clothes are gone
>three days later dad comes home and finds that all her jewellry is gone to
>mom fucking left

this is basically where it started to get ugly.

>so halfway through freshman year
>mom fucking vanished
>I'm really fucking mad at dad
>I lock my bedroom door at night
>most nights he just wiggles the knob and then returns to his room
>I really fucking hate him for making mom leave
>no one fucking cooks, no one fucking cleans, and she was my mom, I loved her to death
>she had her moments (the drugs, the selling our stuff, cheating on dad) but she was my mom, you know?

>one day I come home from school
>dad fucking ambushes me
>rapes me in my room
>I'm yelling the entire time and he just covers my mouth
>i dont cry, I try to yell
>honestly kinda liked it
>when i was done he just left
>next day he does it again
>that day he tells me he was actually figured and thats why hes been home
>third day i come home from school
>my room is gone
>there's just a pool table at one end, and an air hockey table at the other
>mixed between pissed and happy
>find dad
>he moved all my stuff in to his room
>its just thrown in the closet
>he refuses to moves mom shit
>i sleep on the couch for the next week
>he starts coming out and fucking me there
>maybe one or two were actually forced
>a few were "forced"
and then after that I just went with it, and went to bed with him after it happened
>by summer me and dad are in a groove
>I really fucking miss my mom, but life with dad is cool
>he got a new job, paid better, and without mom buying drugs we had more stuff
>dad didnt like games but liked to keep me happy so our living room was gamer central
>hed only ever play super smash
>for some reason he was epically good at it
>he usedi t as a way to get more sex
>Everytime we played, loser had to get fucked
>i never once fucking beat him on that game
>basically did it when i was playing too much and wanted to fuck

more coming

>anywho by summer I had been growing my body hair quite a bite
>dad started asking me to shave
>i fucking hated it, and liked my body hair
>he starts threatening to take away all my games
>we still sex but im pretty fucking mad about it
>sometime that summer I agreeb ut he has to shave me
>dad starts shaving my body
>i feel stupid, and stop hanging out with my friends as much, cuz they'd notice my hairless legs since its freakin summer
>School starts up
>First day
>friends laugh at me
>at home i yell at dad for making me look like an idiot
>he yells at me for not just wearing jeans
>I yell cuz its still fucking hot as balls out
>next week was basically rape, and yes I did cry at least twice from it
>at one point im sent to school psychiatrist becuase dad keeps me up all night
>sleepy all day
>sleep in the afternoon
>never do homework
>almost break down and fucking tell him
>winter comes
>jeans 24/7
>dad goes back to shaving me
>things settle back in
>dad and i start having sex
>we start getting into kinkier stuff
>every once in awhile dad makes me dress as a girl (really fucking hated that part)

continuing

>most nights dad has me in nothing but a skirt, fucking me from behind lately
>sometimes lets me just ride him (still in skirt tho)
>cold months die down
>spring comes
>rugby season starts up
>first week and legs are still shaved
>i tell dad after first practice that it needs to stop
>he doesn't want to fight, but makes me promise we can start again sometimes in the summer and all through winter
>I agree
>hair starts growing in
>rugby coach calls me into office one day
>he asks about normal stuff
>eventually it comes up that he notices my leg hair has been growing
>puberty etc.
>he says its okay to be a late bloomer, and if anymore of the team gives me trouble, just to tell him
>im kinda shy and stuff and explain i actually started awhile back, and that i just shaved my legs
>he asks why, and i didnt know what to say so i just said i liked the feeling
>he calls me into his office about twice a week after practice to talk
>somehow my legs always fucking come up
>says he notices i haven't been shaving them lately
>asks why if i like the way it feels
>tell him its becuase people make fun of me
>towards the end of school he starts talking about how hes remodeling his house and hopiong to get a lot done this summer
>he says he needs help
>for weeks just keeps dropping hints
>idc, gonna game all summer
>finally coach says he'll pay me to help out
>other students overhear and want in on it, a lot of em closer, he says he'll think about it
>last day of school he asks me again, but no one else
>he tells me he'll pay me twenty dollars a day, for 1 day a week
>fuck yeah
>Tell dad
>hes proud
>fucks me in the ass of course
>still expects me to shave legs since summer started
>I do

