Good evening, user. How are things? Feeling down? Need a hug? Let's talk

Good evening, user. How are things? Feeling down? Need a hug? Let's talk.

Hi OP! Welcome

Hello. What's up?

Not much, you doing alright?

Of course.

If there's no need for the thread, I'll let it die.

I'm quite enjoying the Miyazaki. Good choice.

Hi ohpee

there's always a need for kind people like you.

Thanks. It's my favorite movie. Which is yours?

Hey.

There's a need for better people. People like me fill the gap temporarily.

Heyheyhey

You always say that, and the thread then runs till 3am.

so what better people, then? you do a damn good enough job, Nausicaa.

Grave of the Fireflies actually. Only movie I've ever given a 10/10.

Hey, one of these threads. I quite like these threads. How is everyone ?

I came here to fap, not to nap

My estimation skill is poor.

People in real life, who do things more difficult than this all the time. I know some of them. The strongest people do the most good, but when they're spread thin they wear themselves out.

Ah, I haven't seen that one yet! I don't think I've seen any of Takahata's movies, actually... in general, would you say he can match Miyazaki for characters and style?

Glad you like 'em, user. I'm doing fine. How are you?

Well, there are plenty of porn threads. Or you could hit up /gif/ or /hr/.

>People in real life
ew.

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hi just poppin in :)

Thanks for dropping by. Do I know you?

I'm good. Done anything fun today/got anything fun planned?

Hey OP, nice thread. And yeah, I'm feeling down. Tried to smoke it off but just ended up getting nauseous

henlo fenn!

That's good to hear.

No and no.

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that, user. Sometimes the best thing to do is to eat something warm and comfy, and go to sleep. I feel much better after having eaten burgers and potatoes and gotten a good night's rest.

Henlo Bell. How's things?

I actually prefer Miyazaki, and Nausicaa is one of my other favorites but Grave of the Fireflies hits really hard and is masterfully done.

Chek'd

Oh, well, see any good movies lately?

so where's all the others? it's been a while since Reimu or Jill or 2B have done one of these. are you just the only one left?

Be aware of jews Sup Forumsros. Jews are lurking around every corner at all times and trying to get into your head. Like OP. Do what's good for you and burn a jew!

Hm, okay. I'll need to watch that one sometime soon then.

I watched The Dark Knight again. Better than I remembered.

I don't know. I haven't talked to most of them in a long time. Jill's been busy with some real life problems, once those are sorted out you might see some more threads.

Don't forget to soak me with kerosene first.

I feel kinda better hearing you say that. I can't bother to eat now though, but sleep I can do.

what kind of real-life problems?

I'm alone. I don't feel nothing anymore. How so I fill up the void?

Reimu still does a thread when time permits.

Jill does it sometimes...

Why are you alone? Did something happened?

2 out of 4 isn't too bad I guess. I just keep missing them then?
haven't seen them in a week yo

I hope you feel better when you wake up! Sleep well.

I can't say.

Find somebody, or something to care about. Start caring about someone, get into a hobby and put some time and love into it. You need to create some purpose for yourself.

Whatever has got you down OP I guarantee is much worse than you know

no worries fam. just figure he's an open enough dude he would be chill telling anons what's up

Shots fired.
Anxiety?
2B is off duty for now, Jill gets busy sometimes and Reimu does hers whenever she can, but hse is rather busy with her life as well.
Filthy jews.

Yeah, just keep your eye on the Sup Forums catalog. One time, not long ago, she did a thread on

Nothing's got me down, user. How are you feeling?

Well, ask him next time you see him if you're curious.

oh hey it's that one dude a lot of people act like they dislike. how's it going my main man?
guess I may as well yeah. it's hard when people only do threads when they feel up for it and don't have a time I should look for them.
you guys don't have some secret back channel?

That's cool. I finally finished saw II today and was caught completely off guard by ending.

>good film I recently watched
>dave made a maze

On a side note: how often do you provide cynical commentary on a movie you're watching? I find I do it a lot particularly with horror films.

Jill was there like 2 days ago, I remember it cause I asked for some advice...

Give me a list of names my dude. I'll fucking track them down, and date their mothers.
Mixed a few cocktails for me and my parents, stressing week, glad it's over.

Some of the others do.