jesus this is long

anywho, it continues

>first day of work at coaches house
>wants me to paint
>I do a shitty fucking job so he has me quit halfway through and makes me a sandwich
>says he notices im shaving my legs again
>i get all fucking shy again, and he says its okay
>he tossles my hair
>its at that moment i realize somethings up
>coach continues paining wall in his shorts while i eat my stupid sandwich
>decides to take off his shirt half way through
>instantly boner
>I suddenly realize i have an opportunity
>always wanted to suck dads dick
>hes not into it
>coach probably is
>I went right over to him and just started feeling up his cocks in his shorts
>he drops the fucking roller
>he smacksm y hand away
>we stare at each other for like 5 weird minutes
>i just drop to my knees
>next thing I know I got a cock in my mouth
>apparently im fucking awful at it
>the entire time hes like "Teeth... teeth... teeth..."
>very rough ride, but im loving it
>pulls out just in time to cum on the floor
>tell him im usedto swallowing
>at first hes fucking shocked
>then he laughs
>then hes fucking shocked again
>sends me home with 20 dollars
>our habit basically becomes me coming over
>doing a bad job
>getting served lunch
>giving him a blow job
>going home with twenty bucks
>this goes on all summer
>sucking coach by day
>fucking dad by night
>one day coach is talking about how badly he wants to fuck me
>I tell him next week

>he says its not safe with someone my age
>I say I'm used to getting fucked in the ass
>shock, laugh, shock, laugh
>next week i come over, making sure to clean myself out
>as soon as I get in I strip down to my jock strap (i was a retard and actually kept the cup in, cuz i thought that was part of the fantasy)
>he tells me to my clothes on and get to wrok
>today im putting down floorboards
>halfway through im not doing great
>he finally just grabs me by my shoulders
>brings me to the couch
>starts pulling my pants down
>he begins to eat my ass
>i didnt even know that was a fucking thing
> it feels just as fucking good as a cock, all soft and wet
>just wehn i start to get really into it, its gone
>next thing I know cocks there
>hes pushing it in really fucking slow
>I'm already used to it so just push back really fast
>it hurt more than I expected, but all i did was grunt
>hes shocked and trying to fuck me slow as to not hurt me
>I just keeep slamming my ass back, harder and harder,
>I'm exhausted cuz with dad I usually dont do any of the work
>already tired from floorboards
>keep pushing back on it anyways
>he smacks my ass and tells me to call him daddy
>i freak out for a second
>almost have a panic attack
>think he knows my secret
>smacks my ass again and tells me to call him daddy
>I do it
>he fucks me for like 20 minutes
>way longer than dad ever does
>finally is about to cum
>tells me to turn around
>I say no, I prefer it in my ass
>he tries to pull out, but im the one backing my ass up
>dudes creams in me
>he holds me in place
>turns me around

>hes sitting on the couch and im sitting on his softening cock
>Tells me to jerk off fast
>I start jerking
>doorbell rings
>he jumps, I fall right off his cock onto the floor
>im scrambling to get my clothes
>he is too
>we get our shorts on before it rings again
>coach opens the door
>its my dad
>he wanted to take me out to lunch today during his lunch hour
>coach nervously says "yeah, of course"
>gives me my twenty dollars for the day and says "see you next week"
>dad takes me to his car
>tells me to take off my shorts
>I take them off and he starts driving
>has me lay down across the front seats
>starts fingering my ass (his favorite thing to do
>tell him im not "clean"
>he doesn't care, horny as fuck (later found out he was fucking someone elses ass but had to stop halfway through, so came to see me)
>i try to get away but dad gets his finger in
>by the time im out of reach, his fingers covered in cum
>at first he thinks nothing of it, but as he wipes it off he realizes its not shit
>he pulls it up to his nose and sniffs it
>bang
>dad crashes us into a fucking car
>were at a stop sign
>other driver gets out and is freaking out over the back of his car
>I'm trying to get my shorts back on
>dad is lost between the crash, and his cum covered finger
>he actually fucking sucks it to make sure and starts gagging
>my dad goes out and starts yelling at the man
>I'm fucking terrified
>dad finally gives the man his insurance card.
>we're going home
>dad calls in work on the way there, saying he needs to take care of his son
>we get home and dad just begins massively yelling at me
>calling me a faggot
>Telling me im going to get aids
>Telling me i deserve to get aids
>i keep saying im sorry, i dont want aids, etc.
>actually fucking smacks me for the first time since I was a kid

more coming. longggg ass story

>Dad tells me its time I got fucked
>I say im sorry ill go clean out
>he says not to, leave the cum
>we get back in his fucking busted car and he takes me to the park
>he drags me right into the mens room, gets in a stall with me, and pushes my ass up against a hole in the wall
>I later found out this is where my dad was fucking an ass earlier, and the other guy had to leave
>we stand there for like an hour
>everytime I want to say something he either says "shh" if someones there, or smacks me if no one is
>by now its afternoon, people are getting off work, and someones actually poking their dick against my hole
>its a tiny fucking dick, and the stall between us makes it barely fit but he starts fucking my ass
>i try to leave but dad holds me against the wall, covering my mouth with his hand
>guy cums in my ass (just barely)
>leaves
>dad finally lets me put my clothes on and takes me home
>very next day he takes me to doctor
>claims he caught me whoring myself out at the public park and i need to get tested
>they can do some tests that day, but claim that they wont know anything ofr sure until a 3 month period
>dad continues to fuck me during this time anyways
>after three days hes cooled off and we never talk about it
>i still go see coach once a week for the rest of summer
>he still fucks me (has no idea what happened)
>school starts up, I stop shaving
>dad and coach both lose interest in me (coach not as much, still makes me blow him, but less ass fucking)
>one time another student almost walked in on us in his office, and after that I was never called into coaches office again
>by end of september its time to get tested again
>tests are negative
>I feel great
>dad fucks me maybe twice a month now
>coach not at all
>feeling massively horny

>I end up starting to go to the gloryholes myself
>mostly just suck dick cuz i love it and dad never lets me
>for some reason the variety of cum makes me like it more than usual
>I start eating cum almost every time
>occasionally let a guy fuck me in the ass
>winter comes, i start shaving my legs
>dad starts fucking me once every two days again
>january rolls around and dad calls me into the bedroom while I'm playing mass effect
>already pissed off cuz of that
>dad informs me that he just got a call, and he has HIV
>says i need to get tested
>wait another three fucking months
>no sex with dad at all
>I stop going to gloryholes
>im fucking going crazy about cum, but knowing about dads HIV im scared
>late april i get tested
>Everythings negative, clean bill of health
>celebrate by going to the gloryholes and sucking dick again
>shame very next day
>can't tell dad
>end up telling coach,
>was hoping he'd help me
>instead started fucking me again
>loved it, but more STD scares
>dad starts fuycking me again (this time with a condom) about once a month
>most of the time just finger fucks me
>no longer lets me eat his cum
>every few days still sneak off to gloryholes
>mostly just sucking guys, sometimes letting them fuck me
>start crying a lot cuz im scared im going to get an STD but too horny to stop
>by end of school year coach agrees that he'll take me to get tested
>after test is negative admit im still hella active
>he asks me to stop but i tell him i dont know how
>asks me how it started
>finally just let it all out crying about how my father started this, and took me to the gloryhole etc.
>he actually tells me to get a ride with him after school
>takes me home
>for the first time in my life, i spend the night just being lovingly cared for by a man
>at most, dad would cuddle/massage me
>for first time in life think i might be in love with a guy

>summer goes around the way it normally does
>dad fucked me only once in june
>maybe twice in july
>I go over to coaches at least 3 days out of the week
>we begin to start doing normal relationship stuff
>end up doing research and learn its hard to get HIV from sucking dick
>end up going back to the gloryholes on days coach is busy
>life is all hanging at the pool
>buds over for games
>dad rarely home
>hanging and fucking with coach
>I start bumping into my dad at the gloryholes during lunchbreak
>one time he gets in my stall and talks really dirty while I suck guys
>one monday rolls around and im extra horny
>go to gloryholes
>end up staying there from morning til night
>left only to get some mickey D's.
>end up sucking at least 20 dicks throughout the day
>coach texts me and asks me to go over to his place
>coach asks what happened to my mouth
>I have major fucking DSL
>i say "idk"
>night goes normal, he makes pasta alfredo (my favorite)
>before we eat he starts making out with me
>like 3 seconds in he jumps back and is gagging
>my breath smells like a lot of fucking cum
>we end up arguing for the better part of the night
>I tell him its not big deal can't get hiv
>he says i can, can also get other STDs
>says i betrayed his trust
>tells me to leave
>gives me a to-go dish with alfredo
>felt so fucking bad cuz coach knew dad doesn't ever cook anything good
>cared enough to still give me a meal after I betrayed his trust
>dad comes home and wants to fuck
>i say fuck no
>by now im back to sleeping in my own room so he just shrugs it off
>he ends up going back to gloryholes that night
>I cry all night thinking about coach.

>i keep texting coach throughout august but he doesn't respond
>school starts up again and first day back I go to see him right away
>principals in the room and im running in looking like im about to cry
>feel like im gonna vomit so nervous
>end up just saying i need to know when tryouts are
>coach smiles at me and tells me to stop by his office after class
>all day im freakin out
>i actually have him in US history this year, so its torture just sitting there
>watching him as he gives his lecture
>End of day finally comes and I go back to his classroom, empty
>go to his coaches office (near the field and gym)
>hes there waiting for me
>I immediately start crying and apologizing
>dude just gives me the greatest hug i ever had
>we talk it out and he says he wants to be with me
>wants me to stop going to gloryholes, but knows its hard to quit
>we end up going back to the way things were
>i end up staying most nights with him now, dad doesn't even care
>fast forward a few months
>literally hadn't seen dad an entire fucking week, work was calling for him
>idgaf, no rugby practice so going home to play some halo
>a few games in i get horny from people saying they "raped" me whenever I lose
>argue with coach over text for an hour
>tryna get him to come over
>he doesn't think its safe
>I want him to fuck me in my dads bed and pretend im his son
>we do this a lot
>but only at his place
>he finally gives in
>i go back to playing halo
>hear car pull up, assume its coach
>its dad