II? Of what?

I comment on every movie I watch, but usually it's jokes in-context, like in Mystery Science Theater.

Hello OP, I have problems with debt currently, but things are starting to turn around. Here's hoping that I can afford college and my phone bill

"SAW II" that one horror movie.
Hope things turn out well for you, anonymous.

oh. well I guess I just keep missing people then.
you can date me too fam. just share the liquor.
oh.

The saw films. Unfortunately talking about viewing them in the past tense is a bit annoying.

Good luck, user. I guess that's all I can offer you at this point.

Ah, whoops. I didn't read that closely enough. Thanks.

My life seems to be perfectly fine but I sometimes wonder about suicide.
So that's great.

Well, if it's just a casual and occasional thought, pay it no mind. The mind drifts in odd directions sometimes.

Is everything really perfectly fine though? Is something wrong that you can't admit to yourself?

Hello! And welcome!

Lets drink, anonymous.
I mixed these a while ago.

~Neptune

I don't think I'm a good person, and I don't think I will become one.
I talk a lot about all these things that I want to do later in life, but at the same time I see myself being more the family wash out.
I think I'm just scared of being a disappointment. I think I'm scared that I'm gonna be left behind, and I'll just be another face in the crowd.
I'm scared that I'll just be something that exists. Something that people see and know, but if I just vanished it wouldn't make a difference.

is that windex and cough syrup or something? sounds good to me.

Ooh, what kind of drink is that?

Intrusive thoughts? How do you handle them, user?
I don't know if I should feel insulted...
Gin, maraschino and curazao azul, it's called Blue Devil. I mixed two to compare the taste of two different gins.
^

I've got no love in me. It's futile.

I have ADHD, so I'm used to my train of thought suddenly being redirected without my consent.
But for the longest time it's been to thoughts about a release from my existential crisis.

Sounds yummy! Which gin is Best Gin?

Who are you disappointing? Aim to satisfy yourself. If you mean something to yourself, then you have nothing to fear.

Love isn't something that can be quantified or stored up. It's not something you have or don't have. It's something you do, and you can do it. It's hard, but you can.

Welp. Imma have to leave now, keep making these threads OP
I salute you
Can I get a hug before I go?

Existential crisis? Do you mind elaborating a bit more about that?
I can't tell the best due to only having tried a few, but Beefeater is quite good indeed.

*hugs you tightly* Of course you can, user. Thank you. Sleep well. I'll see you around.

Sure.

It's a difficult concept for me to explain to others, but basically I've discovered that nothing is absolute.
The rabbit hole of the universe goes on forever. Space and time go on forever.
To give an example, let's think of a God. That god had to come into existence somehow, and then whatever created that had to be created, and so on and so forth.
It's like when you have four mirrors facing each other. It goes on forever in all directions, it has no beginning or end.
Not like a circle or a sphere, but like an expanse.
And this expanse's tangibility is made up of connections, how you connect with things in the physical world or abstract connections like intent or agenda.
What bothers me about this is the fact that it means, essentially, everything is arbitrary. Nothing is absolute, meaning there isn't one thing we can trace all things back to. This means I can't apply my life, my consciousness, my morality to one fixed point in the universe.
It means that no matter what I do or think, or what anyone does for that matter, matters.
It's simply just what is occurring. No good or evil or anything else.
Just what is, and what isn't.
That's how I see the world.

Why are you thinking of things in such big terms though? All that doesn't matter. Where's your next meal coming from? Who lives next door? Things like that matter, that's the scope you should be focusing within. Even the wisest and most knowledgeable humans have difficulty comprehending the universe as a whole. Don't bother.

Maybe everything is arbitrary. So what? Some things are absolute enough. Anchor yourself to one of them. The whole cannot be affected, or even seen, by the parts that make it up.

Look, user...
>The rabbit hole of the universe goes on forever. Space and time go on forever.
Nothing, lasts forever

Time to go to work! Thanks for the thread, op!

Alright, have a good one Mantis. I'll see you again sometime.

It's what I do. I went on a mental journey during my HS years and figured it out.
Now it's been gnawing at me ever since.
Idk, I guess it's hard for me to attach reasoning to something that isn't physical or tangible. It's too abstract. I need something solid.