>dad comes in drunk, got fired a few days ago
>only found out today
>been on some drunken spree
>dad decides to rape me
>dads fucking huge and still more muscle than fat (though it was piling on)
>dad goes right ahead and rapes me, no condom
>scared as fuck im going to get hiv
>another car pulls up and I start screaming for coach
>hes only fucking knocking so I scream and scream louder
>coach finally just comes in and sees whats happening
>im not crying but just screaming my ass off
>i can't see cuz its behind me but
>coach basically just starts swinging at dad
>dad tries to fight back, but he drunk.
>coach ends up owning dad
>just grabs me by the hand and gets me out of there
>one of my neighbors sees me naked getting thrown into coaches car
>no one in coaches street saw me, but fuck if it wasn't the most awkward naked car ride
>end up staying the night at coaches, lets me wear his baggy shorts and shirt
>next day we dont even bother going into school
>he takes me back to my place to get as much of my stuff as we can
>i ask why and he says im going to have to stay with him for a little while
>dads home but hes asleep as fuck
>coach and i round up all my clothes, 2 of hte video game systems, school stuff etc.
>go back to his place
>next day life resumes as normal, but now i live with coach
>no one knows at school, I end up taking the bus there
>only ride home with coach after rugby practice when everyones left
>dad checks in on me via phone but we dont see each other
>towards end of school year he asks me to help with moving
>dads losing the house and getting kicked out

I got a story but its molestation and it fucked me up emotionally big time as I was growing up. Am male, when i was nine my stepdads best friend had access to me for a couple hours every weekend for a year. It only stopped when he was caught abusing me.

Not going to greentext a story.

have been in a sexual relationship with my brother since we were preteens. Both guys by the way, so have fun with that disappointing turn of events (im not Sup Forums's super slutty loli dream)

brother is a little bit older, by three years. grew up in religious family, older brother turns out to be one of the few people I ever felt I could trust. Parents always act hostile towards him, I'm too young to get it. He was open about his homofagness. I'm hitting puberty. Feminine body type, skinny fag, feminine voice, not "gay" just not manly, even after puberty. Brother is opposite, very deep voice, masculine build, he was always into sportball etc..

Anywho, hitting puberty and kind of starting to notice guys. I tell my brother about it and nobody else, since he's gay as well he gives me advice (don't fucking tell our parents, for example). Parents suspect me anyways.

Brother hits 18 (I'm 15, about to be 16) and he's fuckin out of there. Parents proudly say they kicked him out, he says he was moving either way, not sure which side turned out to be right. Go visit him in his apartment all the time. Parents keep giving me shit. They plan to make me go to a bible camp thing which turns out was for gays, they say my brother rubbed off on me etc.. so I go tell my brother and he let's me just stay in his apartment. Parents don't mind, I come back during the day mostly to get my things, so I'm basically moving in with him at the age of 16.

in high school, I take interest in this one guy and I feel he's into me as well. I kind of start an awkward ass conversation with my brother about "what it feels like" and he says he has no idea, he's strictly top. So... super awkward red faced embarrassment.exe runs through me. He offers to buy me a toy so I can try it out before being with a guy. He goes ahead and buys one online, but we're waiting for it to ship to us and he asks if it'd really be that awkward if we just tried it ourselves...

>me and coach help dad, but its awkward almost no conversation as we box up his stuff
>hes going to go live with grams
>Asks if i want to come with him
>before i can even answer coach says im staying with him til graduation
>suddenly afraid of what the fuck I'd be doing after graduation
>end up getting into facebook, find my mom, reconnect
>we talk a bit, but mostly avoid the subject of dad
>she wants to help pay for college
>she agrees to pay for half and the other half i can take out in loans
>i say we'll see
>coach keeps trying to get me to apply for all these far away colleges
>im not fucking smart
>not fucking excited about leaving him anyways
>we almost break up arguing over whether or not i should go off and live my own life
>those nights he'd go sleep on the couch, and id feel lonely in bed
>most nights he'd sneak back in while i was asleep
>wake up with coaches arms wrapped around me
>almost break up again when I find out hes been fooling around with another student
>at first im really fucking hurt but remember i still go to gloryholes once in awhile
>we dont openly discuss it but we find a very happy place
>i plan on going to florida for college
>Day after hs graduation coach asks me to switch to UCLA and stay with him
>he ends up paying for the other half of my college, and i just live wtih him
>we break up mid way through my senior year
>he kept letting me live with him but the relationship was dead
>Spent most of my time at other peoples houses or at school
>after graduation he helps me move in to the city
>he trires to make it sentimentel, tells me ill always be his little boy
>I was tired of him trying to make it 'sweet' when hes the one who pulled the trigger on it all
>4 years later I still live in the city on my own
>havent seen him since

ama?

Just eewww

cont...

He convinces me it's basically mutual masturbation which is not the same as sex, I'm a virgin and I do love my brother, I'd date him if he was you know... not my brother. So I say yes.

We we end up having sex, and of course I end up loving it. I finally ended up dating the guy from school. Brother pays for hotel rooms for us to stay in until I can convince the guy it's not that weird for him to come to my brothers apartment.

Still get fucked by both of them. Have my own apartment now with the guy I started dating and it's in the same apartment complex as my brother. Guy I'm dating is aware I'm doing it and is fine with it. It's not been happening as frequently since brother got a BF but yeah...

dunno if this constitutes a childhood story. Whatever. It's weird enough I feel it fits in this thread.

stupid fag stories here wtf

Go write your homo porn elsewhere freak

...

Holy shit. Thanks for sharing that.

its good to get it out once in awhile

That's a rough way to grow up. I'm to pussy to even suck a Dick and growing up forced. ..

I feel bad. I'm sad the relationship ended with the coach also. Seemed like it used to be cute.

I mean if you're straight then you're not a pussy, you're just not into sucking dick.

Coach was nice, but honestly I look back and realize it was pretty messed up, and now hes on to some other boy .

>messed
I'm actually gay. Im in a very slow moving relationship which I like. He's very affectionate and sweet.

And so you feel he just used you? When you showed any sign of maturity/growth he lost interest?

well sounds like you're not a pussy then, i wouldn't call it 'pussy' to not be ready to suck dick or however you want to word it.

>so you feel he just used you? when you showed any sign of maturity/growth he lost interest?

a little from column A a little from column B. I don't doubt there was feelings, that man took care of me. but I don't doubt he has a type and when you age out of it it loses its sexual edge. I know he also had sex with women and men his own age, so hes not strictly a pedophile. but al lrelationships end, and many end because someone grows out of your 'type'.

Yah I guess.

None the less I hope life is looking up for you. Find a decent job. Etc.

i like my job, got some nice friends, and am a pretty happy camper.

I'm glad to hear that things ended up alright.

long way to go until things are ended, but thats life, you know? just keep swimming.

My life has yet to start. Still have a year left of high school.

shhh mods are watching.

I never once stated I was under 18?

shhhh they can hear our typing

its okay, we'll protect you.

Oh no. We must run.

That's kind.

protect the jailbait at all cost.

Well aren't you just sweet.

Wow.. I'm kinda jealous you were able to pull off a relationship with a much older man, sometimes I wish I could wake up cuddled like that. I'm sorry it broke off like that, I hope you're doing okay. Maybe you should see what he's up to? If the wounds don't sting too much, anyway

agreed

we add each other back and forth on facebook, I usually delete him after a week or two.

I mean you don't need someone much older for that comfort. I love being held. It's just a preference.

See you just like the idea of someone older which is understandable.

I feel honored

Eh, I've spent the majority of my life as an older brother figure to most of the people around me. I've always been large, protective, quiet, all that archetyple shit. I suppose sometimes it feels good to have the roles reversed. I mean shit the best I ever slept was hooking up with an FWB a couple of months back. Just sharing a bed put a lot of my internal problems at ease.

Seen this posted before fuck off faggot

yeah, i repost it. its long as fuck, you think im gonna retype it every fucking time?

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Holy shit when did people suddenly become so retarded? It's just a fucking interesting story.

Riiiiight

I used to be very independent until anxiety literally tore me apart now I'm a needy little affection whore. The only things that can calm me down is being held. So I understand the feeling to some extent.

kindergarten, with a beautiful blonde girl, wish i had remembered the surname, didn't have smartphonefuckinstafaceme back then. had to remember all shit.

Yeah, I think anxiety is what's doing me in. Especially with a new semester calling. I literally begged my ex to just sit in a skype call with me for like four hours the other night. His voice really helps me get to sleep. God, I'm glad I won't ever have to date myself.

>Me 10 yo
>Sleep over at friends place
>He has sister 1 year younger
>Next morning friends mom had to going out unexpectedly
>Playing vid games "will you be OK for awhile?" Yes mom "Just watch on your sister" OK!
>Mom leaves and then friend looks at me with a wicked smile "you want to see something?" sure OK
>Calls sister from other room
>She comes out "Show user what I showed you"
>Her face lights up like a Christmas tree
>He pulls his pants down and she immediately goes to work sucking his cock
>I'm totally stunned in shock and awe (I'm an only child so I had no idea)
>Sucks his dick for 1 min or so then he says you want her to do it on you?
>My cock is already diamonds
>I nod my head yes
>Pull my pants down
>And to this day it was the best blow job I have ever received
>She sucked it for about 2 min but it felt like a life time
>I didn't cum but my cock was still rock hard and my body was still tingling 20 min later when his mother got home
>Also got her naked played with her pussy a little bit and some dry humping
>Went for an awesome bike ride after :)

My cousins family was absolutely fucked, weird druggie baby sitter chicks from down the street raped my cousin once. We were about 7 or 8.