Not a whole lot does, but this does. I know it for certain.

I have a friend. Let's call him E.

E, from his preschool days, has always been popular with the girls. He's a pretty nice dude, and it's easy to like him.

The problem is, every girl he's ever been with, and I mean EVERY girl, over the course of their relationship, becomes an angry screeching harpy. He just can't find happiness because all his gfs inevitably, mysteriously go fucking crazy from being with him. What is going wrong? Is there any way I can help him, because he is seriously considering the possibility that he won't be able to settle down with anyone.

Well, what do you have that is solid? Can you acquire something solid to stick yourself to?

Maybe the kinds of girls who will attach themselves to him are the wrong kinds of girl. He could try rejecting the girls who come after him, and go for the girls who don't.

Right now Uni I guess.
Getting through that first.

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Focus on it. Get your mind around it, and away from the existentialism. There's no future in having existential crises, but there might be a good one in finishing uni.

Hey you. Whassup?

Looked like the thread was about to be bumped off so I posted. Also I am no longer in night shift for my job but as a service clerk. At least I got my nights to myself now to get back to playing my horror games.

Made small additions to my world building. About to wrap up the North East continent early history.

Don't feel obligated to bump the threads; if they die, they die.

Hey, sounds like things are going good for you! Glad to hear the project is still moving ahead. Did you decide on a form for the parasites?

Not yet. Going to focus down on getting the early history done first. I got space left open for the first encounter of said parasite but they wouldn't know it to be as such. I do wan't it to be plant based though that will grow in the body.

Hmm. Okay, sounds good.

I started fixing my bike, got halfway done but it's kinda complicated, I realized. So I cleaned the bathroom instead. It might have been the first time I did that this year. Things are far from normal, I still feel detached from reality... but doing those things is better than sitting on my couch staring at the tv...

You're moving in the right direction, user. Good job! If you keep doing good things like this the worst that can happen is that you get a bunch of good stuff done. But at best, you'll start to feel more real and like there's a purpose in your life.

What comes next? Will you keep working on your bike? Do your sheets need to be washed? Has your bedroom started to get messy?

The main thing I finished though is a basic plot outline of how a certain region came into power through a spice trade. What happened was some northerner's sold (scammed) some desert dwellers plants that couldn't grow in the desert. The people of the north saw the plant as useless. The plant later turned out to have lots of good spice that can be extracted once the plant dried out in the heat. The northerner's tried to do the same thing but due to how cold it is they couldn't do it properly and got mad at the desert dwellers for "stealing" the spices and earning a lot in trades. I got more written down but that's a very simple outline of it.

I feel somewhat detached from reality and this world also. Maybe cause I feel so disillusioned with what is truth in this world.

House cleaning is a good and comfy thing. It feels good to have it nice and clean, doesn't it?

Ooooh, that's pretty clever. I like it, keep going with that.

Disillusioned with truth how?

Haha yeah my bedroom is pretty bad. That's my next project. Gonna put on a nice record and start cleaning. Thing is... last year, I thought I was finally starting to get it together, after a long time of depression, anxiety, and all that stuff. Then early this year I suddenly had a really bad seizure, out of the blue. And a bonus head injury from falling. It was like I went back to square negative-one. And everything went back to the old, bad days. I guess I have to pick myself back up again. Anyway, sorry that's a lot of sharing stuff.

It's getting late here now and I am getting tired. Next time if you wan't I can go into more detail with the early world.

Well, the thing about getting it together is that once it's all together you have to work really hard to keep it that way. The seizure and head injury must've been a huge setback on everything. It's even harder to get back on top of things after anything big and unexpected like that.

But you've got this user, you're getting things back in order. You're doing great. I'm proud.

Sure, I'd love that. Get some sleep man, I'll see you around.

Oh and to answer your question. To try and not get to overly political but with how the obvious bias of the news in everything. Then with how I studied propaganda, how certain peoples view the world. What is it called again... Allegory of the cave. Don't worry about it. I am coming to understanding with it and it was a lot worse before but now I am understanding things better.

Ohhh, okay. I don't even read any news anymore. You seem to be handling things pretty well. That's good, you're strong.

Oh gosh... I'm smiling right now. Haha, ok good night!

Good night, and sleep well. Have a good day tomorrow.