Literally like 2 weeks ago I got in a discord call with my ex to help with anxiety. I understand the whole voice thing.

> I need to buy Sup Forums pass I'm lazy

Wow you should write a book, I mean shit I find writing therapeutic and people love it so it's a win-win

Same writing calms me down

GAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY

And?

if you got raped why continue
breakaway from the cycle because when you have a kid guess what is gonna happen Mr herbert is gonna fuck him just like dad and coach did to you

Personally it great if I'm feeling depressed, stressed, angry, etc but not when I'm feeling happy and shit

Same but I get depressed really easily. Like I can be happy all day then I go to bed and get the worst depression and anxiety.

Not the guy btw but shit happens, and personally I think the guy doesn't want his kid to go through the same shit (speaking as someone who had an abusive father/dysfunctional family)

Well anons time for me to catch some sleep.
"Jailbait" out.

turned a nine year old neighbor boy into my homo oral and anal sex slave the summer i was 15.

>Be me
>Valentine's day in kindergarten
>Playing transformers at recess
>Female cousin of same age tackles me under the playground and kisses my cheeks

That's basically all sorry for the boring story

Also now that she's older and developed she's so fucking hot but a total bitch

mmmmmm, I love how you were groomed to become a cock hungry slut, but I wish they'd force feminized you as well. That little bit with the skirt should have been so much more.

When I was like 6 or something I fingered my 9-ish year old cousin and she me. We weren't doing anything sexual on purpose we were just curious about each other.

Bipolar? Just wondering I have the same shit but it's just clasfied as clinical depression

Y didn't u just throw it back on the other shithead

You're a massive fucking Faggot, but goddamn you can write a story.

someone screen cap that long ass story

this is the shit that makes me believe that people get turned and manipulated into being gay, it's some scary shit.

Lost my virginity at 10 to a sexy 17 yo girl and it ended in a threesome. Some people will say bullshit but whatever. And it's a long one.
Part 1/7
>Live in a very small town
>My 10th birthday party (only child)
>Everyone comes, any occasion for grown ups to get drunk and party they take it
>The town doctor has a daughter and she's home from boarding school and comes as well
>Had a crush on her big time from the age of 7 but was so shy and had never really talked to her
>Talking with a group of my friends from school in the front yard
>She comes up to us and asks who's birthday is it?
>I say Me then she says "I have a present for you" she comes over and gives me a huge kiss on the the lips
>I'm stunned and frozen in shock and totally embarrassed that it was in front of everyone
>My friends can't believe it and go wild with excitement like I'm the King
>Which makes me even more embarrassed
>I leave then go and hide under my bed
>Soon everyone one starts looking for me as they want me to blow out the cake
>One of my older friends (like a big brother to me) finds me and drags me out
>He guesses why and is like WTF?? You're the man be proud
>I go out feeling like everyone knows (I hate being the center of attention)
>But everything goes back to normal opening presents and having cake playing party games etc..
>Later that night around 11pm I'm playing new vid games that I got in the living room with all my friends
>The adult party in going on out side on the veranda
>I go to the kitchen to get a drink and she sees me from outside and comes in and says "come with me I want to show you something"
>I guess something is up and say "show me here" she says "No user come with me, come with me!"
>I can tell I have her on the hook about "something" but am scared by how forceful she is being so I say no (IDIOT!)
>She gets a little pissy at me and walks off in a huff
>I go back to play vid games
cont?

>Taking a piss in the bathroom at school
>Oh shit, girl from my class walks in
>which one of us is in the wrong place?
>She doesn't care, instantly transfixed by my dick
>I'm rocking a semi pee-boner
>finish peeing, she asks if she can touch it
>starts rubbing
>asks if I know what pee tastes like
>"Wtfno.jpg"
>she just puts my dick in her mouth and starts licking the tip
>Feels so good man holy shit what is this
>asks if we can do it again sometime, I say sure
>mfw she tells her parents
>mfw I'm dragged before the principal at school the next day
>mfw I never work as a teacher again

cont

Part 2/7
>10 min later I go back to the kitchen mostly to see if she will come to me again?
>She sees me and basically comes running in
>Come with me! PLEASE
>Feel like I have control of her so I say yes
>Which is your bedroom user?
>Go in and she locks the door
>She says some stuff that I don't remember then she starts kissing me lots again
>I feel weird about it but my dick becomes diamonds (as it does)
>Then she says straight up "want to have sex?" I say OK
>She pulls my pants off then starts to suck my dick
>I feel really fucking weird about it mostly because if people found out what she was doing she would get in trouble
>I knew it was wrong and I was a good boy and I didn't want to get anyone in trouble (fag!)
>But it felt fucking awesome!
>She starts to get naked and my eyes have never been more wide open as I watch her undress
>We're both naked now and we get on the bed
>She lays on her back and spreads her legs and asks "do you know what to do?
>I say yes (I at least know the pee pee goes in the wee wee)
>Get on top and start to basically dry hump her, she then says "hang on :/"
>I get up a little bit and she starts playing with her pussy and fingering herself
>She then says "now you do it" so I put my finger in and start to go in and out
>I do that for a little bit then she says "OK now do it but put it (your dick) inside"
>I go again and I'm still dry humping her till she guides me in
>I"M IN!!! My little 10 yo birthday dick in in!
cont

my heart... I'm crying

Part 3/7
>I start humping her and it felt great, the whole situation was blowing my little mind
>Soon she starts moaning and groaning (I don't really know what that means??) her eyes are closed and I'm not really sure
>I really didn't know women feel pleasure from this (innocent)
>She then puts one hand on my ass and the other on my back and pulls me in really tight on her
>She then starts grinding her hips on mine
>I have no clue what she's doing but I stay in that position as she does it to me (I'm a fuck doll at this moment)
>My dick is still inside and the grinding gets faster and faster
>She then goes quite all of a sudden and then lets out a big groan and then kind of laughs at the end of it at the same time
>I now know that means orgasm and fuck that was a big O and I wasn't expecting it type of laugh
>I didn't know how to feel? but she was smiling and seemed very happy with what happened
>Which made me relaxed about what we just did
>She asks me "do you like what we just did?"
>I nod and smile she then kisses me on the lips for a little bit then asks me "are you OK??"
>I say yes then she says "OK" with a smile
>I didn't really know what she men't?
>I guessed about what we just did but looking back maybe she men't "do you want to keep going?" or if I wanted to cum?
>I hadn't started fapping yet so I didn't know about cumming but my dick felt awesome
>We then get up and put our clothes on and we go back out, no one saw or asks about us (relief)
>Go back to the couch and watch friends playing vid games
>Feel like I'm about to explode as my heart is pounding so fast (feels so good)
>And my mind is racing about everything that I just did
>Maybe 15-20 min goes by then she suddenly appears in the living room
>"user" I look up and she's standing there with the older sister (shes 13) of my friend who dragged me from under my bed
>She gives me a sneaky come with me type wave
>I get up straight away (fuck yes) because I know exactly where this is going
cont

Part 4/7
>Straight to my room and lock the door
>They had obviously talked about what happened and I guess she convinced friends Sis to have a try
>Friends Sis (FS) was very eager and seemed to want to impress her as she was older and wanted to be "cool" like her
>I don't remember exactly how it was said between us "lets have sex all together yes?" or something but it was already implied
>We all take our clothes off and are standing naked together, FS starts giggling
>I think to myself "why is this situation funny?" (again I don't understand women yet)
>Then Docs Daughter (DD) gives FS a funny look like "watch this!"
>She goes straight to my dick gets on her knees blowing me again as I stand there
>FS says "oh my god!" excitedly
>Then she waves her closer then they both take turns blowing me a few times
>FS is shy but excited as DD is directing the show
>We all get on the bed and DD says "OK now you lick her pussy user" WTF!!!?
>Think "I didn't do that with you" and what's the reason to do such a thing? (I don't understand the concept) but I do it
>FS opens her legs and I start licking her pussy expecting it to taste bad but I actually like it
>Get really turn on and enjoy it even though I'm not on the receiving end
>FS is giggling and laughing and saying it tickles
>Do that for a little while
>Then DD says "now stick it in her" I'm still having fun licking her and doing this new thing
>I then say to DD "but can I lick your...?"
>She doesn't say anything but spreads her legs at me in reply
>I lick her and this is my most cherished moment from the whole experience
>I feel really special doing it as I know It's not something a girl normally lets a boy do
>I'm basically in love with her now so this is the greatest thing in the world
>I get to be the special boy that does it for her
cont

Part 5/7
>I lick DD for a few minutes till she stops me and says again "now have sex with FS"
>I basically leap onto FS with a huge smile and try to stick it in, she's still a little bit wet but not enough
>Instinctively know what to do (I'm learning already) spit on my fingers and grease up her pussy
>And then boom! I'm in my 2nd girl :)
>Going right to work humping and thrusting like a jack rabbit with much more confidence then before
>Looking over to DD like "Am I doing a good job? Is this impressing you?" I so want you to think I'm good
>FS is really enjoying the experience giggling and smiling
>She says to DD jokingly something like "he's doing it so hard I hope he doesn't get me pregnant" lol
>They both have a big laugh and say some other stuff about sex that I don't really remember as DD is playing with her clit
>I probably fuck FS for about 2 min then FS says to DD "your turn I want to see him"
>I jump on DD feeling like the King of the world and go back to work
>It's more of a fun light experience then the first time
>DD doesn't really seem as into it as before as they're both giggling and laughing to each other
>After a couple of minutes again DD says "now do her again"
>I switch back to FS and after about 1 min or so I have my first (dry) orgasm
>I felt the pressure build and build and then I came for the first time
>I didn't know what it was that had happened and I panicked, I actually thought like "did I break my dick? WTF happened?"
>I got really self conscious about it and covered up
>They both ask "What's wrong are you OK?" "Yes I'm good don't worry" even though I was freaking out
cont

Part 6/7
>I put my clothes back on really quickly just in case they can notice I've broken my dick (lol)
>The girls take my cue and put their clothes back on and I get really disappointed as their naked bodies get covered up
>I quickly go to the toilet to check my dick to see if I can see any damage or something?
>I can't see anything so I relax a bit but still don't understand what happened or if I did something permanent
>Go back to my room and the girls are looking at my DVD collection
>"lets watch this one user" holding Charlie's Angels (2000) "sure OK"
>I put it in and DD tells me to turn down the lights as we all get into bed together
>Get under the covers and cuddle up with a girl either side of me fully touching me and cuddling
>Feel like the luckiest kid in the fucking world! (I probably was at that moment)
>DD occasionally giving me a tight squeeze and looking in my eyes as the movie goes on
>After about 30 min one of my friends comes in my room (I didn't lock the door when I came back in)
>DD tells him to fuck off and go away because it's private then tells me to lock the door
>I get up then she says "Wait! can you go and get me a drink user?" I quickly go out and come back fast so no one sees
>Lock the door give it to her and they both share it, then we all cuddle back up together
>I think we all fell asleep well before the movie finished
cont

Part 7/7
>I woke up the next morning all of us still together
>I had to get up first to take a piss
>I check my dick again and it's fine (thanking God!)
>Lots of people and kids passed out everywhere in the house
>Go back to my room and watch TV with the sound down so not to wake the girls
>Soon they wake up both with big smiles and with a look like "we know what we did together ;)" but we don't talk about it
>After about 5 min of talking I ask if they want to watch cartoons and have breakfast with me?
>They say no :(
>Realize they still think of me as a little kid :(
>Feel a little bit of a depressed feeling that it's over
>They go out and find their parents as most people are awake now
>And everyone eventually starts to leave
>I only ever see DD two more times after that, once a few days later in public we talk but can't really say anything
>Then 7 years later when I was 17 but I totally punk'd out (still a shy faggot)
>I said hello but acted too cool for school talking with her then I pretty much ran away like a little bitch
>She didn't look as nice as I remembered, she was only 24 but she didn't hold the same mystique, she was still a 7/10 though
>But I saw FS all the time as her mother and mine were best friends
>We never did anything like that again or even talk about it
>I was more thinking like "please don't remember about what happened" not "hey lets you me fuck again baby!"
>I was such a shy kid I would have died if someone found out
>But it was never awkward between us though as I trusted her and after a couple of years it didn't matter anymore
>I last saw her about 2 years ago and had a "shit I haven't seen you in a long time how are you?" general conversation
>I fapped a million times to this memory growing up and sometimes I still do
End.

Fuck op that was ride from start to end

Are you still here?

Damn, that's crazy bruh. Lit story if true. Lit AF.

>he smacks my ass and tells me to call him daddy
>i freak out for a second
>almost have a panic attack
>think he knows my secret

Fucking LOL.

Think this is stating the obvious here, but your dad and coach were just fucking perverts, and little boys were their fetish. Coach probably never cared for you, he just used you, like all disgusting pedos do.

Thanks for sharing this story. As BS as this whole thing sounds, I believe it. It makes you wonder, what secret lives are the people around you living?

>be me
>be 10 years old
>be at friend's birthday party
>sleepover
>all male
>friends start getting fucking weird
>start doing crazy shit
>pour piss into friend who fell asleep's mouth
>there's always that one kid who falls asleep
>get even weirder
>friend gives us an idea
>starts talking about penises and shit
>pulls down his pants and shows us he pepe
>encourages everyone else to follow suit
>start to pull down our pants and dicks out
>everyone starts touching each other's dicks
>get hard and shit
>nobody nuts though
>still haunts me to this day how i pulled some gay shit when i was 10